Qiyue Ruomeng

The holiday was over soon, and from that night onwards, I deliberately started avoiding Nan Ziruo.I think as long as I keep my distance from her, my feelings for her will disappear day by day.

"Qiyue, what's the matter with you these days, you don't seem to be energetic, are you sick?" Zuo Xuan ran over to me and asked me as soon as school was over.

"Oh, I haven't slept well these days, so I'm not energetic." I laughed.

"You seem to be very tired, so I'll take you back to the dormitory." Zuo Xuan said distressedly.

"En, thank you." I let Zuo Xuan take the schoolbag for me.I followed Zuo Xuan and walked towards the dormitory with my head down.

My mind was wandering, and I suddenly bumped into a warm embrace.

"Sister Qiyue, you don't want to have a chance encounter with me, do you? Haha." Nan Ziruo's cynical voice sounded from above my head.I looked up and saw her looking at me with a ruffian look on her face.

"I'll go back first." I walked around her and said softly.

"You road idiot, do you know the way back to the dormitory? Let's go back together." Obviously she didn't see Zuo Xuan in front of her, maybe Zuo Xuan was just a passerby in her world.

"Nan Ziruo, I'll just send Qiyue back." Zuo Xuan walked over and said to Nan Ziruo.

"I'm her roommate, drop by." Nan Ziruo said domineeringly.Then he took my bag from Zuo Xuan's hand on his own, and finally pulled me towards the dormitory.

"Nan Ziruo, how can you be so rude." I broke free from her hand holding my wrist, then looked at Zuo Xuan and then at Nan Ziruo and said angrily.

In fact, I don't know why I am so angry, but I have been avoiding Nan Ziruo.She has always regarded me as her best friend, but I have inexplicable feelings for her in my heart.Perhaps this is the influence of our country's traditional thinking. I once thought that same-sex love was a sadomasochism.But I feel about her, about love.

Nan Ziruo looked at me in a daze, then suddenly smiled and said: "I'm sorry, Qiyue. I didn't know the relationship between the two of you is so good now."

After she finished speaking, she returned the schoolbag to me, then turned and left.

I don't know what she was thinking at that time, I only know that at that moment, I desperately hoped that she would be that angry, even a little bit.

Back in the dormitory, Nan Ziruo was nowhere to be seen.I took a shower and lay on the bed early. I didn't even bother to go to the cafeteria for dinner, and I felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

My head was in a mess, and I finally fell asleep in a daze.

It seems that after sleeping for centuries, waves of pain slowly hit me.I know that my old problem is happening again, as long as I don't eat a meal, my stomach will hurt.Since I was a child, my stomach is not very good, so I have to develop good eating habits.Maybe it's also because I'm in a particularly bad mood today, causing my stomach to hurt so badly.

"Qiyue, what's wrong with you, why are you sweating all over your body?" She tried hard to open her eyes, but was hugged into a warm embrace.

"Stomach...stomach hurts." I gritted my teeth and said in a daze.

After a while, I felt her put the coat on me and put it on her back.A cool wind hit me, it was so dark outside, I barely opened my eyes.Looking at Nan Ziruo's profile, she was very anxious and kept reassuring me that I was fine.At this moment, I really want to hug her and tell her not to leave me, I seem to be dependent on her.But the pain in my body prevented me from even saying a whole sentence.

"Qiyue, sleep well, you'll be fine tomorrow." Nan Ziruo sent me to the school's infirmary, looked at me lying on the hospital bed on drip, and then said softly comfortingly.

"Zi Ruo, thank you." My stomach didn't hurt so much anymore, I looked at Nan Zi Ruo foolishly, and called her Zi Ruo for the first time.

"Silly girl, go to sleep." She smiled slightly, patted my head and said.

I slept soundly that night because I knew she was by my side the whole time.I seem to really depend on this girl named Nan Ziruo, that feeling is so happy but also so bitter.