Before you wake up, love well

"No, it's not like that. Believe me, Tokuko and I have nothing to do. I was with him before, but I haven't met you at that time. After meeting you, we have nothing to do with each other. That day We met totally by chance, I didn't expect the client rep to have him around. The one you saw was he just broke up with his bf, he was just drunk and just asked me to give him a hug, we really didn't do anything."

"How can I believe you, I called you and asked where you were, and you told me you were still eating. I really don't know if what you said is true or not. If it's just that simple, why did you hide it? I've been cheated by you once, how can you tell me to believe you? Who can guarantee that you don't want to relive the old dream? "

"I didn't mean to lie to you, I was just afraid that you would think about it."

"Afraid that I'm thinking about it? It turns out that I have always been the child who can't grow up in your heart, the child who likes to be jealous. I never thought that the five years we were together would leave such an impression on you. It seems that we Don't really understand each other. You know what I can't tolerate the most? Betrayal by a loved one, betrayal in self-assumed happiness. I always knew we were too different, but always thought it didn't matter , that is a kind of complementarity, but now I see that we are really people in two worlds. I feel like Jane Eyre - small and ordinary, although I am not as good as you in every aspect, but I still have my own Bottom line, do you understand? I have done what I should do, what do you want from me?"

Originally, I just wanted to scold him a few words, but I didn't expect that I felt so wronged while talking, and then started to cry.He saw me cry, cried himself, and hugged me tighter with both arms.

"Dabao, if things are really as you imagined, then I don't have the face to come to you at all. No matter whether we are too different or not, I really can't lose you. I know that although you didn't ask me My previous life, although you may not care about my previous life and the men I slept with on the surface, but you still care about it in your heart. You are used to comparing yourself with others, and you always feel that you are not doing well. I feel as if everything is better than you, so I often feel that I will do something and leave you one day, but we have gone through 5 years, and these five years are really not short. You should know What kind of person am I.

"I have to admit that when I first met you, your appearance didn't completely attract me. Everyone wants a prince charming, but you are not. But after a long time, I think you are the one I need by my side People, you can let me rely on. There are many people who are better than you in this society, but I don’t need them. I have a strong sense of security by your side, and that feeling really makes me feel at ease. I am a very ordinary person. People may have a lot of distracting thoughts, but I know that people need self-control. There are many handsome guys around me, but I am just purely aesthetic, without any complicated emotions, and occasionally lust, just like you often Glancing at those U-bears in the street, but never doing something that shouldn't be done. You are the only one in my world, and these years have never changed. Like I once said, you are the center of my life Over the years, the passion we had at the beginning may have disappeared, but the ordinary family relationship is the most important. Although love is no longer talked about, isn’t the little bit of life the best comment?

"In my eyes, you are really outstanding. With ability and education, I think I am not worthy of you when I am with you. You have done a lot for me and carried a lot of things. I won't say it, but I will I understand. I never thought that one day you would disappear from my world.

"You know how I felt when I saw the text you sent me? My whole world fell apart. Called you and your phone kept shutting down. I went to your place of work and they said you had quit. I I want to explain to you, I don't know what kind of misunderstanding has arisen between us, I really can't live without you, I can't."