Before you wake up, love well

I threw my backpack on the sofa and looked at Yan Fei solemnly.He was visibly haggard, his round face was covered with wind and frost, and his beard had already crawled up his face.At that moment, I suddenly felt a little unbearable and heartbroken.My departure seems to be a kind of torture to each other.I used to think that my departure would make it easier for us all, at least one person could get the happiness he wanted.But our lives have changed for both of us.Even if he has done something wrong, as long as he still loves me, I think we will be together well, although I still feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.There is a popular saying in the circle: "Don't let go easily after holding hands", suddenly realized how naive my behavior was, just a little bit, maybe we really couldn't be together, maybe we didn't even have the chance to meet and explain , we will really go astray, irreversibly.

At that moment, all the grievances and unhappiness have made me indifferent.Now that he has come, it means that he has realized his mistake.Now that I know I still love him, I might really be able to completely let go of what happened and start over.I just want a promise from him, although sometimes the promise is just a lie, but I believe it.

With a straight face on purpose, I said, "What are you doing here? Just find the one you were holding in the disco, and what do you want me to do."

He looked at me innocently and said, "Dabao, it's not what you imagined."

"Stop, don't call me Dabao, it used to be, but it's not anymore. What I want to correct you is: it's not imagination, it's seeing!"

"Listen to my explanation, okay?" He looked at me pitifully and said.

"I didn't stop you from saying it, just tell it, make up the lie first, it's best not to have loopholes."

"Then I won't explain. You and I can go back and let him explain to you. I really have nothing to do with him."

"No, I only took a few days off, and I don't have time to go back. I don't know what you said to Mom, you can let Mom trick me back, but your purpose has indeed been achieved. Finish what you want to say , and then leave. I told you before, if I feel bad, I will leave. I am no longer your happiness, I have chosen to leave. Even if the problem is solved, I still have knots Yes, I'm afraid that even if I can forgive you this time, we won't be able to go on anymore."

Yan Fei came up and hugged me.I tried to break free twice, but I couldn't break free, so I half pushed and half let him hug me.