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Lin Xiufeng told me that the mansion-like house she lives in used to be the land of Yan Jiasheng’s old house. She has returned here since the day my family left and built this house. Her two sons have also transferred to study here. She has already sold all the shares in Sheng Company.

When I entered the door, I put Xianshu's ashes in the yard, followed Lin Xiufeng into the house, the luxurious exterior decoration, but the interior furnishings were simple and plain. I was surprised that her two sons, Dawen and Xiaowen, were very polite to me. Say hello "Uncle Min!"

For dinner, Lin Xiufeng killed a chicken, so it's considered hospitality!I didn't expect her to change like this. This is the Lin Xiufeng I knew before, without resentment or scheming.The enthusiasm for our three fathers and sons made me feel a little guilty. If it wasn't for me, would she and Yan Jiasheng be a perfect happy family?

After the meal, I took care of my son to take a bath, sleep, and enjoy the cool on the roof of Lin Xiufeng's house. It should be said that I was in a daze.It's been too long, I haven't seen the starry sky in Yanjia Village, I haven't smelled the air in Yanjia Village, everything is still so beautiful, except the people have changed.

I was about to go downstairs and go back to my room. Lin Xiufeng came up. I thought she should have something to say to me, but she smiled and said, "Are you okay?"

"Ok?"

"I'm asking if you're used to eating..."

“I don’t have much demand for food”

"By the way, how is your Brother Sheng doing now?"

Finally, she asked what she cared most about, or she came back to live here as a kind of watch over Yan Jiasheng, she didn't let go of Yan Jiasheng, she just let go!

"He's fine, his legs have almost recovered, but I didn't ask where he lives and what he does..."

"Did you let him go?" Lin Xiufeng looked at me with a strange look.

I don't know how to answer at all, and I don't know whether I have already driven Yan Jiasheng out of my heart.Because I once loved someone else, and I have to admit that I often think of Yan Jiasheng inadvertently when I was with Liu Guodong, but I had to force myself to let go out of love, but I really gave Liu Guodong affection, I can’t tell It's confusing who I love.Or it is really difficult for a person to love only one person in a lifetime. One thing is certain is that no matter how many people you have loved, one must be your favorite.

"Let it go..." I replied to Lin Xiufeng. Firstly, I didn't want her to suffer. Secondly, I was no longer qualified to have a romantic relationship with my two children.In fact, I think, ever since I got married, I should know that I am no longer qualified to love anyone, which is why today's situation is caused.

Lin Xiufeng took out a pair of jade bracelets, and my heart was shocked. Could it be that this was the wedding gift I gave them back then?She handed it to me, "Actually, I knew about this a long time ago..."

"What's the matter?" I pretended to be confused.

"I saw the words written on the bracelet on the night of the wedding. At that time, I knew that you had left Yanjiaping. I slept on the bed and he slept on the floor. I chased you to Guangzhou early the next morning. After going there for three months, I washed my face with tears every day. Finally, I hoped that he would come back. At that time, I was so afraid that he would come back with you. , fortunately not. After he came back, he never smiled at anyone, and never slept with me. It was not until his mother passed away that he left a sentence saying that he was not filial. Then he and I had the first child, and then the second , I thought he had slowly changed back. I was very happy and conscientious to fulfill the responsibility of a wife. Unexpectedly, the good times did not last long. He went to Shenzhen to start a company, and the relationship between him and Chen Xinhua made me suspicious. I invited The private detective went to investigate, and the result made me scared at the time, really scared, I looked at the photos I shouldn’t have seen, heard the call recordings I shouldn’t have listened to, I couldn’t control myself. I even had the idea of ​​revenge on him In the end, no matter how much I quarreled, I couldn't win back his heart, and he hated me more and more. I took all his property and thought he would come back to beg me, but you showed up and made him give up everything. Does it hurt?" Lin Xiufeng said a lot of past events at once, and I felt a little embarrassed.

"I'm sorry... I really didn't know what happened between you two at the time! I thought I was hiding it well..."

"There's nothing I'm sorry about. You destroyed my home, and I destroyed yours. We made peace, but I never thought it would make your wife like this. At that time, I just wanted you to pay me back." This painful feeling... I'm really sorry!" Lin Xiufeng took the cause of Xianshu's death on her shoulders, she felt guilty...

Xianshu's death was caused by myself, so I didn't have anything to do with Lin Xiufeng. "She was caused by me, don't think too much..."

Lin Xiufeng looked like she was about to cry, and took a deep breath, "Heh... I'm sorry, because I've been holding back these words for many years, and now I'm much more comfortable saying them!"

"It's okay! Go to bed early! I have to deal with Xianshu's funeral tomorrow morning."

"Well, you too, sorry!!"

I went back to the room, wiped the sweat of the two children with a towel, and fell asleep in a daze.

The next day Lin Xiufeng asked someone to help me and invited a few people to bury Xianshu next to my mother's grave.After returning, it started to rain heavily, as if expressing a kind of sadness, and also as if blaming me for all my sins.

When we left Yanjiaping, Lin Xiufeng came to see our father and son off. Her eyes were very similar to the eyes I saw at Wuhan Station back then, and she was a little more watchful in anticipation.I was thinking about a question in the car, Lin Xiufeng probably thought that I could bring Yan Jiasheng back like I did in Wuhan back then, am I still the same as before?Am I still capable and qualified to protect him again?