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Early in the morning, I sent my son to the school bus, and I took Xianshu to the hospital, but she couldn't help but refuse.After completing the hospitalization procedures, I went to the office of the attending doctor Xianshu. I saw the business card holder on the table, and a middle-aged man with white hair sitting at the desk, because his appearance was similar to mine. The doctor's surname was Zhang " Zhang Hospital, hello..."

"Hello...you are?" Doctor Zhang looked up at me.

"I am the...husband of the patient Chen Xianshu...how is his condition?" I don't know if I should introduce myself like this, I just want to know whether Xianshu has a chance to recover.

"How do you act as a husband? Do you know that when she came to the hospital last month, she was found to be in the late stage? Is work really more important than family? I asked her to inform you that you would take care of her and she was admitted to the hospital, but she said you were on a business trip... "Dr. Zhang looked at me helplessly with a bit of blame.

Anyone who says I'm a jerk, I have no reason to refute it now, especially this time Xianshu's accident made me feel like a bastard among bastards, I can't accept Dr. Zhang's words "...I...she...she...Is there anything else I can do? It’s like a liver transplant…”

"Forget about me, me, her, hers. Liver replacement is not easy. Do you think it's TV? It's too late... Her condition is no longer good. Even if she has a suitable liver, her physical condition is no longer suitable for surgery..." Dr. Zhang Shake your head.

"Oh…"

The doctor's words are equivalent to announcing the outcome of Xianshu's fate, how powerless I am under the arrangement of fate, the only thing I can do is to make Xianshu as happy and comfortable as possible in her limited time.

Back in the ward, Xianshu was already asleep, maybe she was tired, she was really tired.I looked at her who was tortured beyond recognition by the illness, and I couldn't help but shed tears. She was beautiful and outstanding when she was in the Mood for Love, and she married someone like me, but in the end I killed her for the rest of her life.Ever since she knew I was gay, she never scolded me, and divorced me without complaining. She just wanted me to have a better life. She was so nice.

Near noon, Liu Guodong appeared at the door of the ward. In order not to wake up Xianshu, I walked with him to the corridor.After a long silence, I didn't know how to speak or what else to say.I thought he would definitely come to me. I knew his character, so I was not surprised that he appeared.

"Shall we have our last meal?" he finally said.

I didn't speak, but nodded, we went to a tea restaurant near the hospital, because I didn't want to go too far, and I was worried that Xianshu couldn't find me for something.

"Miao...Are you really going to give up our relationship for more than half a year?" He looked at me with no brilliance in his eyes, I knew he was uncomfortable, why didn't I feel the same?

"Let's finish this meal quietly, shall we?" I replied, pouring the soup with a spoon, I have no appetite to eat at all, but I hope Fatty Liu can quietly give up on me and forget me.Afterwards, the meal was really quiet, until we went outside the restaurant, Fatty Liu saw no one around, "Miao... can I wait for you?"

"No need..." I replied directly.

"Why? Because the Yan family has returned?" Fatty Liu's tone was a bit uncomfortable, and he had never spoken to me in such a tone after knowing him for so long.

When I heard it, what was wrong with him?Could it be that I really want to leave him?In addition, now that Xianshu is lying in the hospital and may die at any time, I was already very depressed, so I yelled, "Are you sick?"

"That's right! I'm sick... If I wasn't sick, I wouldn't like you like this..." He was on the verge of collapse, and he didn't care whether the people passing by the road looked sideways.

After a long silence, at some point, Yan Jiasheng stood behind us. I saw Yan Jiasheng's expression was so angry, it made me feel scared.Liu Guodong looked at Yan Jiasheng, "Didn't you say you wouldn't take him away from me?"

Yan Jiasheng took a deep breath, and suddenly walked forward and grabbed Liu Guodong's collar. I thought they would fight uncontrollably on the street. I immediately wanted to separate them, but Yan Jiasheng's hand was so tight that I couldn't pull it "You don't want to do this, can you? I'm tired enough..." I almost didn't cry.

Yan Jiasheng still didn't let go, "I didn't rob anyone. Have you ever thought about how his two children will face discrimination from others in the future? How can they hold their heads up and behave?"

Liu Guodong was stunned for a long time, as if he had realized something, "I'm sorry..."

"At that time, the current situation was not what I expected. The reason why I desperately wanted to help you was that you could take good care of Miao, and you did. I saw you living together, and my heart felt as if I was buried alive. Pain, but for the sake of Miao’s happiness, I endured it silently. But now Xianshu’s situation can no longer take care of the children, Miao must bear this responsibility, he has to let go...” Yan Jiasheng let go of his hand, turned to look at me with a sigh.

Liu Guodong didn't react for a long time, and then he took out a bank card from his pocket, "I will move the company to Shanghai in a while, you have some money here, take care of yourself, I won't bother you again..."

I refused, he probably guessed that everything between us could not be restored, so he had prepared money to give me when he came, even if I need money now, I can no longer accept his favor, I suppressed tears and said, " I'm going back to the hospital to take care of Xianshu, you...take care..."

Liu Guodong silently watched me go, hurt his heart and hurt his love, Liu Guodong, please don't be too sad, forget me quietly!Along the way, Yan Jiasheng followed me limpingly. At the beginning, when I regarded him as my life, he never responded at all. Now everything has changed, but he silently appeared and followed me. If he hadn’t pretended to have amnesia, Chen Xinhua wouldn’t have let him take him away. , will we not live in such a miserable life?There were still a few minutes away from the hospital, and I gradually slowed down until I was shoulder to shoulder with him.He didn't speak, I guess he must have something to say to me, "Brother Sheng, do you have something to say to me?"

"I'm sorry..." Yan Jiasheng said these words.

I was taken aback, and stopped, "Why do you say that, I know that I must do this in Xianshu's situation, it has nothing to do with you, needless to say I'm sorry!"

"I don't mean this. When you took me out of the hospital to live in your home, I never thought it would change your home like this. I just...I just want...to stay by your side. Because of my selfishness, Lin Xiufeng didn't keep his word. Your family makes your family change, and I will take full responsibility..."

"Don't talk about it, it's all like this, no one thought of it. This is also caused by me, and now I should bear it all..."

"Take good care of Xianshu, call me if you need anything..."

"Um…"

Yan Jiasheng stopped at the gate of the hospital and looked at me. We were already afraid of saying whether we love it or not, or that we couldn't afford to love it or let it go.