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"What are you doing in a daze? The noodles are all cooked." Fatty Liu looked at me, only to realize that he was wandering again when he came back to his senses. He didn't speak, and the toothpaste was squeezed out in the bathroom, and a new towel was placed beside him , I accidentally saw myself in the mirror, with a black chin surrounded by stubble, and my face was decadent and haggard, but it didn't seem to be a big deal, what else did I care?

After I finished washing, Fatty Liu looked at me at the door, "Shave your beard!" He circled his index finger around his mouth to indicate that I really should shave. Seeing that I was stunned, he walked over and picked up his razor, "Come on, I'll help you!" Before I could refuse, he squeezed out the shaving cream and spread it around my chin and mouth, and I didn't He refused and didn't speak.

After shaving, he smiled, "Okay, what a beautiful face...haha..." Then he went out of the bathroom and brought my clothes, "Come on! I've already sent them to dry cleaning for you!"

I just realized that the pajamas I was wearing were not my own "Did you change them for me?"

He said disdainfully, "Come on! I didn't take advantage of you!"

Changed clothes and came out "Why did you bring me back?"

"Bring it back, bring it back, why do you want it?" He smiled, and his expression made me shudder.

"I mean how did you know I was there?"

"Hey... First of all, I don't have time to follow you, and I don't know where you are. I was just passing by. I saw a fat man lying on the side of the road, so I brought it back..." He blinked.

What is this answer?Bring back the people lying on the side of the road, shelter?I thought he didn't bother to ask anymore, anyway, it didn't matter to me anyway.

He added a fried egg to the noodles. I don’t know if I’m too hungry or it’s really delicious. I think this is the best meal egg noodles I’ve ever eaten in my life. He just sat and watched me finish eating, Made me a little unnatural.

I looked at him after eating, "Do you have anything to ask me?"

He walked over to clean up the dishes without saying a word, "I'll ask you when I'm free...ha..."

What is this nonsense?available?Is he very busy now?Speechless.He went to wash the dishes and I went to the living room and saw a lot of foreign wine on the window. I almost couldn't hold back to drink it. In fact, I am not an alcoholic, but I just want to get drunk and forget about everything.

"You're drooling..." He suddenly patted my shoulder, and I realized that I had lost my composure.

He should be older than me, but the place where he lives is obviously the only trace of living alone. I don’t know if I have colored glasses to see people. I always feel that he is also a gay. I can’t help but “I can ask you a question.” ?”

"casual……"

"Are you gay?"

"Ha...ha...um!"

I didn't expect him to answer my question so casually, "Do you have beer at home?"

"Are you still drinking? I don't want to wait for the drunk cat again."

"Oh...then I'm leaving, excuse me..." After I finished speaking, I turned around and prepared to leave.

"Min Miao, are you sick?" He suddenly cursed!

I was stunned just as the door was opening, not sure why he who was still joking just now became like this "What's wrong?"

"Is it worth you for a man who doesn't love you?"

"I've been in a bad mood these days, so...sorry..." I was avoiding the topic because I didn't want to face reality.

"You've already said everything when you were drunk, can you stop lying to yourself, okay? Let go of everything and start living again?" He seemed to really know what happened.

Why do I have no secrets at all now? What is naked in front of everyone? At this moment, tears finally came out. I thought I would not cry again. Touch, even the slightest touch would break me.He pushed me once again to the harsh reality.

"You know everything...you know...do you know how uncomfortable I am? I used to want to die, you know? Standing at the intersection and always wanting to rush out and get hit by a car Do you know what it feels like? Yeah , I'm sick, and if I'm not sick, I won't like a man for more than 20 years, and finally I lost my house..."

He suddenly came over and hugged me into his arms, "Let the past go, and I will accompany you on the road ahead, okay?" He gently patted me who was crying bitterly.

After calming down a bit, is this a confession to me? Why? What is good about me? Good-looking?What should I say when I hear Fatty Liu?

"How long have we known each other?"

He took away my glasses and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his thumb, "Counting today, it's only been four months. Although we don't meet and talk many times, I'm obsessed with you, really." He said very serious.

Just four months? Which means he already liked me in the hospital.It’s really unbelievable, is it the so-called love at first sight? “You fell in love with me that conversation in the hospital?” I mean the time he asked me for cigarettes.

He helped me put my glasses back on, and shook his head, "Remember? One night in the hospital, you stood outside your brother Sheng's ward and secretly shed tears. I saw you crying and didn't know why. I felt very sad. Then every day I I look forward to your coming to the hospital. It should mean that I want to see you every day. Every night I wait until late in the hospital before going to bed. I want to impulsively ask you for a phone number several times, but I’m afraid of scaring you, so I keep silent. Looking at you, one day I finally found an excuse to talk to you, but you were not in a good mood that day, so I just wanted to make you happy, who knew that you thought I was annoying, just when someone called you, you just left with an excuse, you don’t know How sad I am, I just want you to be happy... When I saw you for the second time, you left me a sentence that gave me hope. If we meet again, we will be friends. Since that day, I have been thinking about how to find you Why did you come to you again? God was so kind to me. He actually let me meet you years ago, and then I heard that you have a family and a child, and I..." I pointed my finger at him to stop talking. "I don't have anything now, and I'm decadent, can you give me some time?" I automatically pulled Fatty Liu into my arms and hugged him tightly. I admit that I was shaken at this moment. After so many gains and losses, Tang Sincere departure, Yan Jiasheng's unfeeling, Xianshu's despair, maybe I should cherish the people in front of me, forget the past and try to start my new life.