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This is just my own crazy idea, there is no way my mother would allow me to do such a thing.I sneaked out while my mother wasn't paying attention, and came to my aunt's house. On the first day of the new year, I hung a white linen cloth at the gate. It was the Spring Festival to mourn and help with funeral affairs, except Yan Rongbo's two cousins. People, the funeral was very deserted, there was no fasting, and there was no way to do things beyond the border. It was so simple that it couldn't be compared. Suddenly I felt that Yan Rongbo was very pitiful.

The custom in Yanjia Village is that men hold the spirit seat for the dead elder. Even his younger brother is unwilling to help carry the spirit to the burial because he is afraid of bad luck. My aunt cried until she died. I strengthened myself Dare stepped forward and offered to honor Yan Rongbo's spirit. Although I have nothing to do with their family, at this moment they are eager for someone to take this unlucky position.

I don't mind at all, and I won't be superstitious about it. I only think about one thing, and I will help Yan do whatever he can't do in the future.The funeral was on the second day of the Lunar New Year. I held the coffin and followed several other workers to put Yan Rongbo in the ground. When I came back, my aunt gave me a red envelope in addition to thanking him non-stop. I took it and went home.

I just arrived outside the hall outside the house, and my mother was already waiting for me at the gate. Her eyes were anger that I had never seen before. I knew it was very wrong for me to do so, so I was ready, even if my mother wanted to If you want to scold me, I will never hum.

I walked up to my mother to follow, and she suddenly... "Kneel down!" My mother pointed at me and yelled.

"Mom...what's wrong?" I still pretended to be confused.

"Tell you not to go to Yan's house for the time being, and you will go instead, and be a filial son to others. Does he have anything to do with you? A rebellious beast!!" I have never seen my mother so angry, because she has never scolded me as a beast Such words, this time I did too much.

I knelt at the gate until night before my mother let me in. She didn't say a word to me. I don't understand why she scolded me. I never had a father since I was a child, let alone know. Whether my father is alive or dead, although it is a curse to my father that I hold the spiritual throne for Yan Rongbo, but who is my father?No! !

On the third day of the new year, I secretly put the money I saved in Guangzhou under my mother’s pillow, left a note for my mother, and quietly left home with my luggage. I decided that the next stop was Wuhan!

In this way, leaving behind my old mother who gave birth to me and raised me, I embarked on the road of searching, looking for the road of Yan Jiasheng. Just as I got off the train and walked out of the station, I saw Lin Xiufeng.With a haggard face, she was sitting by the wall next to the gate of the train station, with a luggage bag beside her.

I haven't seen her for a few years, she has become more beautiful, and she has a long braid tied in the back of her head. Her distraught appearance makes people feel distressed. The first thing I thought of was why did she appear here?I took the first bus after the year, how could she get here before me?Could it be that she came here years ago?In any case, it is fate to meet people from my hometown here, so I walked towards her.

When I stood in front of her, she looked up to see my mouth open in astonishment, obviously she recognized me.

"Lin Xiufeng?" I still pretended to be dubious and asked.

"Min Miao? Why are you here?"

"I... By the way, why are you here?" I didn't know how to answer her so I just asked her back.

"I..." She couldn't answer for a moment.

"If you guessed right, you came to see Brother Sheng!" I boldly guessed.

"Hmm..." When it came to Yan's haggard face, her haggard face became a little brighter, but it immediately darkened again.I didn't ask the reason for this, and I don't want to ask. I am narrow-minded and don't want to hear that anyone has any entanglements with Yan Jiasheng.

"Oh... did you find it?"

"I found it, but he is no longer Yan Jiasheng." Lin Xiufeng cried, as if he had been hit hard.

I was really at a loss for the woman crying. I could only hand her a tissue. I'm not very good at comforting people, so I just stood there without saying a word.

After she finished crying, we found a place to sit down. She told me about her experience in Wuhan. I didn’t know whether it was anger or helplessness. Yan Jiasheng changed and became very scary.

"Let's do this! I'll buy you a train ticket and go back to Guangdong first, and I'll bring you Yan Jiasheng back home!" I can only do this for Lin Xiufeng. In fact, I don't want to help her, it's just because of my fellow countrymen!After sending her on the train, I started to panic, because I don't know what is going on with Yan Jiasheng now, even if I could bring him home, he would marry Lin Xiufeng, and I... still didn't get anything, there is such a thing The idea may be that I am too selfish!

According to the address Lin Xiufeng gave me, I found Yan's residence, but no one opened the door no matter how much I knocked or called. It was already [-] o'clock in the evening. In the early spring, Wuhan is no better than Guangdong. Wearing a thin coat, but I have to bear it, I have to wait until Yan Jiasheng comes back.

At first I thought it would be good to wait for three or two hours, but I didn't know that it was three o'clock in the morning and I was so cold that I waited for that familiar figure.Staggering closer and closer, he was drunk...

I really wanted to slap him twice when he stopped in front of me, because I wanted to wake him up, why did he become like this, but... I didn't.

"Brother Sheng, why are you so drunk?" He couldn't stand still and wanted to fall backwards, so I grabbed his hand.

"Miao...? Hehe...why are you here? Come...have a drink with me!" I really don't like to hear his drunken nonsense, even disgusted.

"Drink, drink, wake up! Why did you do this?" I looked at his decadent appearance, I really don't know what happened to him, except sad or sad, but he just fell on me shoulders.

I finally found the key from him to open the door and entered the house, and dragged him to the bed. I sat by the bed and saw the messy house. It had been several days and the fast food box gave off a sour smell. I couldn’t help it Cleaned up the house.Just after I finished mopping the floor, he suddenly sat up and vomited. Fortunately, the sheets were not stained, and he fell down again after vomiting. I had to clean it up again.

After everything was done, I boiled some hot water and washed his face with a towel.The reason for the alcohol made his face extraordinarily rosy, very good-looking, and so handsome! ! !I almost forgot everything and was so absorbed in that evil thought that I actually brought my mouth closer to his face, and I smelled his breath.

The hot towel in my hand was pinched into a ball, and I didn't seem to feel the burning sensation. Just when the difference between my lips and his face was only two or three millimeters, "Don't touch me!" Yan Jiasheng yelled.