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Looking at Han Yunxi on the stage, the past events were being staged one by one, and those beautiful memories appeared in his mind one by one.Han Yunxi sang too bleakly, everyone in the bar was quietly listening to the lonely mind, as if everyone here at the moment fit the mood of this song.That's why I was so intoxicated listening to it!

"She sings really well." Han Xi looked at them who were silently listening to Han Yunxi's singing and said,

"She sounds better when she plays the violin." Qiu Zihan said sincerely.

"What? She can play the violin?" Zhao Ana was very surprised. She knew that Han Yunxi could play the piano and guitar, but she had never seen Han Yunxi play the guitar.She plays the piano very well and she likes it very much.Didn't expect that she could play the violin too?

"Well, it's just very lonely. Every time I'm alone, I will do it." Qiu Zihan thought that although Han Yunxi chose to be with her, her heart has never really belonged to her. From her loneliness, she can see that , she never forgot her

"Lonely? Will she feel lonely when she is with you?" Zhao Ana continued Qiu Zihan's words.

"It feels like I've never seen her smile before, she's always hiding it." Qiu Zihan didn't know why, so she said such words, was it because of the alcohol?still?

"Do you think she is happy with you? Are you happy? Can you give her the life she wants?" Zhao Ana also wants to know what Qiu Zihan thinks. Now that she knows that Han Yunxi is not happy with her, why? do not let it go?

"I don't care. I just know that I love her enough, and she can only be mine." Qiu Zihan said domineeringly.

"Hehe, love is not possession! You don't love her, or your love is too selfish." Zhao Ana thought that if she could let Qiu Zihan let go, then Han Yunxi and Zhang Hanfei wouldn't have to do this either.

"I'm not that great. I can give up the person I love to others. Even if she's with me, what if she's not happy?" What does Qiu Zihan think? Sometimes even she doesn't understand herself. She loves Han Yunxi because Too much love, so there is no way to let go, because the love is too deep, so there is no way to quit.

"Then do you think you're happy?" Zhao Anna was about to die of anger, this Qiu Zihan was really unreasonable, I don't know how Han Yunxi got used to it.Can such a strong person be happy together?

"As long as I can see her, I am happy, and if I can hug her to sleep, I am very happy." Perhaps Qiu Zihan has no way to get used to sleeping on a cold bed by herself, or maybe it is because she can no longer find anyone else to replace her. Han Yunxi has a place in her heart.

Zhang Hanfei listened to their conversation silently, since there was an inexplicable sense of happiness in her heart.Did you hear that Han Yunxi and Qiu Zihan were lonely?Or is it because of Han Yunxi's continuous laughter with him?Or myself and Qiu Zihan felt the same way, they both liked Han Yunxi too much.But why do you want a hug from Han Yunxi so much?So nostalgic for the taste of Han Yunxi?Thinking about the recent days, life without Yunxi is very chaotic.The hatred for Yunxi was replaced by longing. When she didn't see Yunxi, she only longed to see her. Zhang Hanfei couldn't speak for that feeling, that longing, that urgent mood.

Han Yunxi came down and sat between Zhang Hanfei and Qiu Zihan, and fell silent.Qiu Zihan also didn't know what to say, seeing Han Yunxi like this, she just felt like a failure!But Zhang Hanfei was eager to talk to Han Yunxi, but she didn't know how to start, and couldn't find the beginning dialogue. She was afraid that she would say the wrong thing, and that Han Yunxi would snub her.

Han Yunxi was also silent, she didn't know what to say, her heart was very depressed, but she didn't know what to do.She was thinking of her when she drank dully, because it was her appearance that ignited the long-lost passion!That chaotic heartbeat expressed the deep missing and love for Zhang Hanfei.She cannot express her heart.

"Hi, you sing really well." Han Xi looked at Han Yunxi and finally said.

"Thank you." Han Yunxi didn't intend to talk to Han Xi, so he acted indifferently.

"My name is Han Xi, what's your name? Can we get to know each other?"

"Han Yunxi. I'm sorry, I don't want to know you." Han Yunxi raised another glass of wine and drank.

"Why? Don't you think we are destined? Our names are only one word apart." Han Xi was a little irritated by Han Yunxi's arrogance.

"Sorry, I'm not interested!" In fact, Han Yunxi didn't hate Han Xi, but she was angry when she was with Zhang Hanfei.

"Yun Xi, I heard that you can play the violin? Is it true?" Zhao Ana didn't want Han Yunxi and Han Xi to continue, because she didn't want things to get to the point where they couldn't develop. After all, everyone was a woman, so why bother.

"A little bit, but it's a pity that there is no Qin now." Han Yunxi didn't know what he was like, so he was so eager to see her.Even if she could betray herself, she couldn't betray her heart.

"I can find the violin." Han Xi thought that this woman was too arrogant to ignore her. She won the prize for the violin.

"Yunxi, are you tired? If we are, let's go back." Qiu Zihan didn't want Han Yunxi to stay with Zhang Hanfei for too long.

"Let's go later, shall we?" Han Yunxi didn't want to leave Zhang Hanfei so soon, Zhang Hanfei was on his left.She could smell Zhang Hanfei.

"Well, good." Qiu Zihan could never refuse Han Yunxi's request.

Looking at Zhang Hanfei's silence, Han Xi knew that she should like this woman.Then let her lose to him on the violin, so that he can redeem Han Yunxi's rudeness to him just now.

"You first? Or me first?" Han Xi asked Han Yunxi.

"You go first." Han Yunxi said lightly, and also saw the woman's intentions.

"Okay, let's compete." Han Xi said and went up with the violin.

"Guests, hello, today I will play a section of the violin for you, and there will be someone else who will play a section for you later. Please listen to the evaluation and see who plays better." Han Xi said started pulling.

Listening to the sound of the violin on the stage, Zhang Hanfei and Qiu Zihan were also nervous for Han Yunxi, because Han Xi is worthy of being a professional, and she plays really well, making people intoxicated by her sound of the violin. Everyone listened easily.When Han Xi finished, the audience continued to applaud, shouting that it was good.Han Xi came down very satisfied.

"It's your turn." Han Xi handed the violin to Han Yunxi.I want to see how you can beat me.

"You play well." Han Yunxi said sincerely, took the violin and walked up.

"She played really well just now. I think you all like the sound of the piano just now, right? To be honest, I like it too." Han Yunxi likes the happy and relaxed sound of the piano played by Han Xi. She plays that kind of happiness. not come out.

Han Yunxi was thinking about pulling it?She hesitated. "It's okay for Yunxi, I believe you can do it." Qiu Zihan saw Han Yunxi's hesitation, so he shouted.Zhang Hanfei also saw Han Yunxi's nervousness, but didn't know how to convey her encouragement to Han Yunxi.

When the sound of the piano is remembered, the elegant sound of the piano spreads to every corner of the bar, and everyone is occupied by the sad sound of the piano.Because it was too sad, too desolate.But without losing its beauty, this kind of piano sound makes those bar people like it even more.The sound of the piano stopped, those people were too intoxicated by the sound of the piano just now, and they didn't come back to their senses for a long time.Han Xi was also attracted by Han Yunxi's piano sound.Zhang Hanfei looked at the lonely Han Yunxi, the sound of the violin was clearly telling Han Yunxi's mood, she was expressing her heart with the violin.One can imagine how lonely Han Yunxi is and how much he needs to be loved.

"Thank you for your appreciation." Han Yunxi went down after finishing speaking, because she didn't think the result was important.

"Yun Xi is so good at playing? When will you know how to play the violin?" Zhao Anna was really conquered by Han Yunxi, who was really too good.

"I learned it when I was very young." Han Yunxi thought, can she understand her own heart?Can you see through the unspeakable thoughts in my heart?

"Han Yunxi, what else do you want?" Seeing Zhao Ana's extreme admiration for Han Yunxi, Luo Min became jealous.

"I'll be jealous." Han Yunxi felt Luo Min's jealousy, so he said it.

"You! Han Yunxi!" Luo Min was so annoyed by Han Yunxi that he didn't know what to say.Instead, they all laughed at Han Yunxi's words.

Just then Qiu Zihan's cell phone rang. "Princess, come back quickly. Your sister Junko is back." "What did you say? Junko?" "Yes, she is already waiting for you." "Okay, I see." Hang up the phone, Qiuzi Han knew that something was wrong, it must be those people who said it.What's next?

"What's the matter, Zihan?" Han Yunxi asked Qiu Zihan worriedly.

"Yunxi, are you going back to your house today? Junzi is here. I'll explain something to you tomorrow. I'll go first." Although Qiu Zihan didn't want to leave Han Yunxi here alone, compared to her taking Han Yunxi back , then she would rather keep Han Yunxi with Zhang Hanfei.Qiu Zihan left in a hurry.

"Yunxi, what are you thinking?" Looking at Qiu Zihan who had gone away, Han Yunxi remained silent, not knowing what he was thinking, but looking very serious.

"It's nothing, it's almost done, I'll go first too." Han Yunxi was about to leave after finishing speaking.

"Yun Xi, don't you want to stay a little longer?" Zhao Ana thought that she would not let Qiu Zihan go, and they could stay alone, but she didn't expect Han Yunxi to leave so soon.

"Yunxi, can we talk?" Zhang Hanfei saw that Han Yunxi was really leaving, so she kept Han Yunxi.

"What do you want to say?" Han Yunxi's words were too light.

"Are you happy?" Zhang Hanfei was stung by Han Yunxi's expression, she finally understood that Han Yunxi didn't love herself anymore, and also understood that in this world, no one can truly empathize with another person's pain.You are pierced by thousands of arrows, you are in pain, and it is only your own business. Others may sympathize or sigh, but they will never know how far your wound has festered.

"It's good that you are happy." Han Yunxi thought that as long as you are happy, I will be happy.When I am lonely, I will think about someone quietly.

"Have we ever been in love?"

"Been in love."

"How long?" "For a moment? Is that so?" Zhang Hanfei's heart began to drop.

"Thank you, let me once have happiness." We can't break free from all the things, so let time slowly settle it!Hope that everything will end under the forgiveness of the years, don't look for anything, look forward to something, one day we will understand.

"Aren't we going to be able to go on in this life?" Missing you is not heavy, like a whole autumn leaf. You are the pain I carefully hide in my heart, I miss you tiredly, the happiness that cannot be approached!

"If you are here, maybe in the next life..."

"Yun Xi, do you really want to do this?" I wouldn't believe anyone's promise anymore, the promise was just a lie to coax me.This society is used to being cold and silent, no one will do anything because of me!I will not place more hope on everything about others. I am myself, and I must learn to face it and learn not to rely on others.My helplessness, my pain, my embarrassment, these are things that I have been trying my best to hide; so what if I fall, get up and keep walking, so what if I cry, wipe away my tears, life goes on and I still have to Live my own life; so what if I am injured, I have to face the pain of the wound; so what if I am tired, so what if I can’t bear it, who will share it for me;

Lonely, lonely!My heart is wandering alone!How much I want to give up, how much I want to stay away!Just watch silently!Why am I not a gust of wind, just blow it!Why am I not a rain, and then a sunny day!Why am I not air, at least I will be needed... I'm tired, really tired!I really want to just quietly give up on myself and the world!It doesn't matter if it becomes a gust of wind or a drop of water... But, there are still too many concerns!There are too many choices...there is no choice!

Falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved is a dead end with no turning back. Promise is a blank sheet of paper. No matter how thick the script is, there is an ending. There is no permanent happiness in this world, only momentary comfort and comfort.Feelings will end with a tear, and no one can control everything. Perhaps silence is the best comfort, and perhaps memories are the best ending.Many things are destined to end, learn to forget, cry a lot, cry until you forget who you are...

"sorry."

"Come with me somewhere." After speaking, he took Han Yunxi and left the bar.

"Go there?" Han Yunxi asked after leaving the bar.

"I don't believe you don't love me anymore, even if you don't love me, then I will make you fall in love with me again." Zhang Hanfei said with certainty.

"Fei, you really don't hate me? Do you really still love me?" Han Yunxi was moved by Zhang Hanfei.

"Yun Xi, I have never stopped loving you. Although I hated you at the beginning, I was defeated by you in the end. I was replaced by missing all the hatred for you. Do you know? I know the kind that I haven't seen for so long Do I miss you? I planned to forget you, I planned not to have any desire for you anymore. But I can’t betray my heart, Yun Xi, I don’t know why you changed like this? But I believe that there is a reason for you to do all these things You are not like this, right?" Words about love have been recorded too much.Having an affair with love is about you.Three words of romance, three words of sadness, "I like you" and "I'm sorry", the two words of love have been given too many definitions.You appeared in my life abruptly, but you left abruptly, bringing me happiness and sadness, like an antenna doll, I was drawn by you.If we have never met, how can I define love, how can I understand the giving and expectation of love?

"Fei, thank you, thank you for still loving me. I know that SM is your most important thing, so I don't want her to become someone else's. I haven't touched your things. I'm waiting for you to appear, waiting for these things to belong to you Give it back to you. Han Fei, do you know how sad your departure made me? I even thought about giving up on myself, but I told myself in my heart that you will appear and you will return to my side, so I persisted Look. Fei, do you know how much I miss you?" I thought that I could let go of those most beautiful moments and forget those happy moments, but when I saw you tenderly again, I felt vaguely My eyes have already betrayed me.

"At that time, Yunxi, I believed that your departure was not a betrayal, but that you didn't leave me a corner to stand on. Therefore, I could only wander with exhaustion all over my body." A very helpless passage , Yes, maybe, you can see the bleak back when I left, but how have you ever seen, the moment I turned around, how the drop of crystal hanging in the corner of my eye crossed the vicissitudes of the ocean.

"Han Fei, are you willing to wait for me?" Yun Xi thought that she couldn't just return to Han Fei's side now.

"Why? Yunxi, why do you want me to wait? How long?" Zhang Hanfei didn't understand what Yunxi was thinking.

"I must get back the management rights of SM. Only when I return it to you can I return to you." Yun Xi might be really tired, she didn't want to go on like this, so she chose to confess.

"Yunxi, you know, I value you more than SM. What are you afraid of?" Zhang Hanfei thought that SM would not give up, but she would not sacrifice Yunxi for SM.

"Fei, forgive me for the temporary compromise! Forgive me for letting go for a short time." Yunxi knew that if she returned to Zhang Hanfei now, she would not know what terrible things Qiu Zihan would do to Zhang Hanfei. The car accident was caused by her. is so perfect...

"Yun Xi, you love me, right?" Zhang Hanfei knew something, but she was not sure.

"Phi, don't doubt my love for you. As for our love, I have never betrayed it..." Maybe the reality is really helpless!Looking back, look at the emotional road we have traveled, how bumpy and difficult it is, if the result is not what we want, we will ask the heaven, but we will be unable to answer.As a saying goes, "Drawing the ground as a prison is only to trap you; when the gods are powerless, it is the magic that crosses all living beings.

"Yunxi, I'm willing to wait for you, so let's face the next thing together." Maybe this is love, the hatred is not complete, the pain is not complete, can't leave, can't let go, can't let go, even if you grit your teeth, Injured internal organs, never leave, no regrets; beautiful night, but helpless day, have to be emotional, have to be merciful, even if you hate to the extreme, you can't help but be helpless, I hate you for turning into me in an instant i love you

Love is so confusing, and love is so unpredictable.Everyone's love values ​​are different, and the way of expressing love is different.Sometimes, it's not that you don't love, it's not that you don't want to love, but you don't dare to love.Don't dare to bear gossip, don't dare to give her (him) future protection, don't dare to endure the departure of the person you love most, don't dare to love, it really takes courage to bear the cruel whipping of reality together.

Facing such a great love, why is Han Yunxi still hesitating? "Phi, I love you, I love you very much."

"In this life, Yunxi, after seeing your beauty, I can no longer comprehend any joy. In this life, after reading your tranquility, I can no longer hear any surge. In this life, I have been poisoned by you." Thorn, I can no longer accept any fragrance harassment. In this life, I am doomed to grow old obsessively. Yun Xi don't leave me easily, okay?"

Who can replace my love, why do you resolutely go away?

Life is full of helplessness, why bother to care about this little sorrow.

Since you can't choose this fateful arrangement, why not look forward to it?

Sadness kept lingering in my chest, attacking again and again.

Without you by my side, what else can make me sad?

The rain outside the window floated over and over again, like tears crawling all over my face.

Breeze, moon, blue sky, heartache, blood, lingering.

The sorrow brought by the autumn rain is flowing every night.

On the street corner whose sorrow stands there immortalized?

The wind blows you away like a dandelion, do you still remember that agreement?

Spring is still there, who is thinning on the stones by the river.

The wind is full of sleeves, who still stands there stupidly and refuses to leave.

Reason, tenderness, decadence, exhaustion, haggard, deep sleep.

Who is right?This love is like the poignant beauty on the ruins,

Like the ghost that no one has seen in the middle of the night, who is so-and-so?

No one can imitate this magnificent past,

The lingering ambiguity is like an actor's pretense on stage.

Who's tears hit the diary unsatisfactorily,

Still using that bright smile to disguise your strength?

Wings, flying, heaven, despair, sadness, watch.

Leaving the wound, the night is bleak, drunk and laughed [-] times.

Whose scars are weaving beautiful clothes there,

Whose clothes cover my scarred shoulders?

White clothes, flowing water, falling flowers, meeting each other, so close, so far away.

Who is the falsehood on this road?

Like the fireworks blooming on the other side.

Nostalgia, drifting away, memorial service, present, deadline, focus.

Don't foolishly believe that you have to wait on the Naihe Bridge for three years,

Emotional and false language cannot cross the weak river.

This arrow has not yet reached someone's heart,

It was broken in that swaddling infant.

Missing, dry air, fleeting years, clear wind, scattered clouds, poems.

This sad wine glass can't hold me drunk for a thousand years.

Who sprinkled dreams in heaven and earth,

Made me toss and turn on the script all night.

You walk at night in plain clothes, I suddenly feel distressed.

Bashan night rain drops my coldness.

Afterglow, hazy, starry, dark night, Weiyang, lonely light.

Whose loneliness, whose contribution?

Whose family's children turn on the lamp every night to read.

Reading the red medicine by the bridge burns in someone's heart,

The flowery little Qiao smiled in someone's arms.

Heaven and hell, run away,

Let's go wild with a car, let's have a good time with wine.

Sunset Tune, Naihe Bridge, Nian Nujiao.

When is the spring flower and autumn moon, I am strong and worry about the youth.

Red cherries, green plantains, fluttering butterflies,

Who on the river gently shakes that sorrow?How much do you know about the past?

Whose spring sorrow is still there every year?

Spinning and jumping, who dances alone in the rain at night?

This flamboyant and phony show.

Can we meet in life as before?

Whose clothes will be woven by the golden thread every year?

Not to mention the hard work of lovesickness.

How tired are people?This sea of ​​sorrow.

Chapter 43 Maybe I gave up a person who I could entrust to my whole life, but that is my happiness!

The night is so quiet, the lights in the street flicker.Enjoying alone in the dark, loneliness slowly devours the quietness that should be there.Looking up at the sky that should have countless stars, it is a pity that it is gray. The sky in Xi'an is always dove gray, and the moon can only be used for fantasy. Looking at such a night looks so beautiful.sneer!

I drove alone to the sea where we used to go often, and stood by the sea alone, quietly recalling the memories of the past.Wearing headphones and listening to the song, I walked to the shore of the vast and wild sea without knowing it.Looking back on the past, I left a drop of eyes that was a smile but not a smile, sentimental about our past.Walking hand in hand on the shore saying I love you, you love me, but now walking alone on the shore blowing the cold wind, it was hot when you were here, but now it is cold wind.Bitter memories make us feel helpless and painful.Saying goodbye alone, the mood is so complicated - untie everything.Leaving the season with you means that I can really forget you.In fact, it's just my own fantasy.It is easier to think than to leave.I quietly said goodbye to the coast alone, and when I turned around, I heard the coast also say goodbye.

I wonder how long we have to wait before we can go back to the past?Will there be traces of pain behind beauty?Occasionally, I would stare at a certain window in a daze, wondering if there is hope and future there.Even if the earth is reversed and time is reversed.Back to the original point every time, the choice is still the same, can happiness really be obtained by hard work?It's still destined... It turns out that the heart can be so empty, so empty that I don't want to rely on it, I don't want to survive.It turns out that the heart can be so painful, so painful that I forget to cry, laugh, and forget any facial expressions.

"The moment a shooting star slides across the sky, close your eyes, put your hands together, and pray in your heart: Dear Lord! Let those who should have happiness be happy! When did you lust after the night, maybe because in the dark I can't see my tear-stained face. When did the tears drown the happiness I should have? Maybe it's because I smell the sorrow!

The cold wind gently caressed the hair, and a trace of coolness penetrated from the outside to the heart.Tighten his clothes, squat tight in the corner, looking around, the sky looks a little gray and a little lonely.There was sadness in the air.

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"Get out of the way, do you know who I am?" Yun Xi was a little annoyed when she heard the noise outside the door, thinking that someone had come to the company early in the morning to convulse.

"Are you Han Yunxi?" She broke in without being stopped.

"General manager, she said she is the chairman's sister." Xiao Ya explained.

"Chunzi?" Han Yunxi looked at Chunzi, who had short hair and was very delicate, but unfortunately lost the beauty that a woman should have.But it was much colder than Qiu Zihan, Han Yunxi wondered if the family's indifference was hereditary?

"You are Han Yunxi?" Junzi looked at Yunxi, who was more beautiful than she imagined.No wonder Sister Huang asked her to be the general manager.

"Xiao Ya, you go out first." Han Yunxi signaled Xiao Ya to go out.

"Well, you have something to do with me?" Han Yunxi looked at Junzi's bad manners when he came in, and always felt that something was about to happen.

"What's your relationship with my sister? Why did my sister ask you to be the general manager of SM?" Junko was very cold, she was indeed Japanese, the arrogance, indifference, and contempt revealed in her eyes.

"You came to see me, does your sister know?" Han Yunxi asked Junzi back, thinking why Qiu Zihan didn't dare to take her home yesterday?

"I don't know, you haven't answered my question yet." Looking at such a calm Han Yunxi, Junko felt that she was indeed a nice woman.It's just that she is Chinese, how can outsiders participate in their plans in China.

"Then go ask sister." Looking at Junzi like this, Han Yunxi suddenly felt that her person didn't match her name, and she was also very different from Qiu Zihan.

"I'm here to look for you, not my sister." Junko was spoken in Japanese by Han Yunxi's contemptuous exit.

"Why should I answer you?" Yao Yunxi also spoke to Junko in Japanese.

"What? You can speak Japanese? Are you still so slippery? My sister taught you too?" Junko rarely sees a woman like Yunxi, her temperament, the noble temperament revealed all over her body, so she had to re-acquaint herself with her This woman who made her sister obsessed.

"Chunzi, what are you doing here?" Qiu Zihan who pushed the door in asked Chunzi.

"Sister, is she the woman you like?" Junko asked without reservation.

"Yun Xi, are you okay?" Qiu Zihan ignored Chun Zi, and instead asked Yun Xi, she received a call from Xiao Ya just now, saying that Chun Zi came to the company to make a fuss about seeing the general manager, and she couldn't stop her.

"I'm fine, why are you here?" Han Yunxi looked at the nervous Qiu Zihan a little confused?She seemed to be afraid of her sister.Why are you so nervous?

"It's okay, I'm just here to take a look." Qiu Zihan explained with a guilty conscience.She was afraid that Chunzi would do something to Han Yunxi, afraid of hurting Han Yunxi.

"Sister, I'm here now. I want to be the general manager of SM." Junko said bluntly.

"No, you can't do it." Qiu Zihan refused directly.

"Who said that? She can do it? Why can't I? Or don't you want to? Do you know the purpose of my visit this time?" Junzi looked at Han Yunxi coldly after speaking.

"Let's talk about Chunzi's business when we go back. Don't argue here, okay?" Qiu Zihan looked helpless towards Chunzi.But I don't know what to do.

"Sister, what do you like about her? Is it just because she is beautiful? Do you know that although she is with you, she is still secretly dating that woman? Maybe she doesn't love you at all!" Junzi sent someone to follow Han Yunxi.

"That's enough, Junzi. You go back first." Qiu Zihan didn't want to listen anymore, because she knew that the person Han Yunxi loved was never her.This was her sore spot. After more than 2 years of separation, she still couldn't forget her. When she came back this time, she knew that she would be farther and farther away from her.

"Han Yunxi, just wait, I won't just let you continue to be SM's general manager so easily, and if you dare to steal a date with her again, or do things that are sorry for my sister, I will be rude to you. "After speaking, he turned and left.

Han Yunxi finally understood that Chunzi was terrifying.She is much scarier than Qiu Zihan, Qiu Zihan has concerns about doing things, but Junzi doesn't, she doesn't think about the consequences.And now things are not so smooth, it's complicated.

"Yun Xi, don't go too far." She was indeed in love with Yun Xi, very much in love.She is the third party, but who said that the third party should not have happiness?I have always had a secret in my heart, thinking that it is well hidden, that others cannot find out, and the pain can be ignored.In fact, it's just being hidden, not disappearing.It is like an untimely bomb, in the heart and mind, it may explode at any time.That sense of uncertainty and unreliability can make people collapse.Like the moving picture in the mind, Unreal can't grasp it, but it can't ignore it.

"I've worked very hard." Han Yunxi felt guilty, guilty towards her.Because she knows that a woman should love the person who is with her wholeheartedly, because the person who loves herself also wants the same love.Maybe I gave up a person who can be entrusted to me for the rest of my life, but that is my happiness!

"Are you really working hard? Yun Xi, do you know? I loved you too much, but in the end it became unscrupulous. I know you don't love me, but I really want to let go, but I love you too much, love It’s too much, so there’s no way to let go, imagining the day when you will be moved by me.” If one day, you walk into my heart, I think you will definitely cry, because it’s all about you!If one day, I walk into your heart, I will cry too, because I can't find me in your heart at all!Maybe that day on the noisy city street, we pass each other, I will stop and stare at the figure of you who is going away, and I will tell myself, that person I once loved so deeply!However, why do I feel so cold in my heart, because we once warmed each other.

Seeing Qiu Zihan like this, shouting Yunxi would also feel heartache.But she is just her, she has only one heart, only one self, if she can be divided into two, then she is willing to give the other self to Qiu Zihan. "I'm sorry." Han Yunxi didn't know how to explain.

"Where did we go wrong, Yunxi? Why do I fall in love with the wrong person when I use my heart, and the right person always appears at the wrong time?" Which one is me in the vast crowd?If there are 100 steps between us, as long as you are willing to take the first step for me, I will take the remaining 99 steps in your direction...

"I'm sorry." Sometimes, love is also a kind of hurt.That kind of injury is cruel, if you want to choose to hurt kind people, then see yourself being hurt by others.Why did I let go of my dignity, my personality, and my stubbornness, just because I couldn't let go of you.That's why I hurt her. In fact, I'm not cruel. Seeing your sadness, I'm not indifferent, but I don't know what I want?I love her but I like you, what is the relationship between the two?I can't figure it out myself!

"I don't need your sorry, I won't let you go. Even if you don't love me, I won't let you leave me." Qiu Zihan's departure made Han Yunxi feel down.

What cannot be refused is the beginning, what cannot be resisted is the end... It may not be easy to wait in my heart; but it is so easy to hurt someone.

"Dear bubble, why are you bothering to leave a message? "