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Chapter 41 Loving You Is a Lonely Mind

Han Yunxi who walked out of the new world became silent, and Han Yunxi didn't even respond to Xiao Ya's questions.Han Yunxi's heart became uneasy, she had changed, matured, indifferent, and strange.Thinking about hearing her voice just now, memories flooded in like a tide. At that moment, the intense heartbeat made her feel a little suffocated. It took a long time before she turned around. Finally, she saw the haunted face. , it's really her, still with wine red slightly curly long hair, white shirt, light blue denim, both hands folded in front of her chest, sexy lips are tightly pursed, a few strands of hair stick to the delicate The face is not as friendly as before, but has a more cold and evil temperament. The dark and deep eyes have a cold light that rejects people thousands of miles away, but they also hide an imperceptible sadness. The only thing that remains the same is still Beautiful and handsome, but more attractive than before.

Thinking that Xiao Ya could hold her in her arms, she expressed her missing for her without hesitation.But what about myself?I can only watch from a distance!But I can no longer get close! ! ! !And she was even more indifferent to herself and couldn't speak.

"The general manager is here." Xiao Ya drove the car to the company, saw that Han Yunxi was still in a daze, and reminded Han Yunxi to get off the car.

"Xiao Ya, do you think she has changed?" Han Yunxi wanted to know what Xiao Ya thought, and wanted to know how important Zhang Hanfei was to Xiao Ya's heart, because she knew that Xiao Ya liked Zhang Hanfei.

"It's become more indifferent than before." Xiao Ya expressed her first feeling, but she didn't know that Han Yunxi was testing herself.

Han Yunxi went upstairs without saying much.Sitting in the office but not in the mood to work, his mind is full of Zhang Hanfei.The only lingering thing is that she and Zhang Hanfei can go back to the past?Thinking of this, Han Yunxi fell silent

Not long after Han Yunxi sat down, Qiu Zihan came to the company. Looking at Han Yunxi who was in a daze, she knew that she already knew about Zhang Hanfei's return.Otherwise, Han Yunxi wouldn't be like this, and no one could make Han Yunxi like this, except Zhang Hanfei.So she's sure.

"What is Yunxi thinking?" Until Qiu Zihan came to Han Yunxi's side, Han Yunxi was still stuck in memories.That's why Qiu Zihan asked.

"No, why did you come without thinking?" Han Yunxi explained with a guilty conscience.

"I heard that you signed a contract with New International, so I came to take a look. I thought you would be very happy, but you don't seem to think so? What's wrong? Did something happen?" Qiu Zihan looked at Han Yunxi like this she is jealous...

"Well, it went well. By the way, have you found out who the general manager of the Han Group is?" Han Yunxi wanted to put the topic aside.

"Well, I found it." Qiu Zihan thought, if Han Yunxi didn't say anything, then let her speak first.

"Who is it? The people I sent didn't find anything, and you are the best." Han Yunxi never thought that the general manager of the Han Group is Zhang Hanfei.

"Zhang Hanfei." Qiu Zihan finished speaking and watched Han Yunxi's changes.

Han Yunxi was silent, because she just saw that it was Zhang Hanfei who was none other than Zhang Hanfei, but she never thought that she was also the general manager of the Han Group. "Really?" Han Yunxi didn't know what to say.

"Then what are you going to do?" Qiu Zihan knew that Han Yunxi still had Zhang Hanfei in his heart, and perhaps he never changed.

"I don't know" Han Yunxi really didn't know what to do

"Yunxi, you are in a bad mood today. Is it because of Zhang Hanfei?" Qiu Zihan was also in a bad mood. Whenever Zhang Hanfei appeared, Han Yunxi became very nervous towards her and became silent.Also depressed.

"I'm fine. Let's go to the bar tonight, shall we? I haven't been there for a long time."

"Well, good, to celebrate the success of signing with New International."

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"Han Fei, you didn't tell us when you came back. Really, you pay all the fees today." Luo Min complained dissatisfied, but felt that Zhang Hanfei was colder now than before.

"Yes." Zhang Hanfei looked not in a good mood.Thinking that Han Yunxi was not as excited to see herself today as she thought, and wanted to see herself so much.There is more silence.She wasn't even sure if the current Han Yunxi still loved her or not?

"Have you seen Yunxi?" Zhao Anna asked Zhang Hanfei, she knew how much Han Yunxi missed Zhang Hanfei, and also knew that Han Yunxi's life was not good recently.

"Well, I met you this afternoon." Zhang Hanfei said too reluctantly.

"Then you?" Zhao Ana watched these two people torture each other, and she couldn't stand it. Although she didn't know why Han Yunxi was SM's general manager, she believed that Han Yunxi was not that kind of woman.

"Okay, don't mention that Han Yunxi. Han Fei, just come back." Luo Min didn't want to continue with Han Yunxi, because she saw Zhang Hanfei's loss and silence.

"She has changed." Zhang Hanfei was silent for a while before speaking.

"Changed? How did it change?" Zhao Anna wanted to know how Zhang Hanfei treated Han Yunxi now.

"Han Fei, do you still love her now?" Luo Min also wanted to know, but can she and Han Yunxi still be the same as before?

"Okay, let's not mention her, what do you drink?" Zhang Hanfei didn't want to continue, she loves Yunxi, how could she say that she doesn't love her if she doesn't love her?Is it just that Yunxi is still the Yunxi who loves her?

Looking at Zhang Hanfei like this, Zhao Anna didn't know what to say.They all chose silence.But I wondered in my heart, should I find a time to have a good talk with Yun Xi?But does Yunxi still love Zhang Hanfei?

"Hello, can I sit here?" A very beautiful person greeted Zhang Hanfei.

"Yes." Zhang Hanfei was in a bad mood today, so she didn't want to reject her.

"Han Fei, let's go then." Luo Min saw that someone came to his door, so he dragged Zhao Anna away in a very sensible way.

"Why are you in a bad mood?"

"You are?" Although Zhang Hanfei asked her to sit down, he didn't intend to start a chat with her.

"My name is Han Xi." She wanted to know her, and she looked disappointed in her eyes.

"Han Xi?" Zhang Hanfei was attracted by her name, which was only one word away from Han Yunxi.

"Well, why? You seem to be surprised." Seeing Zhang Hanfei's disbelief.

"It's nothing. Did you come here alone?" Zhang Hanfei then took a closer look at the girl's appearance. She should be a few years older than Yunxi, and her eyes are not as bright as Han Yunxi's, but they are better than ordinary.The nose is not as straight as Han Yunxi's, the lips are not as thin as Han Yunxi's, and they are not as sexy as Han Yunxi's. "Damn it, why did you think of Yunxi again!" Zhang Hanfei was a little annoyed at herself.

"Yeah." While Zhang Hanfei was looking at the woman, the woman also looked at Zhang Hanfei carefully, just four words, beautiful and handsome.

"Yunxi, there are quite a lot of people in the bar today. Where shall we go?" Qiu Zihan asked Han Yunxi.

"Well, find a quiet place." Han Yunxi said lightly.It's just that her mind is not here.

"Then shall we go over there?" Qiu Zihan couldn't help feeling a little annoyed as he looked at the bar full of people.Although this bar is already a good one.But it still feels messy.

"it is good."

Look at the chaotic bar, chaotic people.In such a lonely night, they flaunt each other's loneliness.The inner loneliness is released here, and they are the same.The heart is lonely, lonely.That's why I came here to pamper myself.When Yun Xi walked less than 5 meters away from Zhang Hanfei, he saw clearly and confirmed that the person was really Zhang Hanfei.Yun Xi only felt that his heart stopped beating again, and his body was emptied again.Looking at Zhang Hanfei and the woman talking about something ambiguously, they seemed to be very happy with each other.Stopped, no longer have the courage to go forward.I don't know if I should continue or turn around and leave.

"Yunxi." Qiu Zihan felt the change in Han Yunxi.

"Let's go there." Han Yunxi forced himself to calm down.

"Anna, are you here?" Han Yunxi walked past Zhang Hanfei without stopping.Went directly to Zhao Anna and Luo Min's place.

"Yunxi. Han Yunxi." Luo Min and Zhao Ana shouted almost at the same time.All too surprised.

"Why, you're not welcome?" Han Yunxi looked calm, nothing changed, only feeling cold.

"Why, come and sit here with Yunxi." Zhao Ana warmly entertained Han Yunxi.

"Zihan, come and sit down." Han Yunxi looked at Qiu Zihan who was standing and said.

Qiu Zihan went to sit next to Han Yunxi, and Han Yunxi ordered a glass of champagne.At this time Zhang Hanfei also saw Han Yunxi.At first, I was surprised, excited, and happy.But when Zhang Hanfei saw Qiu Zihan next to Han Yunxi, Zhang Hanfei was so angry that he wanted to beat someone up.He drank in a dull mood and ignored Han Yunxi. Although he wanted to miss her very much, seeing Qiu Zihan's thoughts turned into hatred.

"Han Yunxi, why are you jealous?" Luo Min looked straight at Han Yunxi unceremoniously.What he said made Han Yunxi even more embarrassed.

"Jealous? Whose?" Han Yunxi pretended not to understand.But the heart is already guilty...

"Ask knowingly!" Luo Min called Zhang Hanfei and Han Xi and asked them to come together.

Looking at them walking over, although Han Yunxi was calm on the surface, she had all kinds of feelings in her heart.And Zhang Hanfei, in order to test Han Yunxi, walked over with Han Xi on his arm even more presumptuously.Han Yunxi pretended not to see it.The other four people watched the changes of the two of them, without saying a word, just observing silently.

"Hello, General Manager Han, we meet again!" Zhang Hanfei saw that Han Yunxi was not angry at her at all, but she was hurt by Han Yunxi's calmness instead.Suppressing the discomfort in his heart, he still greeted Han Yunxi with a smile.

"Hello." Han Yunxi was even more indifferent.It seemed that Zhang Hanfei was meeting her for the first time.

"Han Fei, come and sit down." Luo Min saw Han Yunxi's indifference towards Zhang Hanfei, and didn't want to embarrass Zhang Hanfei.

There was silence at the moment, and no one spoke first.The oath is too heavy, the reality is too light.Want to get out of the invisible bondage, but there is always an invisible force tearing in the heart, unable to resist, only hesitating in the former world, but dare not ask the silent heart.A child who will never grow up, stubborn and arrogant, indulges his self-willedness and loneliness, submerging all the beauty in the torrent of time, silently.

"What song do you want to hear, let me order it." Han Xi finally couldn't stand the silence, so he asked.

"Yunxi, I haven't heard your song for a long time. Compared with those professional singers, I prefer to listen to you." Zhao Anna thought that she was not the only one who wanted to listen to Yunxi's song at this time.

"Zihan, what do you want to hear?" Han Yunxi turned around and asked Qiu Zihan beside him.

"What do you want to sing? I like what you sing." Qiu Zihan said softly.

Zhang Hanfei who was on the side looked at Han Yunxi and Qiu Zihan, watching their every word and deed.It just feels like a sarcasm.The beginning cannot be arranged, and the end does not need to be planned. The coming and going of the world of mortals is the normal state of life.Most of the time, I am too serious, knowing that the fate of a firework has no result, but I burn myself regardless of myself, knowing that beautiful dreams are always hard to come by, but I am foolishly intoxicated and unwilling to wake up.Knowingly falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, but just obsessed with it and can't forget it.A rush of moths to the fire, in exchange for scars, the bright red flowing on the chest is condensed with endless wounds.Since then, sadness has filled the ending of the story, which is long and beautiful.

I finally understand that the setting sun is all over the city, what is projected is not prosperity, but a dignified farewell in front of the cold night shrouded in gold.The sky is as bright as a red glow, but my heart has no place to speak of desolation.There seems to be love in the world of mortals, but people outside the world of mortals can't touch the real warmth. They will always quietly stare and wait outside the world of mortals, looking forward to a beautiful fate, waiting for a thousand-year reunion.

Yun Xi didn't know what words she should use to express her mood at the moment.So I chose "Lonely Mind".

it's raining at my window

The glass is also crying

people on the street look

happier than me

test with loneliness

I still want you to accompany me most

the summer we walked together

i often dream

i can't guess how you really feel

Missing is written as dark circles on the face

sometimes i'd rather

you treat me badly

Can't stop fantasizing about our forever

Loving you is a lonely thing

I don't understand the meaning of your smile

just like a sunflower

hold on silently in the night

Loving you is a lonely thing

wish you were honest with me

always love you

in my own way

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