occupied heart

If this sentence was before, Han would not hesitate to keep it.I would even be very happy to hear Zhang Hanfei say such a thing.It's just that now that they are no longer in the same relationship as before, what qualifications does she have to stay?Fei, do you know: only you can control my mood, I will be happy because you are happy, and I will be sad because you are sad.My love for you has never changed.It's just that there is an unbridgeable distance between us. If you think of me betraying you, will you be like this now?Will you like me like now?I remember you told me "Break Up", you said it so bluntly, you didn't even give me a chance to explain

""separate"! ! ! "It's just two words, which is very simple for others, but for me, it shattered all my hopes.Shattered my faith in love.Made me have to add an exclamation point after it!Only now, should I really thank God?Thank you for letting you lose your memory, for letting you forget me so cleanly.You will never understand how I feel.Fei, maybe we are two parallel lines that would never intersect, but why do we have to fight to the death?

If we are in a lover relationship, even if it is not a lover relationship, a lover relationship is fine!But now we are nothing!Why should I stay?Who doesn't want to be happy?I also hope to see your face every morning when I wake up, but these things are already impossible for me.If loving you is really a weapon to hurt you, I will choose not to love you.Although this is cruel, it is much better than letting myself hurt you, so if I can't give you any more chances, let tonight be our last parting.

"It's late. I'm going back, she will be worried." She deliberately said her worry gently.

"Do you love her very much? Since you love her, why did you kiss me in KTV? Why?" Zhang Hanfei spoke a little loudly due to alcohol.

"Well, I love her." Just why does it sound like perfunctory?yes!Why should I kiss her?Why?Is it involuntary?Or can't help it?No, it's me, I love her, but does she understand?

"Can you give me some? I just want your love tonight. Just tonight. Okay?" Zhang Hanfei didn't understand why she wanted to do this?Why should she give her love?But she really wants it, even if it is a charity, she is willing

"Don't say any more." Han Yunxi really couldn't stand it, she couldn't stand Zhang Hanfei's melancholy eyes and choked words, every word pierced deeply into her heart, it hurt!Really hurts.

"Why do you love her so much? Why are you unwilling to give me a little love? Am I so bad? Or am I not as beautiful as her? What is she better than me? Why do you love her so much?" Zhang Hanfei was really drunk How dare she say such a thing without the encouragement of wine.

"What do you know? Do you know love? What is love?" Han Yunxi was left speechless by Zhang Hanfei, so she asked back.

"I just need your affirmation, I need your praise, I need your company so that I will not be lonely and afraid, I need your love and care more. I like the warmth of your hug, I like to let you lean on mine On my arms, it makes me feel at ease, I like to let you lie in my arms and listen to my powerful heartbeat quietly, I like to eat the sweetness of the food you bring to my mouth in your spoon, I like to listen to your concern and exhortations And words, I like the warmth of walking hand in hand with your fingers intertwined... But I can only imagine these" Zhang Hanfei said so sincerely.

Han Yunxi was completely stunned when she heard it. Looking at Zhang Hanfei's confused face, Yunxi actually felt a kind of guilt, which made her unbelievable. Why should she love herself like this?

"But do you know? I really want to call you my dear. I just want you to be mine. I don't understand the darkness of night during the day, just like you don't understand me. I don't want you to exude seductive pink in that dark night." In the corner of the neon lights, living a life of luxury and gold, you have a smell like that, I don’t like it, because I only want your most beautiful moments to bloom in front of my eyes, just like you don’t understand me Similarly, I don't like you shopping in sexy and revealing dresses, because I don't allow others to share what belongs to me, not even a glance, just want you to be mine." Zhang Hanfei continued, this is from her heart words, but they don't sound like what a person with amnesia should say

"Wait until I fall asleep, okay?" Zhang Hanfei said so much and Han Yunxi still didn't intend to stay, so Zhang Hanfei said.

"Okay." At this moment, they were in the same mood, and Han Yunxi could feel Zhang Hanfei's sadness.Because she is more sad than Zhang Hanfei.Why is the love of others so simple?So happy?Why is our love so difficult?

Although Zhang Hanfei has amnesia, they still have a tacit understanding, just like Han Yunxi was lying on the right and Zhang Hanfei was lying on the left.There are people she loves the most here, and there are feelings and tastes she is not familiar with.Han Yunxi didn't understand why she wouldn't feel lonely as long as Zhang Hanfei was by her side?Don't you feel empty?

"Can I hug you?" Zhang Hanfei said with the feeling in her heart.

"Yes." Han Yunxi responded lightly.

This feeling is very familiar, "I like this feeling?" Zhang Hanfei hugged Han Yunxi and said.Han Yunxi didn't know how to answer Zhang Hanfei, why didn't she like it too.

We are so close at hand, but we dare not say that we love each other and sleep together.Hearing Zhang Hanfei's breathing, Han Yunxi's tense body relaxed. "Phi, do you know? Hearing what you said today made me very shocked and moved. Please believe me, I love you. No matter what happens, my love for you will never change. You forget me It’s good. Give me a chance to give up. I told myself that’s not what I want. That memory is not something I should cherish. I thought I could do it.” Han Yunxi finished speaking to Han Fei, then quietly got up and left.

But Zhang Hanfei was pretending to be asleep. Hearing these words of Han Yunxi, she didn't understand what they meant?As soon as Han Yunxi left, her feeling disappeared, some were just loneliness, some were just endless emptiness.

Saying goodbye in the dark night can't see your eyes clearly

I can't see your expression clearly

I only heard "goodbye"

gently softly

Like the fear of waking up the sleeping night

at that moment

My body suddenly became so empty

like a lifeless body

The night also becomes darker and more desolate

and solemn

It's like heaven in hell

now

Even Chopard

Can't play a moving note

After another voice of treasure

There is only one back that can be fantasized

that moment

night of loneliness

swallowed my whole soul

Even the little warmth left in the palm of your hand——

was also scrapped

story night

always so short

wait until dawn

The empty body in the dark night

Also like a mermaid princess

turn into foam

then disappeared

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"Yunxi." Qiu Zihan had been waiting for Yunxi for a long time, and she knew that Han Yunxi would send Zhang Hanfei home.So she waited here for Han Yunxi, but she didn't expect that Han Yunxi would not stay overnight

"What about you?" Han Yunxi was embarrassed, because he had broken his promise to Qiu Zihan.

"Okay, let's go home." Qiu Zihan didn't want to blame Han Yunxi, because she knew that Han Yunxi still loved Zhang Hanfei, but why didn't she want to let go?I always think that even if I can't get her heart, the one who gets her will be fine. Yes, she is the one who gets Han Yunxi, but why is she still unhappy?

"Hmm." Han Yunxi was very surprised, why didn't she ask herself?

"Yunxi. I'm so tired, really tired." Qiu Zihan waited for Han Yunxi to take a shower, then lay on the bed and said to Han Yunxi beside him.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" Han Yunxi asked Qiu Zihan.

"It's fine, as long as you're by my side." Qiu Zihan moved towards Han Yunxi, thinking in his heart, although we were lying on the same bed, you never moved into my arms However, even though we are in the same bed, your heart is really far away from me

"Then, go to bed early." Han Yunxi just didn't know what to say to comfort Qiu Zihan.so

"Yunxi, I really love you and really care about you. The worry of not being able to hear your voice, the anxiety of not being able to see your person, the sadness of missing you, the disappointment of hoping for you .” Qiu Zihan knew that Yun Xi was not asleep.

Is Han Yunxi still depressed because of Zhang Hanfei, and she doesn't know what to do when she hears Qiu Zihan's words again!Love is for enjoying, not for hurting.But Yunxi's love is for hurting, and while hurting others, it also hurts herself.She doesn't know what to do, if it's a beautiful mistake for me to be with Zhang Hanfei, then let me lose my memory, let me forget the past, Qiu Zihan is right, let me take the initiative today.Yun Xi moved closer to Qiu Zihan's quilt, and lay down in Qiu Zihan's arms.But why is it so different, without that familiar feeling, without that familiar taste, my heart is still very empty.

Because of Han Yunxi's behavior, Qiu Zihan became gentle and hugged Han Yunxi gently, but the two of them were closest to each other, but farthest apart from each other.And although Han Yunxi and Zhang Hanfei are far apart in person, they are very close in heart