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So familiar, why is it so familiar?A picture appeared in her mind, just for a moment, Zhang Hanfei didn't catch it, she tried hard to recall, but there was nothing anymore.Seeing Yun Xi singing earnestly on the stage, her heart inexplicably became melancholy following Yun Xi's singing.

"Yunxi, go become a singer." Qiu Zihan said to Han Yunxi who had just come down.

"I don't like it." Han Yunxi replied to Qiu Zihan lightly, but looked at Zhang Hanfei.I was thinking what happened to her?Why sullen, but dare not ask.Just watching, the love that is so close but can't be told, is really tormenting.

"Let's go dancing." Qiu Zihan said.

"I don't want to go, you go." Han Yunxi looked at Luo Min after speaking, hoping she could understand.

"Let's go." Luo Min really had a tacit understanding, and then pulled Qiu Zihan away.

Now it's just Zhang Hanfei and Han Yunxi, Zhang Hanfei has been silent, and Han Yunxi moved to Zhang Hanfei's side.Zhang Hanfei was a little nervous, she didn't know what she was nervous about?

"What's wrong with you?" Han Yunxi asked Zhang Hanfei.

"I'm fine." But anyone could tell that she had something on her mind.

"Why are you unhappy?" Han Yunxi still asked.

"Do you care about me?" Zhang Hanfei said sadly.

"You like me?" At this time, Han Yunxi became more gentle than Han Yunxi at any time.Looking at Zhang Hanfei, they were very close, and Han Yunxi was next to Zhang Hanfei.

"I" Zhang Hanfei still didn't say it.It's just why she likes the smell on her body so much?Why do you like the feeling of Han Yunxi so much?

"Like it? Or don't you like it?" Han Yunxi continued, getting closer to Zhang Hanfei.He stretched his hands around Zhang Hanfei's neck and looked at Zhang Hanfei with his eyes.The heat of speaking was sprayed on Zhang Hanfei's face.

"I like it." The voice was so small that only Han Yunxi could hear it.Unable to stand Han Yunxi like this, her body became inexplicably hot and dry.

"Have you ever liked someone before?" Han Yunxi smiled very gently.

"Yes." Zhang Hanfei told the truth that when she was studying in the UK, she liked someone.It's just that she was very lonely in a foreign country at that time, and many of her classmates were foreign, but she met Chi Yu just by chance, and Chi Yu was also Chinese, so the two of them chatted a lot, and then they got together.It's just that after the personality disagreement, they broke up.

"It's just not this feeling." Zhang Hanfei explained that she saw Han Yunxi's face changed, so she did it.

"What kind of feeling is that?" Han Yunxi continued to wait for Zhang Hanfei's answer.

"I just don't see her, I don't miss her. But you are different." Zhang Hanfei said nervously and looked at Han Yunxi.

"Then you mean you miss me when you don't see me?" Han Yunxi was very happy when she heard Zhang Hanfei say this.It just doesn't show.

"Hmm." Looking at Han Yunxi, she felt the urge to kiss Han Yunxi.

Han Yunxi was attracted by Zhang Hanfei like this, she remembered that she was thinking about Zhang Hanfei like this at that time.I remember that at that time, you were the air and you were the light—whether falling asleep or waking up, whether doing work or doing housework, whether reading a book or sitting quietly, there was never a moment when I could leave the air and light.In my more than ten years of emotional history, there has never been a moment when I was so at a loss, lost my mind, such hypocrisy and pain, such melancholy and helplessness!Every day, I try my best to cheer myself up, and try to make myself calm and even treat everything with joy, but who knows the loneliness deep in my soul? Can anyone give me some sympathy and understanding for my self-love?

Is this the so-called true love?Han Yunxi doesn't know if it's right to let Zhang Hanfei fall in love with him again?She is really contradictory, the inner conflict is about to suffocate, she wants to let go, she wants to be indifferent to Zhang Hanfei.But whenever she saw Zhang Hanfei's melancholy eyes, her heart would ache.

Hugging Zhang Hanfei tightly, Zhang Hanfei didn't know what happened to Yun Xi.Just let Yun Xi hold her.This kind of embrace will no longer belong to me in the future, and we are finally destined to have no part.Maybe it is destined in a dream, you are my ( ) star?If you are indifferent from beginning to end, you will definitely not make up a sad and beautiful story. Knowing that I should not be addicted, knowing that I should not be involved, it is clearly two tracks that are far apart, but why do I just suffer in hopelessness? Is it callous to treat a person who has been living in pain for a long time while ignoring him?Or can it be called selfish?Falling in love with a person whose feelings are stronger than your own is as pitiful as a little mouse caught high in the sky by the wings of an eagle. Although you are afraid that it will be eaten mercilessly, you are even more afraid that its claws will loosen and you will fall to pieces.

Am I taking my feelings too seriously?Every short meeting, every intimate contact always gives me infinite joy of life, and also makes me feel deeper sadness again and again.If you love me as you say, why are you always so rational and relaxed?Love is too heavy for me!

"Yunxi." Zhang Hanfei was hugged so tightly by Han Yunxi that she could hardly breathe.

"Let me hold you for a while, it will be fine in a while." Han Yunxi said with a heavy weight.Han Yunxi is too greedy for Zhang Hanfei's embrace, she likes it, likes it very much, likes this familiar feeling and familiar taste, only in this way can she feel not empty.

"You have to be good. You can't get sick in the future, let alone have an accident, you know!" Han Yunxi let go of Zhang Hanfei and said.

"Can I kiss you?" Zhang Hanfei didn't know what was wrong, she was embarrassed to say such a thing, and dared not look directly at Han Yunxi.

With a shallow kiss, Zhang Hanfei didn't react, but Yun Xi took the initiative to send it.This sudden look back made Zhang Hanfei's heartbeat flustered.This gentleness like water awakened Zhang Hanfei's sleeping feelings.The words between the lips fell into the river of memory.All the noise was broken into circles of ripples.Yun Xi was afraid that he would not be able to restrain himself, so he left first.Zhang Hanfei was obviously dissatisfied.She hasn't kissed enough.Staring at Han Yunxi.

"You can't fall in love with me and forget me." Han Yunxi finished speaking with a complicated heart.

"Why? You can dislike me, but you can't refuse that I like you." Zhang Hanfei doesn't understand Han Yunxi, is it because she has someone she likes?

"We won't have any results." Han Yunxi knew very well.

"I haven't tried it, how would I know?" Zhang Hanfei didn't understand, she didn't care that Han Yunxi already had someone he liked.

"Do you know how much I miss you? After that separation, I wanted to inquire about your news, and my mind was full of your figure. When I was eating, sleeping, shopping, and in a daze, I was always there." Thinking about what you are doing, will you, will you miss me like I miss you, what kind of scenery will be around you... Do you know all these?" Zhang Hanfei was really sad, why did she even point Don't even give yourself the chance?Why do you reject yourself like this?

"Do you understand me? You fell in love with me after meeting me once? Can I believe it?" Han Yunxi really didn't understand why he had to go against his own heart, why he said such hurtful words to Zhang Hanfei?

"Yunxi, what's wrong with you?" Qiu Zihan saw Han Yunxi's crying face just now when he came back.

"I'm fine." Han Yunxi pretended to be fine.

Qiu Zihan glared at Zhang Hanfei, and ordered a lot of wine, Han Yunxi didn't know what she was going to do. "Why do you want so much wine?" Han Yunxi asked Qiu Zihan.

"Do you dare to drink with me?" Qiu Zihan asked Zhang Hanfei directly.

"Yes. There is nothing you dare not." Zhang Hanfei quickly agreed.

"You can't drink so much wine." Han Yunxi actually wanted to talk about Zhang Hanfei, but Qiu Zihan didn't dare to say it to Zhang Hanfei, so he could only say it to Qiu Zihan.

As soon as Han Yunxi finished speaking, Zhang Hanfei took a cup and drank it first, then looked at Qiu Zihan after drinking.In fact, Zhang Hanfei felt sad when she saw Han Yunxi's behavior towards Qiu Zihan.She was jealous, so jealous that she was going crazy.So I can only use alcohol to relieve my anger. She can't drink so much alcohol, can I?She doesn't care about me, she doesn't care about me at all.

"It's your turn." Zhang Hanfei said.

Qiu Zihan also took a drink and drank it. In fact, Qiu Zihan felt uncomfortable. She saw Han Yunxi sad, and she would be sad with Han Yunxi.

"Stop drinking." Han Yunxi really couldn't stand it anymore, she was just right.How can you drink so much wine?

After a while, all the wine I ordered was finished.Qiu Zihan is ready to ask again.The phone rang.Qiu Zihan picked up the phone and said a few words before hanging up.

"Yun Xi, I have something to do and I have to go. Can you go home today?" Qiu Zihan also had no choice, but she couldn't ignore this matter, so she stayed with Han Yunxi.

"What happened?" Han Yunxi could see Qiu Zihan's anxiety.

"It's okay, I'll tell you tomorrow. You go home obediently and don't worry about other things." After speaking, he touched Han Yunxi's face and left.

I really have to say, did they make an appointment to leave at this time?Luo Min's phone also rang at this time, saying that Zhao Ana had something to do and had to leave first, she really is a guy who values ​​sex over friends.So Zhang Hanfei handed it over to Han Yunxi.Why even arrange the chance for them to be together?

"Are you okay?" Han Yunxi asked Zhang Hanfei after they were all gone.

"I'm fine." Zhang Hanfei was a little unclear at this time, after all, she drank all that much wine, and her alcohol capacity was only average.After drinking so much and being in a bad mood, can you not get drunk?

"I'll take you home." Han Yunxi said and left the bar with Zhang Hanfei.When I went out, Zhang Hanfei got on his BMW Z4.

"This is your car/" Zhang Hanfei knows the price of the BMW Z4, isn't Han Yunxi a college student?How can you drive such an expensive car?

"It's not mine, it's from her." Han Yunxi drove off after finishing speaking.

Han Yunxi drove steadily, and arrived in Maple Leaf New City in a short while.Parked the car, helped Zhang Hanfei get out of the car, and was entering the door.Han Yunxi is very familiar with this place, but Zhang Hanfei doesn't understand why she knows where she is from, as if she is very familiar with this place.has she been here?Why didn't it affect me?

"Have you been here?" Zhang Hanfei asked Han Yunxi, she really wanted to know why Han Yunxi was so familiar with everything here?

"I..." Han Yunxi who just went to get water to wipe Zhang Hanfei was stunned, not knowing how to answer.Blame myself for being careless, she has amnesia and definitely doesn't remember what happened to them before.But I didn't ask her

"Why are you so familiar with this place? Did we know each other before?" Zhang Hanfei was sure.Han Yunxi is hiding something.

"Forget everything about today." After speaking, Han Yunxi was about to leave, because she was afraid of what she would say.

"Are you ready to leave?" Zhang Hanfei looked at Han Yunxi who was about to leave and asked?

"Yeah. Take a good rest." Han Yunxi said perfunctorily.

"Can you not leave? Can you stay today?" Zhang Hanfei's voice sounded like she was begging Han Yunxi.

"Get ready for the third watch..."