wake up in a different bed every day

Shi Sheng cried.

His heart ached so badly, Wan Jian piercing his heart was not an exaggeration, the pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe.

A child has had nightmares and hallucinations every night since he was nine years old. Every time he sees his mother dying in front of his eyes, his body is covered with her blood. Isn't this going to drive a child crazy? !

What did Shen Junhui do wrong?

To endure such torture.

Didn't he choose to use the child's method to protect his mother when he was young? !

Shi Sheng felt wronged and distressed for Shen Junhui.

For a child less than ten years old, when his parents are planning to divorce, he can still calmly try to fight for his mother's interests, which is already remarkable.

When most children divorce their fathers, they basically just cry uselessly to tell them not to divorce. However, there is a high probability that they cannot stop a hard-hearted father from abandoning a weak mother.

What the little Shen Jun recalled was how to fight for the best interests of his mother.

If Jiang Xueyue hadn't just been stuck in love and love, then Jiang Xueyue must have had the last laugh today, she could laugh from above and watch Xi Menglin fetch water from the bamboo basket in vain.

Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.

Jiang Xueyue committed suicide.

Even if she had half love for her child, she would not choose to commit suicide.

Only Shen Junhui was left in pain.

At this moment, Shi Sheng couldn't help feeling a bit of resentment towards Jiang Xueyue.

Jiang Xueyue and Jiang Xuexin are indeed sisters.

They are all the same. They only love men, not children!

"Shen Junhui, Jiang Xueyue's pain is not because you stayed in the Shen family, but because your father Shen Jin abandoned her! Betrayed him!"

"He loves Shen Jin more than anything!"

"If there is someone responsible for Jiang Xueyue's death, that person is definitely not you, but Shen Jin!"

"Let's put it another way, if... Shen Jin doesn't leave Jiang Xueyue, and you are kicked out of Shen's house because of a mistake and you leave your mother Jiang Xueyue, will she commit suicide?!"

Shi Sheng stood in front of Shen Junhui, his eyes were bright as fire, and his small body burst out with huge energy, as if he wanted gods to block killing gods, Buddhas to block killing fingers, and burn all the darkness wrapped around Shen Junhui's body. fog.

He made a mistake and was expelled from the Shen family?Will the mother commit suicide?

How is that possible? !

She will only be angry!

Blame myself for not being good enough to earn her a few attentions in front of Shen Jin.

she won't...

Shen Junhui knew it clearly.

"However, my choice was the last straw that broke the camel's back."

"If I hadn't left my mother and chosen to be with her all the time, maybe...she wouldn't have committed suicide..."

Shen Junhui frowned, still unable to forgive himself.

"You also said it was just maybe..."

"You understand psychologically."

"It is not the last straw that breaks the camel's back, nor is it the last tenth pie that fills the stomach."

"You have tortured yourself for more than ten years for a fault that is not your fault at all, it's okay...enough..."

"Shen Junhui, let yourself go!"

Shi Sheng stared closely at Shen Junhui, his tone was warm, firm and full of strength.

The last straw? !

The last tenth pie? !

OK...? !

enough……? !

There seemed to be a crisp sound from the bottom of Shen Junhui's heart, as if something had split and was gradually getting lighter and leaving his body.

It was a heavy shackle on his soul.

Now...it's getting lighter...slowly fading away...

His soul had never been so light.

He seems to be able to perceive the world normally, the sunshine, the breeze, the fragrance of flowers... and all the beautiful things.

These were originally dim gray in his world, but now, they are showing their original appearance one by one, so vivid and beautiful.

And the most beautiful... is his Shi Sheng.

The only bright color in his world from beginning to end.

"Shi Sheng!"

Shen Junhui hugged Shi Sheng fiercely into his arms, as if he was about to be crushed and embedded into his body, he called out in a hoarse voice, "Shi Sheng! Shi Sheng! Shi Sheng!"

"Ok!"

"I'm here!"

"I'm not going anywhere!" "I'll always be with you!"

Shi Sheng stroked Shen Junhui's back, and responded loudly, feeling Shen Junhui's trembling.

However, after all, Shen Junhui was the one with extremely strong self-control, after Shi Sheng kissed lightly on the corner of his mouth, he quickly controlled his gaffe.

Looking directly at Jiang Xueyue's tombstone again, Shen Junhui no longer saw the overwhelming bloodshed.

Looking at Jiang Xueyue's pale face in the black and white photo, Shen Junhui finally felt relieved.

He gently placed Jiang Xueyue's favorite fruit in front of the grave, and quietly wiped the dust off the tombstone for Jiang Xueyue with a handkerchief, and said silently: "Shen Jin was expelled from the Shen family by his grandfather ...Xi Menglin will never become the eldest wife of the Shen family..."

"Soon, Shen Jin should be able to see Xi Menglin's true face..."

"At that time, I will bring your favorite flowers and fruits to tell you."

"This is my love!"

"I love him very much!"

"For the past ten years or so, I have been trapped in my own demons, torturing myself for more than ten years... Now, I have come out... not only because I finally figured it out... but also because... I just realized that I can't Continue to be trapped in the demons, because now I have the most important person I want to protect."

"I have more meaningful things to do!"

"Guard my light!"

He finally has happiness and a future!

Shi Sheng watched from behind as Shen Junhui was doing all this in an orderly manner. At this time, Shen Junhui was Shen Junhui, but it seemed that something was different.

The aura of indifference and alienation on his body seemed to have faded a lot.

Then... Has his dual personality been cured?

Shen Liyuan... is she still there? !

Could he have disappeared?

Thinking that Shen Liyuan might have disappeared, Shi Sheng felt a pain in his heart.

Although they already knew that this day would come, they also knew that Shen Liyuan was just Shen Junhui's personality, like a separate soul from him, only returning would be the best for them.

However, Shi Sheng was still a little sad.

He didn't seem to say goodbye to Shen Liyuan properly.

Moreover, Shen Junhui who merged with Shen Liyuan... what will it look like?

After sweeping Jiang Xueyue's tomb, the two returned to Shen Junhui's villa.

Knowing that Shi Sheng likes sweet rot wine, Shen Junhui specially poured him half a glass, just a shallow layer.

Shi Sheng had a troubled expression on his face.

He is not good at drinking, and he still remembers clearly the last time he passed away drunk in the wine cellar.

Thinking of their absurdity in the wine cellar, Shi Sheng felt ashamed to face sweet rot wine.

However, sweet rot wine is really delicious.

Shi Sheng was very hungry.

Want to drink but dare not drink.

It looked like a cat guarding the side of the fish tank, wanting to catch fish to eat, but afraid of the water, tangled and flicking its tail.

"Drink it, this is the low-alcohol sweet rot wine I specially found for you, you won't get drunk with only half a glass." Shen Jun couldn't help laughing when he looked back.

"Really?" Shi Sheng's cat eyes lit up.

Seeing Shi Sheng happy, Shen Junhui felt that the wine slips he had entrusted his friends to buy abroad were worth a lot of money.

The dark and deep phoenix eyes glanced casually at the ring on Shi Sheng's left ring finger, and his long eyebrows frowned slightly.

When he first saw the ring on Shi Sheng's ring finger, he knew it must be from Shen Liyuan.

In order to occupy Shi Sheng by himself, Shen Liyuan is always disturbing him, making trouble for him, leaving him no time to find Shi Sheng, all these...he knows.

He also knew that Jiang Ji had arranged for Shi Sheng to untie his knots.

As long as the knot in his heart is untied, Shen Liyuan will disappear.

In this way, Shen Liyuan will not trouble him again.

So, after Shen Liyuan fell asleep today, he came to look for Shi Sheng early in the morning.

Shen Liyuan wanted him to disappear forever or fall asleep...he...why didn't he want to?

It's just that he is the main personality and Shen Liyuan is the sub-personality, Shen Liyuan can't do it.

But, he can!

Therefore, no matter how painful it is to open the wound and squeeze out the pus and blood, he will cooperate with Shi Sheng's treatment to make Shen Liyuan's personality disappear.

He could feel that the knot in his heart caused by Jiang Xueyue's suicide had been resolved, his soul had never been so relaxed, and he could feel that his personality was undergoing some subtle changes.

Become a little serious.

She became more exclusive towards Shi Sheng, and she didn't want to hug him and kiss him all the time, wishing to be one with him.

But... what about the black diamond ring?

He knew that Shen Liyuan must have hidden the black diamond ring, just like he hid the 16th century German universe ring that Shi Sheng gave him.

Now he is not jealous anymore!

Shen Liyuan is just a part of him.

From then on, only Shen Junhui did not have Shen Liyuan.

But...why does he not have Shen Liyuan's memory of this black diamond ring? !He didn't know where Shen Liyuan hid the black diamond ring...

Why is this happening? !

Shen Junhui felt that he should take some time to meet Jiang Ji.

"Mr. Shen come back!"

"This wine is delicious, I still want it!"

On the other side, when Sheng was blushing from drinking, he was unconsciously drinking like crazy.

He didn't feel drunk, he just felt extremely happy.

The wine was so good that he wanted to drink it again.

It's only half a glass, he won't get drunk!

Shen Jun said it back!

"Your drinking capacity... is really bad!", Shen Junhui hugged Shi Sheng, who was a little unsteady from drinking, and said dumbfoundedly.

This is sweet rot wine with only 8 degrees. He originally thought that Shi Sheng would have to drink at least 5 cups before he would get drunk.

This amount of alcohol... It's like pouring it when you touch it.

"No matter! Drink!"

"wrong!"

"Shen Jun, where's Shen Liyuan?!"

"Did he disappear?!"

"I...I haven't said goodbye to him yet..."

When he had drunk too much, Sheng was always very courageous. He grabbed Shen Junhui's collar and made no secret of his concern for another man. When he talked about his sadness, his eyes were full of tears.

"he?"

"He didn't disappear..."

"It's in my body."

"He is me, I am him..."

"Don't cry..."

Shen Jun's phoenix eyes were dark, and the last word disappeared between the lips and teeth.

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