wake up in a different bed every day

Shi Sheng thought that Shen Junhui was so busy, and Shen Liyuan was acting as a hindrance, if he wanted him to come to him, how long would he have to wait?But in fact, Shen Junhui didn't make him wait for that long. Two days later, Shen Junhui came to him.

"Shi Sheng..."

Early in the morning, Shen Junhui appeared at the door of Shi Sheng's villa, with a faint smile on his thin lips.

"Mr. Shen?!"

Shi Sheng couldn't believe it, and in the next second, he flew into Shen Junhui's arms like a baby swallow throwing itself into the forest.

"Shen Junhui, I miss you so much."

"Why did you come here?"

Shi Sheng's voice was delicate and soft, full of longing.

"I'm late."

Shen Junhui didn't explain, but just lowered his head and gently kissed Shi Sheng's soft head, telling him the same yearning.

He has been investigating Shi Sheng's kidnapping. Was Shen Hong involved? !Without digging out this poisonous snake, Shen Junhui could hardly sleep or eat, and he couldn't bear Shi Sheng being in danger again.However, Shen Hong was extremely cautious in doing things, and did not reveal any clues.

However, he believed that if Shen Hong participated, he would definitely leave traces.

Huangtian paid off, and finally let him find some evidence, physical evidence.

Now we just need to wait for the police to uncover the spy organization hidden in the country, arrest these people and bring them to justice, then they can arrest Shen Hong.

In fact, it's not that Shen Junhui didn't want to come out to see Shi Sheng first, so as to relieve the pain of lovesickness.But whenever he had this thought, Shen Liyuan would always find something that took his energy away.

It's just that Shen Junhui is not so easy to be deceived. After a few times, Shen Junhui knew Shen Liyuan's thoughts, so in the past few days he deliberately thought of Shi Sheng frequently, forcing Shen Liyuan to speed up his hacking into Shen Hong's account , telephone, mailbox speed.

Finally, yesterday, they obtained the key physical evidence that Shen Hong participated in Shi Sheng's kidnapping case.

But today, Shen Liyuan will not come out.

"Why?!" Shi Sheng asked puzzled.

Shen Jun lowered his eyes, "Because...today is my mother's death day."

On this day, Shen Liyuan would never come out.

"Can you... can you accompany me to see her?"

Shen Jun raised his eyes back, staring directly at Shi Sheng with his cold phoenix eyes, there seemed to be a hint of pleading in his eyes.

Today is the death day of Shen Junhui's mother, Jiang Xueyue?

Shen Liyuan won't come out today?

Why didn't Shen Liyuan come out today?Didn't he always think that Jiang Xueyue was killed by Shen Junhui's coldness and selfishness? !

Could it be... Shen Liyuan just said so... In fact, he also felt that Jiang Xueyue's heart was killed by him, so he would not come out on Jiang Xueyue's death day?

Didn't Jiang Xueyue commit suicide because she couldn't bear Shen Jin's empathy?

Why both Shen Junhui and Shen Liyuan carried the heavy burden on themselves? !

Shi Sheng was puzzled and distressed, and subconsciously agreed: "Okay, I'll accompany you to see Auntie."

"You are my boyfriend. Auntie should be very happy seeing me so good-looking, right?" Shi Sheng said in a deliberately relaxed tone, trying to make Shen Jun happy.

Sure enough, Shi Sheng brazenly said that Shen Jun went back to his boyfriend, and even praised himself for being good-looking, which made Shen Jun twitch his lips slightly.

Went with Shen Junhui to visit his mother's grave, Shi Sheng knew that this would be the best time for him to untangle Shen Junhui, so he hurried back to tell Qin Luan who was still sleeping After hearing that a friend came to him to play, he carried a bag and followed Shen Jun back out.

Although today is Saturday, there are not many people who come to visit the grave.

Jiang Xueyue's tomb was deserted, as if no one had been there for a long time.

Shi Sheng took down the withered dried flowers in front of Jiang Xueyue's tomb, and replaced them with a bunch of white lilies he just bought. The fresh lily petals still had crystal dewdrops on their tender petals, exuding a faint and elegant fragrance.

Shen Junhui stood behind Shi Sheng, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent.

His eyes were full of red, and the smell of blood rushed towards his face, tightly surrounding him... His feet were stepping on his mother's cold blood, and the goal was his mother's pale face of despair soaked in the bathtub, resting on it. The bone-deep wound on the bony wrist outside the bathtub, the skin and flesh were torn apart, hideous and terrifying...

Intense pain and self-blame surrounded Shen Junhui deeply, almost suffocating him.

What he didn't tell Shi Sheng was that since his mother passed away, he rarely came to visit Jiang Xueyue.

Because every time he came to visit Jiang Xueyue, it was an unspeakable torture for him. He would always see the phantom of his mother's death, and even this phantom would always follow him, every night. Reappears and will not disappear until more than a month.

The death of his mother was an eternal pain in his and Shen Liyuan's hearts.

But Shen Liyuan could dodge, but he couldn't.

Every year when the anniversary of his mother's death comes, Shen Liyuan will fall into a deep sleep in his body, leaving him awake in pain.

"You come back?!"

After changing the lily, Sheng turned around and saw Shen Junhui, who was pale and in pain, and couldn't help being startled. He hurriedly stepped forward to support Shen Junhui, and asked anxiously, "Junhui?! Shen Junhui!? You What's wrong?!"

"Are you okay?! Don't scare me?!"

Shi Sheng was so anxious that he almost cried.

Shi Sheng? !

Shi Sheng pierced through the hallucination with choked sobs in his crying voice, awakening Shen Junhui's mind.

correct!

Shi Sheng was still by his side, he couldn't scare Shi Sheng.

"I'm fine!"

Shen Jun secretly bit the tip of his tongue, the severe pain made him break through the illusion of his mother's death, and he finally saw Shi Sheng again.

Shi Sheng seemed to be terribly frightened by him, his round cat eyes were clouded, as if he was about to cry from fright.

"Sorry for scaring you." Shen Junhui said apologetically with a reassuring smile on Shi Sheng.

Hearing Shen Junhui's apology, Shi Sheng's heart seemed to be stabbed in pain.

Although he didn't know what happened to Shen Junhui, he could guess that Shen Junhui probably recalled some bad pictures.

He himself suffered so much, but he still had to apologize to him.

Originally it was just the dense water vapor of this thing, but now it really couldn't control it and turned into teardrops falling down.

Shen Junhui... really pitiful!

He loves him!

Fearing that Shen Junhui would be worried, Shi Sheng quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, continued to support Shen Junhui, and asked with concern: "What happened to you just now?"

"I'm fine."

"It's just... hallucinations... It seems to be back to the day my mother committed suicide..."

Shen Junhui frowned slightly, he didn't want to scare Shi Sheng, so he deliberately said lightly.

"Your mother's death...?" Shi Sheng bit his lower lip, but still asked.

Jiang Xueyue's death was a wound in Shen Junhui's and Shen Liyuan's hearts, which had never healed and was festering and bleeding, getting deeper and deeper.

What Shi Sheng had to do was to pluck out the carrion from the heart, squeeze out the pus and blood, and bandage it with medicine.

He wanted Shen Jun to return to Quanhe.

He knew that Shen Junhui would be very painful!

He is also distressed!

However, he had no choice but to do this!

However, to perform such an operation, he needs the patient's cooperation.

It's just that Shen Liyuan chose to resist and didn't want to cooperate at all. Fortunately, Shen Junhui was not Shen Liyuan, Shen Junhui chose to face it.

"What my second uncle Shen Hong said to you that day is true!"

Shen Jun said in a hoarse voice, the dark and deep phoenix eyes were filled with thick black mist, hiding the abyss of pain.

what? !

Shen Junhui's voice was not loud, but Shi Sheng's ears were shocked.

Shen Hong once said that Shen Junhui abandoned his mother Jiang Xueyue for the wealth and rights of the Shen family, which made Jiang Xueyue extremely sad and disappointed before committing suicide in despair.

How can this be? !

Shen Junhui is not such a person!

A look of shock appeared on Shi Sheng's face.

"Shen Jin cheated on that starlet for several years. In those years, my mother made trouble, begged, and persuaded her to stay, but nothing could keep that heart that had flown away long ago."

"I watched my mother suffer, but there was nothing I could do."

"So, I hated to start hating Shen Jin!"

"Hate him for not knowing people, hate him for being ungrateful and ungrateful!"

"Doesn't that woman just want to be Mrs. Shen? Want the wealth and power of the Shen family?!"

"I swear in my heart that I will never let her succeed."

"So, when my mother told my father that she was going to divorce her, I told my mother that I would stay in the Shen family and protect the wealth and rights of the Shen family for her... When I grow up and become the head of the Shen family, I will bring this Let everything go back to mother in a splendid manner, and mother is the only eldest wife of the Shen family!"

"However, I was too young at that time, and my thoughts were too naive!"

"I thought I was doing this for the good of my mother, but I didn't know what my mother wanted."

"What she wants is not Mrs. Shen's position at all. What she wants is her husband and son by her side, a loving husband and wife, and a harmonious family."

"After my mother committed suicide, I realized that I was very wrong!"

"It was my wishful thinking and self-righteousness that killed my mother!"

"If I can stay with my mother, maybe my mother will not commit suicide in despair."

Shen Junhui's tone gradually became agitated, and before he knew it, tears were streaming down his face.

This is his eternal guilt towards his mother Jiang Xueyue.

He hates the self who made the decision to stay in Shen's house, agrees with what Shen Hong said, thinks that he is selfish and cruel, greedy for wealth and power, and even thinks that he is the last straw that broke the camel's back.

As a super memory person, the appearance of his mother when she died will not fade in his memory due to time, but will only become clearer and clearer, as clear as it was when it just happened.

Hallucinations began to haunt him, suffocating him.

Under extreme self-blame and pain, he desperately saved himself.

His self-help method is to separate the self who made the decision to stay in the Shen family, and split it into another personality.

It seems that as long as that personality splits out, he won't be in pain.

That year...he was nine years old.

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The author has something to say: Poor Gong Jun...