dance like a butterfly

The wind is like sea water, swaying and boundless, not far away, the lights of the barracks are like beans, like fishing lights.

The way down the mountain became a bit long because none of us spoke.

When my impetuous heart gradually calmed down, I turned around from time to time to look at Lao Han beside me.

"Brother?" I called softly.

"Ok!"

Lao Han seemed to be thinking about something on his mind.

"You don't hate me, do you?"

"Remember what?"

He was really absent-minded.

"What happened just now." I was terrified.

"Forget it, who doesn't have a time? You're just a little brother?" He smiled softly.

"Then you stay silent for a long time."

A stone tripped me, I almost staggered, Lao Han hurried to support me.

The body immediately warmed up.

"Brother is thinking, it's not easy for us people."

"Oh."

The sound of rushing water flowed in the cold air.The moonlight cut our silhouettes shortly on the river bank at our feet, the mountains behind us were like a long wall, and there was a dead silence all around.

"By chance, they didn't really put their minds on women, and they always wanted to live with a man for the rest of their lives."

"Oh!"

"When my brother was young, he was very melancholy. He thought it would be Chen Hanzhang. At that time, he was devoted to being nice to him alone. You saw the words just now."

Those words are the most straightforward heart, I know.

"Later, Chen Hanzhang was going to get married. Xiaohui, you are a college student and educated. You must have guessed how uncomfortable my brother was."

I stopped his head and pressed my face against Lao Han's.His face turned out to be icy cold, dots of starlight flickered in his eyes, and his chest heaved continuously.

Lao Han's thoughts, that distant emotion, curled up like a layer of mist on the river.

"In the army, later it was Lao Lin. I can't tell whether it is for revenge on Chen Hanzhang, or to indulge myself... But, that is impossible to have results, and I don't want to have any results with Lao Lin."

"I know, I know, brother, stop talking."

Lao Han's tears finally flowed out silently and stained my face.

When my beloved man cried, I couldn't help crying anymore.

Lao Han grabbed my head, wiped my tears with a smile, and said slowly, "Xiaohui, listen to my brother. It's like contracting an incurable disease. Ever since the period with Chen Hanzhang, my brother has been I am not reconciled, and I have always wanted to meet such a person who can be with my brother for the rest of my life."

Through the boundless world, how can I not understand Lao Han's state of mind?It is a stone that has been half-grinded, and the heart is as flat as a mirror to face the bright moon. Only when two hearts are in harmony can there be no regrets.In the countless quiet night lights, the turbid wine is lingering, and the past like fireworks cannot be deleted.The pain is half hot, but I only look at the setting sun, standing on the hill, speechless and heartbroken.

"Afterwards, I talked with Zhang Wenqing in a daze, but that's not what I want, only for you. I really want to treat you well."

Old Han hugged me tightly.

"I know I know."

Reminiscing over the years, the lonely butterfly has a dream, and the red is chaotic.The setting sun cuts hard, Chi Mu Qiang pipes, whispering about Qilian.

"Who didn't have a time when they were young, who didn't do something wrong? Brother always let you. Brother just thought, it's pitiful for you to be alone in the city. Brother just wants to protect you all day long. I don't want you to suffer a little bit. Brother also sometimes is not thoughtful, especially about the uncle, I am really sorry for you..."

Lao Han is a rough person, and Lao Han seldom says such emotional words.More often than not, he just does it.

"Brother, stop talking, stop talking."

I blushed because of what happened just now, and regretted drawing out Lao Han's words.

"Listen to what I said, Xiaohui. You decorate our house in Tianshui properly, and don't go anywhere. I'll come to see you right away when I finish my work over there."

He patted my shoulder and stroked my head.

It was the third time that Lao Han said this, especially at this time when he said it solemnly, without being able to explain the reason, I suddenly felt a little strange.

"But I really want to help you!"

"You help me? Why?"

Old Han's voice was a little higher.

Listening to the tone, he was a little unhappy.

"One more idea for many people. Even if I can't help anything, it's good to stay by your side, and my heart will be at ease."

"You think it's a broken doll intelligence test? My brother Gua!"

"Could it be the Gulf War?" I sniffed.

"Okay, okay, brother, you'd better listen to my brother and stay there. You must listen to my brother and stay in Tianshui obediently. Otherwise, my brother will really get angry."

"Are the consequences of being angry serious?"

"Very serious!"

"Is there any negotiation?"

"no!"

"OK then."

I have no choice but to surrender. In front of Lao Han, his last words are the imperial decree.

"Did it hurt you just now? Brother."

I smiled and asked timidly.

"You coward, what do you think?"

Old Han laughed, his neat teeth were still white under the moonlight, and his smile was beautiful.

Suddenly, Lao Han's phone rang.

"Who is it?" I asked.

Lao Han pushed me away and took out his phone to look.

The light of the mobile phone shone on his face, "Old Lin!"

I laughed.What a coincidence, did Lin Wenlong know that Lao Han is now in Wuwei?Where they used to serve?

"Han Jun, where are you?"

In the dead of night, I could hear Lin Wenlong's words clearly.

"I'm here..." Lao Han glanced at me, "What's the matter? Tell me."

"Chen Hanzhang had an accident and was shot."

Lin Wenlong's words were concise and to the point.

"Oh? How are you doing now?" Old Han asked.

"It's hard to say now. Come here. It's in the Fourth People's Hospital."

Lao Lin hung up the phone, and Lao Han grabbed my arm and walked towards the car: "Xiaohui, Chen Hanzhang has something to do, brother has to go back."

Wuwei is from Xi'an, not from the inside to the outside of the city wall of Xi'an.

After getting in the car, Lao Han turned the car around, and rushed towards the city at high speed.

"Xiaohui, if you want to go to Dunhuang, I can't accompany you."

"I know."

Lao Han fumbled in his jacket pocket, and handed something over.

"what?"

"You hold this card, and the password is your birthday."

What Lao Han handed over turned out to be a green Agricultural Bank card.

"I do not want."

I push back.

"Why are you disobedient? Take it!" Lao Han handed it over again, and handed it to me. "Money, you just need to use it, the poor will get rich, don't wrong yourself."

"understood."

"Brother will find you a place to live in Wuwei City, where you want to go tomorrow to play by yourself, pay attention to safety."

Old Han looked at me.

"I dont go."

"Why don't you go?" He slowed down the speed of the car.

"You're gone, I'm not in the mood to play alone."

"Then where are you going?"

"If you don't let me go back to Xi'an, I'll just stay in Tianshui."

The thin card flipped over in my hand, slipping from one finger to another.

Lao Han smiled, "You install the card, the money in it is enough for decoration, and enough for you to use for a while. It's also good, you stay in Tianshui, brother is also at ease, after I go back, I will let your elder brother come over to accompany you You, you are no longer alone. I will come to see you after finishing the work over there. Remember, don’t go back to Xi’an!”

"Brother, why are you a mother-in-law, this time!"

I can't explain what I feel in my heart, the more Lao Han said this, the more I wanted to shed tears. It seems that this time, Xi'an has become a fortress captured by others. Can't come back the same.

"Brother is afraid that you will be disobedient, hey, is brother old?"

"Old or not, you are my brother, the one I can't live without."

"That's good, that's good. You squint for a while, brother will return to Tianshui now."

Arms across the back of the chair, taking my bag from the back seat, I pull out the neat box. "Brother, I'll give you something!"

"what?"

"Brother, stretch out your hand!"

Lao Han was very obedient, and obediently stretched out his hand in front of me.Kissing the back of his hand, I put the watch on his wrist.I originally planned to give it to him during the day, on October 10, because I can't go back this time, so I can only send it to him now.

"Haha, this watch is good." Lao Han quickly raised his wrist to take a look while driving.

"Promise me, it can no longer be given away! Wear it all the time."

Wearing it on Lao Han's wrist, I also think it suits him very well.It's a pity that I have no money, otherwise, I would give him the best watch in the world.

"Come on, let me give you a kiss. Why would I give away what Xiaohui gave me?"

Old Han took my head, and I sent my face up.

The car drove all the way, passed Lanzhou, and I changed to Lao Han to drive.There is still a long way to go, how can I keep blinking?I asked him to sleep on the back seat, but Lao Han refused. He said that it would be bad if he couldn't see my face when he woke up.

There are still a lot of vehicles traveling at night, and when they meet, bunches of lights will come on. Old Han leaned on the chair and fell asleep with his face facing me, with one hand still covering the brand new watch.

How could Chen Hanzhang be shot?Lao Han never talked about this topic again, maybe he was afraid of provoking me.

The night is heavy, I don't know if Lao Han has a dream now, and I don't know what will be in Lao Han's dream.At the moment, only his intermittent snoring belongs to me.