dance like a butterfly

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I pull out my phone.No, I want to tell Lao Zuo about this!

As soon as I got up, Lao Han lowered his face and motioned me to calm down, "At this time, tell him, who is it good for? Do you want him to suffer for the Chinese New Year, or do you want him to run over to see what happened? "

Lao Han lit a cigarette and stopped looking at me.

In the huge city of Xi'an, there are so many parties, Zhang Wenqing and the others even had a New Year's Eve dinner with us in a hotel.

This is really a very dramatic thing.

Through the frosted glass door, a five or six-year-old boy was waving a thin firework in the corridor, and the ignited fireworks splashed on the clothes of a passing guest, the guest scolded, and the child cried. , The voices of the children's parents to protect the short-term, the voices of the waiter running over to try to persuade the fight, all rang out in a mess.

Lao Han stood up, "Let's go."

After paying the bill and getting into the car, everyone suddenly stopped talking.

It's unlucky, because of Zhang Wenqing and Tian Zhenzhen, a lot of warmth on this big day has been diluted in this way.

Haohao said, "Dad, shall we go back now?"

Old Han said, "Then where do you want to go?"

"I want to go out to play. It's Chinese New Year anyway, so it's boring to go home. Let's go to twelve o'clock and wait until the midnight clock strikes before going back, okay?"

Meimei raised her hand and stroked Haohao's scalp, "Kids, do you know what it means? Go back, go back, I have to go to the kitchen to prepare, in case guests come tomorrow, I can entertain them."

The opinions are not unified, so we have to send Meimei back first.But when he got home, maybe he was tired, or because he felt that sleeping was more interesting than wandering around, Haohao no longer clamored to go out for a stroll.

I still didn't feel sleepy, and Lao Han wasn't sleepy either. We drove out, but we had no destination.Turning around along the way, unknowingly turned to Yuxiang Gate.

Parked the car under the old house, Lao Han said, "Do you want to go up, maybe talk to him, you will feel better?"

I didn't move.Maybe Lao Zuo is watching the new year with Hongxing Erke. This is something I want to see but don't want to see.

Only now do I know how selfish I am in my heart.It turned out that on the one hand, I was holding Lao Han's hand tightly, and subconsciously immersed in Lao Zuo's care and love, unwilling to go away.What breeds this awareness in me?Is it vanity or something else?I really can't figure it out.All I know is that I am indeed infiltrated by this inexplicable emotion.

How shameless I am, I really want to slap myself hard.

A halo of light leaked out from the familiar window, and the vague and unfamiliar sense of familiarity lightly rubbed my hard-to-calm mood.

On New Year's Eve, Xi'an pays attention to not turning off the lights.But for a long time, there was no sign of Lao Zuo at the window after all, and he couldn't even see the flickering light of the TV.

Seeing that it was almost twelve o'clock, I called Hua County.

It was the second sister-in-law who answered the phone, "Xiaojun, I guessed it was you, happy new year!"

Before I could speak, the second sister-in-law was already smiling.

"Happy Chinese New Year! Sister-in-law. What are our dad and my second brother doing?"

"You don't know, brother Zuo moved a new TV today, and everyone is watching the Spring Festival Gala together, it's lively. Don't worry, you can enjoy the New Year over there, don't worry about it, everything is fine here."

This was really an accident, I didn't expect Lao Zuo to turn around and go to Hua County again.It's Chinese New Year, I should be by my dad's side, but this old Zuo is actually celebrating Chinese New Year in my old home at this time!

Old Han must have heard the second sister-in-law's voice. He has been silent, leaning on the back of the chair and smoking a cigarette, only occasionally licking his lips.After I hung up the phone, Lao Han started the car.

I didn't know how to break the remaining silence, so after a while, I said, "What are Zhang Wenqing and Tian Zhenzhen doing together?"

This is a stupid statement.

Lao Han ignored me, and when the car stopped, he was already outside the south gate.

In a secluded place, I realized that light snow began to fall in the sky again.

The snowflakes are very light, and before they fall to the ground, the cold wind blows away, and they scatter away. Under the bright street lamps, the snowflakes are as light as a flying fairy.Behind us is the unmoving city for nearly a thousand years, and the unmelted snow is piled up on the gate tower above the crenel like Qiongyao.

The big red palace lanterns on the square, which are several meters apart, are very eye-catching in the dark and white, setting off the broken jade all over the ground makes people feel distressed.The moat is tired and flowing, and thousands of snowflakes are flying down the deep river, just like going to a grand date, turning a bustling flexibility into stillness.Some young people were screaming and running on the slippery ground. Under the ancient and majestic city wall, because of them, there was another kind of vitality.

Old Han suddenly laughed, "Shall we go down and enjoy the cold wind?"

He suddenly became very interested, and I immediately responded.

"The north wind that blows—

The snowflakes fluttering——

雪花 那 个 飘飘

The year—here—”

At the root of the city wall, there is no north wind.The city wall blocked the cold wind from the south. Although Xi'er and Yang Bailao's Spring Festival was extremely shabby, when the Spring Festival came, the unstoppable joy burst out of the hearts of the people. , I couldn't stop humming this popular opera joke.

"The wind rolled that snowflake, outside the door,

The wind blew at the door and the door opened by itself. "

Lao Han followed up with a few sentences.I smiled and looked at the posture, he was going to sing a duet with me.

Grabbing his hand, I shook it softly.

"I hope daddy will come home soon and celebrate the New Year happily,"

Old Han bent down and piled up a lump of snow on the ground on top of my head. He looked around and laughed.

"People's daughters wear flowers,

Your father and I have too little money to buy,

Pulled on the two-foot red-headed rope,

I tied up my niece,

Hey, hey, tie it up, tie it up. "

I took the snow ball off his head, and while he wasn't paying attention, I stuffed it in from the back of his neck.

"Ha, ha, you are trying to murder 'Daddy'!"

Old Han tightened his neck, bent down, and touched the snow ball in his clothes.

Seeing Lao Han baring his teeth and smiling all over his face again, I bent over laughing.

"Why did you become my 'Daddy', 'Daddy', why don't you stay here, I'm going to find my Brother Dachun!"

Running across the moat, I slipped into the cedar bushes in the adjacent pine garden.

Lao Han chased after him. "Xi'er, come out, 'Daddy' will find you Brother Dachun, come out. 'Daddy' is old and can't run anymore, if you don't come out again, 'Daddy' will take your brother Dachun to the rich man's house It's rented."

The cedars in the pine garden are tall and towering, and the spotlights cast obliquely from the ground reflect green light, making the landscape trees green and verdant, and also showing the figure of Old Han looking around.In a place where no one was around, I flashed out from behind him and hugged him, "Say! Will you still be my 'father'?"

Lao Han was in my arms, looking around no one, he still did not change his words, and said unequivocally, "Did! Of course!"

My heart is warm and harmonious.Ask him what else to do, "Being a brother!"

"What else?" I broke the casserole and asked.

"spouse!"

"anything else?"

Lao Han turned around and kissed me lightly on the cheek, "Isn't that enough?"

He widened his small eyes, staring at me burningly.

How is it not enough, how is it not enough?For these words, for being with him for the rest of my life, I have waited, I don't know how many years I have waited!How many times I looked back at the previous life, how many times I prayed in the previous life, at this moment, from his mouth without hesitation, can I have any additional requirements for this world?

A wave of air surged in the dantian, lingering in my chest, I couldn't vomit.I don't care if anyone in this world hears it. Even if tomorrow is the end of the world, I have no regrets.

"Old Han, - I - love - you -!"

I yelled aloud.

Lao Han covered my mouth, "You're crazy!" He hurriedly turned his head and looked around.

I am crazy, crazy to be happy, crazy to be beyond borders, if possible, I would like to stand on the bell tower, on the city wall, on the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, on the beacon tower of Mount Li, on the mausoleum of Qin Shihuang Shout out the words.