dance like a butterfly

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I don't want to eat with them!

"Let's go back, brother Zhang, my brother will worry about it. It's getting dark."

It was getting dark.In winter, the days are short and the nights are long. It is already past four o'clock, and it will be time to turn on the lights in another hour. The winter nights in Xi'an come very early.

Lao Han didn't call today!

While waiting for Zhang Wenqing, I wanted to call Lao Han.But looking back, I don't think it's necessary.Regardless of whether Lao Han knows that Zhang Wenqing has such a friend, why should I poke this right and wrong?Whether I know it or not, why should I bother Lao Han with Zhang Wenqing's messy things?There have been enough things between me and Lao Han before, I should let Lao Han be quiet and quiet.

But I don't know why, seeing Lao Luo at this time, I have an inexplicable feeling, I really want to cry.I miss Lao Han very much, really, want to see him right away.Only by hugging my old Han tightly can I feel at ease in my heart and know that he is mine!I know that all this is only due to the fact that Lao Luo's appearance is similar to Lao Han's!

"It's just to have a meal, let's gossip (Shaanxi dialect, meaning to chat), and get to know each other, handsome guy, don't you give me face?"

Lao Luo leaned forward and grabbed my hand.

I stepped back a bit: "I'm leaving, my brother is waiting for me at home!"

Zhang Wenqing didn't speak, just stood aside, just laughed.

This bastard is just watching my joke!

"Hey, your brother, is Han Jun? I've heard it before! You don't see him outside, maybe he is having fun with other handsome guys! You are away from home, it doesn't hurt to make more friends, maybe in the future You can still use me, hehe."

Old Luo salivated and patted my butt.

Growing up so big, no one has ever flirted in front of me so presumptuously!Lao Luo, you bastard think I'm someone!He also said bad things about Lao Han!I stared: "Be more polite, if you don't do anything dirty, I won't be polite!"

"Hehe, he has quite a personality. It seems that he is still loyal to Lao Han. I like such a handsome guy more!"

Lao Luo didn't give up.

Seeing my angry eyes wide open, Zhang Wenqing immediately came up to smooth things over: "Forget it, forget it, Lao Luo, let it be that Xiaohui doesn't want to eat, let's talk about it later, talk about it later!"

"It's not you who said..." Lao Luo glanced at Zhang Wenqing, and stopped mid-sentence.

It turned out that all of this stemmed from Zhang Wenqing's random firing of guns behind his back!I glared at Zhang Wenqing: "Brother Zhang, can you go or not, I have to go!"

I got in the car, turned my head away, and didn't look at them.

"Old Luo, just let the joke stop here. Don't be serious, I will make a good apology to you another day, don't be angry, I'm leaving."

Without hearing what Lao Luo said, Zhang Wenqing got into the car and slammed the door.

I started the car and ignored Lao Luo at all, fuck Lao Luo, let him drink the northwest wind alone!

Along the way, I stopped talking to Zhang Wenqing, even though he kept nagging me not to care, saying that Lao Luo was just a joker.

After crossing the Weihe Bridge, I stopped the car.

"Brother Zhang, you shouldn't let me run into these things about you."

Let go of the cutting and swing the window.I see you as one of my own.Besides, seeing Lao Luo, I thought you would feel very close!Look, how much does he look like your brother?br>

"Bah!", I spat.

I really want to spit this spit on Zhang Wenqing's face!

Comparing old Luo to my old Han?Zhang Wenqing, you can really talk!Look at Lao Luo's flirtatious and frivolous look!Five people and six people are still the head of the company, what quality!

"Don't get me wrong, I'm just talking about the appearance!" Zhang Wenqing said with a smile.

"People are divided into three, six, and nine classes, what kind of thing is he!"

I am angry.

"It's not entirely true. They are rich, very rich, much more than Lao Han!"

Zhang Wenqing refused to accept it.

"What's wrong with being rich? Do rich people have everything? Do you think I'm a rarity for money?"

I hate people talking about money.

"If Lao Han had no money, would you like Lao Han so much? Lao Zuo is no richer than Lao Han, so why don't you just kick him?"

Zhang Wenqing was lukewarm, and stabbed softly.

I almost lost my breath.

The business woman doesn't know the hatred of the subjugated country, and she still sings "Tinghuahua" across the river.

In Zhang Wenqing's eyes, it turns out that I am a master who loves money!

In his eyes, I left Lao Zuo just because Lao Han is richer than Lao Zuo!

"You see, Lao Zuo stays in your old house all day long. Everyone knows what he feels like. Besides him, no one else can bear it! And you, don't talk about being in Lao Han's arms, Lao Zuo You can taste the same hugs that Han enjoys. People, that’s all, money is such a good thing! Not to mention, you boy, your vision is quite accurate!"

Zhang Wenqing smiled lightly and glanced at me once in a while.

I opened my mouth and wanted to say: Zhang Wenqing, do you understand true feelings?

Suddenly, I realized that this sentence is so feeble to say!

What is emotion?Can't see or touch.It occupies the commanding heights in our minds and controls our thinking and behavior all the time!Yes, after getting along with Lao Zuo for two years, I forced him to leave.Thinking back, what do I take Lao Zuo for?Sex partner?a familiar stranger?Since I don't love him, why should I stay with him for two years without saying a word or a smile?Lao Zuo is such a loving and righteous person, two years, 220 seconds!But it didn't warm my heart!Do I have true feelings?There are so many comrades in the world, why did I fall in love with Lao Han?So much happened with Lao Han, his bad temper, his stubbornness, his domineering, his deep love, his experience, how could he fascinate me like this?I keep saying that I love him, and I love him with all my heart. If he is really a penniless beggar on the street, wearing sacks, bare and dirty legs, and he has a good appearance, I will still love him. Does he love to death?

Thinking of this, I am a little depressed.

What Zhang Wenqing said made me very confused.

Zhang Wenqing was very satisfied with the way I kept silent, as if he hit my dead point with one trick.

He took out a cigarette, paused on the cigarette case, put it in his mouth, but did not light it.The cigarette dangled up and down between his lips.

I close my eyes.I suddenly realized that I had fallen into a misunderstanding of my own thinking!

Zhang Wenqing misled me!

Everyone's desire for life is different!In the vast world, there are all living beings, some people desire to be high-ranking officials and generous salary, and to increase their ranks; some people, he hopes to be rich and pampered!There are also some people, no matter whether they live in the city or live in the forest, what they long for is the peace and comfort in the depths of their hearts, where the bright moon shines on the clear springs and stones among the pines.What about me and Lao Han?If you don't worship money, you will never desperately grab it!Gentlemen love money and get it in a proper way, and those despicable and clumsy plunders are not in the character of Lao Han and me.I'm not a shameful person who relies on color to make money. I'm with Lao Han just out of respect for my own emotions!

I don't want to argue with Zhang Wenqing, can I make it clear to him?

I coughed lightly to break the embarrassment: "Where did you and Lao Luo meet?"

"Why are you asking this?"

Zhang Wenqing turned around and leaned back in the chair.

"If you don't say anything, I'll go back and tell Lao Han that you and Lao Luo bullied me today."

I laughed.

I believe Zhang Wenqing doesn't want him to get into trouble.

"Okay. In Datong Garden."

I have heard of the name Datong Garden.It was a gay bath in Xi'an a long time ago.It's all gone now.

"So you've known each other for a long time?"

Zhang Wenqing didn't say anything.

"Do you go to that place often?"

"Don't ask." Zhang Wenqing was a little impatient, and he immediately changed his smile again: "Will you tell Lao Han what happened today?"

"will not."

"Really not?"

"Trust me. I don't like gossip."

Everyone has their own circle of life, since I don't want to have a deep friendship with you, Zhang Wenqing, as long as there is no harm to each other, we will not violate each other.

"That's good."

"However, I don't want to have such a thing in the future. I am not suitable for such an atmosphere."

"Okay, okay." Zhang Wenqing heaved a sigh of relief when he encountered an amnesty.

Zhang Wenqing met Lao Luo when he went to that kind of place, and he certainly didn't just know Lao Luo.How many people who often go to the bathhouse are not messy?Thinking of this, I feel uncomfortable all over.

The sky was overcast, and the sun had already hidden in the thick clouds in the western sky.The water of the Wei River was as frozen as without a ripple, and the exposed river bed was covered with snow and ice.I restarted the car.

When I got home, Lao Han hadn't come back yet.

After dialing the phone, Lao Han said that he was talking to a developer and it would take a while to finish.

"Are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

"Eat." Lao Han laughed: "The food at home is still delicious. If you are tired, take a rest first, and brother will go back and make it for us."

"Don't worry, I'm not tired, I'll cook now."

"Alright. Baby, see you later."

Old Han lowered his voice, and made a "wave" over there.

Thinking of Lao Han kissing me on the phone with a smile on his back, my heart felt warm, and thinking of the mess that happened in the afternoon, my throat couldn't help but feel a little tight.

Go to the kitchen and cook.

A large table of dishes was fried and buckled with a plate.The rice is steaming in the rice cooker.

Lao Han hasn't come back yet.

go take a shower.Thinking that Lao Luo had patted my butt, I took Safeguard and kept scrubbing that place.

Zhang Wenqing said that Lao Han was rich.How much money does Lao Han have?Is it on the right track?Thinking of this, I feel a little flustered.

When he comes back, I will find a suitable opportunity to ask him.