dance like a butterfly

It was just dawn, and the street lamps were still on tirelessly.There was no fog, and the sky was gray.

Heavy snowfalls have shrouded the whole of Xi'an in a cold air for a long time.The ancient city is thriving unyieldingly in the cold.After all, a metropolis like Xi’an is different from the small village in Hua County where I grew up. Although we got up early, the streets were already full of traffic.

I love the stillness of a winter morning in the country, and I love all the hustle and bustle of the big city.

Like all country people, when I grew up in the country, I always yearned for the big city.Although my hometown has so many fruit trees, walnuts, mountain chestnuts, apples, peaches, pears, apricots, blue sky, green grass and endless crop fields, mountain springs, and four seasons There are endless vegetables, but I still yearn for Xi'an, a world-class ancient capital comparable to Rome, Egypt, and Greece. Although it is not as brilliant as it was in the world in the heyday of the Tang Dynasty, it is developing with the times after all. After all, it is the provincial capital that I have been longing for for a long time.

Thinking that I will see my second sister-in-law in a while, I feel very at ease in my heart.

Before living in Yuxiangmen for so long, the second sister-in-law only came once, came in a hurry, and left in a hurry.

I just remember that she said something to me earnestly: Brother, Xi'an is not a place where anyone can stay for the rest of their lives. Since you have worked so hard to create a family business, you should take root in Xi'an with peace of mind.The family does not expect you to be rich and powerful in this life, as long as you are safe and sound.If there is a suitable girl in the future, don't miss it.Parents are looking forward to holding their grandchildren soon.

Not long after I said this, my mother passed away.

Silver lanterns and colorful flowers in pairs,

Yuchan moved across the east wall.

At the end of the night, people are quiet and there is no sound,

Wan Lai quietly fell asleep with a hundred birds.

Under the mother's lamp, leaning against the cold window,

The needles and threads are so kind.

He took all the sorrows and pains,

Melt into thousands of strands of love to mend clothes for brother.

I turned to look at Lao Han.

Maybe he didn't sleep well last night, in order to refresh himself, he pressed the player.Audi's car audio is very good.

"The Butcher's Champion" is a Meihu play that I like to listen to very much.

For a long time, I have been puzzled, I don’t know why, in my bones, I have never liked those pretentious people with culture and quality, on the contrary, like Lao Han, who looks rough and has a peasant temperament. Middle-aged people have always attracted me deeply.His unrestrained gestures, his seemingly unscrupulous and unaffected expression made me feel as kind and natural as seeing the yellow earth.I am used to seeing them laughing happily, and I like their primitive and roughness that has not been polluted by modern civilization.The undisguised true feelings from the heart are as mellow as the fine wine in the cellar, which makes me feel fascinated.

I have also given many car CDs to Lao Han before.For an A62.4L car like Lao Han, the BOSE audio system listens to 320kpbs Mp3, and the sound effect is very shocking.Those CDs contain the sound of my favorite lighter being lit, the gurgling sound of the stream, and the friction sound of the tires and the mud when the car is running on the field. Those sounds are so realistic and make me feel like I am I am nostalgic in nature all the time, and find a tranquility and tranquility in the hustle and bustle of the city.

However, I rarely see Lao Han playing the film I gave him.Ever since I tried the disc, I haven't seen Lao Han let it go.Although Lao Han also likes songs, Lao Han really likes Qin Opera. When he is tired or excited, there is nothing better than Qin Opera that can soothe his nerves.

Sometimes, I thought, if Lao Han could be my elder brother like in this script, that would be great.It would be great if my mother could love him as much as she loves me when she is alive.But, but, alas!

Hearing my soft sigh, Lao Han turned his head and said with a smile: "What's the matter with you? Early in the morning, who made you unhappy again, broken baby, sighing."

"I was thinking, I shouldn't have given you those CDs in the first place. You always refused to listen, wasting people's kindness.", I said.

"Brother kept those CDs you bought well. In the future, you have to teach me about music well. After my brother's appreciation level has improved, let's enjoy it."

Old Han smiled.

I still remember the radiance in Lao Han's eyes when I gave him a CD.

Before love came, I might have imagined everything too simple.I just imagined that my lover would be riding a tall horse, carrying a spear, stepping on the dead leaves in the mountains and forests, wearing dewdrops, and galloping towards me. His infinite tolerance like watery tenderness is more wild and informal like Lao Han, and he is richer in Yu Qiuyu's talent and Xu Peidong's music taste.However, I also deeply know that there is no such person in the world, or even such a person, and he may even like me, but when he appears in front of me alive, I don’t know if I am Still looking for billions of years.In any case, this man in front of me has already satisfied me so much, what more could I expect from his love?Seek common ground while reserving minor differences.

I let out a long breath, took out a cigarette, lit it, and brought it to Lao Han's mouth.

"Brother, in fact, I don't have to wait for you to change, you are so real, it's good, it's good."

"You really think so?" Old Han spewed out two puffs of smoke from his nostrils.

"real."

Old Han's smoking posture is very handsome.

"However, you are always disobedient and always make trouble with me."

Looking back on the process of getting to know him now, the repeated noise, not to mention Lao Han, even I was almost exhausted physically and mentally.Although it is said that these crying, crying, laughing and laughing are the ups and downs that must be passed on the road of love, but every time we are not always walking on the cliff, in retrospect, it makes people feel like walking a tightrope.

Thank God, Lao Han is still with me.

After hearing what he said, I don't have any psychological pressure like before.On the contrary, I am very benefited from it.From his words, I can hear that he is not complaining, but more to make me feel deeply cared by him.In our relationship, I don't have to be in awe, and neither does Lao Han.Brother, you will gradually know that I will definitely change myself for you, and I will keep up with your pace, so don't worry.

To be honest, although what Lin Wenlong said last night was correct no matter what he said, but for me to give up the job I like and reassess the situation, I was still unwilling to turn around for a while.

"Brother, didn't we come a little early?"

Hua County is really not that far from Xi'an. If it is not rainy and snowy, it will take more than an hour to drive by highway.Looking at the watch, the second sister-in-law should still be on the way.

"We came a little early. You should lie on the bed for a while before getting up. In this weather, the departure may be delayed. Besides, the second sister-in-law may not catch the first bus."

Thinking of sleeping so late last night, I feel a little sorry for Old Han.

Old Han glared at me: "What are you talking about? Don't hurry up! The second sister-in-law came to our house for the first time, how dare you say such a thing? Besides, is the second sister-in-law like that kind of dishonest person?"

I scratched my head in embarrassment.

I believe that Lao Han has a very good impression of his second sister-in-law. His trust in his second sister-in-law is just like my trust in him. This kind of trust is enough to make people feel at ease.

The car quickly passed the north gate and went east on the overpass.

Snow fell on the walls.The city wall is wide at the bottom and narrow at the top, slightly steep, and the snow accumulated on the long horizontal brick joints draws long, regular and thin snow lines, just like re-drawing the white brick joints on the city wall, which is really beautiful.The rectangular pieces of falling snow on the wall stacks thickly outline the upper outline of the city wall, making the best-preserved ancient city wall in the country look like it has been put on a new outfit, giving people a different visual impact.The wide moat is flowing quietly, sleeping in a dream, pregnant with new vitality.The shrubs and trees on both sides of the river are dressed in snow clothes and snow caps, silently watching the passing pedestrians and vehicles.

The second sister-in-law is a restless person, if it weren't for this winter, unless there are some important things, she definitely wouldn't be free to visit me in Xi'an.In my hometown in Hua County, now, only my second sister-in-law is the one who really understands and secretly supports my living conditions.

I looked up to the upper left rear car mirror.

Lao Han sighed, and after a while he said, "If the second sister-in-law asks about your face, what are you going to say?"

The scars on his face were still faintly discernible, it was impossible for the second sister-in-law not to ask.

"I just said that I drank too much and accidentally injured myself."

The car got out of the culvert under the train station, passed the cross at the entrance of Colorful Mall, and arrived at Sanfuwan Long-distance Station.The car suddenly stopped, and there was a red light ahead.

Old Han reached out and touched my cheek: "Why are you lying? How nice of you to tell the truth."

"is this necessary?"

"But how can you lie to someone who cares about you so much?"

I understand what Lao Han means.He wants to let the second sister-in-law know that I am indebted to him, that he wants the second sister-in-law to know that he is honest with the second sister-in-law, and that he wants the second sister-in-law to understand that we will share weal and woe in the future.

I don't want to refute Lao Han's intentions, just let him go, making Lao Han uncomfortable is just making myself unhappy.

Seeing that I didn't say anything anymore, Lao Han patted my hand on my knee: "Don't talk about you, if I can have a sister-in-law who is as understanding as the second sister-in-law, I will really burn the high incense that is as thick as a potter's wheel in my previous life." Xiaohui, we must treat the second sister-in-law well in the future."

Lao Han's words suddenly hit one of my nerves hard, and I felt my eyes a little astringent and my nose a little sore.

The car restarted, and within a few minutes, it drove to the station entrance.

I found a place to park the car, which happened to be not far from the exit.

Old Han asked, "What time is it?"

I glanced at the monitor in front of me: "It's almost seven o'clock."

Lao Han took out his cigarette again, took out his lighter, and was about to light it when he suddenly looked at me and stopped.

"What's the matter? Do you want Brother Xiaohui to light a cigarette for you?"

I went to pick up the lighter in his hand.

"Stop smoking, the car is not ventilated, let you smoke second-hand smoke. Besides, brother will smoke less in the future, and brother wants to live to be a hundred years old!"

He looked at me with a smirk on his face.

"It's not that if you don't smoke, you can live longer. I heard that my grandfather started smoking dry tobacco when he was 20 years old, and he lived to be almost 90 years old."

I don't want Lao Han to humiliate himself for me.

"You're talking nonsense."

Lao Han smiled and brought the cigarette up to his nostrils and sniffed deeply.

"Let me tell you a joke.", I laughed.

"Oh, you still tell jokes? The sun is coming out of the west, so fresh." He teased me.

What's so hard about telling jokes?When I was in college, in the dormitory, I could talk for two hours without a break, and my stomach ached after hearing a few roommates laughing.

"A young man lives to be 30 years old and dies.", I started.

"Dead?" Old Han frowned.

"Yes, it's a pity that he died. He was very dissatisfied and asked God, 'Other people can live long lives. It's easy to live to be seven or eighty years old. Why is my life so short?'"

Old Han turned his face and looked at me in bewilderment.

I am very proud, it seems that Lao Han has been recruited.

"God thought about it and asked him: 'Do you drink?'. The young man shook his head. God asked him: 'Do you smoke?', the young man shook his head again. God finally asked him: 'What do you like?' ’, the young man said, ‘I have no desires and desires.’ God rebuked him loudly: ‘You have no desires and desires, you don’t smoke or drink, so what are you living for?’”

Old Han froze for a moment, saw me put my hand on his thigh and slowly tested it upwards, suddenly understood, grabbed my hand, and laughed loudly: "You are a coward, waiting here for brother."

I snatched the lighter and slammed it on: "Quick, smoke it, it's okay."

Lao Han still doesn't smoke.

I smiled and walked around him with a lighter, and walked between his knees and said with a smile: "If you don't smoke, I'll light a gun for you."

Lao Han couldn't help it, he held my hand with both hands, and pointed the cigarette butt to his mouth.

Old Han's cheeks were sunken, a small red flame slanted against the cigarette butt, and he became fat again.

Lao Han let out a sigh of relief, and was about to lean back in the chair and stretch his waist, when suddenly he looked out of the car and couldn't look back.

Following his eyes, I looked over.

A Santana was parked not far away, and a person got out of the car, locked the door with the remote control, and looked towards the exit of the station.He was facing the direction of Lao Han and me.

His figure and face are so familiar.

That's right, it's him, Lao Zuo.