dance like a butterfly

I really didn't expect that a man of five big and three thick could have such a delicate mind, which aroused a lot of gratitude in my heart.

"Brother, now, let alone my siblings, let alone my heart, every piece of flesh on my body belongs to you? Do you still care about these things? Do you still care about an old house?"

Nestling in Lao Han's arms, listening to Lao Han's sincere words, I am the happiest person in the world.

Lao Han didn't speak, he stroked my face and tickled my cheek with his beard.

"Brother, I know, I know. But it's not that I'm not familiar with Lao Zuo, it's not that I don't know his thoughts. He is such a good person, maybe someone else would have gotten into his arms a long time ago. I can’t come out. It’s your fault, and it’s thanks to you that you like brother so much. Brother is not a person who is not confident. You know what happened with Chen Hanzhang back then. My temper came up. He and Lao Lin had to Give me three points.

However, the more I found out that the old left-handed man was kind to you, the more worried I became, and I always felt that I was not as good as him in some respects, so I couldn't hold your heart.It is true that there are very few people like him who are so persistent in feelings. If the object of his pursuit is someone else, I will sympathize with him.However, the flesh and blood of one's heart is always being missed by others, do you know what it feels like in your heart?It's not that I'm picking on you, I just hope that you will follow him wholeheartedly, without any distracting thoughts in your heart.Even if you have the slightest preference for him, brother will not feel at ease. "

I think this is the real reason why Lao Han lost his temper today.

I suddenly thought of Lao Han's days in Hua County, his almost childish aggressiveness, his determination to leave Lao Zuo with a place to insert needles, and his ridiculous behavior of surpassing Lao Zuo even in terms of sex.From what he said today, I finally saw that this mature male village head, who has worked hard in society for decades, is so emotionally devoted and infatuated!And that lucky one is precisely me, Hong Xiaojun!

Lao Han is a rough man, he always speaks to me directly, without much rhetoric, and sometimes appears very rude.However, his heart for me is even thinner than a hair.With such a big brother, will I have any other intentions in my life?

However, when I thought about the old Zuo who I had scolded just now, I suddenly felt that I was too despicable.

Since Lao Han expressed his emotional problems so clearly today, I should also talk about the conflicts caused by various mistakes or misunderstandings since I fell in love with Lao Han.We still have a long way to go, and I don't want to let this big brother lover who has nothing else to suffer from the pain of heart.I also don't want Lao Zuo, who always gets nothing emotionally, to always suffer such injustice.

Responding to Lao Han's warmth, I grabbed his hand and put it on my chest, "Brother, I know you care about me, and this kind of care makes me very satisfied. But do you know? The current Lao Zuo is no longer the original Lao Zuo." Left. He knows that I can't live without you, and now he has made it very clear to me that he hopes that we can get along and be able to get along happily for a long time!"

"Really?" Old Han was surprised.

"It's true. He told me himself!"

"But, since that's the case, why does he keep pestering you over and over again?"

I laughed, and at the same time, the entanglement in my heart also surfaced, "Brother, I don't agree with what you said. I remember you said last time that the person you trust most is Lao Zuo, isn't it?"

Lao Han fell silent, staring at the ceiling.

I know that Lao Han is not a person who disagrees.If I were Lao Han today, I would definitely do the same, even more violent than him.Love is selfish, selfish enough to want to possess everything, not only a person's body and mind, even the clothes he has worn, the house he has lived in, as long as it can evoke sweet memories, he wants to occupy them all.In front of a rival in love, a person like Lao Han would be too stingy to allow me to give Lao Zuo a smile or even a good face.In Lao Han's mind, what Lao Zuo bought with money was not a simple house, but the place where his relationship with me started. This money is definitely a shame to him.

"Brother, to be fair, you don't mind. Think about it, no matter what, I have been with Lao Zuo for a while. Regardless of whether I am confused or guilty, I have already brought such great harm to Lao Zuo. Although I cannot bear all the responsibility for his divorce now, at least part of the inducement is because of me? I am determined to live with you for the rest of my life, but for Lao Zuo, after all, I owe him emotionally. Lao Zuo The current situation is also something I absolutely don't want to see.

Now you and I are hugging each other affectionately, and Lao Zuo can only live in memories in that house, does he really feel good in his heart?Besides, in my heart, I only regard him as a big brother now. He knows that I use money and that I will not ask for his money, so he gave me the money in a different way.But I didn't ask for his money in vain, the house is his after all.If I settle accounts with you again, am I still human? "

Old Han let out a long breath, and his stern face began to soften.

I lit a cigarette for him, and snuggled up to him quietly, no one said a word.A few minutes later, Lao Han resolutely put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray: "Xiaohui, I also blame my brother for being too reckless. Brother, I can't let go of this matter. Now that you have opened your mouth, this matter will pass like this Forget it. If Lao Zuo wants to live in the house, let him live there. It’s better than others. By the way, brother will discuss with you to see if I can give Lao Zuo some money back. I heard from Zhang Wenqing that Lao Zuo is not too well off now. Woolen cloth."

I was surprised that Lao Han started talking to me in a negotiating tone!

"I have no objection to refunding the money. You can see that it's done. I'll get the money tomorrow."

"Stop withdrawing money, and leave this matter alone." Lao Han laughed.

"Brother, let me ask you something."

"Just ask."

"Why does this Zhang Wenqing keep poking holes for you? I really don't understand, does he not want to see you live a peaceful life?" I wanted to say that Zhang Wenqing gave me Lao Han's phone number at first, and then Afraid of complicating things, I still didn't mention it.

"You are stupid, if you have a friend with a very strong relationship, won't he also tell you everything he knows about you?"

Old Han didn't care.

Considering that Zhang Wenqing hasn't caused trouble between me and Lao Han, and besides, the two of them are still in a cooperative relationship, and it's something I don't want to see them fall apart. I opened my mouth and swallowed what I wanted to say.

Lao Han stroked my cheek: "Brother hit you, it hurts, look, it's still a little swollen!"

"It's okay, I'm yours, you can hit me whenever you want!" It was the first time I was so generous.

"Okay, it's time for us to get up and eat." Old Han stretched his waist.

When it came to eating, I jumped up and said, "Oh no, the kids are still at home waiting for you to cook!"

Old Han laughed loudly: "Let's go, now there are only two of us left in our family!"

"Gone?", I haven't recovered yet.

"Isn't it? The New Year's Day holiday is over, and it's time to go back to school!"

"But, Haohao said he wants me to send him to school." I was very annoyed, I fell asleep in the afternoon, and even forgot the most important thing.

"Hey, what else do you give away? Your face was scratched. If you let the children see it, you won't make a fuss. Brother found an excuse, saying that you are busy and have no time, so he sent him back to school by himself. No. Who is used to him? He needs someone to send him to school, and he is not a primary school student."

When Lao Han said this, I felt very sorry for the child Haohao.In his heart, how much he looks forward to seeing him off. Besides, I also cherish this opportunity to communicate with him very much.When can I hand over that UnionPay card to him with confidence?I stood there in a daze, thinking about when I would play with this child again, thinking of him, my heart was filled with warmth.

"Brother, the second sister-in-law said she would come to see us?"

"When?"

Old Han looked very excited.

"It says it's the early morning bus tomorrow."

"What a rare guest, Xiao Hui, this is your natal family, we can't wait for you. We'll pick her up early in the morning!"

Thinking of my second sister-in-law, I feel heavy.What Lao Han said to our minister today made me uneasy again.

"Come on, let's go out to eat, brother treats you to a good meal, what do you want to eat?"

"Brother, the joke you made with our minister today is too big!"

I don't want to quarrel with Lao Han anymore, it's really tiring.

"I'm not joking."

Hearing what I said, Lao Han immediately became serious.

"Why didn't you discuss such a big matter with me a long time ago?" My anger followed.

"What are you discussing? Between the two of us, I am the parent."

"But, you don't let me go to work, do you want me to stay at home and eat you forever?" I never wanted to be an otaku.

"Even if I eat for a lifetime, my brother can support you. What are you afraid of?" Lao Han smiled again. This kind of smile makes me feel so uncomfortable at the moment.

"You get serious! Don't be so hippie! You know how much I love this job and I think I'm a good fit for it! You have no reason to let me quit!"

"No reason? Why no reason? I didn't want you to run around for a long time. Don't even think about it. There are so many jobs in the world, but you just choose a job that doesn't stay at home all day. You run out Let me stay at home all day in fear and don't say anything. If something bigger than Nanzhang happens in the future, will you still let me live? Don't talk about me or Lao Zuo first, just talk about the second sister-in-law and your old wife. Dad, if something happens to you again, how can I explain to them?"

Old Han's plausible words made me speechless for a while.