dance like a butterfly

In fact, on the [-]th, I will go back to Xi'an.

Before I came back, my dad called me to him; "Junjun, look at me, your brother-in-law is indeed a good person, and he is good in every way. Even though you both said that there was no conflict, I know that you have never If you have treated anyone as indifferently as you did to him, there must be a dispute. Fortunately, your brother-in-law didn’t bother with you. You are only a man, and he has been in the army for so long, and he has been able to do what he is doing now. He must have more experience than you in things. When you go back, get closer to him, and he won’t hurt you. Now that you are called brother, you have to treat him as your brother. What’s wrong with being a real brother? Let’s not be sorry human affairs."

I nodded, but couldn't laugh or cry.

The National Day is over, I called the customers in the three provinces and regions one by one, and made polite greetings, and by the way, is there any error in the number I dialed on their card before the holiday? They are all secretive I smiled and didn't answer directly, but said that our products are used normally and will continue to be used in the future, and payment is not a problem, so don't worry.

I hung up the phone with Director Ma of the sales office of the company, and he said, your business has been going smoothly without any mistakes. Recently, you have delivered a second order and the money has been returned. I have time to pay your promotional fees and commissions. Let's tie it up.

I just packed my simple luggage, carried a bag, and got on the car to Yan'an without telling anyone.

Sometimes, I have to believe in fate.

As a child, I had a recurring dream.I dreamed that I was sitting in the last row of a big bus. The car was going over mountains and ridges. The rear of the car turned left and right because of the mountain road, and it was always rolling up dust behind it when it swooped up and down.In the dream, I didn't know where the car was going. Even though the car was full of people walking along the way, I couldn't tell who they were, and I couldn't remember their faces.

I don't know, this dream is to remind me in advance that I am destined to travel like a vagabond, or that I will be engaged in a job like a vagabond. Anyway, my heart is full of loneliness and loneliness.

Running away from a kind of love is like running away from a pursuit, it's so ridiculous.

From Qingliang Mountain to Baota Mountain, from Wangjiaping to Yangjiaping, I spent my time in depression.

Standing on the Yanhe Bridge, looking at the cool water, I was stunned and stunned.

I can't say that the old left is not good, and I can't say that I have any major faults, but, in my opinion, he is not suitable for me.

I even thought, otherwise, I would just forget about myself, and just let him forget about me, who has no thoughts and no thoughts, and I will live in peace for the rest of my life.

However, there is another emotion that makes me unwilling, and that emotion is struggling in my heart.

Seeing that I couldn't solve my own problems, I headed north all the way to Hukou to see the waterfall, to Yulin to see the ancient city wall, and to Shenmu to see Erlang Mountain.If you eat glutinous rice noodles, you will not be hungry, and if you eat the famous haggis, you will not be able to taste the fragrance.

Seeing the pink buckwheat flowers blooming wantonly in the sun by the roadside, hearing the high-pitched and mournful Xintianyou from the shepherd, and looking up at the unobstructed blue sky, unknowingly, unexpectedly burst into tears.

It seems that the matter of the old left, even if I go to the ends of the earth, traveling with such a mood will never help.

Come back, come back.

Fortunately, Lao Zuo hasn't sent me many text messages these days.

My ears are rarely quiet.

October NO.16 is my birthday.

On my birthday, I set up two tables of banquets in Fengming Building outside Yuxiangmen to entertain my friends, and even the boss of the company came, so what he said was, Xiaojun, you are a member of the unit. An elite, can you not come?

Everyone knows that the benefits of a unit come from sales.

I smiled and said: You are welcome.

I remember that day I wore a Roman suit and an impressionist floral tie, and the visitors all said: "A handsome guy is handsome, a standard clothes rack, what you wear is different."

I shook my head and laughed.

Before everyone sat still, Lao Zuo's phone rang loudly.

I didn't want to spoil his fun today either, he said, I knew about your birthday, and I wanted to celebrate it for you alone after get off work, but you set up a banquet in advance without making a sound.Is it Fengming Tower?I'll be there in a minute.

He was very dissatisfied.

Not long after, Lao Zuo came like the wind. After meeting everyone politely and nodding, he said, "I am Xiaojun's elder brother, and my surname is Zuo. Come on, today is Xiaojun's birthday, so I know everyone. My brother I am young, and I hope everyone will support and accept more. I won’t talk about it. There is a saying, the spring breeze is proud of the horseshoe disease, and I can see all the flowers in Chang’an in one day. May he be young and not old, and have today every year! Happy birthday, everyone, drink as much as you want, don’t get drunk Come back!"

It seems that he is the protagonist of today.

After drinking for three rounds, he bowed his head and said, I went to the counter just now, and today I will pay the bill.

I froze there, my face turned red and white.

The banquet was sumptuous, and everyone had a great atmosphere and enjoyed themselves.After eating the cake, Lao Zuo said, let's go up to the fifth floor, and I've arranged for everyone to go to karaoke.The banquet is hosted by Xiaojun, and I am his elder brother, so I have to say that.

The tactful words made everyone scream, and the tide rushed to the fifth floor. The boss and some older colleagues got up and said goodbye.

He sent the boss away politely with me, the old Zuo smiled at me and said, "Happy birthday, Xiaohui!"

There was no one in the corridor, so I kicked him hard in the leg.

He staggered, bared a bit, saw me turn and go upstairs, and followed me silently.

There was a lot of people in the box, seven or eight people scrambled to sing, some sang well, and some had a broken throat because of drinking, hoarse and howled like a pig.

Seeing Shou Xing coming on stage, he handed over the microphone.

I didn't pick it up, and pushed them over, but Lao Zuo picked up the microphone. Like a poor announcer, he said, "Guests and friends, today is my brother's birthday. Are you having a good time?"

Everyone is a lively person, of course they say they are happy, very happy.

Lao Zuo went on to say, "I will sing a song for my younger brother today, "Your Birthday", by Zheng Zhihua.

your birthday reminds me

a long time ago friend

it was a cold winter

he wanders the streets

I thought he was praying for something

but he always shakes his head

He said it was his birthday and no one wished him a happy birthday

happy birthday happy birthday to you

Hold my hand and sing this happy birthday song with me

happy birthday happy birthday to you

Be happy every day of your life, don't care about how you spend your birthday

This friend has long since disappeared

I'm a little bit lost

Some people in this world have nothing and some people have too much

So my dear friend please cherish all you have

Although it is a song sung on birthday, it will always be by your side

happy birthday happy birthday to you

Hold my hand and sing this happy birthday song with me

happy birthday happy birthday to you..."

Everyone started screaming, whistling, and applauding, and someone turned his face closer and exaggeratedly said: Brother Zuo, you are my idol, come and sign me here, and he pointed at his face.

Everyone burst into laughter.

Objectively speaking, Lao Zuo sang really well, with different songs and different feelings.

Old Zuo laughed heartily.

After a few hours, everyone had a good time and had a good time.

I am most afraid of this kind of atmosphere, it really feels like lighting up fireworks. When it is set off, it is so gorgeous and dreamlike, but after that, it disappears as if it never existed.That kind of endgame-like feeling cut my heart with a knife.

Lao Zuo is still by my side.

He looked at my expression carefully, but didn't speak.

Follow me home, strangely enough, I didn't kick him out this time.After closing the door, like a beast, I quickly stripped off my clothes, pressed him on the bed, and made love hard.

Lao Zuo didn't make any struggle.

Lao Zuo just closed his eyes and let me vent. Looking at his face, he seemed to be enjoying himself.

When smoking, I said, Lao Zuo, I don’t like you, when I have something I love, don’t stop me, I’ll leave.

Lao Zuo was stunned for a moment, and agreed with tears in his eyes.