dance like a butterfly

☆, 208

Holding a bag of milk powder and going out, Lao Han felt mixed feelings.

In the dark night, the dim street lights are like the eyes of a sleepy devil.The wind whirled in the air, stumbling around like a drunk man unconscious, which made Lao Han's heart very confused.On the way back to the barracks, there was no one else except the whistling wind making noise.

As soon as he raised his hand, the milk powder was thrown out.

From Lin Wenlong's point of view, this bag of milk powder is a love for my old Han, but from his point of view, it's like a silver dollar dropped by a prostitute before leaving the house!A bag of milk powder, which weighs only two catties, weighs heavily on Lao Han's heart.

The powdered milk flew out with a whoosh, and landed on the ground in the distance with a thud.

Is Chen Hanzhang going to be recommended to a military academy?Lao Han himself will be transferred to the company headquarters as an orderly?Hehe, this change of fate came too fast!If such a good thing happened, it would be a great thing if it was put in the past, before what happened tonight!But now, the implication is too obvious.Chen Hanzhang has entered the military academy, and the future is bright. Isn't this what Chen Hanzhang has always dreamed of?However, once he is gone, will the relationship between him and himself really come to an end soon?

When I went to the regiment headquarters and became an orderly, it was obvious that I would have more opportunities to meet Lao Lin.In the future, if Lin Wenlong always finds opportunities to do this kind of thing with him, what will he do?Thinking about what Lin Wenlong said about the relationship between him and Chen Hanzhang, even if no one finds out, it won't last long, and Lao Han is anxious.

After finally meeting a relationship that I was looking forward to, is it really about to see the end so soon?

However, obeying orders is the bounden duty of a soldier, what else can he do?pain?Are you heartbroken?No matter how painful it is, you have to endure it!Thinking that Chen Hanzhang would not be punished again, Old Han felt somewhat comforted.

Lin Wenlong was a scheming person, and his scheming made Lao Han shudder.Lao Han stopped, thought for a while, and walked over to pick up the bag of milk powder that he broke.

Unlike the fear and fear of the past few days, Lao Han's mentality is much calmer now.In addition to the more intense yearning for Chen Hanzhang, there is also his deep apology for Chen Hanzhang.

He felt that he was not pure, and he fell into deep self-blame.

Lao Han was also afraid that he would be summoned graciously by Lao Lin again.However, a week passed, and there was no news from Lin Tuan. What happened that night disappeared like a dream.The dormitory, training ground, cafeteria, sentry post, because Chen Hanzhang and Lin Tuan did not appear, everything returned to the old way, which made Lao Han very boring.

"Han Jun, call!" After dinner, the company's correspondent suddenly appeared at the door of the dormitory.

Old Han suddenly jumped up from the edge of the bed.Some comrades-in-arms were joking and telling jokes, and some were playing the harmonica. Only Lao Han sat silently on the edge of the bed without saying a word.

Following the correspondent's buttocks to the company headquarters, Lao Han hurriedly walked like a different person.The call must be from Chen Hanzhang!

You bastard!I really have no conscience, I am so anxious that you just called me, and you still know that you are thinking of me!

The call was indeed from Chen Hanzhang.Picking up the receiver and hearing Chen Hanzhang's cheerful voice on the phone, Lao Han was delighted.

"Han Jun, I will return to the team in two days!" Chen Hanzhang shouted loudly.

"If there is nothing else, you should come back soon! Everyone misses you!" Lao Han wanted to blurt out that I miss you, I miss you very much, but the correspondent from the company department was looking at him with a smile on his face.

"Did you miss me?" Chen Hanzhang asked in a low voice.

"I don't want to!" Lao Han's heart was as sweet as honey, but his words were duplicity.

"Really don't want to?" On the other end of the phone, Chen Hanzhang began to grit his teeth.

"Don't be so cute! Are the elderly in the family okay? Are you engaged?" Old Han bit his lip, unable to smile.

Chen Hanzhang is so smart, from the sudden change of Lao Han's tone, he heard the truth.

"You really have no conscience, you don't want me, why are you asking these questions?" Chen Hanzhang scolded.

In the army, Chen Hanzhang kept in touch with several female classmates. When he went back to visit his relatives this time, he stood in front of them one by one in a military uniform, making them even more crazy about him.Among these flowery female classmates, his favorite is the simple and kind rural girl named Liu Weina. He even kissed her on the mouth in the grove by the river, and even reached into her clothes and touched her for a long time. Smooth and plump nipples.Liu Weina's aura really fascinated him, if the girl hadn't tried her best to stop her, Chen Hanzhang would definitely have further routi relationship with her that night.However, he knew that Wang Pingping, whom his parents had already favored for him, was more suitable for him, because Wang Pingping's parents were high-ranking officials. His heart beats.Before visiting relatives, Lin Tuan had already told him that he would be recommended to study in a military academy. This alone made Chen Hanzhang, who was born in a worker's family, a lot harder in front of Wang Pingping.

Just the day before, Chen Hanzhang got engaged. Originally, he wanted to inform Lao Han of the news, but now he felt that it was very inappropriate to do so.

It should be said that Chen Hanzhang still has a lot of affection for Lao Han.However, he is not a very simple man who likes men like Lao Han.He has a family mission on his shoulders, and he has a very strong desire to win the admiration of all.Women are passed on from generation to generation to accompany them for a lifetime, just like every traditional family needs a woman.

Chen Hanzhang has always been more interested in women, and he once imagined what the body of a beautiful girl lying in his arms would look like.However, ever since he had this kind of physical and emotional relationship with Han Jun, he vaguely realized that this kind of intimacy and fiery passion between men, especially with the simple and honest Han Jun, can make people feel more comfortable. The emotional and physical impulses of two people are completely released.

Therefore, during the holidays, while dealing with relatives, friends and girls, when I lie on my familiar comfortable and spacious single bed at night and unconsciously play with my hard erection, I always think that I am lying on my bed right now. Han Jun on the hard bed in the barracks.He longed for the feeling when his Wei Gen was funong by Han Jun, and he missed the body odor of Han Jun that fascinated him.Closing his eyes, he often recalled Han Jun's expression that fascinated him more than women when he was making out with him, and the scene of Han Jun's violent physical collision with him when he was passionate.

After this first love affair like an affair, Chen Hanzhang has vaguely felt that the association with this small but hard-to-forget rural boy should continue for a long time.A kind of temperament in Han Jun's body seemed to fascinate him like a magnetic force, making him unwilling to leave.Therefore, he believes that he can accept women, but even after marrying a woman, the emotional and physical release after the pots and pans have children should be compensated by a strong response from another person. Time to think about the future emotional ruler pointed out to yourself.

This person is Han Jun.

Although this Han Jun cannot be the final destination of his emotions, Chen Hanzhang really cares about him!

Hearing Chen Hanzhang scolding himself for having no conscience, anyone could understand the meaning of this kind of reproach, Lao Han fell silent.Lao Han really wanted to say a few more words to Chen Hanzhang, but when he was about to blurt out a lot of words, he felt that it was very inappropriate to say them here.

"Hey, you heartless, talk!" Chen Hanzhang was anxious.

"Let's talk about it when we meet after you return to the team!" Lao Han's voice was so low that he could hardly hear him.

"I'll bring you some delicious food when I come back." Chen Hanzhang said.

Lao Han hesitated for a moment, but still didn't dare to say what he wanted to say the most: "No, I don't need anything."

What he wanted to say most in his heart was: "You are more delicious than anything else!".

The days of waiting were hard.On Saturday afternoon, Chen Hanzhang came back happily!Like a long-lost relative, Chen Hanzhang excitedly hugged all the people in the dormitory one by one.Only veterans like Chen Hanzhang have family leave, which makes a group of recruits very jealous.

Chen Hanzhang took out the Xinyang Maojian, water chestnut, Ziba, and chestnut he brought to everyone in big and small bags.Everyone has been divided in advance, and each portion is wrapped in wrapping paper.He assigned Lao Han exactly the same as everyone else.At the end, he deliberately slipped a paper bag to Lao Han, which contained two Xinyang salted ducks with white color, delicate meat and plump tail oil.

When Chen Hanzhang embraced Lao Han, Lao Han's heart jumped majestically.Amidst the noise of his comrades in arms, Chen Hanzhang grabbed his pigu suddenly while others were not paying attention, and said quietly: "I miss you so much!" But when he looked at Lao Han, Lao Han's eyes were different. Moved aside.

When Chen Hanzhang stuffed salted duck for Lao Han when everyone was not paying attention, Lao Han did not show much excitement as Chen Hanzhang expected. What surprised Chen Hanzhang was that after dinner, he gave Lao Han a wink and wanted to go out with him When leaving, Lao Han was unresponsive.

Chen Hanzhang knew that in front of so many people, it was difficult for him to be too intimate with Lao Han. This made Chen Hanzhang, who had been alone in the empty bed for half a month, feel as uncomfortable as a cat's claws scratching his heart.

At home, Chen Hanzhang also conducted a rational analysis of the process of being with Lao Han more than once.One side is the future, the other side is marriage, and the other side is this man named Han Jun.If he lived in a world isolated from the rest of the world and would never leave the deep mountains and old forests, he would undoubtedly choose Han Jun as his life partner without hesitation.However, he knew that that was too unrealistic.In the middle of the night, when he was disturbed by the uncomfortably hard cock and woke up, he would think about Han Jun's body while flying the plane.After the passion is released, thinking of what he and Lin Wenlong did between him, he will also feel guilty for a moment towards Lao Han.

After he left, did this stubborn donkey make any progress with Lao Lin?He was jealous, anxious, and angry at this little stubborn donkey who suddenly treated him coldly!

My old Han really doesn't know what to do now.

In the past few days, there has been no movement from Head Lin's side.Several times, Lao Han involuntarily looked in the direction of Lin Wenlong's office.Everything was uneventful, which did not bode well for him at all.Did Captain Lin break his promise?I don't want to be a servant at all, the important thing is that if Chen Hanzhang's recommendation to the military academy turns out to be wrong, should I be happy or worry about him?

Despite his reluctance, he carefully reviewed Lin Wenlong's words and his expression that night.You don't seem to have offended him?

It's not that he didn't see the wink of Chen Hanzhang hinting to himself to go out for a walk, how much he has to say to Chen Hanzhang, but if Chen Hanzhang knew these things, would he think that he would never pay attention to himself to Qin Muchu?

When the night fell completely and Lao Han was about to go out to relieve himself, Chen Hanzhang followed him closely, and leaned into his ear and said, "I'll wait for you at the old place!"

Lao Han was stunned for a moment and stopped.

Chen Hanzhang had already gone several steps, turned around and saw that Lao Han hadn't followed, and said, "If you don't come, I'll wait for you there all night!" After speaking, he strode away.

Lao Han had no choice but to follow behind Chen Hanzhang.

Before reaching the top of the hill, Chen Hanzhang stopped and saw no one around. When Lao Han approached, he hugged Lao Han, opened his mouth to Lao Han, and gnawed wildly.

Lao Han didn't engage in interaction with him, nor did he show any resistance.He likes Chen Hanzhang's madness, so why doesn't he want to repay him with the same fanatical passion like him.However, his heart was bleak. After Chen Hanzhang kissed his face and even sucked every finger of his, his hands hung down like a puppet.Chen Hanzhang had already stretched out his hands to rub Lao Han's crotch, and suddenly, Lao Han hugged his shoulders tightly, wrapped his neck around his neck tightly, knocked his chin on his shoulder, and burst into tears.

"What's the matter? What's the matter with you?" Chen Hanzhang went to grab Lao Han's neck.

Old Han didn't move.

"I like you, I like you, I really like you!" Suddenly, Lao Han murmured like a lunatic.

Chen Hanzhang said with a smile: "I know that, I like you too!"

"But, maybe we have to separate!" When Lao Han said this, his heart ached, "You may be recommended to study in a military academy!"

Chen Hanzhang was stunned for a moment. Only Captain Lin and him had talked about this matter in private, and it hasn't been spread yet. How did Han Jun know?Could it be that……?He pushed Lao Han away, "How do you know?"

Old Han's face was still streaming with tears: "I heard that too."

"Who told you?" Chen Hanzhang grabbed Lao Han's hand: "Is the news reliable?"

Seeing Chen Hanzhang's excited appearance, Lao Han was a little disappointed. He could feel that Chen Hanzhang wished that this matter had become a reality.

"If you really go to the military academy, what will I do? What will we do in the future?"

Lao Han's tears stopped, and he looked at Chen Hanzhang tightly.Even though the night was very dark, it was difficult for him to distinguish the subtle emotional changes on Chen Hanzhang's face very clearly.

"I'm in the military academy, so we can meet again in the future. As long as you still like me in the future, we will definitely meet again. Tell me first, who did you hear what you said just now?" Chen Hanzhang couldn't wait.

"Captain Lin!" Old Han said in a low voice.

"Who? Captain Lin, did he announce this matter in Quanlian? Why didn't I hear anyone mention it when I came back today?" Chen Hanzhang was full of doubts.

"He told me alone!" Old Han lowered his head as if he had done the most shameful thing in the world.

Chen Hanzhang came to his senses all of a sudden, he grabbed Lao Han by the collar: "You, did you do something with him?"

Lao Han raised his head and saw Chen Hanzhang's aggressive appearance, feeling sad and happy at the same time.

It would be great if Chen Hanzhang knew about the dirty things between himself and Lao Lin, so he could beat himself up.