dance like a butterfly

What makes Lao Han feel even more uneasy is that Chen Hanzhang keeps receiving love letters from girls.

After all, Chen Hanzhang was born in the city, and he is very keen on taking various artistic photos in military uniform.After washing out, I always show it to Lao Han first, and ask him to keep the one he likes the most and send the rest home.

Although my old Han has a good temperament and is very photogenic, when he arrives at the photo studio, his neck is always red and his face is puffed up like Guan Yunchang.

The relationship is so good that there are almost no secrets between them for each other.They openly exchange letters with each other, which makes Lao Han feel excited and embarrassed.

Lao Han has no love letters to speak of, even though his family has mentioned a partner for him, but no matter how good the conditions are for rural girls, Lao Han has never been tempted.He didn't look down on rural people, and he didn't want to find a girl with a background in the city to change his destiny.In the past, he didn't have much interest in women, but now he is devoted to Chen Hanzhang, so he is always vague about the letters from his family and about the person he is talking about, using the excuse of inconvenient communication in the army as an excuse.Chen Hanzhang was different. He not only showed Lao Han the blushing letters of several beautiful girls, but also showed Lao Han the photos of those girls with joy.

Lao Han felt very sad and very annoyed, but he was never able to speak out.Many times, when Chen Hanzhang showed off those photos in a very ostentatious manner, Lao Han blushed and said, "If you like to look at it, you can take your time to look at it."

Chen Hanzhang realized something for a while, and was a little embarrassed: "What's wrong with you? You know I have you in my heart, but getting married and having children is something that no one can get rid of!"

"Anyway, I don't want to get married!", Lao Han held back for a long time before uttering a sentence.

"You don't get married, do you want to be a bachelor for the rest of your life?!" Chen Hanzhang said in surprise.Suddenly Chen Hanzhang laughed: "Our city is not like your countryside. I am the only child in my family, and my parents still want to have a grandson!"

"You dislike me from the countryside, right?" Old Han felt uncomfortable, "You should have said it earlier."

Chen Hanzhang's inadvertent "you" made Lao Han feel that he was classified as outside the circle.Lao Han's self-esteem was hurt for the first time, he turned around and left the barracks.

This is their first fight.My old Han ignored Chen Hanzhang's repeated calls from behind, and went straight.Lao Han, who was walking with his head sullen, bumped into the head of the regiment outside the barracks.

"What are you doing so rashly?" asked the head of the regiment.

The head of the regiment, surnamed Lin, is less than 40 years old. He is about the same height as Chen Hanzhang. The son is straight, big Lin Wenlong.In the past when the meeting was held, head Lin often gave lectures at the meeting.

"Hello, Commander!" Seeing that he bumped into someone, Lao Han immediately stood at attention, and saluted the Commander with a "snap".

Seeing Lao Han's respectful expression, the group leader looked at Lao Han and smiled: "It's so hot, what's going on?"

"Reporting to the head, there is nothing wrong." Old Han kept his eyes fixed.

"What's your name? Where is your place of origin?" the head of the group asked with a smile.

"Reporting regiment leader, my name is Han Jun. My family is from Xi'an, and I am a rural soldier." Perhaps the last sentence was for Chen Hanzhang.

The head of the regiment laughed, "How are the soldiers from Shaanxi? Our home is not far from Shaanxi. I heard you speak in a Henan dialect. Is your squad leader here?"

Chen Hanzhang flashed out of the room quickly: "Hello, Commander Lin!" After paying the military salute, his voice was high-pitched and his expression was high.He really didn't expect that the head of the group would come to the dormitory to find him in person.

Head Lin smiled: "There's nothing wrong, I'll come here casually. Recently, your political studies have been doing well. You published the blackboard newspaper, right? The writing is not bad!"

"Thank you for the encouragement, head!" Chen Hanzhang saluted the head again with a "snap".

The head of the group glanced at Lao Han and said, "You go first!"

Old Han looked back at Chen Hanzhang and left in a hurry.

On the top of the mountain, Lao Han sat on a big rock with his head bowed, thinking about his thoughts.It hadn't been like this for a long time, and he was very sad.

In the eyes of many people, being a soldier is a springboard for life.If something happens, it is possible to make a career in the sky.Many rural youths, starting from their service in the army, are appreciated by their leaders and are likely to be promoted to study in military academies. They stay in the army until they change jobs, get urban hukou, eat public food, and are envied by countless people in their hometown for a lifetime.At that time, cadres who were transferred from work often had good places to go, either to work in administrative agencies such as public security, procuratorate, or law, or to be the section chief of the security department in a large enterprise.Otherwise, why did people at that time like to be soldiers?Isn't it because of the future?

At that time, my old Han, even though he knew these truths, but with his very stubborn personality, he didn't like to show favor to others at all, and he couldn't do things like flattery and gain the upper hand.Now, he has this special feeling for Chen Hanzhang again, how much he hopes that Chen Hanzhang can be like him, the two of them will never have any relationship with women, and they will just get along like this for the rest of their lives.

Although he had such a strong desire, he also knew that Chen Hanzhang was different from him.Chen Hanzhang has the foundation for his success.Chen Hanzhang's pen and chalk writing are outstanding, and the love writing is full of flowers.During the class meeting, if he speaks with one mouth, the logic and rigor of his thinking are not to mention. In addition, his brain is active, which can leave a good impression on almost all comrades in arms, and he will also flatter the leader.

Compared with Chen Hanzhang, Lao Han was very inferior. He felt that Chen Hanzhang was not a horse in the circle, not a chicken on the rack.He even wondered if he had any brains back then, to have feelings for this person, and to almost die on him!

Will they have a future?What kind of future will there be?

However, this was the first time in his life that he had such feelings for someone, and during such a period of time, this kind of feelings made him boundlessly intoxicated and unable to extricate himself.To make him give up, it is really better to kill him!

Old Han was very depressed.

When he was thinking wildly and had no idea, he heard familiar footsteps, and he knew that Chen Hanzhang had come to look for him.

"Han Jun, I have good news for you. The head of the regiment hinted at me that I'm about to join the party!" Chen Hanzhang couldn't help being excited, and he wanted to share his good mood with Lao Han.

Old Han of my family sat there like a stone, without moving, stubbornly standing there without looking up.

Chen Hanzhang came forward and kissed Lao Han on the cheek with a "slap", "I was talking to you, did you hear me?!"

It is impossible for Lao Han not to hear.In Lao Han's ears, Chen Hanzhang's voice is the best in the world, and Chen Hanzhang's face is the most beautiful smiling face in the world.After staying on this mountain for a long time, he has been waiting for Chen Hanzhang, and he has always wanted to hear Chen Hanzhang's familiar footsteps.

However, looking at Chen Hanzhang's yellow military shoes on the ground and his thick feet, Lao Han said angrily, "I'm deaf, I can't hear!"

Chen Hanzhang came up to hug Lao Han with a smile, put his lips around Lao Han, and began to bite him.