dance like a butterfly

Coming out of the elevator, I feel thirsty.Looking around, there is no storefront where you can drink water.Walking forward, I saw a green book stand not far away, there should be drinks for sale, I think.

Today's book kiosks are really diversified. In addition to books and drinks, they even sell cigarettes.

The sky was gloomy, and the cold wind blew over, making the dead branches of the paulownia trees beside the road whine.The short privet and holly under the Second Ring Bridge, and the sparse and abrupt palm trees still have snow-covered clothes hanging on them. In the flower beds, the thick snow is messed up by various shrubs with unknown names. .

My face was a little hot, and I squatted by the leeward wall of the road, looking at the fine snow particles on the ground that were blown back and forth for a while. I drank Coke and smoked a cigarette at the same time.

From now on, Lao Zuo shouldn't bother me again, right?I should be able to live with Lao Han wholeheartedly, right?

Meimei and Haohao are Lao Han's sweethearts, Haohao is young, fortunately, he has a strong affection for me.As long as I have a good relationship with Haohao in the future, when he grows up, even if he knows what kind of relationship I have with Lao Han, since I have treated him well for many years, he will not object too much.

But what about Meme?This sensitive and subjective girl made it clear that she wanted Lao Han to find a woman for her family!

Thinking of Lao Zuo's daughter I met just now, and thinking of the innocent words she said, I immediately felt unconfident about myself.

In the eyes of children, what kind of family is complete?Both parents!Haohao is young, boys carelessly can't think of these things, but what about Meimei?Lao Han told me that if something happened to him, he would settle the matter.But, if I'm not a man, can Meimei be so separated from me?Why does Lao Han waste his time talking?The things about me and Lao Zuo have already hurt a little girl of about ten years old. For Meimei, what kind of blow will she suffer?

A feeling of sadness came over me.Suddenly, I felt that in this world, I was really a disaster.

This winter afternoon in the city of Xi'an, my emotions were disturbed by several children and I was very disturbed.

After drinking a bottle of Coke, four or five cigarette butts were scattered on the ground, my feet were numb, but my mind was even more confused, and I didn't know what to do.Cars drove by in front of me, and the hot and cold winds blew across my face alternately. My heart was in such a mess that I even wanted to die.

Suddenly, a car caught my attention.A black Audi with license plate Shan A68**68. Isn’t this Lao Han’s car?I was surprised, what is Lao Han doing here?Could he be looking for me?

Just thinking of this, the phone in his pocket rang.

I was very nervous. If Lao Han knew that I was going to see Lao Zuo in the afternoon, and if he knew the details, he would come here to find me. After returning, he would definitely have nothing to do with me!I answered the phone tremblingly, only to hear the crisp dissatisfaction: "Fourth Uncle, I'm frozen like a popsicle! Why don't you come back!"

A warm current surged into my heart, this silly boy is still waiting for me at the roller skating rink.

"Oh, it's so cold, why don't you go home?"

"Fourth Uncle, as you said, come whenever you go, I won't wait for you here, I'm afraid you won't find me here when you come back!"

A child's heart is as exquisite and transparent as an emerald without impurities.

"Okay, fourth uncle will be back soon."

After hanging up the phone, I opened my eyes to look at Audi, and it was long gone.Could it be that my eyes are dazzled, or that the shadow of a cup bow and snake is suspicious?

Forget it, don't think about it, let's go see Xiao Haohao.Thinking about it in the long run, firstly, I really hit it off with this kid, it's rare that he likes me so much; secondly, don't I have to count on him in the future?If I want to really integrate into this family, I have to treat this child as my own.

When I returned to the roller skating rink almost an hour later, the street lights had already started to come on.Only Haohao was left on the roller skating rink, holding on to the iron fence and staring in a daze.

"Fourth Uncle, you don't keep your word!" The little guy curled his lips and turned his face away.

My heart warms up again.A child, just because I said I would come back, he waited for me all afternoon in the cold wind!Think about Lao Zuo's daughter that I saw in the afternoon, how similar they are, how they wish to be with the person they like!This need to be held in high regard satisfies me.Whether it is Lao Zuo's daughter or Lao Han's son, after losing the love of a loved one, they long for someone to care about them. What can I bring to them?What else can I do for them?

There was a sudden warmth in my heart, and I hugged him tightly in my arms: "I'm sorry, Haohao, I'm really sorry, Fourth Uncle has something to delay. Fourth Uncle promises that this will never happen again, forgive Si How is uncle?"

Haohao lay quietly in my arms, and suddenly, I heard a wow, and the child cried.

I panicked: "What's the matter with you? Blame the fourth uncle. The fourth uncle shouldn't have left you here all afternoon. Haohao stopped crying. You are already in junior high school and you are a man. You should be like Like your father, anyone who looks at it will feel safe."

If you don't mention Lao Han, the child cries even harder: "Don't mention my father, he has been the head of this village as long as I can remember. Take me out to play when you have time! You are my fourth uncle, so I expect you to play with me often in the future, don't you often find excuses to ignore me?"