dance like a butterfly

Coming out of Lao Han's house, I wandered sadly all the way.With his head down, he suddenly bumped into a person at the door of a small restaurant around the corner.Before I looked up, I was a little dizzy from the smell of alcohol all over my body.

The man scolded: "You are fucking blind, you dare to bump into your uncle, you are courting death!"

Just as he was talking, one arm swung round, and the big ear scraper fell down as soon as he saw it.

I just couldn't find an outlet to vent my shame and grief and anger all day long.Looking up, I saw that the other party was a bald man who was still shorter than me, and I stretched out my hand to block it: "Keep your mouth clean! Who are you, uncle? Grandson, you think I'm easy to bully?!"

The bald head and small eyes glared: "Fuck your grandma! Which ball was drilled out of a latrine? How dare you talk back, I'm tired of working!"

As soon as the words fell, I was punched in the chest.

Seeing a big gap in his lower abdomen, I kicked him hard: "Get down, grandson!"

There is still snow on the frozen road in winter. After I kicked it out, my bald head fell to the ground with a muffled grunt.

I haven't had a fight with anyone in a long time.I also know that a newcomer should be nice.However, the anger and oppression I have suffered all day has already made me lose my mind, and I also drank a little wine just now, so I can't control it much!Whoever you are, should I be beaten?If you can hit me, I can hit you!What happened to me beating you?At worst, I will lose money to see a doctor for you!Otherwise, I will be beaten to death by you!

It's the same everywhere.As soon as they saw the fight, there was a whoosh, and a large group of spectators rushed forward, and many idlers clamored: "Fight, fight, fight hard!"

That bald head must be used to domineering, he wanted to bluff twice to convince me, but he didn't expect that I wouldn't buy it.He didn't even think that he would suffer a big loss, and he became angry for a while.As he got up from the ground, he fumbled for the phone in his waist.Pointing at me while dialing the number: "Okay, okay, grandson, you have the guts, don't move, if I don't kill you today, my surname will not be Zhang!"

I stood aside and just sneered.

Someone went over and whispered to the bald head's ear.

The bald head was stunned, and the demeanor that had been so angry just now suddenly faltered.Like an actor, he quickly changed his smile, slapped himself on the face, and said to himself: "I'm a bastard! I don't know Taishan with my eyes!"

After finishing speaking, he staggered up and clasped his fists at me: "So it's brother Xiaohui! Blame brother for drinking too much, you don't remember villains, come on, come on, come on, brother invites you to drink, it's an apology Bar."

After speaking, he reached out to pull me.

Seeing the bald man who was a few years older than me suddenly call out to my elder brother with flattering voices, I felt sick to my stomach.

The world is so snobbish.

I pushed his hand away and was about to speak, when suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder: "It turned out that Zhang Shuo and Brother Xiaohui had sex. The water really rushed into the Dragon King Temple!"

I turned my face away, but Heidan came out of the crowd with a smile on his face.

"You didn't suffer, did you? Brother Xiaohui." Heidan laughed.

Seeing that I was standing aside and ignoring him noncommittally, Heidan stepped forward and patted Zhang Shuo on the forehead: "You don't even know Brother Xiaohui, are you thinking about being in Xiaohui again?" Got two coins on my brother? Are you crazy about poverty? Hurry up and confess to Brother Xiaohui!"

Hearing this, Zhang Mouse was disgustingly well-behaved: "Brother Xiaohui, please forgive me once."

I'm only now realizing the benefits of being strong.If Lao Han hadn't been the village head, if I hadn't been Lao Han's "god brother", who would urinate on me?It is a certainty that I will earn a gang fight today.

The clear is from the turbid, and the turbid is from the turbid. A gust of cold wind blows, and I suddenly realize that I am pretending to be a philistine, and I blush with shame.

Not only did the resentment that was lingering in my heart not vent, but it became even more unpleasant.Before he finished speaking, I walked away.

Heidan stopped me: "I must drink the wine to make amends to brother Xiaohui, won't brother Xiaohui give brother face?"

I just recalled it now, what did I do?Isn't this Bai Shengsheng's shoes stuffed in the black mud?How did you provoke these dead dogs and rotten children?

"I still have something to do, I have to go back." How could I get mixed up with them?

However, the two of them couldn't help but talk and pull me: "This is really not acquaintances, Brother Xiaohui, please save face."

Suddenly, a voice shouted from behind: "Xiaohui, what are you still dawdling about?"

At some point, Lao Han was already standing behind me.

Seeing Lao Han with a tiger's face, Hei Dan and Zhang Mouse hurriedly left me, and went to flirt with Lao Han with a smile.The two of them bowed their waists and passed cigarettes, but they didn't care about the crowd watching.

Lao Han gave me a look, I understood, and saw the crowd flashed a way, and walked away sideways.

I went back to Yaxin Garden alone, turned on the lights, and stood in the huge new house, surrounded by the heating system. I suddenly felt like I was dreaming.

Happiness is like a gust of air, it comes so fast, this house is the love nest of Lao Han and me!

Sadness is also like a gust of wind, rushing to my heart. In the gap of incompatibility in this world, the relationship between me and Lao Han is lingering!

Looking at the clock on the wall and listening to its ticking, I squatted on the ground and covered my face.

After rummaging in the wine cabinet, I turned out a bottle of Changyu Centennial.I don't know when Lao Han hid this wine.

Pour this bright red and fragrant liquid into the goblet, and my heart is filled with warmth in an instant.Swirl the red wine lightly, and lean on the rim of the glass to take a deep breath, the indescribable aroma began to spread in my body along with a stream of air.

Should I take it easy?I asked myself.

Who is depressed and frightened all day long like me?Maybe I'm the only idiot in this world!Isn't there a lot of people who are intoxicated with money and money?Don't they still live in style?Why should I be afraid of this today and that tomorrow?What's the big deal?Am I not gay?Isn't homosexuality human?Shouldn't homosexuals have their own love?Why should I be entangled with myself, and why should I be entangled with Lao Han again?What am I afraid of?In the face of a sincere relationship, who should I be afraid of?You Tian Zhenzhen met Lao Zuo, that was your fate, Lao Zuo met me, I met Lao Han, this is all arranged by God for us one by one!I'm afraid that if you Tian Zhenzhen, I'm a bear!If you don't let me go, what can you do to me?I have nothing else, just this bad life!You can take it anytime you want!

Things in the world are originally one thing descending another thing, either the east wind overwhelms the west wind, or the west wind overwhelms the east wind.When you are strong, I am weak, and vice versa.Hei Dan, are you good?After meeting Lao Han, are you still as good as a cat?But what about Lao Han, when he sees the child, isn't he still docile like a little sheep with his affectionate look?

Thinking of Lao Han's child, and thinking of Meimei, I suddenly became as wilted as a beaten eggplant.

Glass after glass, the red wine was poured down by me.I don't understand the affairs of this world, and I don't understand this human relationship. I just feel that the rich mellow aroma and sweetness of red wine are slowly fading in my mouth.

A stream of heat in my body swirled and stirred, making me want to jump up, rush to the street, and shout "I love Lao Han" in that crowded place.But the boundless tiredness made me want to surrender, to curl up in the corner and cover my eyes tremblingly.

The stamina of the red wine slowly surged up, I tremblingly touched the side of the bed, and rolled down on the soft and spacious bed.

Feeling that his face was extremely hot, he couldn't help hugging the pillow to cover his face.Suddenly, a few pieces of paper floated down the pillow and landed on my chest.Grabbing it slowly, forcing his eyelids open, there are a few eye-catching characters in the haze: "China Life Insurance Agreement"!

Whose insurance policy?Old Han?Stick it on your face to see the signature.

Hong Xiaojun!mine?After carefully distinguishing the notes, I smiled. This is clearly Lao Han's crooked handwriting!

Lao Han bought me the insurance!

Lao Han actually bought me a pension insurance without my knowledge!