dance like a butterfly

Lao Han didn't speak, but lowered his head and bit his arm. When he looked up, I saw a neat row of bloodstains on his arm.

Seeing me throwing the microphone over, he grabbed my shoulders and pressed my face firmly against his chest.My throat was a little choked, and I said, "What are you doing? Why bother to torture yourself? Does my heart not hurt?"

Lao Han looked at me with bright eyes: "Xiaohui, you can sing very well. I didn't expect you to sing so well. I understand what you mean, I really do. Men don't say the word love easily , this word requires a lot of things, and it takes a long time to experience it slowly with your heart. I really don't want the feeling of rapidly heating up like ours to come and go quickly!"

"Brother, no, no, I won't anyway."

"Hehe, I don't want to say these things anymore. Although I love to listen to it, it's boring to say it. Come on, give me the microphone, and I will sing you a play, Meihu's "The Butcher's Champion""

Old Han grinned and wanted to sit up, I held him down and said, "Brother, if it hurts, it's the same as singing on the bed."

"You think your brother is made of mud, that place is like rubber, spoil it! It will be fine."

Lao Han still got out of bed, even though he was still so uncomfortable.

I also know a little about the outline of the story of "The Butcher's Champion". I used to go to Nanmen Square or Yuxiangmen Big Turntable to watch Passion Square. Many fanciers often sang excerpts. Among them, the plot arias of Dang Fengying and Hu Shan are already classic arias of Qin Opera .

Lao Han sang every word with great concentration, especially when he sang "I am used to listening to the sarcastic remarks in the world, I am used to seeing the world's high eyebrows and low eyes, such intimate words warm my heart every sentence", Only then did I understand the real purpose of his choice of this aria.

Many stories begin with sweet tears.

I hold a kind of gratitude in my heart. At this moment, I am grateful to God for being kind to me and letting me savor the taste of love carefully.

Later, I put my arms around Lao Han, pressed my face against his, kissed and kissed, and slowly fell asleep.

I don't know how long it took, maybe I was tired from lying in one position, and I wanted to turn over, only to see him looking at me with his eyes open.

"Brother, didn't you sleep?" I asked in surprise.

When Lao Han saw that I was awake, he touched my head and said, "You can't see enough, why sleep. Besides, I don't have so much sleepiness like your age. As the saying goes: I don't get enough sleep before the age of 30. , I didn’t fall asleep after thirty. Haha”

This old Han makes people so happy when they make jokes.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"Maybe after one o'clock in the morning."

After thinking about it, I still have a question to ask Lao Han.

"Brother, I want to ask you something. You don't go home at night, and you don't see your sister-in-law calling you. Does she care if you spend the night outside?"

Lao Han's face was a little gray, and he recovered after a while.

"Brother, it's a long story. Your sister-in-law really broke my brain. My mother passed away early. Before she passed away, someone mentioned your sister-in-law to me. I didn't agree with it when I met her. At that time, I was 22, and it was time to start a family in the countryside. There is a custom in our local area, that is, if there is an elderly person in the family who has passed away and no family is married, either get married before the old person passes 20 days, or get married I have to wait until the third anniversary. After my mother passed away, my father refused to agree to me. He asked me to get married all the time, and made trouble with me with tears and nose all day long. Seeing how pitiful the old man was, I got married. But once the marriage was concluded, This brings me to the problem. Your sister-in-law is a person with high eyesight and low power. She loves vanity very much, and she can't talk about what is in her head. In the past [-] years, she has caused me a lot of bad things. Alas, she has a bad temper. The family scriptures are hard to read. Since I became the head of this village, I can’t let her know many things, and it’s gradually getting divided. She’s hot for a while and cold for a while. When she’s good, she’ll tease you endlessly Love, it’s not good, it’s worse than a thief, this is also the most heart-warming thing for me in the past few decades. To put it bluntly, I haven’t slept in the same bed for many years. This is also good, I met you, brother really I think it's a kind of compensation."

After listening to Lao Han's long talk, I stopped talking.From our passion and romance to the helplessness of reality, one of my questions made old Han reincarnate in heaven and earth, what else can I say?

If Lao Han has several choices in terms of warmth, at this moment, how I hope that I am his only standard answer.

"Then you, are you going well as the village head?"

I made another talkative mistake, and after asking, I wanted to slap myself in the face.

I quickly said: "Brother, you pretend I didn't ask, I'm really sick, why ask this?"

Old Han laughed. "Look at what you said, if my brother doesn't ask, who should I ask? Don't say that. After seeing each other often, you will gradually understand. A village, a poor village, this village head is easy to be, you just need Don't be greedy for selfishness, do practical things for the masses, everyone can see the political achievements, and naturally have prestige when speaking, and everything can be done easily. When a village, like our village in the city, suddenly becomes rich, everyone's hearts will be disturbed. It's neat, many people always think that the village head is enriching his own pockets, and many unwarranted charges come. In addition, now the branch and the village head are divided, and the branch has its own faction, the problem is complicated, and opinions on many things are not unified. , It also means that there is no way to implement specific things. Hey, let’s not talk about it, I will be guilty of adding such a psychological burden to you.”

I smiled: "Brother, I hope to reduce some psychological pressure for you, so let all your unhappiness come over and cling to me, and let all my good mood follow you."

Old Han was amused by my silly words.

He patted my head; "My silly brother! It's rare for you to think like that."

At the same time, I was also happy, Lao Han said, the sentence that we often meet in the future clearly means that I can go to him in a legitimate way.

If so, how is he going to get me from behind the scenes to the front?

The development of the relationship with Lao Han is beyond my expectation.

I've grown to like him.I like him definitely not because I have a skin-to-skin relationship with him. Sex and love are two different things, and one size belongs to the other.

Lao Han's appearance makes me feel very comfortable, and he is also very strong and capable.

His age, because of the beard, looks a bit older, but his appearance is often difficult to equate with his actual age. It is estimated that he is less than 20 years older than me, but this age is very safe.

In addition, for me, he has a very attractive position, which makes me full of freshness.Nowadays, people are too self-conscious, and when they have money, they are quite disobedient. How Lao Han gathered a plate of scattered sand into a stone is undoubtedly as exciting to me as reading a detective novel.

It is true that his education is not high, but he does things, so far, it seems that he is very measured.

Besides, he also has a lot of social experience, which is especially valuable to me.Social experience is something that has gone through many detours and suffered a lot in exchange for it, and it cannot be measured by money at all.

I don't need to think about anything else now, as long as he treats me sincerely, what else can I ask of him?

I can't take advantage of him again and again, and his money didn't fall from the sky.If feelings and money are confused, then the feelings will change, and I will really look down on myself.Although Lao Han mentioned the words "gay lover", we are not married after all. His marriage certificate does not have my name and photo, so we can only be friends.

At this point, I'm going to keep my head down.

Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Lao Han said: "Brother, you are in a daze, what are you thinking?"

I came back to my senses and stroked his chest hair: "Brother, how old are you this year?"

Lao Han said, "I'm old, I'm 44. If we didn't have such an intimate relationship, you would have to call me uncle. I'm more than 20 years older than you, right? My daughter is about the same age as you."

Seeing him smiling, I corrected him: "Where is it? I am already 25, and you are only less than 20 years older than me. How can your girl be similar to me? Also, I like your age too."

Old Han said: "She is nineteen, and she is a sophomore in college."

Seeing Lao Han mentioning his child's happy appearance, you can see how much he likes her, "I have a boy, fifteen, and a second grader in junior high!"

"Hehe, one son and one daughter, you are a god!"

He patted me lightly on the back and said, "It's all about you!"

Seeing Lao Han's intoxicated look, I kissed him on the face, and he quickly began to kiss me. This time, it was very lingering and gentle. I was really satisfied when I was entangled with him. I can't bear to leave here at this time.

However, he has been delayed for too long today, and he must be very tired.

After a while, when he let go of me, I said, "Brother, I want to go back."

He hesitated slightly, and smiled: "I know what you mean. Well, let's go back. If it's really bright and bright, it's really not suitable."

At this time, Chengyun Village was still sleeping soundly, and everything was so quiet. Looking at the watch, it was almost five o'clock.

After driving south for 5 minutes, Lao Han gently leaned the car against the side of the road, turned on the driving lights in the car, and Lao Han took out a box from his purse, which was a very beautiful maroon red slender gift box.

He handed it to me without saying a word, just looked at me with a smile, and the indescribable kindness and warmth in his eyes were shining brightly.

"What is it?"

"Open it and see if you like it?"

I slowly opened it, and on the red velvet lining of the box, lay a gold necklace warmly, under the light of the car lights, it shone with metallic luster bluntly, like a naked beauty, quietly Lying on the beach, waiting for his lover to take her home affectionately.

Seeing that I didn't make a sound, Lao Han kissed me lightly on the face: "Why, you don't like it?"

I said nothing.It's not that I don't like it, I just thought about not wanting his things and not spending his money.

This chain is at least 3000 yuan or more.

"Don't worry, don't think that I bought it for you with dirty money. Your brother is not that kind of person. This is the first time I have given something to someone sincerely. If you don't accept it, I will have an idea."

What Lao Han said is very pertinent.

My nose was a little sour, and I paused and said: "I know what you mean, things are a bit expensive, I have never received such expensive gifts from others. I am still not used to it, besides, what can I give you in return to be with you?" match?"

Old Han laughed, and kissed me on the forehead: "What a stupid brother. What is a chain? If you can stay by my side in the future, I will be satisfied. Besides, I am already yours ? You still care about a chain? I don’t want you to give me anything in return, as long as you are happy. Come, brother, bring it to you.”

What else can I say, it is easy to find a priceless treasure, but it is rare to have a lover.

One of my teardrops fell down and dripped on the back of the hand that Lao Han was putting on the chain for me. He raised his hand, sucked it with his lips, and said with a smile: "Look, you gave me the pearl from the heart, I ate it all in my stomach and merged with my heart, this is the best gift you gave me."

I was amused by him again.

He continued to make fun of me: "Xiaohui, do you know why I gave you the chain? It is - to tie you up, firmly, even if you want to jump. Hehe"

I held him tightly in my arms and glued mouth to mouth together again.

Yeah, meeting someone like him, what more could I ask for

I kept repeating in my heart, I must treat him well, I must treat him well.

It was dawn, and sanitation workers were already sweeping the early-falling autumn leaves on the road.

In reluctance, we stopped this tempting entanglement.

Send me to Yuxiang Gate, and I won't let him send me off again, for fear of running into acquaintances.

The traffic on the street started to get a little bustling, and I didn't dare to have any more intimate behaviors with Lao Han, so I said, "Brother, you go back, I'll be there in a few minutes, you go back."

But he refused desperately, saying that he would only leave after seeing my back disappear.

Unable to be persuaded, I stomped my feet, waved my hands, and walked forward three steps at a time.

Looking back, Lao Han was still smiling at the window.

The dim streetlights shone on his smile, revealing the exhaustion and happiness on his face.

It was this morning that Lao Han's expression was fixed on the bank of the cool moat, fixed in my heart, and could never be shaken off.