Me and Boss Bear

It was almost dark, and the whole sky was filled with the darkness before night.The neon lights on both sides of the road have been lit up one after another.The car passed by quickly, making the lights on the side of the road turn into flashes of memory in my eyes, coming soon, but going faster, fleeting... The phone rang and rang, I just pretended I didn't hear it... …

"Sir, where are you going?" Suddenly, the driver thought I was strange, so he broke the silence and asked me looking at me through the rearview mirror.I'm covering my wet eyes with my right hand, but the tears all over my face give it away...

Yeah, where should I go?Going back to the old Liu's house as before, lying on the bed and not talking, letting the tears flow down, let's vent?Or just pack up and go back to the small rental house that really belongs to me like before?I have no idea.I don't want to go back. Going back to either place will cause me endless pain, and I can't bear it.

I wiped my wet eyes with my hands, wiped away the tears on my face, and said softly, "Go to Hongda Real Estate Company..."

Suddenly feel very tired.I can't remember how long it's been, I've been entangled and noisy, but I finally came to this step.This relationship has allowed me to taste a lot of tastes that I have never tasted before. I can no longer describe it with ups and downs, and I can't even tell what kind of feeling it is.I really can't bear it, the love I put my whole heart out of, I don't want it to end like this, the sudden heart-wrenching pain finally pulled me back from the fantasy of the future, at that moment, my heart was broken.

Lao Liu, can you explain to me again?Explain to me why you did this to me!I will forgive you!I'm still fantasizing, fantasizing for myself, still fantasizing that Lao Liu and I can be like before...

The car stopped under the Hongda Company Building in the commercial center.I got out of the car, raised my head slightly, and looked around at the tall buildings rising from the ground to the sky. I immediately realized how small I was in this city.I don't know why I want to come to Mr. Qian, I didn't call him, I just wanted to see him, as if he had really become my talisman and someone I could confide in whenever I was sad.

When I came upstairs, the door of his office was closed tightly, and no matter how hard I knocked, there would be no response, until a staff member like a female secretary told me that Mr. Qian did not come to the company today.

I just walked out of Hongda in a daze.The moment I stepped out of the gate of Hongda Company, I suddenly realized how cheap and cowardly I was.

Mr. Qian used to like me so much, maybe he still likes me so much now.However, since the moment I insisted on being with Lao Liu, I rejected Mr. Qian.It was this person who was rejected by me, who helped me enthusiastically over and over again, without any selfish desires, but to help the person he loved pursue happiness.Not only did I accept his help with a cheeky face, but now, whenever I encounter unhappy things, I come to trouble him.I only cared about my own pain, but never considered Mr. Qian's feelings. In name, he taught me how to get back Lao Liu, but I can imagine how much heartache he endured behind his back every time he helped me...

I am too cowardly, and even my emotional heartbreak has to be healed by others.Whenever I get hurt, I always want to get help from others. Mr. Qian has already helped me a lot. I can't bother him anymore. It's time to deal with my own feelings...

Walking in a trance pace, walking on the noisy street.It was already dark innocence, and all the lights in the streets and alleys were lit up.It's been a long time since I saw this city carefully, and I really didn't realize that this city can be so beautiful!In the towering commercial building, lights are turned on on each floor. Standing on the street and looking from a distance, the white lights form a symmetrical and interesting pattern.The neon lights seem to have never been so gorgeous, as if they want to burst out all the electricity and show people the most beautiful radiance.

Unknowingly, I walked to the bar that used to be, the bar where I had a sweet experience with him that time, and my heart couldn't help being moved.I'm just a coward, I still can't forget everything before, I can't help but remember it.Immediately, his eyes turned red again, but if he sees such a bar in the future, he probably won't feel relieved like this again.

Stepping into the bar, there are not too many people in the bar, and they are mostly young people, but there are indeed middle-aged people chatting over drinks, there are men and women.The atmosphere in the bar is not too cold, there is light DJ music playing, smiling faces come into view, am I not suitable here tonight?

Sitting in front of the bar, I asked the waiter for two glasses of high-strength foreign wine, one on the left and one on the right, one for you, one for me, and I will drink first.This was the first time he and I came here. I still remember that we were talking and laughing at that time, and the guy at the bar thought we were father and son, which made old Liu laugh from ear to ear.Now it's all gone, it's all over, like a game, like a dream...

Holding the wine glass, I looked at the young people in the bar who were excited with the DJ music, and listened to the guitar playing and singing of the singer on the stage.The wine in the wine glass took one sip after another, and after drinking it, I asked for another glass, and I didn't want to think about anything, because thinking too much would make me more tired.Raise a glass to relieve worries and worry more, then I don’t worry about anything, it’s time to forget, tonight, I only drink.

I don't know how long it took, I was almost drunk, and when I was in a trance, my phone rang.I took it out and saw that it belonged to Lao Liu. I had made so many calls before and didn’t answer any of them. I must have been unable to find me.But my brain has been paralyzed by alcohol, and the sadness, complaints, and sour water in my heart are all poured out without restraint.

"Hello?" I connected the phone with the spirit of alcohol, and my words were a little rap.

"Hey! Xiao Lin, where are you?" Old Liu was really anxious and couldn't wait to ask me where I was.

"You don't care where I am, let me tell you, I have nothing to do with you now." I forced my tongue around and said drunkenly, "How good I am now, shopping alone, drinking alone, I don't need you to accompany me By your side!" I emphasized the words in the latter sentence word by word.

"Stop making trouble, okay, why are you talking like this? How much wine did you drink? Where are you?..."

"Where I am is none of your business, I have nothing to do with you! I can drink as much as I want, and as long as I want!"

My head was heavy, and I was dizzy, and I didn't want to say anything to him anymore. Tears had already flowed across my face and dripped into the wine glass on the table.I ignored the urgent call of "Hello! Xiao Lin! Hello? Hello..." and hung up the phone decisively.

I lay down on the table, my facial expression suddenly twisted.Want to cry, but don't want to cry, tears poured out of the wet eye sockets, and slid down the table along the tear stains on his face, even his heart was full of pain from the lava burn.He raised his head abruptly, wiped the tears all over his face with a flick of his sleeve, picked up the wine glass, and drank it down again...

I don't know how long it took, but I was so drunk that I almost couldn't even stand still.Gently shaking his head, there was still half a glass of wine left on the table in front of him, he grabbed the wine glass unsteadily, picked it up, and was about to pour it into his stomach, when suddenly a strong body appeared beside him, standing upright, tall and mighty , giving an irresistible deterrent.The wine glass was snatched away, and the wine was spilled everywhere. I turned my head unsteadily, and looked at the man in front of me with dazed eyes. It was Lao Liu!

I never thought that Lao Liu would appear in front of me at such a time.Seeing Lao Liu's tightly frowning, wide-eyed face, I smiled, so bitterly, so sadly, because I saw Lu Wei standing behind Lao Liu!

"Why are you here? Boss Liu?" I asked mockingly, then took the wine glass again and shook it to see if there was any wine in it.

Lao Liu snatched my wine glass again and yelled at me, "Xiao Lin, what are you doing?! Why do you drink so much and make yourself like this?"

I looked at the angry old Liu, and out of the corner of my eye, I inadvertently saw Lu Wei behind him with his hands crossed on his chest and his face full of hatred.I opened my mouth and laughed, and said disdainfully, "Hehehe, can you control it?".

Old Liu was taken aback, stood there looking at me, and asked in disbelief, "What did you say?"

"I said..." I turned my head, opened my eyes and looked at him gently, but stared at him with wide bloodshot eyes in an instant, and suddenly shouted "You don't care about my business!".I tried my best to say this to Lao Liu, I didn't expect to say that myself, this shout attracted strange eyes from other guests nearby.

"Snapped!!!"

As soon as I finished speaking, before my whole body could react, Lao Liu had already slapped me hard on the face.I was stunned for a moment, turned my head slowly, and saw that Lao Liu was already trembling with anger, even the right hand that hit me just now was still trembling.Old Liu's eyes were really staring fiercely, he was really angry, he had never looked at me with such eyes, it made me dare not face him squarely.Lu Wei was also completely stunned, perhaps no one could have imagined such a scene.

The face was so painful from the beating that it was already hot.I just came back to my senses, touched my cheek, and looked at Lao Liu in disbelief, and Lao Liu immediately weakened, maybe he also felt that this was too much and inappropriate.

"How dare you hit me?! What right do you have to hit me?" I was also furious.

"What are you talking about and why? You want to break up with me? What do you mean I can't control it? If I can't control it, who else can control it?" Seeing this, Lao Liu's tone became tough again.

I looked at Lao Liu, gradually relaxed, leaned back on the back of the chair, took out a cigarette and lit a cigarette, and my mind became much clearer. "I think...we should be okay now, Old Liu."

Lao Liu's pupils dilated instantly, then he narrowed his eyes and took a step forward.I sat and he stood and he leaned down and looked me in the eyes and said "how can you say that?"

I turned my gaze elsewhere, not wanting to look at Lao Liu again.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lao Liu immediately got angry again, pulled me over, looked at me squarely and said, "What can you tell me to do about what happened this afternoon? You want to beat someone in the company, don't you want me to Are you going to criticize Lu Wei for you? Is it because we are together now that you can use this to fight Lu Weiwei?"

"Yes yes yes! That's right, I did everything wrong!" I kept nodding.

"Don't fool me, no one has wronged you!" Old Liu roared again. "You said, what did I do wrong?"

"You did a great job, absolutely right!"

"Then why do you do this? You talk like that to separate me, you know? What exactly do you want me to do? Tell me! What do I have to do to make you happy?" Lao Liu almost went mad, and pulled shouted at my clothes.

"Old Liu, I have no right to ask you anything? Lu Wei and I are both here. It is your choice who you are with, and I have no right to interfere. But since you chose to be with me, you should not If you are worried about Lu Wei, you should not have anything to do with him; similarly, if you choose to be with Lu Wei, you should not talk to me like this!..." I said to Old Liu intently.

After hearing this, Lao Liu frowned and said, "How many times do you need me to say it before you understand?" After speaking, Lao Liu stood up straight, turned around suddenly and pulled Lu Wei over, pointed at Lu Wei, and said to me. Said, "Look, I brought Lu Wei, I have nothing with him, if you don't believe me, you can ask him, you can ask him!"

I looked at Lao Liu and suddenly smiled wryly.I staggered up from the chair, leaned on the table and looked at Lao Liu and said, "I believe, I absolutely believe that you and Lu Wei have nothing, but your heart deceives your actions."

Old Liu was taken aback when he heard this, a little confused, so he frowned and looked at him stupidly, his face full of doubts.Lu Wei behind Lao Liu didn't speak, just looked at me and Lao Liu dumbly.

I tried my best to keep myself awake, and tried my best to control my emotions. The me after tonight may not be the same me as before.Seeing that Lao Liu stopped talking, I called the waiter to pay the bill, then turned to Lao Liu and said, "You two stay here and drink slowly. I'm done drinking and it's time to go home." After speaking, I walked crookedly. He walked out, but he didn't want to be pulled back by Lao Liu. He couldn't stand still and leaned against the wall.

"Let go!" I stared at Lao Liu and said coldly.

"Where are you going? You drink like this..."

"You don't care!" Before Lao Liu finished speaking, I yelled and blocked his words. After finishing speaking, I shook off his hand suddenly, walked out again, and was pulled back by him again.

"Stop making trouble, Xiao Lin, you've been drinking too much, shall we go home?" Lao Liu supported me and asked me beseechingly. "I know that I have done a lot of things to make you sad, but I have no other intentions, you believe me, I only have you in my heart!" After finishing speaking, Lao Liu looked at me affectionately.Maybe Lao Liu felt that what he did in the afternoon was a bit too much, and he wanted to come and talk to me to clear up the misunderstanding.

"Boss Liu, please let me go. I feel really bad. Don't torture me, okay? I'm not as strong as you think! Understand? Let me go, I don't have such a strong ability to bear, I can't afford this game, I quit!"

Old Liu was completely stunned, and looked at me with wide-open eyes, that expression reflected his horror. "Aren't you joking? Xiao Lin? Think about our days together and our happiness. Has our long relationship ended like this? Don't you feel pity at all?" At the end, Lao Liu almost It came out by roaring, and the roar was hoarse, even a little crying, although he didn't cry.

"Uncle, why are you doing this? What's so good about him? Why are you begging him so hard? It's not worth it!" Lu Wei finally spoke. He took Lao Liu's arm and said as if he was injustice , and look at me viciously from time to time.

I smiled slightly, didn't speak, and ignored him again.I tried my best to withdraw my arm, but I couldn't.

"I'm telling you! I won't let you leave my side!" Old Liu shouted at me excitedly.

"Hey! What are you gay guys arguing about! Don't come here and yell even if you're breaking up! Go away!" A group of people with dyed hair and earrings next to them looked like delinquent youths and said to me Feeling very dissatisfied with the quarrel with Lao Liu, he cursed loudly.Hearing such words, I immediately opened my eyes, and the anger in my heart was boiling.

Just as I was about to rush forward to make a move, Lao Liu turned around and yelled at the man, "Shut up the fuck! It's none of your business!" After speaking, he turned around and looked at me.But who would have thought that Old Liu's words angered that man. After Old Liu turned his head, the man had already picked up a wine bottle and walked towards Old Liu.

I was startled when I saw it, and stared straight behind Lao Liu. The man had already lifted the wine bottle and was about to smash it down.Before Lao Liu could say anything, I pulled Lao Liu over and stood in front of that person...