Me and Boss Bear

After a few days of ignorance, I would inadvertently meet that face at work and off work all day long, and my heart would be filled with anger.Many times, I kept asking myself.When will the relationship between me, Lao Liu, and Lu Wei be cleared up?These days, my heart is tormented.But when I thought of what Lao Liu said to me in bed that night, I couldn't help but clenched my fist tightly.Old Liu, we have come all the way, how many ups and downs, how can you be snatched away by Lu Wei at this time, I will never regress!

On Friday, I felt weak and had a headache and a stuffy nose, which is a symptom of a cold.I could rest tomorrow, but Lao Liu still ordered me to stay at home and rest today.I took cold medicine, took a good night's sleep at noon, and didn't wake up until after two o'clock in the afternoon.

I woke up feeling better and my head didn't hurt as much.I got up and poured a glass of water to drink, picked up the mobile phone on the table, and found that there was a missed call.I saw that it was opened by my father an hour ago!

Without hesitation, I called back immediately.The phone rang "beep... beep..." twice, but no one answered for the time being, but I was extremely anxious, as if I couldn't wait for a moment, and I don't know why.Suddenly, the phone connected.

"Hello?" My father's thick middle-aged man's voice came from the other end of the phone. At this moment, I suddenly felt very kind and warm in my heart.

"Dad! It's me, Lin Feng!"

"Hehe, I know it's you. What are you busy with? You didn't answer the call just now. I thought you were busy. I was so scared that I didn't dare to call again." Father said with a smile.

"No, I rested at home today and didn't go to work. Is there something wrong? Dad."

My father suddenly remembered something, and said to me cheerfully, "By the way, let me tell you, I now know how to video chat with people on the Internet. After you fixed the computer at home last time, I slowed down by myself. After pondering slowly, I finally figured it out, hahaha..." My father laughed heartily, which made me feel very proud.

"Really, you play chess and board games on the Internet every day so hard that it's so difficult for you to learn something else. You didn't know how to video chat until today. How embarrassed are you to say that!?" I said pretending to blame.

"Hey, don't talk about it being useless. I'm surfing the Internet now, hurry up and show Dad." Father became impatient.

I hung up the phone with a smile, got dressed and went to the computer, turned on the computer and played a video with my father.

My father is still the same father from back then, with his mighty eyes, bright and energetic; his thick and black eyebrows are upturned, giving people a sense of deterrence from the heart. When I was a child, I wondered if he was The ancient general; the nose bridge is not tall, but it looks very straight; the standard Chinese character face has more wrinkles than before, but it never loses the style of the year; the black and thick crew-cut short hair, always It makes me very envious, and it always makes me terribly entangled. Why do I already have a little white hair on my head when I am young?Really depressed.

When my father saw me in the video, he smiled knowingly, very kindly and kindly.Suddenly, my father's eyes changed, and his brows frowned. "Feng'er, you've lost weight!!"

When I heard it, my heart was shocked.Although I didn't notice it usually, the weight machine told me that I lost several kilograms.Thinking about these days, it's no wonder that I'm not thin.I smiled, pretending to be nonchalant and said, "Hehe, no, I've always been like this."

"You're talking nonsense!" My father immediately glared at me, "Look, you still have meat on your face? Could it be that you've been too busy recently and haven't had a good meal?"

My father asked me this and that like taking care of a child. I was a little overwhelmed, so I had to smile without saying a word.I know my father's heart, and now I can only satisfy all my father's wishes, which is what a son should do.

"Son, you didn't call home when you left home during the Spring Festival, why? You don't even want your parents?" The father said with a half smile and half anger.

"No, Dad, look at what you're talking about. It's just that I think it's fine to work hard outside alone, and don't call home if you have nothing to do, so that you and your mother don't think that I encountered something here. It's difficult." I said embarrassedly.To be honest, I regret it now. I only care about Lao Liu and work. If my father didn't call this afternoon, I almost forgot to send the most basic greetings to my parents.

"When do you plan to come back next time?" My father asked with a smile, waiting for my answer with eyes full of anticipation.

"I think... let's go back again in the summer. Now I have a big project in my hand and it has been completed. I will get a generous project payment in two days. After that, I should be able to relax for a while. Xiamen is very happy in summer. It’s hot, I’ll go home to avoid the heat, at least it’s not as hot as Xiamen, haha!” I grinned at my father with bared teeth.

"Oh, hehe, that's good. Come back early, your mother misses you." My father laughed. My father didn't smoke, and he showed a row of white teeth, which made me feel very comfortable. "And... I miss you too! Son!"

The smile on my father's face froze. The moment I said those words, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, like a thousand arrows piercing my heart.My father is a very masculine person, and he never said anything to others to put down his face, let alone his tall image, and said such things to his children.But today, my father opened his mouth, and I suddenly felt that I had become an unfilial son.

"Dad, I'm sorry!" I had a sore nose, "It's been so long since I've been out, and I haven't gone back, and I haven't even called home, which made you worry. Actually... I miss you very much..." As he said, My eye sockets are already red.

When the father saw this, he couldn't help but turn pale with fright. He didn't know what to do. He kept gesticulating in front of the screen with his hands and said, "Hey! Son, look at you, but Dad didn't say anything. What do you look like!? You're all big!" Now that you are a man, can you still cry like a child?"

I listened, and desperately held back my tears, and then looked at my father with a smile.

"Hey, that's right! Dad knows that you miss mom and dad very much, but men always have to go out and fight for their own careers. There are too many things that can't be helped, don't you think? Hehehe, wait for you when you are free Come back and get together with my parents." My father smiled again, looking at me kindly, smiling like a child.

"Son, do your best. Dad is very happy to have a son like you. You are dad's pride! Dad is old and can't do anything big. You are different, you are still young, and your abilities have surpassed dad's now. , Dad is so proud!" My father looked at me affectionately, and what he said made me feel sincere. "However, if you encounter any difficulties outside, don't be afraid. Dad is here. No matter how much you are alone outside, Dad is your most solid backing. If you run into a wall outside, let's come back. Home will always be It's the best! Do you understand?"

After listening to this, I felt an indescribable emotion in my heart, that feeling can no longer be described as emotion, all I know is that my heart is warm and warm, as if being held in the palm of a pair of big hands. . "Yeah!" I responded with a smile, nodded to my father and said, "I know, Dad! I will go back after two months of free time, and I will stay for a few more days then, okay?" ?”

"Hey! Good good!" My father immediately became happy after hearing what I said, and he smiled from ear to ear. I haven't seen him smile like this for a long time.Looking at his smiling face, I also smiled obediently at him.Only then did I truly understand how happy it is to be cared about by others!

It was still early, after chatting with my father, I turned off the computer and planned to go to the company.It's not the day to rest yet, and it's not justified if I always ask for leave.However, I was wrong. I really shouldn't go to the company this afternoon. This is something I still regret today.

After getting dressed, he took a taxi to the company.After arriving at the company, I first went to see Lao Liu.Walking into his office, he closed the door behind him.Old Liu was still immersed in writing documents, when he heard someone walk in, he said without raising his head, "What? What are you doing, how many times have you been looking for me in one afternoon?".I froze for a moment, and stood there looking at Lao Liu.

Lao Liu also sensed that something was wrong, raised his head to look at me, and was dumbfounded immediately. He just looked at me like this speechlessly, and then he said, "Hehe, why are you here, Xiaolin? Now I feel how's it going?"

"Well, I took the medicine and fell asleep, and I'm much better now." I replied unnaturally.

I heard that sentence very clearly.Lu Wei came to look for Lao Liu many times while I was away, and I suddenly felt angry again.Looking at Lao Liu, I didn't know what to say. Even though I was very unbalanced, I still didn't want to provoke two people's hearts, so I simply said to Lao Liu, "I'm going to do things first. When I leave Call me." Then he turned and walked out of the office.

Go back to your desk and do your own thing.But for some reason, I have always separated my relationship and work, but now I feel powerless when I am working.Thoughts were flying wild, and all he thought about was Lu Wei.

Pick up the cup, make a cup of tea, and relieve your nervousness.The sun is very good this afternoon. I wanted to stand on the balcony with a cup in my hand, but I ran into Lu Wei in the corridor.

I was taken aback for a moment, feeling a little surprised, then turned to look at him normally, not wanting to say anything to him again.So I wanted to walk past him as if I hadn't seen him, but Lu Wei gave me a blank look. Anyone who saw this kind of look would feel very uncomfortable. I was very unhappy, so I stopped immediately. He frowns unceremoniously and stares at him.

"Hey, who provoked our big designer? Look at your eyes, it's scary!" Lu Wei said to me with a nonchalant expression, looking at a small person.

"What do you mean by that look in your eyes just now?" I was also angry, and my tone was full of gunpowder.

"Look? What look? I didn't do anything, don't blame me, I just looked at a mistress naturally." Lu Wei looked at me provocatively and said.

I was so angry that I lost my mind and grabbed Lu Wei's collar with my right hand, and shouted, "Be careful what you say to me, you are a useless thing, don't turn around and call others Xiaosan! I told You, no one is a mistress, and you don't care who is called a mistress!"

Lu Wei also got angry, stretched out his hand and tore off my right hand, then slammed it sideways.My body swayed, and I didn't hold the teacup in my left hand. With a crisp sound, my cup shattered on the ground, and the tea was spilled everywhere.

"It's you! It's all your fault! If it wasn't for you, he wouldn't ignore me now! If it wasn't for you, I'd already returned to the old relationship with him. It's because of you, he already You won't treat me like before! It's all your fault, a third party!" Lu Wei yelled at me with a loud voice, even a little harsh.

I stood where I was, with my head down, looking at the shards of glass on the ground under my feet, my right hand was tightly packed, and my whole body was trembling.Slowly raising my head, the anger in my heart was out of control, and I could feel my eyes were bloodshot.

There were already several people on the outside in the corridor, and some people gathered one after another. There were more and more people, and there was a lot of discussion. It seemed that things were going to become big.But I'm so out of my mind that I can't care about anything else.

"You bastard, show me some respect. If it weren't for your relationship with him, I would have been rude to you a long time ago. Do you think you can really stay in the company for so long? You left first, and now you are back You can't blame others! You asked for it!" After speaking, he swung his right fist, and swung it at Lu Wei's face in front of so many people.

"Stop!" Suddenly there was a loud roar, a very familiar voice, I was forced to stop my fist, and I turned my head to see that it was Lao Liu! !

Lu Wei was frightened by my actions. He looked at me weakly, then at Old Liu, and stood there dumbfounded without speaking.

"Lin Feng! What are you doing!? Why are you so crazy when you're working in broad daylight? Do you still want to hit someone?" Lao Liu looked at me angrily, the kind of eyes that had never been sharper, like a sharp Stab, stab into my heart.

Old Liu came over fiercely, pulled down my fist, and stared at me coldly. "What are you doing? You've got a temper tantrum. What kind of power do you have to dare to beat someone in the company? Aren't you messing around!?"

My heart is broken, I never thought of it first, and thought that Lao Liu was on my side, but in this situation, Lao Liu's actions completely gave me a bolt from the blue.I raised my head and stared at him with wide eyes, as if my heart was bubbling with hot blood.

"Fart! Am I messing around? You look at me clearly! I'm fine and my head is broken, so I came to the company to quarrel with him!" I stared at Lao Liu and roared angrily.When Lao Liu was yelled at like this, he was taken aback for a moment, and stood there staring at me.

I shook off his hand, gave Lao Liu a hard look with all my strength, then turned around and strode out of the aisle, out of the company, and disappeared into the crowd.The people in the corridor were still watching the bustle. Old Liu looked at the broken glass all over the floor, then at Lu Wei, and finally turned around to look at the back of me leaving, but when he looked at me, I have disappeared from his sight.He knew that the cup was mine...

I rushed out of the office and flagged down a taxi.Looking back at this place that gave me despair in the end, I got into a taxi without looking back, and drove away.

Old Liu, I already know what is in your heart.Now I understand, I was too naive, I was too stupid.

Lu Wei always occupies that corner in your heart, the safest corner. No matter what he does, you will always think about him and for his sake.And I, in the end, was really just a substitute for him.A substitute is a substitute after all,

If I stand in front of you with him at the same time, I am nothing.At this moment, the steelyard in your heart has no balance at all.

Sitting in the taxi, I tried my best to hide my tears.But his eyes were still wet and wet, and finally there were deep tears on his face.I cover my face with my hands so that no one will see me cry, and I will never make any cry. Tears can flow, but I, Lin Feng, must not cry!

Old Liu, I already know your choice, you said you love me, I finally understand how much you love me.But now I should say sorry, enough is enough!I don't need and can't afford a love with bondage!