Me and Boss Bear

My heart was full of anger, and for my mother's sake, I didn't say anything, and sat down again.Abandoning my parents, I looked at me blankly, looking at each other in blank dismay, but I was speechless.Facing my father, I lowered my head and bit my lip bitterly.How wonderful it would be if none of that had happened...

My mother collapsed and sat down next to me, looked up at me, but lowered her head again.The snow-white fluorescent lamp in the room shone on her gray hair, making the mother who was no longer young cast another layer of oldness. "Why are you so obsessed with it? Isn't it good for the family to live together?" Mom said weakly.

"I also want to be a good family. Isn't our family a good one? You have to ask who destroyed this good family!" I didn't yell, but my eyes were sharp, and I said every sentence It's like a sharp knife that pierces someone's heart.

A room, three people, no sound.The cold wind at night blew, blowing the branch of the ginkgo tree, and cooling the hearts of the parents.

My mother was unusually quiet beside me, and when I noticed her body shaking, the ground was already full of tears.My pupils dilated instantly, as if my heart had collapsed, empty, and my mind went blank.

"Mom, why are you crying, don't cry!" I looked at my mother embarrassedly and nervously, even a little scared in my heart.

Mom finally couldn't cry, she kept wiping her tears with her hands, and finally her hands were wet.Father hurriedly sat down, held mother's hand, and helped mother wipe away the tears on her face while frowning and patting mother's shoulder lightly.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm talking too hard, don't cry!" I became flustered and at a loss.My mother is the ultimate victim, but I was the one who made my mother cry first. Seeing my mother's tears fall, I was burning with anxiety.

"Feng'er, why are you so stubborn!?" Mother held her forehead with her hands, still wiping her tears. "Your dad did something wrong before, but that was in the past. He has changed a lot. He cares about me and you two. He has paid a lot for this family, hasn't he? I just want this family to be good. Yes, you are still as good as before, why are you still so reserved and stubborn? Can't you forgive your father no matter what?" After finishing speaking, my mother looked at me expectantly.

I suddenly felt unprecedented pressure, this is what my mother said in my heart, and this situation made me have to answer.I lowered my head, frowning tightly, and my mother gradually stopped crying. At this moment, it seemed that they were both watching me at the same time, and there was only the ticking sound of the clock swinging back and forth in the real room.

"Am I really wrong? Why was I wrong? It wasn't me who destroyed this family, it was him! My good memories, my firm beliefs, beliefs, and my most precious love were all destroyed by him. Erase without leaving a trace. The most important thing is that he hurt my mother, the kindest and most virtuous mother, my favorite relative. Should I blame him, shouldn't I hate him? Can't I?" In my mind Still stubbornly thinking like this, it hasn't changed at all.

Suddenly, what my mother said just now, wiping her tears, pierced into my mind like lightning.

What am I doing all this for?I just can't let go of my mother.The most hurt is my mother. I want to get justice for her. I have been "struggling" with my father for him.But what does mother want now?She wants to go back to the original happy, warm and happy home. My father is really good to my mother now, and he is really good to our siblings and this family. It is a good result that they are reconciled now.I have always wanted to make my mother happy and happy. I worked hard to make money, just to give her a good life, but that may not be the life my mother wants.The life she wants is now in front of me, but I categorically reject it, and suddenly I become the person who hurt my mother.It is my fault?It is my fault!

"I forgive him!" After a long time, I finally said what my parents had been waiting for for a long time.

"What, what?" Mom opened her eyes wide and looked at me in disbelief.

"I said, I forgive Dad. I will not pursue the past, and I agree with you coming back to live with him." I looked at my mother with a firm tone.After my mother heard it clearly, she was moved to tears again and hugged me.

I patted my mother's back lightly, but my eyes were fixed on my father behind my mother. He was also looking at me, and the two of them looked at each other.From his eyes, I couldn't see the joy and excitement like my mother, and he also understood that what I said was just to comfort my mother, and I didn't really forgive him.I just looked at him like this, but my eyes were obviously not as sharp as before.

Accompanying my mother happily finished dinner, the first time a family of three sat around, my mother was really happy, the whole dinner was her busy work, as long as she was happy.After dinner, I am going to go to grandma's house with my mother.

"Feng'er, go to your grandma's house with mom. Mom will stay at your grandma's place at night, and then tidy things up. There are no other beds at home yet, so you can sleep with your dad when you come back at night!"

I heard it, and my heart was shocked!Let me sleep with him? !How can this work? !I don't want to, but my grandma's house doesn't have any extra beds. Looking at my mother, I have no other choice. Let's talk about it when I come back tonight.

"Bring it!" I turned to face my father and held out my palm.

"What, what?"

"Car keys! Could it be that you let my mother and I take a taxi back to grandma's house?" I was not polite.

Taking the car keys, I pulled my mother and turned around to go out, but my father stopped me all of a sudden.When I turned around, he picked up the key from the tea table, stepped forward and stuffed it into my pocket. "Don't forget, bring your house key." Looking at his loving eyes, my heart suddenly warmed up, as if I had returned to the time when I was in school.I still pretended to be tough, and took my mother out without nodding.

I went to my grandma's house, visited my grandma, settled my mother, and then I drove back.After so many years, no matter how he changed his car, the smell in the car was still the same familiar smell that belonged to him.

After half an hour's drive, I drove for a long time, and finally got home.I walked into the living room, walked heavily, and put the keys on the coffee table. He was still awake, and came out of the room with the kettle, just in time to bump into me.

"Are you back?!" He was very kind, which made me suddenly embarrassed, and even a little scared to see him.I couldn't help but nodded, unknowingly, my attitude towards him was slowly changing, and I didn't even realize it myself.

"I poured hot water in the room, go wash it up." After speaking, he turned around and went to the kitchen with the kettle in his hand.Looking at his back, I blinked and opened my mouth, but didn't say anything.

I went back to the room and took off my thick clothes, washed and went to bed, I was tired enough today.I have a headache when I sit on the bed, there is only one quilt on the bed, do I really want to sleep with him?When I was in a daze, he came in, and when he saw me like this, he also paused.He put down the kettle in his hand and began to make the bed.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm afraid you're not used to two people sleeping in one quilt, so I'll divide the quilt into two quilts!" He said while arranging the quilt.

"No! No need." I climbed onto the bed and continued, "It might be warmer for the two of you." He froze for a moment and looked at me in astonishment.Before he could react, I had already crawled into bed.He also washed it, and then walked to me and carefully tucked the quilt around me, and then took off my clothes and put the quilt on. I closed my eyes and pretended to ignore it.

The lights went out, but people didn't sleep.It has been many years since I was lying in the same bed with him, and I have almost no memory of it.He tried to get close to my body, but I hid far away like an electric shock, and finally he turned his back.My heart should have become lighter, but instead I felt heavier.This situation reminded me of when I was with Lao Liu, why did I suddenly become so awkward?Didn't you agree with Lao Liu, you want to reconcile with your father, now is a great time...

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" I lowered my voice and said suddenly.

"What else is there to say, you can promise your mother to forgive me and allow her to come back to live with me, I am already very happy." He turned around and lay down, turned his head slightly and looked at me "You! Always be My proud son!" He smiled lightly after speaking.

My heart was shocked, but a plain and simple sentence broke the disguise of my inner toughness. My former father was my pride and made me proud. His great image in my heart is incomparable.I frowned immediately, my heart tightened, the tip of my nose was sour, and my eye sockets were moist.

"Why did you say that? Why didn't you let me forgive you?" I forced myself to be angry, "You are really dishonest!"

"If I can make you forgive me by saying a few more words, I will do as much as you ask me to say. I am the one who hurt you, and everything is my fault. I have no right to ask you to forgive me. I It's too late to regret..." He sighed, staring straight at the ceiling.The bright moonlight outside the window penetrated into the house, shining on his face and hair, and his temples instantly turned silvery white. This was the first time I realized that my father had really aged a lot, and my heart was sour.

"You know you are sorry for us, you know you will regret it, but you still do this? Let me tell you, you deserve it! Even if I never forgive you, you deserve it!" I cried with a slight cry.

"When I decided to turn back...it was too late, you didn't care about me anymore, Dad knew it made you sad, and your mother made up her mind to leave me..." He groped and held me in the dark bed I was startled, but I didn't break free. "I'm sorry, Dad was wrong. I can't let go of your mother these years, I can't let you go, I can only do these things to make up for you"

Suddenly, a light flashed across his face in the darkness, and I turned my head in surprise, seeing him in front of me completely broke my heart.He cried, and a row of tears silently rolled down his cheeks and hit the pillow.I was completely stunned, for more than 20 years, this extremely strong man, it was the first time I saw him shed tears! !

Tears rolled in my eyes, I stared blankly at him, but couldn't say anything.

"It's dad who's sorry for you, I'm not qualified to ask you to forgive me!" Finally, he yelled out with an obvious crying voice, he yelled for me, and he yelled for himself.

I couldn't hold on any longer, tears welled up, "wow" and I cried out, crying loudly, crying heartbreakingly, crying out all my bitterness, grievances, and resentment over the years. "You deserve it! You deserve it!" I howled.

My father pulled me into his arms, and I also fell into his arms.On such a quiet night, the two big men silently shed long-lost tears.

Seven years!The knot that lasted seven years was finally completely dissolved by the tears of the father and son...