Me and Boss Bear

I talked to Lao Liu on the phone, and he just advised me not to lose my temper all the time, and to talk to my father about what to say. Indeed, apart from these, he has nothing to persuade me. The only thing he can help me with is these ideological tasks.But he had warned me about this kind of words many times before I came back, and I kept nodding my head mechanically every time, but never really thought about how to do it.

what should I do now?Obviously I want to have a good relationship with him, but I can't control my emotions. I still can't forget the past. My heart knot has been pulled even tighter and tighter by a pair of invisible hands. , making it impossible for me to untie it myself.So... can the purpose of this trip be achieved? ...

I was still thinking, he had already walked in with two steaming dishes, one in each hand.

Only then did I suddenly come to my senses, and immediately got up and walked forward to take the hot plate in his hand, then turned around and put it on the table.My fingers couldn't bear the scalding of the plate, I hurriedly shook my hand, and then pinched my cold earlobe, which made me feel better.

When I turned around, I was stunned for a moment. He grinned and looked at me with a surprised expression on his face. His warm smile made me feel like I was back in the past.

I suddenly became as if I didn't dare to look at him, I hurriedly looked away, sat back on the sofa again, took out my mobile phone and pretended to fiddle with it.He looked at me again, then turned around and walked towards the kitchen. I was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.I looked at him in the kitchen and sat down again.

It should be that my "polite and polite" behavior just now misunderstood him.To be honest, just now he came in with a plate, I just took it out of instinct, I think everyone should do this, not because I have any other emotions mixed in, making this move to make him Misunderstood move.I thought silently in my heart, convincing myself with such a reason.

He brought up all the dishes, four dishes and one soup, which in my opinion is very rich.

Looking at these dishes, I was really "shocking".Looking at these dishes, I dug out my memories for many years. This is the standard "Dad's lunch", which I called him at the time.I stood motionless by the table, looking at the dishes on the table, no matter how much emotion and excitement I felt in my heart, I didn't show it at all.It seems to me that he should make up now, make up for me, make up for my mother, all of this is what he owed, that's good!When I come back from this trip, I will ask him for everything I think he should make up for.

I pretended nothing had happened and sat down unceremoniously.After hesitating for a while, he picked up the chopsticks decisively and started to eat. He was still standing by the side, watching me all this.I did it on purpose for him to see, and in my opinion, I should have done so when I came back this trip.

I was eating on my own, and suddenly noticed that he was still standing next to me, looking at me with a smile, his face was full of love and comfort.My heart was shocked, and suddenly my right hand holding the chopsticks became stiff, and I was at a loss for a while.

"What are you doing standing up, sit down and eat?" I finally said such a sentence, but I still didn't look at him.

He was startled suddenly, then immediately wiped his hands on the apron, took off the apron, and sat across from me timidly, rubbing his right hand with his left hand unnaturally.

"Why, how is it? Is the food taste good?"

I ignored him and just ate my own food, but looked at him from the corner of my eye from time to time.He still looked at me quietly, apparently his enthusiasm for me was more than half extinguished by my indifferent reaction just now, he seemed very disappointed and helpless.Slowly, he lowered his head silently, picked up the chopsticks, and let out a light breath through his nose. It was a small sigh that only he and I could hear, which made my heart tighten.Am I going a little too far? ...

After reuniting after a long absence, the reunion lunch that was supposed to be joyous ended in silence when the two of them bowed their heads in silence... I felt as if I had won the battle in my heart, and I never considered whether such a move would hurt each other's hearts ...

After lunch, I didn't want to stay home and stare at him, let alone have that boring argument with him, and I would feel impatient to say a word.It happened that a friend called me, and I went out.He was still tidying up the kitchen at the time, and I didn't even tell him when I left.

By the time I came back after spending an afternoon at my friend's place, it was already 05:30 and it was already dark.

When I touched my pocket, I didn't even have the key. At that time, I really wanted to slap myself.I had no choice but to bite the bullet and knock on the door.I lowered my head and waited impatiently for the door to open. When the door opened, I looked up, and it turned out to be my mother.

"Mom, are you back from grandma?!" I opened my eyes wide, surprised and pleasantly surprised.

My mother responded to me with a smile and led me in.At this moment, my father is sitting on the sofa in the living room. He doesn't smoke, but just likes to drink tea. There is a steaming cup of tea on the coffee table in front of him, which seems to be freshly brewed.I followed my mother all the way into the living room.

"My son is back," my mother said to him with a smile as soon as she entered the living room.After hearing this, he just raised his head, stretched his frown, and said to me, "Are you back?!".My first reaction was that the two of them were discussing something just now, and it was related to my return this time.

I still ignored him and sat down on the sofa.Unexpectedly, my mother gave me a light slap on the back, and said reproachfully, "What are you doing? Didn't you hear your father talking to you?" I looked at my mother, and wanted to refute aggrievedly, but looking at my mother's "firm" " expression, I still gave up.

"Well, I'm back" I said weakly, and I don't know who I said it to...

My mother sat down next to me, pulled me and said with a smile, "Feng'er, I will go visit your grandma with my mother after dinner, your grandma misses you, she hasn't come back for so long..."

I kept nodding, not thinking about it at all. When my mother said that she would move back tomorrow, my heart was shocked.I looked at my mother, "Do you really want to come back to live?" I asked very lightly, enough to express my inner worry and dissatisfaction, and tried not to cause everyone's embarrassment.

Mom didn't speak, just looked at me and nodded slightly, giving me the most powerful affirmation with her eyes.I was a little disappointed and shook my head very discouraged.

"Your dad has been very kind to me these years. He has really cared about me and missed you two brothers and sisters. Regarding the previous incident, your dad regretted it very much. We all decided not to mention him again. Why can't you forgive me? ..."

"Okay!" I yelled and stood up all of a sudden. My parents were startled, their eyes widened, and they looked at me in surprise.

"Don't tell me so many useless things, I don't care what you think, but don't try to persuade me to forgive him! The trauma he caused to my heart is enough to make me hate him for the rest of my life!" At this moment, I looked at him with sharp eyes. Looking at him, the man who once cut my heart like a knife, my eyes are full of anger and resentment.

In a fit of anger, I turned around and didn't want to look at him again, but I accidentally saw the medicinal wine and tea that Lao Liu asked me to bring back, packaged and placed on the long table.The appearance of Lao Liu immediately appeared in my mind.For a split second, I knew I was out of control again.I understand the purpose of my trip, but... Lao Liu, what should I do?I really have a headache.