Me and Boss Bear

"Baby, don't cry, don't cry." Lao Liu hugged me tightly in his arms, kissed my tear-stained cheek, and whispered in my ear.I buried my head in his arms. At this moment, I, like a wounded lamb, found a hug that I could rely on, fully showing my weakest side. "I'm sorry! Baby, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have asked so much, I was talking too much..." Lao Liu sighed and blamed himself, I didn't know how to respond to his words, I just rubbed my face on his fleshy chest, my thoughts Still stuck in the memory of the past...

"After I was studying abroad, the relationship between my father and my mother deteriorated for a while. In the end, my mother wanted to file for divorce, but she still didn't say anything about the family. He wanted to wait for my father to speak out on his own initiative, and she would immediately agree to the divorce, but my father never agreed. When it came to divorce, she did not leave her mother to live with that woman, and returned to that once warm home every day. My mother couldn't stand it anymore, and she couldn't hold on any longer, so she separated from her father in desperation, and her father was indifferent to it! After that, I was really desperate, this father was no longer the great man I used to be in my heart!... My mother and father separated from then on, and my mother returned to my grandmother's house, lived with my grandmother, and took care of my grandmother by the way, while my father remained the same. Living in that house, I don’t talk to my father anymore, I have nothing to say to him! I will never accept the fact that he destroyed the family, and I will never accept what he has done!” My tone was calm, but I said Very firm, could not help but make Lao Liu ponder for a while.

"Actually...you don't have to be like this!" Old Liu stammered, "Things between adults are not necessarily what you think! Sometimes even if you get divorced, there is nothing you can do..."

Then I remembered that Lao Liu was also a single man after divorce, and his marriage also failed.I couldn't help feeling furious, turned over and rode on him, looked at him fiercely and said, "It's not what I thought? Then what are you talking about? You are a divorced bachelor yourself, and you even said such things to me Okay! Then tell me, why did you get divorced? Is it all your fault? Tell me!"

I just pressed him down like this, he looked very weak, when I asked him this, he immediately twitched, pouted and said aggrievedly, "Look at you, just say it, and it's my fault, really!" I realized that my emotions were a little too excited, so I withdrew my fierce eyes, got off him, lay flat and looked at the ceiling, panting evenly, and stopped talking.

Seeing this, Lao Liu slowly moved his body, slowly hugged me in his arms, kissed my face, and then pressed my face together. "My dear baby! I know what you mean, and I can understand your feelings. A man can not care about himself, but he can't care about his family. There are many things between adults that are very helpless. Being a man is really Very tiring! One inadvertent action can cause a big misunderstanding, and even more serious things are uncertain!" Old Liu sighed and continued, "A few years ago, I was divorced, and I couldn't help it. I I was very angry at the demolition of my brother-in-law’s house at my wife’s house. When the house was demolished collectively, he refused to demolish it, saying that there was little money. But he was eager to demolish it later. You know, there is no visa at all. There is no way to get money at all! There is no guarantee that someone will demolish it for him. He asked me for help through my wife, but what can I do? Should I ask a demolition team to help him demolish it? I am not that capable! I I refused. At that stage, I didn’t talk much to my wife. The company’s situation was not good. There are women out there... I really have nothing to say, I don't bother to care about them, but what makes me saddest is that my wife doesn't understand my hard work and is on their side. I am desperate, and I can only choose to divorce , The family I managed to maintain, I don’t want to continue to maintain it anymore. I was divorced, and my son had just entered junior high school and didn’t understand anything. He also thought it was my fault. In the end, he lived with his mother and ignored me. .Do you know how sad I am? My heart is almost broken!  …”

Having said that, I suddenly realized that Lao Liu was a little choked up.I felt distressed for a while, and hugged him tightly. I don't know how to comfort others. I don't know what to say at this moment, so I can only bury my head in his arms.

Lao Liu slowed down, and said, "Amin (his son) was the most concerned thing at the time, but he also misunderstood me. I really didn't have any support in my heart, but I don't blame him. He didn't understand anything. Although he is with his mother, I still care about him. In the days that followed, I lived alone and managed the company alone. It was not until Amin went to high school that he gradually understood that all this was not my fault, so he did not Reject me again! I was very relieved and excited at the time! For me at the time, this was the happiest thing for me. Later, Amin was going to go to university. With my hope, he stayed in Xiamen to study... "

I never thought that Lao Liu would have such a sad story, but at least his son reconciled with him in the end, which is very gratifying.I thought to myself, seeing that I didn't speak, Old Liu pinched my shoulder again and said, "Maybe there is really a misunderstanding between you and your father. He is also your father after all! You can't treat him like this!" I still don't speak, just listen to him quietly.

"Even if things are found out like this, I still believe that your father has always cared about you and loved you! Isn't that right?" Old Liu finished speaking and looked at me with a smile.My heart began to fluctuate. Thinking about it, my father has really cared about me and my sister all these years. My sister has been back all these years, but I have never gone back. Every time my sister comes back, he tells me that my father saw her first. The sentence is "... Where is Xiaofeng? Has he come back?".Every time my sister told me this, she always jokingly said that she felt jealous, but I always kept silent without saying a word.Is it really because I am still young and ignorant?Later, my father was still not with that woman, and he lived alone in that house. He always cared about his mother and visited his mother from time to time. At first, my mother always refused, but later she softened her heart and slowly began to accept my father. , it seems that the whole family is still insisting on only me. ...

I was lying in Lao Liu's arms, he was still eagerly waiting for my answer, I didn't speak, just looked at him and nodded silently.Seeing me nodding, Lao Liu laughed loudly, "That's right! You should communicate with your father, it may be a misunderstanding, don't always keep people away, I believe you father and son will It's as good as before!" After speaking, Lao Liu looked at me with a smile, his eyes were so gentle.

"However, I really understand that he ruined the whole family, and he caused all of this!! It was he who made my mother sad and suffering, and he himself ruined his once great image in my heart. I can't blame me!" I was still stubborn and insisted on speaking.Old Liu didn't argue with me, but still looked at me with concern, and said softly, "It will get better in the future!" After speaking, he kissed my forehead again.

I still don't understand, I just lay in his arms, feeling the warmth of his embrace.In my memory, my father's embrace is also so wide and warm...

Think about how many nights like this, Lao Liu and I hugged each other and slept, talking, arguing, comforting each other, or sweet words for each other.I am happy, thank God for letting me meet Lao Liu and let me have this warm night...

The next day, when I slept until eight o'clock, Lao Liu pulled me up to have breakfast. Really, today is Sunday, and I was not allowed to sleep any longer. Every time, he pulled me up early.I complained in my mouth and started to get dressed, but said with a smile not to be bored at home all the time, I went out for a walk when I was free on weekends, and I glanced at him.After washing up, I obediently sat down at the table to eat breakfast, and the breakfast prepared by Lao Liu would never disappoint me.Like a greedy cat, I picked up a snack and was about to stuff it into my mouth when suddenly the phone rang.I froze for a moment, and the dessert was right in front of my mouth. Old Liu burst out laughing out loud when he saw this. I glanced at him, took a big bite of the snack unwillingly, and then rushed to the bedside to get the phone. Still laughing.I picked up the phone and saw it belonged to my mother!I immediately looked at Lao Liu suspiciously. Lao Liu was taken aback for a moment, stopped laughing, and looked at me too.

"Hello? Mom,"

"Hehehe, Feng'er, are you awake?" Mom's gentle laughter came from the phone.

"Well, I'm up, I'm having breakfast."

"Oh? It's not easy. When will you learn to get up early on weekends?"

I was taken aback for a moment, looked at Lao Liu, smiled and said to my mother on the phone, "Eh...hehe, I have something to do later, so I got up early." I took the phone, walked to the table and sat down.

"Oh. By the way, when does your company have annual leave?"

"The company is on holiday? About a week ago! What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I hope you can come back early for the New Year."

"It's still early, let's talk about the Chinese New Year later." After I finished speaking, I turned my gaze to Lao Liu, who was also looking at me.

"What's too early! Look at when it is. Didn't you promise me last time that you would come back for the New Year?!" I heard this, and suddenly I didn't know what to say. Old Liu gave me a wink, indicating that I agreed.I had to say to my mother on the phone, "Oh, I see, I will go back as soon as the company is on holiday..."

After hanging up the phone, I lay down on the table, my eyes glazed over. I didn't expect my mother to call so early. I was still thinking about whether to go back. Now it seems that I have no choice...Old Liu saw me like this, He reached out and patted me on the shoulder, and said, "It's been so long, it's time to go back! Go and tell your father about it. How nice it is for the family to get together happily for the New Year." I looked at He nodded with a smile.Lao Liu also smiled, picked up a snack and put it in front of my mouth, I opened my mouth and took a big bite.Both of them smiled sweetly.

I believe that with Lao Liu by my side, no matter what happens, it will be resolved.