Me and Boss Bear

"Go home? I haven't been home for more than two years..." I snuggled into Lao Liu's arms, murmuring.Lao Liu was startled when he heard this, and looked at me with wide eyes. He was speechless for a moment, and after a long pause, he said, "What? Haven't been home for more than two years? Why?"

I knew it would surprise.A young guy who has been away alone for more than two years and hasn't come home, anyone who tells this kind of thing will be surprised.I snorted softly and said, "Go home? Why should I go home? Apart from the deserted house, there is only "him",... I don't want to see "him", I don't want to talk to "him", I don't want to go home..." Lao Liu looked at me even more surprised, his mind was full of doubts, and then he stared at me for a while, maybe he was thinking, how many things he still has for the person he loves deeply in front of him. I don't know how much I know about him.Old Liu didn't know what to say at all, he just looked at me quietly, waiting for my explanation, and I fell into deep thought, and my thoughts went back to many years ago...

In 2002, I seemed to be 17 years old, and I was only a sophomore in high school.My mother opened a store selling children's clothes to earn a little money. "He" was the department director of an insurance company. He was the most capable person in the family. And excellent, is my role model.The small family at that time was happy and happy.But... the originally peaceful family suddenly became turbulent...

The education system in Jiangsu is very unbearable.At that time, I was in the second year of high school, and I devoted myself to the intense study, getting up early and going to bed late, and now I think it is very hard.My mother gets up early every day to make breakfast for me, so that I can go to school on time in the morning without losing nutrition, every day.Until one day, when my mother got up to make breakfast in the morning, I found that my mother had dark circles under her eyes. I felt sorry for my mother, and asked her if she didn’t sleep well at night, and told her that I could get up and make breakfast by myself, but my mother said nothing, I I didn't pay much attention to it, I always thought that my mother was not getting enough sleep, but I didn't expect that my mother hadn't slept all night.One night not long after, after I returned home from school evening self-study, it was almost 10 o'clock, and "he" hadn't come back yet, "he" was a respectable person, and he often had social gatherings, so in my opinion, "he" came home late It's normal.I was afraid of disturbing my mother's rest, so I opened the door with the key. In the quiet room, I heard the sound of crying from my mother's room. I was shocked, and rushed in with a stride. is crying……

I found out later that my mother suspected that "he" had an affair outside and hooked up with a certain woman.How sad my mother is. She is a good wife and mother in the whole family. She is the hardest person. She has worked so hard to send her sister to college, and she takes care of me by getting up early and going to bed late. What do you get in the end?My mother wept softly, serving "him" every day, cooking for "him", and helping "him" wash the car hard, but who knew that "he" used that car to drive another woman every day, and my mother was heartbroken.I love my mother very much since I was young, but "he" is an absolute man in my heart! The image of "he" in my heart is so tall, I grew up under the care of "him", and "he" is the father I have always been proud of, I will never believe the theory of having an affair.But... even though I said so verbally, my heart is still beating, my mother will not lie to me for no reason.Since then, the atmosphere at home has changed a lot, and it is no longer as cheerful as before.In the days to come, more and more things could prove that "he" really had an affair. For example, he often went out to eat, but he didn't tell his family who he had dinner with; he always avoided the house when making phone calls. People's eyes and ears, I heard a woman's voice on the phone again... But I still don't want to believe this, his position in my heart cannot be shaken, he has been a loving, amiable father since he was a child!But in the end, even the relatives at home said that this happened, I was desperate... That year I was in my third year of high school...

In 2003, due to my own relationship, I failed the college entrance examination.With my ideals in mind, I applied to a secondary school in Xiamen, thousands of miles away.Even if it is the second book, they are still very happy. I understand that they don't want me to be too sad, and they don't want me to have ideological pressure. I understand that I am still the treasure of both of them, so I told myself: I must let my parents Get better! In September 2003, he sent me to Xiamen to go to school, just before the Mid-Autumn Festival.After he helped me arrange everything, he wanted to have dinner with me at noon, and then planned to take the car back to Jiangsu that afternoon. I was planning in my heart to take advantage of this lunch to have a good talk with him.It will take half a year for me to go home on vacation. This is my last chance, but I never thought that the last noon would completely break my heart.Seeing his tall and vigorous back gradually disappearing before my eyes, even his great image in my heart is taken away, what else can I say? ...

The sky in Xiamen is scorching hot, and he was already waving to me under the bridge as we walked across the bridge.I ran towards him step by step with a smile.

"Is everything over at school?" he said, smiling and patting me on the shoulder.

"Well! I just started school, and there is nothing important. The main thing is to explain some precautions and things to do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."

"Hehe, okay, let's go eat! Dad treats you to a good meal today!" After speaking, he showed a hearty smile. "Oh! By the way, this is Aunt XX, a client of our company. Her child is studying at the XX University in front of her, and she also sends her child to school. I met her on the bus just now. I met her in the afternoon. I'll go back in the car together..."

I was stunned for a moment, my mind went blank, and the smile on my face was frozen at that moment.The sun was shining, and sweat ran down my cheeks and hit my arms.

"Oh! Aunt XX. My name is XX, please help me." It took me a long time to react, and I said with dull eyes. "Dad, I'm starving to death, let's go eat!"...

This small restaurant nearby, after he and I came to Xiamen, today is the third time to visit this restaurant. The air conditioner is turned on inside, which is very cool, but the laughter of the previous two times is completely missing.I was expressionless, just eating my own food, and I would answer every question he asked me. There was no superfluous words, nor was there any joking.What else can I say at this moment?I can only keep silent as much as possible, I hate this moment!

The so-called aunt was not polite, she sat down to eat without any courtesy and polite greetings at the beginning, she thought she was her own family, ugly face!I don't want to take another look at the woman in front of me.When the lunch was about to end, the woman ran to pay the bill, but my father didn't have any intention to stop it, it was very casual, I was really angry, I bit my lower lip tightly and didn't speak.My father drank the remaining cold beer in the glass, while I stared at the woman viciously, with an unquenchable rage burning in my heart.

This lunch was finally over, and my father was about to go back by car, and he told me some words of advice.My heart was already cold, but I just listened to him in a numb manner, and I didn't say anything.Unexpectedly, the woman jumped in and said, "Do you want to buy something to take with you? Otherwise, I'm afraid there won't be enough food in the car!" After speaking, she patted the big bag of food in her hand with her white trotters.

I really couldn't stand watching or listening anymore, so I turned my head and said to my father, "Dad, I'm going back to the dormitory first, so be careful on the way back. Give me a call when you get home."

"Oh, okay, son, take care of yourself!"

I left without looking back, my heart was bleeding and crying!Father, my father!It's been nearly half a year since we left here, do you know how many words I have told you?You only said a short "goodbye" to me, do you know how sad I am? ...After today is over, tomorrow will be the Mid-Autumn Festival. I can't spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with you and my mother at home. I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say to you, to my mother, you know?But you brought a woman to appear in front of me at this time, and appeared in front of me with such a reason that a fool would believe it. Where did you make me say it?How can it be so embarrassing?

I moved with steps as heavy as lead, with tears in my eyes.The roadside is full of traffic, people come and go, it is very lively.I recall in my mind the scene of spending the Mid-Autumn Festival with my parents at home on the Mid-Autumn Festival every year. I still remember the telescope that my father bought for me. I still remember that my mother and I competed to use the telescope to watch the round moon on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival... ...The tears in the eye sockets kept flowing down, why couldn't I help it?It was another Mid-Autumn Festival night, leaving behind parents who were almost separated, living alone in a foreign land, eating moon cakes alone, and celebrating Mid-Autumn Festival alone... I sat on the grass with my belt, wiped the tears on my face, and took out I got the kind of mobile phone that could only make calls and send text messages at that time, and dialed my home phone. "Mom, I'm Feng'er. Have you had lunch yet?... Tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, I miss you so much!"

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Suddenly, Lao Liu stretched out his hand to wipe my cheeks, and I realized that my face was really full of tears.Lao Liu wiped away my tears, and I buried my head in Lao Liu's arms. He sighed, rubbed my forehead with his chin, and hugged me even tighter...