Me and Boss Bear

Take the bus, turn a station, get off and walk for a few minutes to the company.Walking into the company lobby, everyone is doing their own thing.I calmly walked to my desk and sat down gently.Looking up at the boss's office, the door was not closed. He frowned, looked at the documents intently, and kept writing and drawing on them with a pen.

I just like this kind of him, when he does things, he is fully focused and unambiguous.I like his frown, which looks like he is meditating, very graceful, which attracts me deeply.In fact, sometimes I also think, why do I fall in love with such a him?Just because he is my boss and I like his looks?I don't think so.One of his movements, one expression, one word, one look in his eyes can make my calm state of mind ripple with love.I like to see him smile at me, I like his cuteness, I like his laughing and joking, I like his focused and resolute expression, I like his generous and warm chest... Even if I look at him secretly like this, I can feel the warmth all over my body ...

"Eh?! Kobayashi, why are you coming to work? You don't need to take a break!"

Seeing me sitting there in a daze, Xiao Wang yelled loudly, as if afraid that others would not hear, and cut off my thoughts.The boss looked this way in response, and saw me coming, his frowning brows relaxed immediately, his eyes glowed, followed by a warm smile.I looked at the boss, my face blushed immediately, and I was nervous for a while, I hurriedly lowered my head and pretended to look for documents.I was still complaining secretly in my heart, "You little king, you scared me to death, you will look good to me soon!" Although I thought so in my heart, there was a shy smile on the corner of my mouth...

I didn't arrive at the company until after three o'clock in the afternoon, which was relatively late. After processing a few documents, I found that it was almost six o'clock.After get off work, everyone went home one after another. My head still hurts. It seems that the cold is not completely cured.I looked at the boss's office, he was still busy, I wanted to chat with him, but I thought about it.So I packed up my things and headed out with my bag on my back.

"Xiao Lin, wait a moment." The boss poked his head and called out at the top of his voice.I stopped immediately and looked towards him. He waved at me and motioned me to go to his office for a while so we could talk.

I hesitated for a while, then walked over in response, entered the boss's office, and closed the door behind me.

The boss got up and walked in front of me, holding my shoulders with both hands again, and looked at me carefully, as if he was taking good care of an injured baby, and his heart ached.He hugged me into his arms all at once, hugged me tightly with both hands, and pressed me tightly against his arms, as if he was afraid that I would run away.And I just stand there bewildered, what do I do?I really want to hug my boss, I really want to snuggle into his arms and get his love, isn't this what I have always wanted?But boss, can I bear this kind of situation and this kind of love?

I stood numbly, I wanted to raise my hands to hug the boss, but stopped in mid-air at this moment, and finally put it down slowly until the boss let me go from his arms.He pressed my shoulders with both hands, pushed me to sit on the chair, then leaned down, and asked with concern, "how is it, are you feeling better?"

"Well, it's much better. My head still hurts a little. I just need to go back and take a rest."

The boss looked at me and smiled knowingly, and I smiled too.

"I usually see you wearing formal clothes at work. It's too serious. This afternoon, you're wearing plain clothes and carrying a shoulder bag. You look very sunny and handsome!" After finishing speaking, the boss's smiling eyes narrowed into a line.

"I didn't plan to come to the company, but it was still early, and I didn't want to go home, so I came to take a look, and didn't go back to change clothes."

"That soldier left?"

"Um"

The boss got up, raised his hand and looked at his watch, "Yo! It's already six o'clock! Shall we go out for dinner?" I nodded and agreed without any further hesitation.

Sitting in the boss's car, I feel that everything is very quiet.On the side of the street outside the car window, the leaves of a sycamore tree were swept by a gust of wind and fell one after another.This scene made me feel like the wind was biting cold outside, but at this moment, my heart was as warm as spring.I turned my head slightly and looked at the boss who was concentrating on driving. I immediately felt warm, but how long can this feeling last?Let me take the opportunity of dinner tonight, let me tell him, let's just be friends!For you, my favorite person!

The car stopped at the entrance of the restaurant, and it was still the one where we ate for the first time. What does it mean, I don't want to think about it...

The boss ordered dishes, all of which I like to eat.I was really hungry, and I was with A Bing at noon, so I didn't even think about what to eat.I didn't say a word, I ate voraciously.It really whetted my appetite. Before the boss moved his chopsticks, I had already tasted every dish.Suddenly, I found that the boss was face to face, looking at me quietly, his gentle eyes never failed to touch my heart all the time.I was taken aback, and hurriedly restrained my greedy eating, looked at him awkwardly, and smiled shyly.

"What's the matter, is there something dirty on my face?" I asked while wiping my face with my hands, looking at him suspiciously, looking for an answer.And the boss just smiled, took his eyes off my face, and started eating.

"Is that A Bing your younger brother?" The boss asked me again after eating his food.

"Well, yes, what's the matter?" I said vaguely with something in my mouth.Suddenly, I was speechless. It seemed that today I had switched roles with the boss. I, who was always elegant and prudent, looked so uncivilized in my eating, but I looked like a cute boss in normal times.

"Oh, it's nothing, I just didn't hear you say that you have relatives in Xiamen." The boss smiled and continued to eat without talking.

"Hehe, he is not my relative. He is the younger brother I recognized when I just graduated from school. I have a very good relationship with him, and we talk about everything. Later, he wanted to recognize me as an older brother, so I agreed." I said casually, and continued to stuff things into my mouth, but I didn't notice that the boss's facial expression changed suddenly after listening to me, as if he was stimulated by something.

The boss paused, "Oh? Not your relatives?"

"Well, he's not my real brother, didn't I tell you?" I still didn't notice anything, and looked at him with watery eyes, "What's wrong?"

"Oh, didn't you set it up? I think you have a good relationship with him, so I just asked casually..." After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and took a bite of his favorite "braised eggplant"...

There was another silence. I don't like this kind of atmosphere very much, it always makes me feel uncomfortable.

"If you are not feeling well in the past two days, don't go to the company and take a good rest. There is nothing important to do now. The "Phase Three Garden" project will not officially start until next week. You should take a good rest. Those bits and pieces Leave the matter to Xiao Zhang..."

The boss first broke the silence, no doubt to create an opportunity, I was silent for a while, put down my chopsticks gently, and wiped my mouth with a paper towel.I settled down, frowned slightly, and put on a thoughtful expression.My actions undoubtedly aroused the boss's doubts.

"Boss, I know that you treat me well and think about me in everything. I am very touched by everything you do to me. I am very grateful to you!" I looked at the boss affectionately. At this moment, I don't know Such affectionate eyes contain how much emotion I have for the boss.After hearing what I said, the boss was even more puzzled, and looked at me suspiciously.

I paused, then took out a cigarette and handed it to the boss to light it for him, and I also lit one myself.Taking a deep breath, exhaling again, the smoke filled the air...

"I'm sorry, boss, I like men, I have Electra complex, you may have noticed this. I know you are also interested in me, but we can't do this. Maybe, at your house that night, we all drank too much It's too impulsive to make..."

"It's not like this!" The boss suddenly scolded and interrupted me, "I told you a long time ago! Do you know? Since those days, how much I love you! From the first time I saw you, you gave me The feeling of being different, I admit, I also like men! I have been suppressing myself and not letting it show up, but your appearance completely made me unable to control myself. Of course I am very happy after you joined the company, but I feel It's not that strong, but with the contact with you day by day, I feel closer and closer to you, I really like you! That night at home, I drank too much, and everything I did to you was Because I really love you! That's not a sudden impulse at all! Do you understand?" The boss became more and more excited as he spoke, his right hand had already tightly grasped my left arm.

"I understand, Boss, I know you are good to me. But you have to know your identity! You are a big boss, and you have a face and identity. If someone finds out, what will you do? Have you ever thought about it? These? Boss, judging by our age, I should call you uncle, you should know these things better than me!" I took a puff of cigarette and looked at him quietly, eyes full of unspeakable sadness.

Unexpectedly, the boss slapped me on the forehead, his face was full of helplessness and grievance. "You brat, what are you thinking? I'm not afraid, are you afraid of shit? Are you going to let me go because of this? Do you take my feelings for you seriously, you brat?" After finishing speaking, he glared at me angrily.

"Don't be like this, boss!" I hurriedly explained, "It's not what you think!"

"What is that like? Tell me this now, what do you want?" The boss became more and more anxious, and I knew that I would make him sad by saying these words...

"Anyway, it's not good for men to be like men." I looked into his sad eyes, and slowly lowered my head, "Boss, let's be ordinary friends!" I completely lowered my head, not daring to look into his eyes ...

The boss was completely stunned, maybe he never thought that I would say these words.He looked at me affectionately, but didn't get my response. I could only say silently in my heart, "Boss, I'm sorry!..." I buried my head and continued to eat, but felt that the food in front of me lost my appetite and my head hurt. It's getting more painful and heavier.

The car was on the way back, and the boss sent me back to my residence.Now the boss and I stopped talking, and the whole car was dead silent.The boss frowned, staring blankly at the road ahead.

Hey... Boss, my dear boss, why are you doing this.I tried my best to convince myself to give up this relationship, which is good for you and me. I am just a passer-by in your life, a dispensable person.But when I see you looking sad now, my heart hurts like a needle, and I even start to waver, and start to question whether my choice is correct.Is loving someone so heartbreaking?How can I be happy if you're sad about what happened tonight?Why did I just meet you and fall in love with such a you...

Suddenly, there was another unbearable headache. I frowned, rubbed my temples with my hands, and shook my head.

"Does your head hurt?" The boss turned his head, held my hand with his big right hand, and looked at me with concern. You were worried all over his face, and I suddenly felt a strong warmth sweeping my whole body.

I forced a smile at him, it was really a forced smile "It's okay, it just hurts a little"

The boss knew that I was holding back the pain, so he changed gears and stepped on the accelerator a little harder.It was getting dark, and the black BMW was speeding under the street lights. There was an anxious boss in the car, and I was full of warmth.