blue marshmallow

I stayed in the hospital for a few days before I was discharged. It was the Spring Festival, and my family was busy with business. The upstairs and downstairs were full of various fruit boxes. .

I forgot to explain to everyone that my mother is well-known in the town as the master of everything. She has the final say on my family's big and small affairs, and my dad is happy to have a leisurely time. In the beginning, I rented a store next to the elementary school to sell stationery. So, when I was a child, the stationery box was the most fashionable in the class, with the most complete stationery. Later, she made some money, and she sold the storefront to make it herself. Afterwards, there were more and more similar shops around, so she transferred the shop to others, collected the rent and became a charter woman, and then started selling fruit in the current place.

I don't say anything, everyone knows why I was born juicy, right? Every day, the fruit keeps thinking about whether it is juicy or not!

At first it was just a small bungalow on the side of the street. When my mother bought it, it was quite cheap, only a few thousand dollars. My mother was born to do business. In a few years, it was only when I was in the first year of high school. She They turned the small one-story house into a small three-story western-style building. The first floor is the facade, selling fruits and small commodities. The second floor is their bedroom, living room and kitchen. The third floor and the first floor are reserved for me to marry a wife. On the third floor.

My family has a backyard. At that time, I remember that my mother wanted to build a house, but I disagreed with life and death. I always wanted a yard. The experience of farming when I was a child made me like the comfort and leisure of rural life. When I came to the town, I lost I lost the land, and while enjoying a high-quality life, I also lost a lot of rural fun. Although I can go to the homes of my classmates in the countryside to play for a while during school and holidays, it is different from the past to have fun in the mountains and plains, so I want to A piece of land that is my own.

Now I am sitting in my yard, looking at the fruit boxes piled up on the ground and shaking my head. My mother is afraid that the night will be cold and the fruits will be frozen, so she covers them with thick quilts. The land I asked to keep It was also paved with cement after I went to college. My mother complained that she shouldn't have listened to me when she thought about it. She also said that the price of building a new building is several times higher than before. New Year's money.

Usually I don’t answer at this time. My mother has a characteristic. If you answer her, she will tell you for three days and three nights. If you ignore her, she will forget it after a while. Actually In this regard, I kind of accept her.

They were afraid that I would be tired, so they wouldn't let me do anything. Anyway, the store hired two small workers. I just ate, slept, and ate every day, and then helped count the money. No, it's the third day of the Lunar New Year. They are still busy, and business is going well. My mother said that she will have a day off tomorrow, and we will visit relatives. After lunch, she will rush me upstairs to take a nap. I am a little sleepy and haven't slept well for several nights.

He hasn't called me since I was hospitalized. In fact, it can't be said that he didn't call. It's because my mobile phone is out of battery. I don't know why. I gritted my teeth and didn’t reply to his missed calls and greeting text messages, and he didn’t call again in the next few days. When the New Year’s bell rang in 2010, Xiaorui called me for New Year’s greetings, but he never heard from him. , I endured it and didn't call or send him a text message, forget it, it's better this way, since I choose not to go back and face him, then just cut it off like this, everyone doesn't need to meet and say nothing, just like when we didn't expect And Yu is the same, breaking up without saying anything is quite romantic, so I turned off my mobile phone on New Year's Eve and cut off the only contact with him. From that day on, I suffered from insomnia every night.

I was lying on the bed, holding the turned off Apple in my hand, trying to hypnotize myself, telling myself that he must be calling me non-stop, I don’t want to answer it, it’s not that he doesn’t miss me, you see , I want to save face, obviously people ignore me, I still find the steps to go down by myself.

I looked at the quiet and black screen, not because I didn’t want to turn it on, but I regretted it not long after I turned it off, what if he calls me?But I am even more afraid of knowing that he never called me, so I comfort myself every day, hoping that time can slowly make me forget about him, and gradually get used to the lonely life. I close my eyes and feel in a daze go to sleep.

After waking up, the sky was dark, and the bustling outside became unusually quiet. Why did it close so early today?You must know that it is harder for my mother not to do business than for a rooster to lay eggs.

I put on my coat, got up and went downstairs, and then I walked out of the room. An impossible familiar voice came from the living room on the second floor, which made me stand there almost unable to breathe. I heard my heart beating wildly in an instant. It seemed that he was going to rush out of his chest and go straight to the source of the sound.

I picked up a shivering little pigeon downstairs today. I guess it fell out of the nest mischievously. I was afraid that the wild cats would eat it, so I picked it up and raised it. I didn’t know that it couldn’t eat at all, so I had to break it. Open your mouth and stuff your mouth. I fed it soybeans, peanuts, and raisins tonight. I will buy peas, sorghum, and brown rice tomorrow, as well as yeast tablets and a metronidazole file. I checked the feeding of young pigeons on the Internet, haha, this time But some are busy! (2011.5.22)