blue marshmallow

I don’t know when the sky began to drizzle, ignoring the strange gazes from passers-by, I sat on the side of the road with my head in my hands, feeling both scared and sad, in case something happened to Tian Tian, ​​how would I face Ah Zheng Woolen cloth?If I walk away now, am I still a man?But if I don't leave, Huijia will sue Ah Zheng, and he will lose everything he owns, my God!what do I do?

"Xiaoxiang..."

I raised my head and saw the sea running towards me, and Xiaorui followed closely behind with an umbrella.

"Brother..." I yelled and threw myself into his arms and burst into tears.

"Don't be afraid, my brother is here, Xiao Xiang, don't be afraid." He patted my back and comforted me softly.

The more gentle he is, the harder I cry, I just want to spit out all the grievances in my heart.

"Brother Xiang, don't cry, woo..." Xiao Rui also wept on the side.

I cried for a while, felt a little more at ease, wiped my face, raised my head to look at the sea, "Brother, do you think there is any place for us in this world?"

"Yes, Xiao Xiang, you have to be strong, Lei Zi needs you now."

need me?I know he needs me now more than ever, and that's what makes it harder for me.

"Let's go home first," Dahai pulled me up, "I'll call him later, everything will be fine." I don't know if he is comforting me or comforting himself, I can see that he also very worried.

When we got home, we changed our wet clothes and sat on the sofa in the living room. Dahai called. Ah Zheng said that Tiantian was still in the operating room. Call me, we held the phone in silence for a long time, no one spoke, I bit my lip and listened to his breathing quietly.

"Xiang..."

"Zheng..."

"I said I would never leave you... I'm working hard to do it too..."

"I know."

"how about you?"

I petrified the phone...

The day we ran away from home, our madness in the snow, his dedication in the car, his firmness in hugging me covered in gasoline, his running back in the chaos and telling me it wasn't my fault...all of these things It's him who's proving to me that he's committed to me—never leave me!

What about me?What have I done for him?I blamed all my faults on him. I wishful thinking that he betrayed me, and I fell in love with others with peace of mind. When I encounter setbacks, I know how to avoid them blindly. When I encounter problems, I ask others to help me. , How can I be worthy of what he has done to me?

I can't go, I can't leave him, a voice in my heart told me, then he will lose everything, but for me, he can even give up his life, will he care about those false names?He will go to jail, he has done something wrong, he has to take responsibility, I will wait for him, no matter how long I will wait for him.He will lose Tiantian, no, I shook my head desperately, no, we will live happily together with Tiantian!I believe!

"Zheng, wait for me!" After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone, took the car keys and went outside.

"Xiaoxiang, where are you going?" Dahai pulled me back.

"Brother, I'm going to the hospital, you're right, Ah Zheng needs me, I want to be with him all the time."

Dahai looked at me, with tears in his eyes, and patted my shoulder vigorously, "Go, remember, no matter what happens, brother will support you."

"Yeah." I nodded vigorously holding back my tears.

In the middle of the night, the hospital was deserted, and the only sound of my footsteps in the empty corridor was, boom!Boom!Boom!Just like my heartbeat, fast, crisp and powerful!

"Xiaoxiang," he raised his head and smiled at me when he heard the voice, "you are here."

"Yeah!" I squatted in front of him and grabbed his hand firmly.

"Don't go?"

"Ah!" Seeing the clarity in his eyes, I opened my eyes wide in surprise, "You...you know..."

He lowered his head and pressed his forehead against mine, "Fool, she has already threatened me."

I lowered my eyes, looked at his firm chin, and said aggrievedly, "Why didn't you tell me?"

He straightened up, raised my chin with his hands, and looked at me with a smile in his eyes, "I want to know your choice."

I raised my face and looked directly at him, but the tears in my eyes flowed down uncontrollably, Zheng, with my choice, do you know what you will lose?Is it worth it? "Are you satisfied?" My voice trembled.

He kept looking at me with a smile and didn't speak. I looked into his eyes and became more and more anxious. My breathing quickened and my face turned red. Did I do something wrong?Does he want me to leave?

He suddenly burst out laughing, held my face in his arms, and kissed me hard, "Xiaoxiang is so cute when he is in a hurry!" Then he hugged me tightly, "You are not allowed to go anywhere, you have to be with me for the rest of your life Me, even if I go to jail, you have to wait for me, you know?"

I buried my face in his arms, just grinning silly.