blue marshmallow

When the weather was calm, the sky had already darkened, "Let's go out to eat." I said.

"Where do you want to go?" He turned his head and kissed my cheek.

I have always wanted to go to the top floor of Ruihua Building, where you can see the big spinning wheel of the playground, and the colorful lights reflected on the glass windows, it must be very beautiful, "Let's go to Ruihua Building."

"Okay." He got up and carried me to the bathroom.

I didn't make jokes with him like usual, I obediently let him hug me and rinse me off. While drying my hair, he called to reserve a seat. I raised my head and looked at him proudly, but when I thought of me I was about to lose him, and my nose felt a little sore, so I quickly lowered my head and pretended to wipe the water droplets on my face.

I ate this meal very slowly. I usually gobble it up, but this time I ate very politely. I don’t want him to think of the way I ate casually when he remembered the last time we ate together. Hey, but this I'm really tired after eating.

"Xiang..."

I looked up, but he hesitated to speak.

"how?"

"Are you weird today?"

"Ah, what's so strange?" My palms started to sweat, and I put down the knife and fork to wipe my mouth.

He didn't say anything, he lowered his head, took out a cigarette and lit it, and blew a puff of smoke at me. I couldn't see his expression clearly, "Do you want it?" He threw one over before I could answer.

I put it by my mouth and leaned forward. He didn't light me with a lighter, but leaned forward like me. I squinted and looked around. I quickly lit my own with his cigarette and took a deep breath. , leaning on the back of the chair, finished a cigarette, we stared at each other without speaking.

"Go home." I stood up.

He sat there without moving, looking up at me thoughtfully.

"Let's go..." I smiled to hide my panic, stretched out my hand to pull him up, and heard his soft sigh in my ear, I didn't dare to look into his eyes anymore.

I took the elevator to the lobby, I walked in front, facing the huge revolving door, I just wanted to turn around and wait for him, but suddenly I froze there.

Tiantian and her mother came out of the revolving door holding hands, and met me face to face.

Both of us were taken aback, but Tiantian came to her senses first, "Brother Xiaoxiang, why are you here?" She happily ran towards me, and immediately saw Ah Zheng behind me, "Dad, you are here too! Ah, dad is bad, eat with brother Xiaoxiang, not with me and mother." She made a mischievous face at me, remembering what she asked me before, I could only smile at her apologetically.

I didn't dare to look at that woman, but I clearly felt the burning eyes on my cheeks, "I'll go back first." I said softly, and walked out the door quickly.

"Stop!" she yelled, and I couldn't help shaking.

"Tiantian," she grabbed Tiantian who was running towards me, "Do you know why daddy doesn't come home? Do you know why he doesn't want mommy?"

My eyes widened in surprise, God!What is this woman up to?say no more!I have decided to quit, please stop talking!

"Hui Jia, what are you talking about!" Ah Zheng growled at her holding back his anger.

Tiantian kept looking at our faces with her big black eyes open.

"Are you afraid that people will know about the good deeds you have done?" The woman seemed to have lost her mind, her eyes were blood red, and she slashed at my whole body like a knife, "This is the man who stole your father, so shameless Man, you still call him brother!"

We were all overwhelmed by her straightforward statement, and didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

"Woohoo!" A sweet cry woke everyone up, "Brother Xiaoxiang, I hate you, I hate you!" She cried and rushed into the revolving door.

I hurriedly chased it out, but the door had already turned around, so we had no choice but to run out from the door next to it. When the three of us rushed to the road in a panic, shouting sweet names, the scene in front of me made me paralyzed. .

Ah Zheng and Hui Jia ran past me, and I only saw a sweet corner of a dress peeking out from under the front wheel of a car.

I knelt and sat on the ground, my mind went blank, my ears were buzzing, Huijia's heart-piercing call was so far away, my eyes suddenly couldn't see anything.

A pair of trembling hands held my face. Is it Ah Zheng? I opened my eyes wide, opened my mouth and couldn’t make a sound, "Xiaoxiang, look at me, Xiaoxiang," he slapped my face hard, "in Wait here and don't move, I want the sea to pick you up, do you hear me?" I nodded unconsciously.

"Remember, it's not your fault, you remember it! Did you hear me?!"

I shook my head again and again, repeating his words in my heart, it's not my fault, it's not my fault, but if it's not my fault, then whose fault is it? !