blue marshmallow

"Do you know how I survived these past few years? I have no fingers, a broken leg, and an ugly face. No one is willing to offer me a job. Even if I want to shamefully sell my body, I can't do it. Hahaha," his laughter was miserably tinged with sarcasm, "but I want to live because Lei Ge didn't abandon me after I was seriously injured. Everyone can see that the target of those people's attacks is me. He can definitely Stand by and watch, so that he can be completely free, he can chase you back, but he didn't, he fought desperately with those people, he saved me from their hands, he found me the best doctor , He stayed by my hospital bed all night, and he snatched me away from death." He cried, and Ah Hang's eyes were no longer frighteningly bright, but filled with grateful, pious, gentle tears.

"But I can't be with him anymore, I can't appear in front of him like this, he is so dazzling, he is my sun, my everything, but I can't let him see myself so ugly and wretched, I just I can hide, watch him from a distance, love him silently, pray for him, and hope that he is safe."

"I go to pick up food discarded by others to feed my hunger, and pick up garbage to exchange for very little money to survive. I tell myself that I will live no matter what. Whenever I feel hungry and cold and want to jump from the roof of this building, I will tell Myself, tomorrow morning, tomorrow morning I can see his tall figure and handsome face again, I will see him smiling at the security guard at the door, I imagine that warm smile is for me, and I will be able to survive .”

"But you, why do you want to take away such a small wish from me, why do you want to come back!" He became a little hysterical, and the knife in his hand shone with mottled light as his arm shook.

My whole body was drenched in cold sweat, I sympathized with his experience, but why didn't he reflect on his behavior after talking about it, what he got now was to watch Ah Zheng love Ah Zheng from afar However, if he hadn't framed him at the beginning, things would never have happened in the future. He could still enjoy the love and care given to him by the sea, and love Ah Zheng silently in his heart. We are still friends, and we can often meet and reunite.

I can only say that everything was already doomed somewhere, just when he decided to frame me, today's ending was already doomed.

I stabilized my mind, thinking that since I have been out for so long and haven't returned, Ah Zheng has already started to worry, and I know that he can still find me easily through my mobile phone, because he installed a positioning system for me, then he will come If he finds me, how will he face Ah Hang?

"Answer me, damn you, I should have sent you to hell." The knife flashed in front of my eyes, I closed my eyes subconsciously, and there was a stabbing pain on my forehead. I knew that he had already begun to implement his I made a plan, and his terrifying face was replaced by mine in my mind. I was short of breath, opened my eyes in horror, and found that my right eye was already stained red with blood. I blinked hard, but I still couldn't see anything clearly.

"Hahaha," his ferocious and arrogant laughter was in my ears, and this harsh and disgusting laughter stopped abruptly when my phone rang.

He froze for a moment, then took out the phone from my jacket pocket with great effort, looked at the flickering screen and hesitated, not knowing whether to connect or not, finally he mustered up the courage to press the answer button, I knew he wanted to listen Hearing Ah Zheng's voice, he tremblingly held the phone close to his ear, the muscles on his face twisted and deformed due to excitement.

At that moment, I forgave him, and forgave everything he had done to me before and in the future, not out of pity, but out of emotion. I knew that he loved Ah Zheng no less than I loved him, even more than I loved him. me!

He listened to the phone silently, I knew what Ah Zheng would say, and those words would pierce Ah Hang's eardrum like a sharp machete, split his head, tear his last sanity, because Ah Zheng's tenderness was for me .

I watched calmly, he slowly moved away from the phone, raised his arm slowly, then threw it to the ground with all his strength, and stomped on it with his unbroken leg. I knew what I was about to face ?

He rushed over frantically, the hand holding the knife kept shaking, "Don't force me, don't force me!"

I looked at him calmly, I am no longer afraid, let what should come, since our enmity has been forged, let us end it properly.

One slash, two slashes... His hands became slower and slower, shaking more and more violently. I looked at him calmly and fixedly, and felt the blood flow continuously on my face, until there was a "bang", The dilapidated door was kicked open with a strong force.

Like a frightened kitten, he suddenly sprang up from me, and made a defensive posture towards the door with his left hand holding the knife, and when he saw the person rushing in, he suddenly let out a scream , covered his distorted face with his crippled right hand, and bent his body back until his back touched the shadow on the wall opposite me.

I will never forget that scream, until now, sometimes I still hear it in my sleep, and every time this happens, I wake up from my dream, and he seems to wake up as well as my psychic , gently hugged me into his arms, and gently kissed my cheek.