blue marshmallow

When I woke up again, I had the illusion of the past reappearing. The faces of Shang Yun, Yu Wenchuan, and Brother Long were looming in front of my eyes. I tried my best to shake my head to get rid of these illusions. Who are people?Why is he doing this to me?What does he want?

But, what was the smell, I realized I was sitting on the couch with my hands tied behind my back and my mouth taped up, and I smelled like petrol, yes, it was petrol!I was doused in petrol!

Why douse me with gasoline?Is he going to burn me?But why burn me to death?Is my meat tasty?I couldn't stop thinking about it.

He stood in front of me, looking at me quietly, and I stared at him, I think he could understand my question from my eyes.

He slowly took off the scarf, I swear it was the scariest face I have ever seen except in horror movies, the eyelid of the left eye has disappeared, only the huge eyeball is constantly rolling, and the cornea is damaged Infected by long-term exposure to the air, it became red and bloodshot, and a long scar stretched from the corner of his right eye over the bridge of his nose to his left jaw was shocking. I saw a section of bare skin on his neck showing The pale color seemed to remind me that he used to have a fair complexion.

"Are you surprised?" He chuckled, and the voice was unforgettable, and I finally realized that he had been talking to me in a fake voice all along.

"I never understood why your life is so good? Tell me, Xiaoxiang? Tell me why?"

I leaned back to avoid his slowly approaching scary face and even more terrifying eyes. This scene is almost the same as it was two years ago!

My palms started to sweat, I suffered from my inability to speak, I hated my innocence and unsuspecting, but if this happened again, I think I would repeat the same mistakes.

"I've already let you go, haven't I? I promised the gang boss who liked you, I let you go, but why didn't you let me go? You have never lacked love, Dahai likes you, Brother Lei I love you, even the boss of the gangster who was almost killed by you can't forget you, but why do you treat me like this?"

I kept shaking my head, he misunderstood me, Ah Hang misunderstood me, I did not let him go, I told Lu Youshan not to hurt him, and he promised me.

"Don't I just want to be with the person I love? What's wrong with me? I also promised Lei Ge that I will rescue you in a year. Do you know what that means? It means that I will Admitting to the police that I was lying and perjury before, I was going to be sent to jail, but in order to live with Lei Ge for a year, in order to get his love for a year, I am willing to lose my freedom, I am willing Give me everything, but, but, how did you treat me?"

I could only keep shaking my head, I didn't think that he just wanted to live with Ah Zheng for a year at the beginning, and he did those things just to be able to live with Ah Zheng for a year, I don't know, I think Ah Zheng doesn't know either.

"Do you know why I agreed to him? That gangster boss," he licked his chapped lips, and grinned contemptuously, "If he bared his fangs like this first and used all threats, I would be tortured by him If you die, you will not agree to his request and let you out."

I had difficulty breathing, the smell of gasoline made my eyes sore, my lungs seemed to burst at the slightest spark, I kept nodding, I know, Lu Youshan once told me.

"Because he said that if I don't agree, he will go to hurt Rego, I will not allow anyone to hurt him, I love him so much, I can't let these things happen. He said he will take you away, I will completely Having him, I don’t have to worry that you will snatch him away from me. How tempting this condition is, I thought I could only have one year’s happiness, but suddenly it magnified to infinity in front of me, and I had no choice but to agree , I must agree." His eyes were shining, and he seemed to have returned to the scene of that day, and I could imagine that Lu Youshan said these tempting conditions to him calmly and gracefully, using both grace and power, that was He is best at negotiating and persuading.

"But, what did you do after you got the freedom and love you wanted? You let that man hurt me," his eyes became redder and redder, as if they were about to bleed, he opened his palm towards me, Show me his right hand with only three fingers left, "You let them cut off my fingers, I like to use their beloved camera to take pictures of the happy smiles of couples, I will happily press the shutter, I I like to hear that wonderful "click" sound, but now I can't hear that wonderful sound anymore; you let them ruin my face, you make me afraid to appear in front of Rego again, you let them fight Break my leg, so I can't walk briskly with him, you ruined everything for me, you know? You hateful selfish person!"

I was in tears. I don't know who hurt him, whether it was Lu Youshan or Fang Weichen, but I knew that I couldn't get rid of the responsibility. I was also responsible for him becoming what he is today.

"What's the use of crying now? I won't pity you anymore, I want you to taste what I have tasted all these years!" He said, taking out a sharpened and polished fruit knife from his pocket.

My heart was pulled together, I was very scared, I could only shake my head desperately, and kept crying.