blue marshmallow

By chance, I found out that Lu Youshan had a classic Colt "Python" revolver, which we used to call a revolver, with a 6-inch barrel, a walnut grip, and a stainless steel barrel with a brushed surface. It is very smooth and bright, but it is wear-resistant and practical. I think this gun is very handy, and the feeling of turning the cylinder in and out is very enjoyable. It feels like a hero in a western movie, so I often play with it. Will be loaded.

Awei said that there is another allusion to the revolver. I heard that Brother Long used it to play Russian roulette with Lu Youshan when he was young and vigorous, but few people knew the final result because the parties were unwilling I mentioned it, so this matter passed quickly, but I can probably guess a little bit just because they are so awkward.

Lu Youshan may have seen that I like this gun very much. A few days later, he mysteriously brought a box to me and opened it. The most interesting thing is that the barrel of my gun is shorter than his, which is 4 inches. The craft of the stainless steel barrel is treated with imitation electroplating paint, and the surface of the barrel is shiny and bright, perfectly smooth like a mirror.

"Why is mine shorter than yours?" was the first thing I said at the time.

"It's hard to answer, you have to ask your mother." He looked at me with a suppressed smile, and I stared at me for a while trying to understand, Ah Wei and Ah Biao had already bent over laughing.

"Cut! You are so old and unscrupulous!" I didn't care about my mouth. I picked up the gun and threw the bullet away with a smile. The smile froze on my face immediately, and there were six bullets in the bullet.

"Really?" I withdraw the bullet suspiciously, staring blankly at the petal-like warhead on the bullet.

".357 Magnum hollow point bullet," he squinted his eyes and looked at me, and I could feel the expressions of A Biao and A Wei becoming tense, "Are you afraid?"

"Why did you give me these?" I'm not afraid. There's nothing to be afraid of. Adults in many countries can get a gun license and legally own guns and ammunition. I'm already an adult, and I won't take it. Do bad things.

"Bring self-defense. This is a classic self-defense weapon, and it was also the standard weapon of the American police in the 80s."

"Oh, but the lethality of this warhead is too great."

"I can't see that you understand these things." He pampered my head. "This is an expansion bullet. It's very powerful and inhumane. So, don't use it unless it is absolutely necessary."

I raised my head, looked at him seriously, and then turned back to look at my two shooting coaches. I saw trust and encouragement in their eyes, so I shook the gun in my hand, "Don't worry, I will do well." take care of it."

So, I often took the pistol that Lu Youshan gave me, imagining what he and Long Ge were like back then, playing Russian roulette by myself, feeling the rotation speed and number of turns of the wheel with my fingers, wondering how to control the position of the bullet, At first I didn’t know how to put real bullets, but I would put some empty shells. Later, as I became more proficient at playing, I became more courageous, so I secretly put the Magnum bullets he gave me into it. He confiscated my gun, and he gave it back to me after I had to say something.

Every weekend he will take me to the villa on the outer island for the weekend. He knows that I like the sea and like to blend into the pure nature without restraint. He can accompany me all night looking at the roof and counting the stars, and he can also hug me and look at the wall. How does the little fish in the movie woo...

I learned to gallop on a chasing wind without a saddle, and he drove an off-road vehicle beside me along the coastline. We smiled and looked at each other from time to time. Whenever I could feel my chest swell happy, so happy that I want to die.

I often let the chasing wind run into the sea mischievously, while I laughed and jumped into the waves splashed by the horseshoes, struggling to swim to the depths of the sea, because I learned how to swim, I am no longer afraid of not being able to return to the shore up.

I remember that day when he stood in the sea facing the morning light and opened his arms towards me, he just looked at me with a smile and didn’t say anything. I don’t know where the courage came from. I hugged his neck tightly and looked back, only to realize that I had swam so far, and finally believed that I had learned how to swim. I had mixed feelings at that time.

Swimming, Ah Zheng has taught me many times. In the sea and in the swimming pool, I have a lot of theoretical knowledge and practical experience. The reason why I only learned it until now is the leap from quantitative change to qualitative change. There is no fruit now, just like the happiness I am tasting, which has more colorful layers than before.

"What are you thinking about?" Lu Youshan put the documents on the table, turned the armchair under me, and looked down at me with his hands on the armrests. I could feel the deep affection in his eyes.

"I think..." I looked at him badly, holding back my words.

"Miss me?" He suddenly squatted down and looked up at me instead.

"Actually, I want to...eat egg tarts, hahaha! You must be disappointed." I smirked at him triumphantly.

He looked at me straight for a long time without expression.

"What's the matter, just kidding." I leaned forward and touched the tip of my nose to his.

"Xiaoxiang, what should I do? I've never been so happy as I am now. I'm so happy that I won't have any regrets even if I die right away."

I opened my arms and put his head in my arms, letting him listen to my heartbeat, "Shan, I am the same, now I feel that I can die without regret!"

In this way, being loved by him happily, loving him happily, I passed the critical period of three months smoothly, and I didn't really appreciate the severity of my heart addiction, because I didn't have time to think about it at all. So, I successfully quit the drug addiction.