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I was tired from beating my hands, and my voice was hoarse, I just hugged him quietly, feeling empty in my heart, Ah Zheng doesn't want me anymore, he wants me to love others, when we parted last time, he let me live a good life, don't With Lu Youshan, I still have some faint hopes in my heart, hoping that one day he will come to me and let me go back with him, but this time he asked me to love him, he really doesn't want me anymore...
Slowly getting up, I walked back numbly, I know he loves me and will always love me, but we can't go back to the past, two people are together, love alone is not enough!
As he said, since I have accepted Lu Youshan, I will not look back. The reason why I willfully make unreasonable demands on him is because I know that he loves me so much that I can’t add anything. I want to indulge myself in front of him for the last time. Be coquettish, Zheng, it's time for me to grow up, and I shouldn't ask you to worry about it anymore.
"Zheng, you... take care..."
"Xiaoxiang, be careful on the way back..."
I walked silently with my head down, every step seemed to be stepping on a bleeding heart, you arbitrarily decided our beginning, and now you are ruthlessly ending, how unfair it is!No matter what the reason for separation is, in our love, I have always been a participant who has no right to speak, and a spectator who likes to be manipulated by others.
"Xiao Xiang, get in the car, you will catch cold if your clothes are wet." A black car stopped beside me.
Turning my head to look at Awei's concerned face in the rolled down car window, "Why are you here?" My hairs stood on end, and I instinctively went into defense.
Awei hesitated for a moment, "Brother Shan is worried about your safety, let me protect you."
"You... have been following me?"
"Ah."
"Since when?"
"After the accident last time..."
I turned my head to look at the endless night and didn't want to speak. I can't blame Lu Youshan for his concern. What happened to Lin Qian made him feel a little bit scared. He asked Awei to protect me secretly, which only shows that he cares about me very much. I should be grateful to him, but Why can't I be happy at all?
I opened the car door and got in the car. Awei glanced at me and didn't say anything more. I felt so useless, my chest seemed to be on fire, so I could only bite my lower lip tightly, suppressing the emotions that were about to lose control.
I'm not worried that Awei will tell Lu Youshan what he saw just now, I just don't want him to see my current appearance. You can also explain to yourself that it is to make a gamble with Ah Zheng, and also to repay Lu Youshan, but now I have nowhere to go, I have no one to ask for.
"You're fine." Awei looked at the road ahead and said something without thinking.
I still maintained the state when I got in the car, my heart was disturbed, but my head was empty and I couldn't grasp a clue.
He suddenly stopped suddenly, and I turned my head to look at him, "Brother Shan really loves you, because you are worthy of love!"
Tears flooded into my eyes instantly, I sniffed and turned my head, "I see, thank you."
Awei, thank you for giving me courage. If I had no choice but to choose Lu Youshan, then from now on, I will work hard to fight for it!
Calmly opened the door, Lu Youshan stood up from the sofa, "I'm back."
"Ah," I didn't avoid his gaze, and smiled at him, "I'm going to take a shower first." My body was covered in mud and sand, sticking to my skin wetly, like wearing a cold and heavy armor, which made people very uncomfortable. is unhappy.
After taking off my clothes, I stood under the shower and looked up. The warm water flowed over my cold skin, bringing the temperature of life.
A pair of strong arms hugged me tightly from behind, I leaned into his arms, put my head on his shoulder, "Xiang, I won't let you go!"
I opened my mouth and smiled, water flowed into my mouth, the taste was a little sweet...
We all seem to have something to express, but we don't know how to say it, so we can only toss and roll on the bed in the dark, "Shan, don't let Ah Wei follow me, okay?"
"No, ah..." I pushed him hard.
"Say, is it okay or not?"
"No, ah, ah..." I became ruthless.
"Shan, promise me! Huh?" I changed my strategy and lowered my head to kiss his Adam's apple.
"Why?" He gasped slightly.
"I'm a man and I don't like being protected."
"But I love you, and I want to protect you."
I stopped, bit my lip and stared at him without speaking. He smiled at me flatteringly, trying to fool me. It was serious, so I had to sigh and reluctantly agree.
That night I slept soundly in his arms, feeling relieved and relaxed. Ah Zheng let go, and I also felt free.
The next morning, I went downstairs to drive. I looked back, left, and right, and found no trace of Awei. In fact, I know that I am a bit willful, but I have my self-esteem. I don’t want to cling to him like a woman. Living with him like a man, I don't want to be looked down upon.
I waited downstairs at Xiang Yun's house for a long time and still didn't see him coming down. Thinking of my recklessness yesterday, I felt very guilty and blamed myself. I took out my phone and thought about it, and opened the unit door and went upstairs directly.
Since the last incident, he gave me a set of house keys. Anyway, the keys are in the mailbox and I have the same effect.
I rang the doorbell and no one answered the door. When I opened the door, I felt the atmosphere was very strange. The furniture in the room was neatly arranged, but Songsong didn’t come out. I kept the door open vigilantly and called Xiang Yun and Song loudly. loose.
Slowly getting up, I walked back numbly, I know he loves me and will always love me, but we can't go back to the past, two people are together, love alone is not enough!
As he said, since I have accepted Lu Youshan, I will not look back. The reason why I willfully make unreasonable demands on him is because I know that he loves me so much that I can’t add anything. I want to indulge myself in front of him for the last time. Be coquettish, Zheng, it's time for me to grow up, and I shouldn't ask you to worry about it anymore.
"Zheng, you... take care..."
"Xiaoxiang, be careful on the way back..."
I walked silently with my head down, every step seemed to be stepping on a bleeding heart, you arbitrarily decided our beginning, and now you are ruthlessly ending, how unfair it is!No matter what the reason for separation is, in our love, I have always been a participant who has no right to speak, and a spectator who likes to be manipulated by others.
"Xiao Xiang, get in the car, you will catch cold if your clothes are wet." A black car stopped beside me.
Turning my head to look at Awei's concerned face in the rolled down car window, "Why are you here?" My hairs stood on end, and I instinctively went into defense.
Awei hesitated for a moment, "Brother Shan is worried about your safety, let me protect you."
"You... have been following me?"
"Ah."
"Since when?"
"After the accident last time..."
I turned my head to look at the endless night and didn't want to speak. I can't blame Lu Youshan for his concern. What happened to Lin Qian made him feel a little bit scared. He asked Awei to protect me secretly, which only shows that he cares about me very much. I should be grateful to him, but Why can't I be happy at all?
I opened the car door and got in the car. Awei glanced at me and didn't say anything more. I felt so useless, my chest seemed to be on fire, so I could only bite my lower lip tightly, suppressing the emotions that were about to lose control.
I'm not worried that Awei will tell Lu Youshan what he saw just now, I just don't want him to see my current appearance. You can also explain to yourself that it is to make a gamble with Ah Zheng, and also to repay Lu Youshan, but now I have nowhere to go, I have no one to ask for.
"You're fine." Awei looked at the road ahead and said something without thinking.
I still maintained the state when I got in the car, my heart was disturbed, but my head was empty and I couldn't grasp a clue.
He suddenly stopped suddenly, and I turned my head to look at him, "Brother Shan really loves you, because you are worthy of love!"
Tears flooded into my eyes instantly, I sniffed and turned my head, "I see, thank you."
Awei, thank you for giving me courage. If I had no choice but to choose Lu Youshan, then from now on, I will work hard to fight for it!
Calmly opened the door, Lu Youshan stood up from the sofa, "I'm back."
"Ah," I didn't avoid his gaze, and smiled at him, "I'm going to take a shower first." My body was covered in mud and sand, sticking to my skin wetly, like wearing a cold and heavy armor, which made people very uncomfortable. is unhappy.
After taking off my clothes, I stood under the shower and looked up. The warm water flowed over my cold skin, bringing the temperature of life.
A pair of strong arms hugged me tightly from behind, I leaned into his arms, put my head on his shoulder, "Xiang, I won't let you go!"
I opened my mouth and smiled, water flowed into my mouth, the taste was a little sweet...
We all seem to have something to express, but we don't know how to say it, so we can only toss and roll on the bed in the dark, "Shan, don't let Ah Wei follow me, okay?"
"No, ah..." I pushed him hard.
"Say, is it okay or not?"
"No, ah, ah..." I became ruthless.
"Shan, promise me! Huh?" I changed my strategy and lowered my head to kiss his Adam's apple.
"Why?" He gasped slightly.
"I'm a man and I don't like being protected."
"But I love you, and I want to protect you."
I stopped, bit my lip and stared at him without speaking. He smiled at me flatteringly, trying to fool me. It was serious, so I had to sigh and reluctantly agree.
That night I slept soundly in his arms, feeling relieved and relaxed. Ah Zheng let go, and I also felt free.
The next morning, I went downstairs to drive. I looked back, left, and right, and found no trace of Awei. In fact, I know that I am a bit willful, but I have my self-esteem. I don’t want to cling to him like a woman. Living with him like a man, I don't want to be looked down upon.
I waited downstairs at Xiang Yun's house for a long time and still didn't see him coming down. Thinking of my recklessness yesterday, I felt very guilty and blamed myself. I took out my phone and thought about it, and opened the unit door and went upstairs directly.
Since the last incident, he gave me a set of house keys. Anyway, the keys are in the mailbox and I have the same effect.
I rang the doorbell and no one answered the door. When I opened the door, I felt the atmosphere was very strange. The furniture in the room was neatly arranged, but Songsong didn’t come out. I kept the door open vigilantly and called Xiang Yun and Song loudly. loose.
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