miss [rebirth]

weather is hot.

The moment I got off the car, it was like entering a high-temperature baking oven.

The assistant stretched out his head and asked her, "Sister, what time should I come?"

Fang Zhizhu's tulle skirt was a bit long, and she carried the skirt carefully through Dr. Zhou's small garden: "No need to come here, see you on the set tonight."

The door of Dr. Zhou's house has already been opened, and when Fang Zhizhu entered, he was opening the refrigerator: "Ice cream?"

Fang Zhizhu shook his head.

Doctor Zhou laughed: "When you first came here, you asked for ice cream, and I always remember that you like it."

"Then it seems that the first impression I made on you was pretty good." Fang Zhi entered the consultation room lightly, and sat down on the familiar green sofa.

Zhou Haizhen put a glass of lemonade in front of her: "It's too hot."

Fang Zhi said with a smile: "A temporary appointment with you, I hope I didn't disturb you."

"You are very polite today." Zhou Haizhen tilted her head and sat on the sofa opposite, "Something special happened."

"That's right." Fang Zhizhu didn't want to hide it either.

Most of the time she came here because she was urged by her agent, but rarely because she wanted to come and sit down, like a task that needed to be clocked in.

Today, it is really unusual to come here proactively, with problems and needs.

But when Dr. Zhou looked at her and encouraged her to continue speaking with his eyes, Fang Zhizhu leaned against the back of the sofa, but no word came out of his mouth.

She thought for a long time, and Zhou Haizhen accompanied her quietly.

The heartbeat is a bit weird, at a steady but occasionally sudden frequency.

Fang Zhizhu bit her lower lip, and her eyes finally fell on the person opposite from nothingness. She smiled and asked, "Doctor Zhou, have you ever been in a relationship?"

"Of course." Zhou Haizhen answered her, "My wife and I have been together for 15 years."

"Are you together because of love?" Fang Zhizhu asked.

Zhou Haizhen laughed: "Yes, free love. You don't look like a young man who is on the cutting edge of fashion when you ask this question."

Fang Zhizhu didn't care about the hint that he brought the topic to her, and bent forward slightly, looking interested: "Can you tell me about your love story?"

"Ah, this..." Zhou Haizhen's eyes were bent, and all the lines in the corners of the eyes appeared, "If you want to hear, you can talk about it."

On this day, Fang Zhizhu guided Dr. Zhou and told many of his love stories.

She was happy to hear it, and laughed along with it. Although Dr. Zhou said that these were the most cliche and boring stories, Fang Zhizhu felt that this was much more interesting than the romantic drama he made.

At the end of the conversation, Dr. Zhou asked her, "What about you?"

how about you.

Fang Zhizhu smiled, and the answer was very clear: "I haven't."

Doctor Zhou looked surprised, or maybe he didn't believe it.

Fang Zhizhu finished the conversation and quickly paid the consultation fee.

Doctor Zhou said: "I feel ashamed for accepting the money today. I've been talking about myself."

"No." Fang Zhizhu smiled brightly, "I think it's very valuable and precious."

And very useful.

More useful than ever.

Because when Fang Zhizhu stepped out of the house, even though the dusk was falling, he felt his mood lightly lifted.

She was looking forward to it.

Tomorrow is the day when Chen Nianlai will shoot her. They communicated with each other for a month during this shoot. Fang Zhizhu is looking forward to the news from Chen Nian popping up on the phone, looking forward to clicking on her voice to hear her voice, and now, looking forward to seeing her.

At the thought of seeing her, some adjectives became extraordinary.

There is still work at night, and Fang Zhizhu hummed softly during the break between filming.

In fact, at the beginning, she was not in such a happy mood about this matter.It's like pinching a perfect image in my heart, and I don't want to be defeated by reality.Like a candy in the window, it will always melt and disappear in your mouth.

She had finally found some fun to pass her sleepless nights, heavy nightmares, and she didn't want to lose it so quickly.

But a visit to her psychiatrist's house seemed to resolve the issue.

Her heart, which is ready to move, has never been in love, longs for something special to happen, fresh, exciting, and can leave traces.

After finishing work, Fang Zhizhu sat in the car on his way home, did nothing, and was silently in a daze.

Imagine what kind of scene there will be tomorrow, what kind of person there will be, and what method will be used to satisfy her selfish expectations.

The villa is very quiet, but in a few hours, it will be lively.

With such a mood, Fang Zhizhu lay down on the bed, fell asleep quickly, and then got up quickly at the scheduled time.

Wash and apply a mask, blow a beautiful natural hairstyle that seems unmodified, and choose a good-looking pajamas that can best show off her figure.

Order and buy many breakfasts, and show yourself in the most lively and splendid state.

Ding dong, someone rang the doorbell.

Fang Zhizhu turned his head to look over, her villa was really bustling.

Chen Nian is so cute.

Her appearance is lovely, her figure is lovely, her flustered look, her eyes that want to look but dare not look more, her red cheeks hidden behind the camera, when she talks to her, she behaves but can't help it "Teacher Fang" with a touch of intimacy...

All very cute.

So cute that Fang Zhizhu didn't know what words to use to describe it. She just felt that the world about Chen Nian that she had made up in her mind was displayed in front of her exactly.

There really is such a person in the world, who just bumped in without saying hello, and met all her expectations.

Under the sun and in the fragrance of flowers, she saw a drop of sweat on Chen Nian's neck, slipping down quietly and falling into his clothes.

She felt thirsty, dizzy in her head, and awakened in her body.

She didn't want to go so soon, at least after the work was done.But she was really anxious and thirsty, like a person who had trekked thousands of kilometers in the desert and saw the vibrant oasis in the distance.

The second set was shot in her house, which was sheltered, safe and private.

The only thing that was redundant was those people around. Fang Zhizhu found some reason and was able to distract him, leaving time, space and air to Chen Nian and himself.

Fang Zhizhu's expectation is like a demon, growing wildly and unable to restrain himself.

As soon as it emerges, it pours out, like a smelly sin, pervasive.

Fang Zhi's work has just begun, and Chen Nian is already in disarray.

She was a pure and innocent lamb, so panicked that her whole body turned pink, and she said the words of sending the sheep to the entrance, dispelling Fang Zhizhu's last trace of hesitation in time.

"I'm gay and I like girls."

"I like you very much, I have been your fan since you debuted at the age of 14."

"So I think it's inappropriate for me to take such private photos for you now."

Fang Zhizhu smiled softly, and she smiled softly from the bottom of her heart.

She was really amazed how she was so lucky to get such a gift. Her heart felt like being bitten by thousands of ants, itching to the point where all her limbs were itchy.

She feels freshness, excitement, and the traces that will surely be left behind, as well as the unspeakable sweetness.

Chen Nian broke the camera, and Fang Zhizhu knew it was a gunshot.

She took Chen Nian's hand, that soft but slightly callused hand.

She led her up the stairs step by step and into her lonely room where she couldn't sleep.

She kissed her lips, and released all the demons while her heart was beating wildly.

Chen Nian is so cute.

She doesn't struggle, doesn't avoid, she trembles her fingertips and eyes, she is Fang Zhi's best fantasy for so many years.

Love is so good, sex is joyful, only then did Fang Zhizhu understand this simple truth.

For a long time to come, she replayed this day countless times. At this moment, she was glad and regretted that she had stolen Chen Nian's purest love, and regretted that the one who fell in love with her was such a bad self.

She woke up in the middle of the night, she was crying crazily in the bathroom, she really wanted to know her sooner, before her destiny was opened, and as soon as the world was ordinary and clean.

She wants to look at her from afar, give her the most delicious candies, hold her hand, and play running games with her.

She wants to grow up with her, witness her becoming such a perfect self, she wants to start her green youth, and she wants to occupy her first heartbeat.

She loves her more than anyone else, she wants to give her what she has, she wants to chase her for a long time, taste all the ups and downs, and then have it with her, the real most perfect love.

She wanted too much, and only then did she realize that she had nothing.

The author has something to say: There may be some extra episodes, but they can’t be updated next week due to the list, and the follow-up update time will depend on fate.Don't wait any longer~