miss [rebirth]

The author has something to say: This extra episode describes some events from the perspective of Fang Zhizhu in the previous life. There may be some things that make everyone feel down. It may be very watery for some readers, so please be cautious Buy and read, thank you~

Before meeting Chen Nian, Fang Zhizhu thought that he would never get any intimate feelings in his life.

Since she was seven years old, she has lost this ability, or rather,? Lost this kind of luck.

Unexamined,? Obviously she is not very old,? But like an old man,? Always thinking,? When will life end, and how should life end.

If you think too much, it is inevitable that there will be some strange little movements and bad symptoms, such as unconsciously grabbing a piece of clothing and rubbing it with your fingertips, until your fingers bleed,? For example, insomnia all night when you can relax ,? Once falling asleep, it is an endless nightmare.

So,? She watched the sunrise at home many, many times.

Her house is located on a high ground. Looking out of the bedroom window, there are large river bends and thin distant mountains.

Mostly at five o'clock, the rays of the sun come out, and most of the sun jumps out at 05:30,? She sits cross-legged on the edge of the bed with wine at hand, but doesn't drink much.

When the weather is good, her eyes are always stung by the morning light, and a large area of ​​strong light hits her face, like a headlight on a stage that is so hot that it smokes.

She once thought she had found the light,? On the stage, in the TV, surrounded by countless people, listening to the cheers of countless people, those straightforward and strong love filled her empty heart with nowhere to rest .

No matter how many times I interview her and ask her why she entered the industry, why she persists until now, and why she is desperate at work, she will always answer very tacky, because of love.

Everyone will automatically understand that she loves this career, acting and singing.But in fact, Fang Zhizhu herself doesn't know whether she really loves these things themselves, or because she loves the effects they bring.

It seems to have the effect of being strongly loved by many people.

But it doesn't matter if you don't know, because it's the only thing she can get.

If you want to make money, you have to fake smiles in front of the camera.If you want to please your adoptive parents, you have to win the game.If you don't want to be abandoned by this world, you have to keep paying for your work and paying for it.

out, pay.

Giving everything, she gave everything.

Do you regret it?Before meeting Chen Nian, she had never regretted it.

Her logic clearly told herself that it was the best choice she could make in the state at that time. She threw away some things in exchange for something, and regret was useless, regret was useless.

But later, she still regretted it.

It's like meeting the real light and realizing how shameful it is to lose dignity for Yinghuo, just like getting real love and realizing that the conditions of exchange don't have to be so dirty.

Chen Nian is so good, Chen Nian is as good as the scorching sun, burning her eyes, burning her skin, burning her broken heart.

She knew of this person's existence at the company's planning meeting.

The planning meeting will be held every three months, and the specific time will be arranged according to her announcement. It will mainly summarize her various data in the past three months, review results and mistakes, and then prepare for the next three months of marketing.

Every artist has it, but not every artist will attend on time every time like her.

She cares about every aspect of her work, every detail. After all, she has nothing else to care about except work.

When she was working, she would be tired, and when she was tired, she would sleep well. The longer she stayed up, the more restful she would sleep. She had to be in the nanny's car, in a temporary small hotel, or on a reclining chair on the set.

The ppt of the image manager slides over and concludes: "In fact, our three red carpet looks are very amazing, and they have also been recognized by fans. I think it is still a problem with the shooting. Everyone says that the video is better than the photo. , that means the photos are not good-looking enough. Compared with the high-profile looks in the last viwa event, Angle’s popularity is mainly due to her photographer, who is very good at finding angles and atmospheres. In fact, one good photo is enough.”

Fang Zhizhu lightly tapped the table with his fingertips: "Who is her photographer? Which company does she belong to? Can you dig it out?"

The image agent laughed: "She owns a studio, and she can shoot as long as she has enough money. One very interesting thing is..."

She paused, trying to whet her appetite, and then said: "On the night of the viwa event, this photographer didn't repost any of the photos he took on his private Weibo, but liked the photos we know."

Fang Zhizhu raised his head and hummed softly.

:"Um?"

"I've already checked." The image manager said triumphantly, "This may be a well-known fan of ours. After watching a movie, he will write a thousand-word movie review, and Chaohua even sent a photo he cut and edited."

"That's good." Fang Zhizhu said, "Let's ask him out next time."

"Hey, I pushed WeChat." The image manager handed over.

Fang Zhizhu was a little interested in the thousand-character movie review. After all, the reputation of her recently released movie was not very good. She wanted to see how an insider would praise or scold.

"Give me his Weibo." Fang Zhi said.

Agent: "Studio?"

Fang Zhi wrote: "Private Blog."

The account pushed over, the name is very cute, it is called Lemon Fish, did you eat cats today, and the background is also very cute, it is a cat on the dining table.

Girl, Fang Zhizhu sighed lightly in his heart.

After the meeting, today is a rest day. The assistant sent her home and handed her two boxes of medicine: "Ms. Qian said this is more useful than the previous one. She asked a friend to bring it back from abroad."

"En." Fang Zhizhu took it over.

Her agent in charge was devoted to treating her, saying that after staying at home for two days, she turned as pale as a dead person.

The assistant pursed her lips, and said again: "She also said, you have to go to Dr. Zhou's side."

"Okay." Fang Zhizhu can accept any request that is not excessive.

She picked up her bag and got out of the car, and the assistant took a step after her: "Sister, I've been fine for the past two days..."

"You have," Fang Zhizhu said, "your best friend is getting married tomorrow, and your circle of friends posted invitations."

assistant:"……"

Fang Zhizhu raised his hand and waved at her, without looking back: "Goodbye, I still have things to do."

She was busy, so the assistant left easily.

Fang Zhizhu entered the house, threw away his bag and coat, then stepped on the carpet with bare feet, poured himself a glass of water, and nestled in the sofa.

She's really busy, she hasn't read the photographer's Weibo yet.

She likes to flip through a person's social software from beginning to end, as long as it's not an artist's, it's very interesting.

You can see the important things in other people's lives, other people's happiness and sadness, what others want to say and what they want to get.

The photographer’s Weibo took a long time, and I swiped for a long time

Can't reach the end, enough for her to watch for a long time.

There are a lot of photos in it, not all of them are professional photos taken with a professional camera, and it is even said that the proportion of photos in which she really engages in themes and makeup is not large.

Many of them are random shots, a little light, a wild cat, a messy street stall, working in the snow, working in the desert, picking up shells by the sea, smiling like a fool.

There are very few photos of herself, and once in a while, Fang Zhizhu zooms in on one or two photos. The girl's tanned skin, bright eyes, and ostentatious smile are all the looks she likes.

She looked very happy, Fang Zhi thought.

She must be really happy, so she is not afraid of possible praise or attacks from the many fans attracted by her work, so she only posts what she wants to post on her private account.

She sometimes interacts with comments and says some funny one-liners. She may be in a bad mood for a day or two, and when someone scolds her, she will scold back without profanity.

But she doesn't love fighting, she disappears after scolding, and when she comes back, she brings her life with her, her happiness, busyness, and the light joy that jumps out of the medium of words and pictures.

So lively and interesting, so simple and rich, Fang Zhizhu is like watching a movie with rich details, and there are always scenes that make her laugh.

During this pleasant process, when I saw the long film review written by the photographer, I felt, ah, it should be like this.

When she praised, she was sincere and enthusiastic, and when she criticized, she was pungent and humorous, and everything did not deviate from the image Fang Zhizhu saw.

Until she wrote about Fang Zhizhu, the heroine of this drama, all the objectivity and fairness disappeared at once, and the preference was so obvious between the lines, Fang Zhizhu's heartbeat accelerated slightly, and she always felt that she had killed a The aesthetics of a perfect girl.

Regarding her last sentence, the girl wrote: This paragraph is mixed with strong personal preferences, but I can’t help it, I only watched it because of her.

Fang Zhi twitched the corners of his lips, and raised his hands to cover his eyes.

Just on Weibo, she saw late at night.

I was hungry in the middle, so I made something to eat casually, and I was still watching while eating.

In the early hours of the morning, her eyes were sleepy, and the photos on her mobile phone became blurred. She fell asleep in this blurry vast grassland.

actually

But a good night's sleep.

The dream is full of the scenery the girl has seen, the road she has traveled, and the joy and joy of the girl.

Fang Zhizhu opened his eyes, staring at the empty ceiling, feeling the empty room, wishing he could become her.

She turned over and got up, and finally went to look up the girl's name.

Her name is Chen Nian. When you read a word, you will repeat it many times.

Fang Zhizhu willfully felt that even her name was so full of emotion.

There are countless threads in the world wrapped around Chen Nian, entwining her into a stable individual, and bringing all her joys into reality.

Fang Zhizhu felt that she had something to do today, so she could look for her works and see what other artists she photographed.

If, if she finished watching it, she still had such eager expectations... Then she would really ask her out once, to see herself in the eyes of a little sun.

Is there a steaming light too, is it possible to dye her some steaming light.