miss [rebirth]

No one had a good meal.

Parents, after worrying about this and that, it hurts to see Zhizhi shed tears, and it hurts to see Niannian think so much about Zhizhi.

The mental state of the two children has become their main concern. Whether they will be admitted to art school or not, and what major to study? It is not that important.

The whole family sat around the dining table, chatting carefully and slowly, like discussing the major life events of each child and even the parents together countless times before, and finally the food was cold, Chen Junjie went to heat it again .

Chen Nian and Fang Zhi hardly picked up the vegetables. Mother shelled the shrimp and put them in their bowls. The braised pork dad knew they didn’t like fat, so he removed all the fat and put only the thin ones for them. of.

After dinner, it was already very late.

Liu Chunhua looked at Chen Nian, hesitated to speak, but she still had to go to class tomorrow, she could only grab her eldest daughter and hug her, and said to her, "Go to bed early."

"Yeah." Chen Nian said, "Zhizhi wants to hug one too."

Before Liu Chunhua could move, Fang Zhi had already come over by herself and hugged them both into her arms.

Chen Junjie who was cleaning up the dishes: "Ah, here, I..."

Liu Chunhua: "Go and wash the dishes. Sister Wang won't be back until tomorrow night. It's going to stink."

Chen Junjie: "Oh oh oh."

After embracing, Chen Nian and Fang Zhi went upstairs.

Their bedrooms faced each other, and when it was time to separate, the two stopped almost at the same time.

Chen Nian raised his hand: "I guess I will... not be able to sleep well."

Fang Zhi: "Then come over after taking a shower."

Chen Nian was stunned: "Ah? Go to your room?"

Fang Zhi turned her head to look at her: "Don't you have something to ask me?"

Chen Nian has something to ask.

But she didn't say she wanted to ask.

After Fang Zhi said that, her parents had already asked her everything she could ask at the dinner table, and cared about everything she could care about. Chen Nian wanted to ask again, that is, how many were true and how How much is fake.

It's not easy to ask.

No matter what it is awkward, no matter what it seems like a kind of blame.

But her heart was beating up and down, and she always felt that she was about to catch something, like a line leading to Fang Zhizhu's secret heart.

She clenched her fingers and finally agreed: "Yes."

Fang Zhidao

:"see you later."

"See you later." Chen Nian watched her enter the room.

After the meeting, the two of them lay down on Fang Zhi's big bed in their pajamas, clean and refreshed.

Fang Zhi lay upright, staring at the ceiling: "Ask."

Chen Nian: "Just now... Really?"

Fang Zhi: "I acted."

Chen Nian: "..."

Fang Zhi: "For you to not be scolded, I can only let my uncles and aunts worry about it. Insomnia or something, it will be fine after coming to our house from the orphanage. It will definitely be sad to go to my parents' grave, but I know it was just an accident, not my fault. As for dreams...you don't have dreams when you sleep well."

Chen Nian turned sideways and looked at her.

Fang Zhi turned her head and glanced at her: "Don't you ask me how I can sleep well?"

Chen Nian stared at her, carefully watching her expression, whether there was a raised eyebrow, and whether there was a hidden smile on the corner of her lips.

But Fang Zhi had no expression, she really had no expression, she was calm and rational, as calm as a deep pool under a moonlit night.

"Really?" Chen Nian asked again.

Fang Zhi suddenly turned around, and the two looked at each other, Fang Zhi looked straight into her soul: "Really, the hurt may always be there, but because of you, they can only occupy a large part of my life." A small part. Even many times, I will forget my experience before the age of seven. It seems that I should have been lying here, lying next to you."

Chen Nian's eyes trembled, and his heart beat again and again. He didn't know which sentence or which association made it faster and faster.

Fang Zhi grabbed her arm, like a demagogic wizard: "Don't you think that compared with us, you are more like the one whose mental state is unstable?"

Chen Nian was stunned.

Fang Zhi poured out all at once: "When I go crazy, something happens. Most of the things are related to you."

"But what about you? When you lost control, what was the reason? Seeing someone hurt me? Seeing someone with the same background as me? Seeing someone else attempt suicide?"

"Does all of this have anything to do with me? If it really all has something to do with me, why is the trigger always on someone else?"

"Do you know that whenever this happens, your whole person changes? You become timid, sensitive, trembling, like a frightened bird."

"I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out

When I understand it, I will think wildly. In fact, when I grow up, I can't sleep more because of this kind of cranky thinking. "

"Did you sleep well?" Fang Zhi slowed down his speech, and his eyes became soft, "What kind of dream would you have? What kind of dream would make you cry all the time, as sad as if you lost the whole world."

"Was I in that dream?"

Is there me in that dream?

Not to mention in the dream, Chen Nian wanted to cry when he heard such a question.

She couldn't control her emotions at all, when she thought of Fang Zhizhu.

"That was a bad dream." Chen Nian murmured, "You shouldn't be there."

It shouldn't be, that is, there is.

Fang Zhi laughed suddenly, she stretched out her arms and pulled Chen Nian into her arms.

"You have a secret, maybe it's about me." She said, "If you don't want to tell it, I won't ask."

Chen Nian sank into the soft clouds.

Fang Zhi's voice gently touched her ear: "But when you want to talk, you must come to me and talk. I am always here."

I am always there.

So cute.

Chen Nian laughed, she felt that Fang Zhi was right, in this life, she was probably the one who was sick.Suddenly want to cry, suddenly want to laugh, frightened, terrified all day long.

She raised her arms and hugged Fang Zhi, indulging her greedy emotions.

At this moment, such a hug is probably not too much.

"I don't know what you look like," Chen Nian said after a long time, "When I hugged you to sleep, I slept well."

The corners of Fang Zhi's lips rose, and she pressed her into his arms again: "Me too."

But a few seconds later, she let go and pulled the quilt over their heads: "Sleep."

She was really afraid that her heartbeat would deafen Chen Nian's ears.

Life has returned to calm, except that comrades Liu Chunhua and Chen Junjie have given up on the expansion of the new city.

They spent as much time as possible at home, cooking for Chen Nian and Fang Zhi, chatting with them, serious or not, from life to study.

At the end of the final exam, the two came out on top.

The winter vacation of the third year of high school is very short, the school will start early to make up classes, parents also want to give their children a small stove, private education by famous teachers is in full swing, and various large and small classes are earning a lot of money.

Chen Nian's family has become an outlier among them. Ms. Liu Chunhua and Mr. Chen Junjie have nothing to do with it.

I didn't want to give the two of them extra lessons, and even made a new year's travel plan directly.

Chen Nian flipped through a bunch of travel brochures and was overjoyed: "It's gone, it's really gone, it's been a long time since we went out together, and it turned out to be such a good day. Let our class teacher know about this, and we have to call your two friends urgently." Have a special parent meeting."

Chen Junjie was holding a teacup, complacent: "Open it, what can I say if I open it. Since my two daughters can both win the top ten in their age while doing a good job, does it matter whether they travel or study during the winter vacation? Is it important? Don’t they make up all the lessons and you will, we have to give other students a little room for improvement.”

Liu Chunhua patted him on the head: "I won't kill you if you yell at me."

Chen Junjie: "Hahahahahahahahaha, Lao Tan still has to read my child's report card. Do you think he is funny? Isn't he looking for excitement after reading it?"

Liu Chunhua sat next to Chen Nian, and pushed the brochure towards Fang Zhi: "Zhi Zhi, take a look too, we will stay there for a few more days if you like any place."

"Yeah!" Fang Zhi smiled and moved closer to Chen Nian.

Liu Chunhua babbled and taught earnestly: "Don't listen to your uncle talking nonsense, Auntie thinks that your grades can go up or down. Anyway, even if we don't study for two months, we can't get a copy. Auntie's requirements are not that high. Don't push yourself too hard. Your teachers and principals are so nervous all day long, they talk about the college entrance examination as the most important thing in life. Actually it's not, there are more important things in life than this. For example, happiness , if we are not happy, all our efforts are meaningless, right?"

Chen Nian dragged his voice: "Yes—"

Liu Chunhua: "Don't think I'm impatient. You'll know when you grow up. Education doesn't mean everything. Everyone's life is different. You have to go on your own. Self-identity is the most important thing." .”

Chen Nian stood up, lay on his mother's back, smiled at Fang Zhi and said, "It seems that Comrade Liu has read a lot of books recently."

Fang Zhi looked up and smiled sweetly at Liu Chunhua: "Thank you, Auntie, for your hard work. I agree with everything Auntie said. I will definitely pay attention to my mental health."

Liu Chunhua slapped her thigh and scolded her daughter: "Look, look at Zhizhi, you really have a mouth for nothing..."

The four of them were noisy and happy.

The travel plan is finalized, in others

When they all returned home, they carried their big suitcases and left the country.

I am used to the year of heavy snow, and once the sun is shining.

Sandy beach, tall palm trees, hot sun.

Walking through the beautiful towns of foreign countries, Fang Zhi doesn't have to worry about being recognized, and Chen Nian doesn't have to worry about encountering people and things related to his previous life. Liu Chunhua and Chen Junjie completely forgot about work and age. He didn't even want a child anymore, and told Chen Nian and Fang Zhi to stay in the hotel obediently and go to the show by themselves.

Chen Nian had no objection and wished them a happy time.

She didn't have much curiosity about those, she lay down by the pool and played games, even if it was Tetris, she also enjoyed it.

Fang Zhi brought her a drink and asked her, "What show did uncle and aunt go to see?"

Chen Nian raised his eyebrows: "You can't take children to watch it."

Fang Zhi: "You can't take children to see it, what kind of show is it?"

Chen Nian put down his phone and stared at her: "You asked knowingly."

Fang Zhi blinked, very pure and innocent: "I don't know."

Chen Nian pursed her lips and suppressed a smile.

Fang Zhi bit the straw and drank slowly.

"You definitely don't know." She said, "Just pretend to be deep there."

"I'll ask Auntie directly tomorrow."

"Hey ancestor." Chen Nian was about to kneel down for her, "I'm not pretending or not, so don't ask my mother. Give the adults some privacy."

Fang Zhi: "Then you can explain."

Chen Nian scratched the back of his head, and always felt that it was weird to say these things to the children: "It's a performance with adult content."

Fang Zhi: "What adult content?"

Chen Nian: "You don't know when you're filming."

Fang Zhi: "I don't make adult films."

Chen Nian: "..."

Fang Zhi: "Have you seen it, what..."

Chen Nian: "..."

Fang Zhi moved closer to her, and lightly bumped her arm with his shoulder: "Don't be shy, just tell me."

A gust of hot air rushed straight to Chen Nian's forehead.

She didn't know why she was ashamed of being an old monster, but Fang Zhi's look of grabbing her little trick, proud and expectant, shy and arrogant, just made her hot and ashamed from the inside out. panic.

She jumped out of the deck chair and ran back and forth by the pool: "ah

, ah, it's so hot, so hot. "

Fang Zhi stood up, wearing a large white bath towel, and shouted at her with a smile: "Where is it hot? Hot hands and feet? Hot heart?"

Chen Nian didn't answer, but when she saw her laugh, she laughed too, and ran around the swimming pool with a smile, simply exercising to sweat.

Fang Zhi suddenly threw away the big bath towel on her body, Chen Nian only had time to catch a glimpse of her skin whiter than moonlight, and she jumped into the swimming pool.

The night is beautiful and the beauty is stunning.

Fang Zhi was like a fish, gliding through the blue world, and swam to Chen Nian's feet.

Out of the water, with damp hair and shiny skin, she smiled and opened her arms to Chen Nian: "Does the swimsuit I bought look good?"