miss [rebirth]

Chen Nian threw the question back, and Fang Zhi was stunned for a moment.

Are you sure what relationship we're going to be?What do you want us to be?

She knew she didn't want the definition of sisterhood, but she didn't want it removed from their relationship either, she wanted more than just the definition of sisterhood.

She is too greedy,? When she faced Chen Nian, she was really too greedy.

She wants everything,? She is like a greedy, bottomless demon,? She wants to hold Chen Nian by her side, forever.

No matter what kind of happiness the relationship brings, Chen Nian has to get it from her.

No matter what kind of connection Chen Nian establishes with this world, she must be No.1 in her heart.

What Chen Nian said was fine, there was nothing wrong with it.

Chen Nian put his hand on her cheek, Chen Nian explained to her, she didn't need to look at her eyes, just felt her movements and voice, she believed it.

She even felt that even if Chen Nian said something even more absurd, she would believe that everything she did in her life was for Fang Zhi.

Because that's what she wants to believe.

What is the relationship?Fang Zhi cannot be defined.

She was going to be tormented by her possessiveness and went crazy,? From childhood, every time like this,? She felt like an unreasonable lunatic, and the burning emotions were beyond her control.She even needs to hurt herself and Chen Nian to ensure her position in Chen Nian's heart.

If he stayed away from her, Fang Zhi could still maintain his rationality, calmness and self-control.

But once with her, he can only let himself go.

She thought for a long time, golden light beyond her eyes,? She began to hate herself.

Some things should not be done, some emotions should not be there.If Chen Nian knew all about her and her dark and selfish psychology, would she also start to hate her.

What do you want us to be?

What kind of relationship can we be together happily for a lifetime?

Fang Zhi shook his head.

Is she sure?

She is not sure.

She has learned a lot of knowledge, but her exuberant emotional experience is weak, and she only focuses on Chen Nian.

As for Chen Nian, she couldn't try and make mistakes, and she couldn't bear the possibility of Chen Nian leaving her.Everyone else can, but Chen Nian can't.

"I didn't think it through." Fang Zhi said, the brave leopard

The son turned into a cowering cat.

"If what you just said is true, then that's fine."

"Well, really." Chen Nian responded softly, sliding his fingers down gently, and said, "Go and wash your face."

Fang Zhi opened his eyes, glanced at her hurriedly, then stood up, and trotted towards the bathroom.

He staggered on the road and almost fell.

Chen Nian's heartbeat stumbled along with her steps.

It wasn't until the sound of water sounded that the strained back relaxed.

She should be glad that she is facing Fang Zhi, she is a new shoot, and she still has times of fear and hesitation.

If it was Fang Zhizhu, if it was Fang Zhizhu, he would definitely push her into a corner, only let her have one way to go, and only allow her to have one way to go.

But if Fang Zhi wrote it, it seemed that she would not have to worry about it anymore.

Fang Zhizhu has her own completely independent personality, and Fang Zhizhu has her own firm theories and ideas, which cannot be influenced by her.

At that time, Chen Nian can only bear, bear her surging love, or endure the endless pain she brings her.

Coming out of the bathroom, Fang Zhi not only washed her face, but also changed into comfortable clothes.

Wearing cotton pajamas, she stood in front of Chen Nian refreshingly, and asked her cautiously: "Can you help me remove my hair? There are too many..."

"Yes." Chen Nian sat on the bed and patted the seat in front of him, "Did you spend a lot of time braiding?"

Fang Zhi crawled up to her and sat down, leaning slightly on her leg: "Well, it's quite difficult."

Chen Nian was not in a hurry, and slowly took apart one by one: "Those two girls did it for you? When did you meet each other? I see that the one who came to pull me looks familiar."

"We met at work." Fang Zhi paused, "That's just acquaintance."

"I just happened to be in Beishi today, so I asked you out to play?"

"Ah."

"Is this your first time at a bar?"

"Ah."

"I don't think that kind of place is interesting." Chen Nian inserted | into her loose hair, and gently massaged her scalp, "When drinking, I prefer us to sit together, like that night, Drink quietly."

"I didn't drink." Fang Zhi picked the sheet in front of him, "I only drank with you."

"Well, I smell it." Chen Nian smiled, "But your acting skills are really good, pretend

Drunk first-class ah, eyes are not the same. "

Fang Zhi couldn't laugh.

For some reason, the positions of the two of them were switched, and now, she became the one who did the wrong thing, and could only silently accept Chen Nian's indifferent interrogation.

Chen Nian tore apart more than half of it: "What's your name?"

Fang Zhi was stunned: "Huh?"

Chen Nian: "The one who tied your braids."

Fang Zhi: "... Doudou, she sings rap."

Chen Nian: "Who did the makeup for you? It's very creative."

Fang Zhi: "Draw it myself."

"It's amazing." Chen Nian, "Where are the clothes?"

Fang Zhi: "... Doudou is her daughter, a friend's. Her name is Cai'er."

"Oh." Chen Nian responded, with a low voice, "I have met a lot of lesbians recently..."

Fang Zhi pursed her lips tightly, not daring to speak.

Chen Nian helped her remove her hair, and pulled her to lean against him: "Relax, I'll give you a massage, if your hair is tied too tightly, it will damage your scalp, and you will become bald in the future..."

Fang Zhi approached her embrace obediently, limply and without exerting any force: "I won't be bald."

"If you get pierced like this every day, you will definitely be bald." Chen Nian pressed lightly with his fingers, and pointed out the position for her by the way, "Here is bald, and here is also bald..."

"Oh." Fang Zhi was tickled by her, and finally laughed, "Then you should go to the stylist of the crew, our costume drama hair teacher, every time I comb every time I have nothing left..."

The topic of the two finally got away from tonight, from the sudden change of major, from Liu Xin, and from Doudou and Caier.

They returned to the most comfortable area, talked about work, and then naturally lay down on the bed and turned off the light.

The moonlight swayed in, Fang Zhi couldn't sleep.

She moved closer to the side, moved closer to Chen Nian, and then hugged her arm sideways.

"I'm sorry." She said softly.

I'm sorry that I shouldn't be angry with you, I'm sorry that I shouldn't join forces with others to deliberately get angry with you, I'm sorry for my occupation of you, I'm sorry for my indecision, I can't understand many things.

"It's okay." Chen Nian quickly answered her.

It doesn't matter what you did wrong.

"But I think Auntie is going to be angry." Fang Zhi pressed her cheek against her arm, and snorted softly, "You signed up but didn't take the exam, and her dream of being a daughter in the entertainment industry is about to be shattered."

Chen Nian:

"I'll take care of her."

Fang Zhi: "Do you want to fix me?"

Chen Nian: "No, no, I can't tell you that."

Fang Zhi: "So what you told me is false?"

"It's true." Chen Nian also turned sideways, raised his hand to cover her head, and suppressed all her hesitation, "What I told you is true, so I can't tell my mother that."

As Fang Zhi guessed, it was indeed a fierce battle.

The next night when the three of them landed, Liu Chunhua happily asked everyone how they were doing in the exam. Chen Nian smiled awkwardly, and Fang Zhi and Lin Tianyi smiled unnaturally.

Lin's mother was afraid that her son would be hindered, so she hurriedly pulled Lin Tianyi to say goodbye to everyone, and was about to go to the lynching torture.

Chen Nian and Fang Zhi got into their own car, the driver drove, Liu Chunhua and the two of them squeezed into the back seat, a good girl on the left and a good girl on the right, said with a smile: "Now we can talk, is it someone Did you pass the exam? Oh, it’s okay, you see when I really cared about your grades.”

Chen Nian answered silently: "That's because I don't care about my two grades. Once I fell out of the top ten in the class, you still scolded me..."

Liu Chunhua stared: "Shouldn't you be scolding? You can't see the question on the back of the paper. What are you thinking about during the exam!"

Fang Zhi: "Auntie, I'm so hungry, do we have food tonight?"

Liu Chunhua: "If there is food, there is food. Zhizhi must have done well in the exam. If she does well in the exam, she will be rewarded with poached eggs."

Chen Nian laughed: "How old are you and you still reward poached eggs..."

Liu Chunhua slapped her on the head: "This is a ceremony! A ceremony! Do you understand? Good luck!"

Chen Nian hugged his head and howled, hiding and rambling, trying not to let the topic of the art test continue.

When they got home, the three of them sat down at the dining table, and Chen Junjie finished serving the dishes in an apron. Then Chen Nian sat upright and said seriously: "Dad, Mom, I have something on the spur of the moment, so I cut it off before I have time to tell you. sorry."

Both Chen Junjie and Liu Chunhua were dumbfounded, staring at her with their mouths open.

"Because of some problems of my own, I am going to..." Chen Nian was halfway through, when Fang Zhi suddenly held his hand.

Fang Zhi held her hand tightly, while Chen Nian's hand was on the table.

As soon as the two clenched, the eyes of Chen Junjie and Liu Chunhua were even more shocked, and Chen Nian was also stunned.

Fang Zhi bowed in the direction of his uncle and aunt, and said loudly, "I should say I'm sorry. I'm sorry, uncle and aunt!"

"After my parents passed away, my mental state was not very good. I didn't notice it when I was young, but when I grew up, I came into contact with many people and things, and sometimes I couldn't control my emotions."

"I will suffer from insomnia, I will feel very depressed, I will miss my parents very much, and when I go to their graves, I will cry for a long time. I will wonder if they died because of me, and if they don't have me, can they still live in this world well? .”

Fang Zhi's voice became choked up, tears streaming down his face.

"I still often dream about the orphanage. I dream of looking out of the window of the orphanage, the wall, the withered ivy on the wall, and the stars on the opposite church."

"I was thrown there, and I couldn't get out no matter how I ran. I knew it was over, but I kept running in my dream."

"I told Chen Nian about this, and Chen Nian was very worried about me. Some time ago, some students in our school suffered from psychological problems due to too much study pressure, and almost jumped off the building. She was very nervous, and she was afraid that I would have the same problem in the future."

"So she doesn't want to be a director anymore, she wants to study psychology. She didn't take the art test, because of me."

"It's all my fault." Fang Zhi blinked, put her fingertips on the back of Chen Nian's hand, and rubbed gently, "Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry, I delayed her future."