miss [rebirth]

In August in Beishi, the weather is very hot.

Outside the Baoshan Cemetery, a few cars parked, surrounded by some young girls, most holding flowers under parasols.

"When can I go in?" asked the girl holding a small fan, "How long have you been waiting?"

The crowd began to communicate in low voices, but no one could answer her question. When the door of the first car was suddenly opened, someone poked his head out and said, "Wait a little longer, it's almost there."

The girls hurriedly gathered around, throwing out all sorts of miscellaneous questions.

"Have you been here before?"

"Is it really possible to go in? I heard from my mother that this is the most expensive cemetery in Beishi, and no one will enter casually."

"Did you contact the company?"

"The company has nothing to do with it, should it be contacting the family?"

"Family...Chen Nian?"

As soon as the name came out, everyone suddenly shut up and became silent.

The person in the car sighed, and then said, "I'm in touch with Teacher Chen Nian."

"You are?" someone asked.

The person in the car showed half of her body, and it was a girl who looked older: "I'm also a fan of Zhizhu, and I used to be the president of the official support club. I contacted Teacher Chen, and I can go in today."

"That's good, that's good, I'm here for the first time, I'm really afraid..."

"Are you a later fan?"

"Well, I was young at that time, and I only read Zhizhu's works later."

"Yeah, it's been a long time."

"It's been ten years... I flew here specially from Haishi, and I didn't want her to be left alone."

"No, Zhizhu is so good, many people remember her. There are always hot searches today..."

Indeed, starting from last night, as soon as midnight passed, entries related to Fang Zhi's works became popular searches.

Today is August 40, [-], Fang Zhizhu's [-]th birthday and the [-]th anniversary of his death.

No matter how good an artist is, she was more or less sexually ill during her lifetime, but once she suddenly falls, people can't bear to say anything bad about her.

It is an indisputable fact that Fang Zhi is beautiful since she debuted at the age of 14.Fang Zhizhu was extremely talented, and when she stood at the top of the entertainment industry, she won a grand slam after the golden hits and actresses, and her demeanor was unmatched.

Before the beauty is old, life stops abruptly, and all the images are left in the most beautiful years, how can it not make people feel sad.

Fans miss her on all major social software

.Passers-by will take a look around when they see the photos and videos.

"If Zhizhu hadn't passed away, she must be very beautiful now." Someone in the crowd said.

The beauty is in the bone but not in the skin, and the years have never defeated the beauty, people often say that.

"It's been so long, I still haven't figured out why I committed suicide..."

This has become the most embarrassing unsolved mystery in the circle.

"I've always felt that it has something to do with that one. Zhizhu's parents didn't live with her at all, and the one who has anything to do with Zhizhu is that one..."

Many people guess so.

Fang Zhizhu debuted for 16 years, and the gossip tabloids have spread a lot of scandals about her, but there has never been any real evidence for her sex.Except for the photographer Chen Nian.

Chen Nian frequently appeared beside Fang Zhizhu, appearing in the staff list of her works, and finally, Chen Nian appeared with her on the red carpet of the film festival.

In front of audiences all over the world, Fang Zhizhu was interviewed and officially introduced to everyone, this is my girlfriend, my lover, Chen Nian.

The world was in an uproar.

That night, Fang Zhizhuo won the most important actress trophy, and Chen Nian's name was naturally included in the thank you words.

That night, Fang Zhizhu and Chen Nian did not attend the dinner after the awards ceremony. The two escaped all the congratulations and noise, took the latest flight, and returned to their home in Beishi more than ten hours later.

Everyone is looking forward to their reappearance, and countless magazines have invited Fang Zhizhu's agent, hoping to obtain the latest exclusive interviews and dig out the stories of the actress and her colleagues.

But a week later, everyone just waited for the news of Fang Zhizhu's death.

The reason in the police report was suicide, the time was the day after the awards ceremony, the place was Fang Zhizhu's mansion, and the witness was Chen Nian.

Shock and suspicion swarmed in, and Fang Zhizhu once again made a commotion in the world.

For a long time to come, Fang Zhizhu had no new news, only Chen Nian's name occasionally appeared in the public's sight, most of which were when she was visiting graves, offering sacrifices, wandering alone in the streets late at night, or being threatened by fans, Even hurt.

"Stop talking." The president interrupted the gradually angry words in the crowd, "We are here to see Zhizhu today."

The noisy voice disappeared, the president paused, and said: "Teacher Chen Nian is very kind, she is the closest person I know."

"All the property is left to her, it's just very suspicious!" Someone in the crowd whispered

.

The president frowned, and shouted back: "You have the ability to solve the case! Why are you shouting here! Without Chen Nian's permission, you can't even enter the gate of the cemetery!"

The girl burst into tears, and threw the flowers in her hand to the ground: "If I don't go, I won't go! I'm too busy! If I know you're gone, you will be Chen Nian's dogs!"

After saying this, it's time to fight.

The chairman's cell phone rang, which happened to interrupt the dispute that had arisen.

The president picked up the phone, the girl turned her head and left, and everyone else's eyes fell on the president's face.

"Well, yes, I see. Thank you, Teacher Chen."

The phone call was very brief. After hanging up, the president took out the flowers and the box containing the offerings from the car, and said to everyone: "It's ok, come with me."

"We are going to the cemetery, so I hope everyone will be quiet." The president asked, "If you see your loved ones, please be polite. We are just fans, and the saddest people will always be the people around her."

Everyone automatically lined up in two rows and followed the president to walk inside.

The cemetery is located in a quiet place, and the buildings are solemn and solemn. Walking in it, the mood sinks involuntarily.

Twenty or so people, from entering the garden to arriving in front of Fang Zhizhu's tombstone, no one made a sound.

The cemetery is clean, and the two pines and cypresses are lush.

There is a black-and-white photo of Fang Zhizhu on the tombstone, with bright eyes and white teeth, so beautiful that it makes people tremble.

Everyone offered flowers and sacrifices in their hands one by one, silently said a few words in their hearts, and secretly wiped away tears.

The whole process went smoothly, and they didn't stay long after the end, and went out again under the leadership of the president.

After walking a few steps, following the president's line of sight, they all saw Chen Nian standing aside.

A photographer, what he looks like should not be known to the world, but the photo of Chen Nian and Fang Zhizhu holding hands on the red carpet was posted countless times afterwards, but anyone who pays a little attention to Fang Zhizhu will recognize that photo Face.

Ten years ago, Chen Nian was very beautiful. Even if she stood with the most beautiful actress, she still had her own unique brilliance.But now Chen Nian, everyone looked over and felt that the words the chairman just said were constantly circling in their heads.

"The saddest thing is always the people around her."

Time may not be able to destroy a good appearance and temperament, but the departure of a loved one can definitely be.

Chen Nian was very thin, so thin that his cheeks and everything seemed to sink into a dark hole.

her hair has turned white

Half, not at all what she should have at her age.The most frightening thing is the pair of eyes, which are obviously big and beautiful in shape, but they are like a pool of stagnant water without any waves.

Everyone just took a hasty glance and then looked away.

A group of people dispersed after leaving the cemetery, without a word of questioning Chen Nian.

No one who looked at Chen Nian's current appearance could no longer feel that she benefited from Fang Zhizhu's death.

Some people may be more painful to live than to die.

The sun was gradually sinking, and the brilliant light of the setting sun hit Fang Zhizhu's tombstone. Chen Nian placed the piles of flowers and sacrifices again and again.

Fang Zhizhu likes to put the ones closer, and the ones he doesn't like so far away.She didn't open the fans' letters, but they were all neatly pressed with something.

Fang Zhizhu likes to read letters from fans. She said that a sincere child is very cute.

Chen Nian thinks that Fang Zhizhu who says others are children is very cute.

She lived day after day by the cuteness in these memories, and was tortured by the cuteness in these memories year after year.

No one knew why Fang Zhizhu committed suicide, and neither did Chen Nian.

She was 14 years old when she saw Fang Zhizhu on TV, and 24 years old when she was with her. The next six years were the happiest time in her life.

In the past, she felt that Fang Zhizhu was also happy.Later, she tried to dissect the happiness and dig out the truth.But no one can confront her and give her the result.

Before Fang Zhizhu jumped down in front of her, the last words she said to her were "I'm sorry". In the next ten years, Chen Nian was angry and hated. Looking at the photos on Fang Zhizhu's tombstone, but there is only one emotion.

She misses her so much.

She wanted to see her again.

After the sun disappeared completely, Chen Nian left the cemetery and drove to Dr. Zhou's house.

Zhou Haizhen was Fang Zhizhu's psychiatrist during his lifetime, and Chen Nian only knew about such a person after Fang Zhizhu's death.

The information provided by Dr. Zhou to the police proved that Fang Zhizhu had a serious mental illness. Chen Nian couldn't believe it. She was guessing every second what caused Fang Zhizhu's mental illness.

She has been harassing Dr. Zhou for ten years. Dr. Zhou is a good doctor who strictly abides by professional ethics and has not disclosed any known medical information to her.

But Chen Nian had to dig down.

The car turned a corner at the intersection, Chen Nian saw

The lights in Dr. Zhou's courtyard.

There was a figure under the lights, tall and thin, Chen Nian's fingers on the steering wheel began to tremble slightly, she parked the car barely in front of the steps at the gate of the courtyard, opened the door and got out of the car.

Zhou Haizhen stood up straight and said to her, "Here we are."

Chen Nian didn't say any more nonsense: "Why are you waiting for me outside the door today?"

Zhou Haizhen smiled with the corners of her mouth pulled, and the smile was ugly: "I know you're coming, so I'll wait for you."

Chen Nian walked up to him and looked straight into his eyes: "I come every month, you never wait for me."

Zhou Haizhen put back the smile on her face, and finally said seriously: "I'm retired."

"I'm retired. From today onwards, I am no longer Dr. Zhou."

"I can be your friend and tell you something."

Chen Nian clenched his fingers, and his whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.

Zhou Haizhen pushed the door open and entered the room, then turned to her and said, "Come in and have a cup of tea."