The Ten Thousand Possibilities of Killing Yukimura-kun

When hugging, how far is the distance between two people?

His arms smelled reassuring, the faint scent of lemons after a fresh bath. .Tetsuko closed her eyes and buried her head in Yukimura's arms.

"I have to take good care of myself when I'm not here, other book friends are reading:."

Yukimura whispered this in her ear, but she didn't respond, she still kept her eyes closed and didn't speak.

"When the time comes, I'll come back to Japan to find you."

Yukimura received an invitation letter from the United States half a month ago, and he also decided to formally enter the world of professional tennis.He wants to stand taller, to go further on the road of tennis, and to be able to take care of her sooner.

"I'll wait for you." Tetsuko put her ear on Yukimura's heart, listening to the thumping sound coming from there, and told him as if promising that she would wait for him.But only she knew the pain of nails digging into her palm.

Yukimura-kun, are you running away?This is not allowed, if you try to betray, you will be punished by your master~

The two kept holding hands on the way home, and met Li Haida's classmate on the way, but Yukimura didn't feel unnatural, but pulled her even tighter.

Tetsuko looked back at the sunset submerged by the horizon and the shadow that was fading away, and his hands tightened.

There is no one at home, and it is such an empty room.She took off her shoes and went upstairs barefoot.Without turning on the lights, counting the stairs, the room was deadly silent, like a black coffin.

Kneeling in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looking at the text message Qingpu Yu sent to herself, Tetsuko unconsciously tapped the floor, listening to the rhythmic sound, her thoughts drifted away.

Are you going back to my home for the weekend to attend uncle's birthday party...

She has never participated in a formal family gathering, and rarely shows up in the family. Maybe the Qingpu family thinks her value is just to coax the old man?Therefore, although she is the only granddaughter of the Kiyoura family, compared with Keigo Atobe, many people in the business world do not know what Tetsuko Kiyoura looks like.

The choice to let her appear in public this time can only be...

Blinking, Tetsuko raised his head and looked out the window. A bright moon hung on the branch, and the moonlight was so pale that it made people chill.

As in the usual few days, when I went out to go to school, I saw Yukimura standing by the roadside waiting. .The sky was slightly bright, and there were still thin beads of sweat on his forehead, obviously from a morning run.

"It's too hard to go around so far." Chezi looked at him with a frown, and stood on tiptoe to wipe off his sweat. The movements were proficient, as if he had done it thousands of times.

His eyes moved down a little, and he saw her serious expression at a glance, her curly eyelashes trembling slightly, casting a light shadow on her somewhat pale face.Looking at her like this, my heart felt inexplicably warm.

"Cheko."

"Huh?" She looked up at him with a confused expression.

"It's okay, let's go." Yukimura rubbed her hair and took her hand.He couldn't explain the complicated feelings in his heart. He had clearly made up his mind to leave Japan next month, and Tetsuko also expressed his support for this.But she wondered if she would be bullied by others if she wasn't by her side.Before we started to say goodbye, we already started to miss you.

"Okay." Tetsuko nodded, turned around and was about to walk forward, but suddenly her body was about to fall, and Yukimura quickly stopped her to support her. When the girl was in his arms, he felt the stiffness of her body.

Slowly breaking free from his arms and standing up straight, Tetsuko remained silent, but her body trembled uncontrollably.Sensing that something was wrong with Tetsuko, Yukimura asked with some concern: "Tetsuko, what's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

"Take me to the hospital." Tetsuko said to him in a trembling voice, taking a deep breath and trying to control his emotions, but the suddenly hoarse voice made Yukimura freeze for a moment, and the next sentence, Almost drove her into the abyss with him——

"I think I can't see it."

Came to the hospital again.

He hated the hospital, whether it was himself or Tetsuko... Every time he came to the hospital, there was such an inescapable shadow following him.And this time...

He tightly hugged the trembling girl in his arms, her thin shoulders seemed to collapse in the next second, and no one could let her go.

Apart from being a little pale, she didn't mean to panic. It was such a sudden and terrible thing, but she was trying to maintain her composure. If it wasn't for the hand that was holding him tightly, he probably wouldn't be able to see it from her face. Her helplessness. .

"I have notified my uncle and aunt with your mobile phone." Yukimura comforted her softly in her ear, "It should be because I am too tired to see it for the time being, and it will be fine later."

There was a reassuring feeling in these words, as if he was stating a simple truth, not just reassuring her.But no one noticed that he was also about to collapse.

"I'm fine." Tetsuko sat next to him, and when she heard the nurse telling her to go in, the hand holding Yukimura suddenly trembled, and subconsciously bit her lip.

"Chezi, don't be afraid, I'm here."

He picked her up and walked towards the front. The pure white hospital walls, blue curtains, and transparent and flawless glass all suddenly turned into bubbles, and each step shattered.

"As far as your description is concerned, the most likely is the head injury and the excessive depression some time ago, and the potential possibility of the original car accident that caused color blindness..."

The words that came out of his mouth had no emotion at all, just a few words like this could easily judge a person's fate.

"Let's observe it for a while, as long as we cooperate with the treatment, there is still a certain hope of recovery."

Definitely hope for a comeback...

That is, is it possible to not see it at all?Yukimura turned his head to look at Tetsuko in a daze.

The warm sunlight began to spread golden threads to the earth, pierce the haze above her head, and slowly smear a light chestnut color on her dark long hair. In the blink of an eye, the eyelashes received a few rays of sunlight, glowing with a strange light.

"Thank you, do you want to apply for hospitalization?"

"It's better to be treated in the hospital for a period of time..."

"..."

He calmly asked her about all the things to do, and calmly called to ask for leave for the two of them, telling her to take her into the ward and fetch water. During the period, a nurse came to ask if she needed help, but he refused .Nothing went wrong, he stayed by her side and settled everything for her.

As for the Qingpu family, it is said that they did not come to the hospital until nightfall because they were busy with a negotiation.After the doctor told Qingpu Xiu and Qingpu Yu about the diagnosis given in the morning, both of them fell silent.

"Teiko, can you hear mother's voice?"

She closed her eyes and refused to open them, as if she was not blind but just asleep.Yukimura looked at it but suddenly felt sour, that was his girl, she was falling into an abyss of inextricability, and he had no way to help her.

He hummed lightly to indicate that he heard it, and then continued to remain silent, unwilling to speak.

"Tetsuko, try to open your eyes and see if you can see Dad?"

She pursed her lips tightly, as if suppressing her fear.Slowly trembling eyelids, opened eyes——

But there is no focus.

"I'm sorry..." Tetsuko said awkwardly, "I can't see you."

"Why...how did this happen? It will definitely get better, right? Tomorrow, tomorrow, right?" Qing Puyou asked her with a sob, already knowing the answer in her heart, but she still couldn't accept this reality. novel:.

Qingpu Xiu frowned, and patted Qingpu Yuu's shoulder reassuringly, thoughtfully.

She closed her eyes again, turned her head away and stopped talking.On the skin of the side face under the sun, extremely fragile bloodshot can be seen. Looking at her, Yukimura seemed to see her turning into a black and white sketch for a moment, and finally shattered into countless paper scraps flying from his fingers.

In order to take care of Tetsuko, Yukimura insisted on postponing her trip to the United States, and he was waiting for the day when she would recover.For the past two months, he has been running around between school, hospital, and home. Although he is still gentle and polite, he has become more and more silent.

He sat by the window with her, blowing the night breeze, the autumn weather turned cold, even the green trees that had just been admitted to the hospital turned into dead branches and leaves, and the few leaves hanging on the branches were scattered under the moonlight. The wind swayed like a lost ghost.

"Jingshi, let's break up."

She spoke calmly, then fell silent.

Standing beside her, he didn't show the slightest surprise. He had already expected that she would speak like this, but he was never ready to agree.

"You have a wider sky, I will not let myself become a chain to imprison you." She opened her mouth softly, her eyes stared ahead blankly, she reached out and tried to find his hand, "Go to America, you will stand higher."

She smiled and rubbed his hand against her face, decisively——

He took off the black pottery ring for him.

Yukimura held her hand, hugged her tightly, lowered his head, and kissed naturally, with an inexplicable bitterness between his lips and tongue.

"The moonlight is beautiful tonight." He whispered these words over and over again in her ear.

"The moonlight is fine tonight, don't say that kind of thing again."

I love you, so I won't agree.

The doctor was tactful, but also told that the possibility of recovery was very small.During the hospitalization, Qingpuxiu and Qingpuyou came a few times and never came again, leaving only a lot of medical expenses.

"Miss Tetsuko, I'm here to pick you up." Housekeeper Heisen carefully helped Tetsuko walk forward.

"Thank you Uncle Heisen, why didn't you come to Yokohama at your home?"

After a moment of silence, Butler Heisen said, "Miss Tetsuko, I will stay in Kanagawa to take care of you from today on."

Finally, is that long-standing wish finally coming true?Tetsuko lowered his head, the corners of his mouth curved imperceptibly.

"Why don't mom and the others come...Are we going back to our home today?" She said in a low voice, looking very depressed.Housekeeper Heisen sighed softly, "Miss Tetsuko, from now on...you don't have to go back to your home, but stay in Kanagawa to recuperate. The house in Kanagawa is already in your name, and the house in my home will be scheduled every month. Transfer living expenses to your account."

Tetsuko followed in the footsteps of Butler Haisen.

"Now... Qingpu Tetsuko over there has returned to China, right?"

"Yes, that lady... has already returned to my home. Please don't be too sad, the only one the master recognized when he was alive is you."

After all, they are just two people portrayed by the same mold.If one is broken, it's time for the next one to repeat the fate of the previous one, but what she needs to do as Kiyoura Tetsuko is to appease Kiyoura Nobunaga, and the next Kiyoura Tetsuko needs to marry for the Kiyoura family.

"Go home, I... want to go home."

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Chapter 80

The air conditioner and heating were not turned on in the winter studio, the windows were wide open, and a few cold snowflakes flew into the room, before they could touch the ground, they became water droplets and smashed on the floor.

The man looked down at the painting on the drawing board as if he didn't realize it.

It was a splendid sea of ​​five-color flowers, and she smiled innocently in it, just like the countless smiles she had given him every day, as if she was within reach, and also as if she was far away in the sky.

The overly gorgeous background color makes the girl with black hair and black eyes unexpectedly eye-catching in the painting.

"Tetsuko, shall we go back to Japan next month?" Yukimura turned his head to look at the woman sitting beside him, she followed the source of the voice and smiled at him, "Okay."

Before I knew it, two years had passed.

Yukimura took Tetsuko to the United States two years ago. Although he had to train and take care of her at the same time, he didn't regret it.Instead, because Tetsuko was blind, they were together almost 24 hours a day, and even when he practiced, she sat by the side of the court quietly waiting for him.

What she wanted to be together all the time... seemed to have gotten it.Tetsuko smiled, his eyes unfocused.

Large pieces of dead leaves fell on the sidewalk, the hot Kanagawa faded and became cold again, the sky was as blue as washing, endless transparent blue, so clear that people could not stain the color.

Yukimura's hand was wrapped tightly around Tetsuko's. Yukimura Wuyue, who was following behind, had already been taken by Liu to eat snacks. Without this little tail, Yukimura and Tetsuko enjoyed the rare two-person world.

"Tetsuko, the sycamore leaves are very beautiful, a light yellow that makes people feel very peaceful. Today's sky is very clean, very light blue." Yukimura spoke slowly, and Tetsuko also listened quietly, and the two joined hands And enter.

"It will probably snow in Japan in a few days."

Feeling the coolness in the girl's hands, Yukimura took off the windbreaker and covered her body.

"In this case, you will catch a cold."

Tetsuko stood on tiptoe in disapproval, fumbled to put the windbreaker back on Yukimura's shoulders, and pressed his hand somewhat forcefully, "I will be very sad if Seiichi catches a cold." After a moment of hesitation, it seemed that Gathering up his courage, he tentatively got under Yukimura's clothes, poked his head out to look at him, and smiled embarrassedly.

"excuse me……"

Smiling wordlessly, Yukimura rubbed Tetsuko's head, "No, that's fine." Carefully holding her in his arms, he walked slowly along the autumn streets.The fallen leaves that were stepped on made a cracking sound, and the footprints witnessed their life from birth to death.

"Cheko."

"Ok?"

"Shall we go to a place tomorrow? It's on the mountain, just the two of us."

"why……"

"Tomorrow is your birthday." Yukimura bent down to see her somewhat confused expression, and smiled gently at her.

Knowing that the person in front of her could no longer see herself, she still insisted on showing the smile she liked.

Yukimura held her hand tightly, the cold hand made people feel far away, as if it would be completely ashes in the next second.

Birthday... which birthday?She no longer knows.Is it Arashi Hanahara or Tetsuko Kiyoura?If birthdays were a mark in life, then she would probably have been erased long ago.

"Thank you, thank you for remembering my birthday, thank you... for being willing to be by my side all the time." Tetsuko said softly, holding Yukimura's hand back.

Yukimura smiled slightly, looked down at the girl's strangely quiet face, "There is no need to say thank you between us."

Tetsuko didn't smile, but continued to ask seriously: "Will Jingshi stay with me forever? For a lifetime."

Yukimura bent his eyes, his smile was as gentle as the white clouds above the sky, and he promised softly: "Yes, I will never leave Tetsuko for the rest of my life, I will always be by your side."

She finally laughed out loud, as if she had fulfilled a long-cherished wish, smiling happily and easily.

He felt relieved after seeing her smile.

When he returns to Japan this time, he plans to hold a wedding with her.And tomorrow night, I will go to a villa in the mountains that I asked Sanada to decorate to propose marriage.Even though he knew she couldn't see anything, it was the only time in a woman's life. Whether it was a marriage proposal or a wedding, he wanted to give her the best memories.

Drive along the mountain road until you reach a Japanese-style villa before stopping the car to help Tetsuko out.

"It seems to be snowing?" The cold snowflakes fell on Tetsuko's face, and she stretched out her hands cautiously, but she didn't wait for the snowflakes to fall, but waited for Yukimura's warm hands.

"Tetsuko, it's not okay to be playful at this age, you'll catch a cold." Yukimura bent down to pick her up and walked into the house, the sky above his head was gray, mixed with small flakes of snow.

The room has been quietly filled with white roses, and countless candles are lit.The dimly lit room was brightened by the flickering candlelight.

"Cold?"

"It's not cold. Are you in the mountains now? I heard birdsong outside the window."

"Yes, we have reached the mountain."

"Is this a date?"

"If Tetsuko thinks so, it's a date."

"Suddenly remembered the date with Seiichi... It should be the fireworks show, right?"

The two asked and answered, Yukimura looked at the calm smile on her face and felt peaceful in his heart.This was the peace he had longed for for a long time. The two of them could sit together without any worries, and they could also imagine the future.

It's like walking hand in hand on a snowy day, if you are not careful, you can grow old together.

It was originally planned to celebrate her birthday at night and propose marriage, but an unexpected phone call broke the plan.

"Senior Aoki? You have already come down the mountain?"

Putting down the phone and smiling helplessly, Yukimura rubbed his forehead in distress. "Chezi...Senior Aoki and the others are here, waiting for me to pick them up at the foot of the mountain."

The woman sitting on the chair squinted her eyes and snickered, "Jingshi doesn't seem to welcome them here."

"Chezi really wants them to come?" He raised his eyebrows slightly, approached her slowly, bent down and kissed her tenderly. "It's cold outside, you stay here and wait for me, I'll pick them up."

"Okay." She nodded obediently, listening to the sound of locking the door and the sound of footsteps going away together.

Tetsuko sat quietly on the chair, Yukimura did not close all the windows for ventilation, the wind outside was very strong, and when it blew in from the window, it also carried the power to sweep the world.The loose hair was a little messy, she raised her hands, and carefully arranged her hair, as if she was a little sleepy, she groped and sat on the sofa, and gradually fell asleep with her head tilted.

"despair--"

"despair--"

Footsteps came from the corner of the room, getting closer and closer, and finally stopped beside the sleeping Tetsuko.

"This time, you can't escape."

Smiling distorted by excitement, with a familiar voice panting violently, two similar faces smiled together in the same room.

Who is it?She is false, she is false when she is alive, and even more false when she is dead.

The unexpected fire lasted more than ten hours in the snow, dyeing the whole world red.It was said that it was because the male owner was out. It was only half an hour's drive, but because of a car breakdown, he was delayed in the mountains all night, and finally walked back to the villa.

That night, the hostess died in the fire.

Death toll, one.

The snow in the sky is getting bigger and bigger, and white smoke is still rising from the ruins.

He took something someone handed him.

It was a ring blackened by the fire, and he knelt on the snow and picked up the snow and wiped it carefully.Gradually, whiteness is revealed.

He looked at it, and gradually laughed, and the arc of the smile became wider and wider, and finally all turned into silent tears.

In the white world, the tall figure kneeling on the ground became extremely small, and finally gradually merged with Feixue.

The whole world lost its color.

There are two letters on the ring.

KT

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At 22:22 tonight, there will be a very important, very important postscript that must be read! !

Let’s stay at night for specific words.Too much to say and no time to be too sad right now!