The Ten Thousand Possibilities of Killing Yukimura-kun

Kazama Xianya looked around nervously, and after making sure that she was not noticed by passers-by, she lowered the brim of her hat and walked quickly to the supermarket.

Completely different from the people around him, he seemed to be being chased by a terrible beast, and he quickly threw the things he wanted to buy into the shopping cart, without any intention of choosing.

"The total is [-] yuan, thank you for your patronage." The sweet voice of the cashier brought back his peeking eyes, Kazama Xianya took the shopping bag full of food, he nodded his thanks and then hurriedly turned to the direction from which he came Trot away.

He no longer dared to stay outside any longer.Originally, the doping incident that affected his subsequent competitions due to being framed did not gradually fade away with time for some reason. Instead, the discussions in some forums intensified, and finally even rose to the point where a large group of people jointly requested He came out to apologise.

The reason is the disgrace of Japan.

As long as you turn on the TV, you can see news about him, and when you turn on the computer, posts about these remarks will pop up, like an unbreakable iron chain, locking him in the center of the storm of rumors.

Some people even started searching for his residence. If this apartment had not just moved in, it might have been discovered long ago.

His eyes stopped on the newspaper in front of the door. He didn't know when he subscribed to the newspaper, but since last month, there will be a sports newspaper of the day at his door every morning.

He clearly knew what was inside, but he couldn't help but reach out to open it.

really!He threw the newspaper on the ground viciously, and took out the keys in a panic.

"Crack-"

After opening the door, it quickly locked it, and leaned weakly against the door, gradually slumping.

The person sitting on the ground has lost the elegance and demeanor of the past, with disheveled hair, a messy stubble on his chin, and bloodshot eyes, but he is not dull, but scanning the empty apartment vigilantly. The sound of the wind can also make him feel like an enemy.

In this way, he is like a beggar abandoned by the whole world, or—a corpse.

Although this is ridiculous, he feels that he has lost control of himself.

Slowly take out the contents of the shopping bag.

One bottle, two bottles...

It's all wine.

Only wine can make him fall asleep temporarily, can get rid of those terrible illusions, and no one will ask him to apologize in his ear.

"Are you ready to fall like this?"

A deep voice sounded from above his head, and Kazama Xianya's body shook violently. After looking up at that person, his dim eyes burst into light, and then slowly shed tears.

"dad……"

Kazama Yuki who came out of the living room frowned and looked at his son, but in the end he still had no way to reprimand him ruthlessly, or in other words, he didn't want to reprimand him anymore.

Kazama Yuki just sighed heavily, feeling a sudden pain in his heart.

"Xian Ya, get up, Dad has something to tell you."

The father and son who hadn't seen each other for a long time sat face to face. They obviously had a lot to say but couldn't open their mouths. In the end, it was Yu Kazama who broke the deathly silence.

"You should give up swimming in the future. Although I promised you ten years to pursue your dream, you must know the current situation better than me."

Kazama sat on the sofa leisurely and decadently, with his head down, he couldn't see his expression clearly, his overly thin shoulders seemed to become a machete around his neck, which could strip his life away at any time.

"Dad... I didn't take doping, I was framed."

Kazama Xiong asked him impatiently: "Are these words useful? Can you prove your innocence by saying this? Do you know that because of your things, our Kazama family has become a joke in everyone's eyes?! I, Yu Kazama, was said to have given birth to a waste!"

The pale fingers twitched uncontrollably, Kazama Xianya stopped talking.

"Let's not talk about this first." Kazama Yuki suppressed his anger, but he still couldn't completely control his emotions.He threw a stack of photos heavily on Kazama Xianya's body, turned his face away and stopped looking at him.

"You explain to me what's going on!"

The photo is not very clear, but the faces of the two people can still be seen.

Kazama Xianya only took one look, then quickly closed her eyes, her whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.

"Chun is your sister, what are you going to do?! How do you want me to explain to your aunt and the others!" Kazama Xiong got up and walked irritably, seeing Kazama Xianya's distressed look, he became even more angry and fierce The ground slapped him.

Some time ago, he suddenly received a photo from a paparazzi, and the other party even threatened to post it on the Internet if he didn't give him money.Originally, Yu Kazama thought that at most it was a photo of Yasuya Kazama and some unscrupulous women, but only after seeing the photos did he realize how serious the matter was.

The girl in the photo could be anyone, but it happened to be Hanahara Jun, his sister's daughter.

It is impossible to express his mood at that time, disappointment or despair?This son who has devoted countless efforts has disappointed him time and time again over the years.

"Kazama Xianya! Look where you want to throw the Kazama family's face?!"

No, he doesn't know anything.The whole person was in a daze, couldn't see the father's face clearly, and couldn't hear what he was saying. There seemed to be wind in his ears, and it seemed to be the laughter of a young girl like a wind chime.

With this appearance, he completely disappointed Kazama Yuki, he turned around and was about to leave, but he stopped before going out.

"You'd better recover for me tomorrow, and don't ask for anything to do with Chun in the future. I don't want to see this kind of embarrassing thing again."

"I can't control you for a long time, you won't be called Kazama Xianya in the future, you should be called Qingpu Xianya."

Qingpu Xianya... what does this mean?

These words finally dragged his chaotic look back to reality, he looked at Kazama Yuki in astonishment, but found that his father was facing away from him.

"The company must get financing as soon as possible, otherwise it will go bankrupt. You have been favored by the Qingpu family and have been selected as the next successor of the Qingpu family." After thinking for a while, Kazama Xiong slowly decided to take this matter tell him.

"After Miss Kiyoura graduates from high school, you will officially join the Kiyoura family. I heard that Miss Kiyoura is a very gentle and beautiful girl, so please don't do ashamed things to embarrass our Kazama family. Her information is on the table, think about it For the current situation of the Kazama family, please take care of yourself."

Kazama Xianya couldn't react to this sudden news, he said shyly, "Are you... giving up on me?"

Kazama Yu clenched his fist, but did not answer.He just opened the door and walked outside without stopping or looking back.

I want to cry, but also want to laugh.I don't know if tears can turn back time, he was abandoned, and the name "Kazama Xianya" who followed him for 18 years will eventually be replaced by another name.

Is Qingpu leisurely...

While silently chanting the name in his heart, suddenly, his body froze, and a terrifying possibility suddenly appeared in his mind. Other book friends were reading: .

Qingpu...Qingpu Tetsuko.

He knew that Tetsuko was adopted by a wealthy family, and vaguely knew that the head of that family was in Tokyo, but he never thought carefully about the situation of that family.But no matter how I think about it at this time, the only people with the surname Qingpu in my impression are that family, the high and mighty Qingpu family.

Running like crazy to the folder left by Yu Kazama, after opening it...

The girl had a gentle smile on her face, long black hair draped over her shoulders, and a pair of beautiful eyes bent into black crescents. She always showed a smile that seemed to calm everyone down.

But the moment he saw the photo, he cried bitterly, hugging himself and crying like a child who lost his parents, his shoulders trembled slightly, and there were thousands of reasons in his heart to collapse, but he never thought that he would lose to a photo in the end. photo.

Tetsuko Kiyoura, his fiancée.

Qingpu Tetsuko, who has the same blood as him, is the same as Chun... His sister!

After drinking, I felt like my head was going to burst, and Kazama Xianya took a bath numbly. When the cold water poured on her body, it was like rainwater slapping on a volcano. Wisps of drowsy heat poured into her mind from the air, and even breathing was difficult. It has become an impossible thing to do.

Shower, brush teeth, shave, change clothes.

Just show your normal smile again, as if you can go back to how you were not so long ago.

The man in the mirror was terribly thin, with a pale complexion, silver hair, blue eyes, and lips that were so pale that they almost blended with his skin color.

He stared blankly at that person, feeling extremely strange. At this moment, he was like a person from a barbaric tribe, and he had never seen his own face clearly.He touched the mirror and wanted to touch the person inside, but found that he was looking at himself with blood all over his face.

"boom!"

Terrified, he broke the mirror in front of him, and finally, he disappeared.But what followed was an even more desperate scene, countless him looking at himself in the shards of the mirror, either grinning or crying bitterly, all of them were blood men exactly like him.

Closing her eyes tightly, Kazama Xianya's body trembled uncontrollably.When at last he calmed down a little, he walked quickly out of the room, leaving behind those terrible visions.

The man on the train was a little strange, always wearing a hat and bowing his head.He wasn't recognized until a quick glance as he got out of the car.

"That's Kazama Leisure!"

"Is that a disgrace to Japan?"

"..."

Gritting his teeth, Kazama Xianya ran away from the crowd, and didn't stop until those small words disappeared from his ears, squatting down and panting violently.

The former darling of heaven has become a street rat, and his adoring eyes have also turned into disgusting and deeply malicious knives, bit by bit, taking away every piece of flesh from his body, taking away his self-esteem, taking away The courage to live.

He eagerly searched for the ward where Jun Huayuan was, and when he finally reached the ward that the nurse said, he stopped abruptly.

How to export it?Was it ridiculous questions like "Did we have sex that night?"Or how should I ask?And what kind of expression would Chun use to look at him?No matter what, I can't imagine it. It should be just disgust and resistance, right?

"Xian Ya is the most annoying!"

"I hate you!"

"Don't come to see me anymore, other book friends are reading:!"

He obviously didn't hear these words, but he seemed to have been hurt by these imaginary words.

Kazama Xianya just stood blankly in front of the door, she could go in as soon as she pushed the door, but there seemed to be a thousand gaps, even if she tried all her life, she couldn't get closer by one centimeter.

He looked up at the snow-white ceiling, feeling like a dream for a while.

"Apologize... Kazama Xianya."

Walk up the stairs step by step, each step is a shortcut to heaven, salvation, where can you touch salvation?

When I opened the roof door, there was a gust of cold wind blowing, and the silver hair was caressed by the wind, and the world in front of me turned into a gentle but indifferent silver.

If golden eyes see the world as brilliant gold, and black eyes see the world as oppressive black, then blue eyes see the world as sad blue.

The almost transparent blue gradually disappeared, replaced by the dim twilight, and the black sky began to spread from the unknown.

The dark green shade covered the thick golden streamer, the violet eyes were locked in the pale palm, and the twilight sky was overturned to reveal a coquettish rose red, the swaying withered yellow petals were torn by the wind and fell to the gray ground .

The wind has picked up, and there are traces of dark clouds in the sky.In the distance, faint thunder began to approach, like a drum beating for soldiers about to go to the battlefield, encouraging him to move forward.

But who knew that the battlefield was actually a different execution ground?

He closed his eyes, opened his hands with a smile, and the cool wind slapped the thin bangs on his forehead, and he could smell the wind with a wet earthy smell when he breathed.

This beautiful but cruel world, who has ever really seen your face?

The golden streamer abandoned the plump petals, leaving it to watch itself slowly rot and die in time.

The swaying withered yellow petals were torn by the wind and fell to the gray ground.

It fell to the gray ground with the rain, and the clear rain could not wash away the sap of the petals.Withered petals, the sap is bright red.

The red color spread wildly in the field of vision, as if it wanted to occupy the whole world.His sea blue eyes seemed to have left the imprint of the sky, that blue color would never fade again, and it would never fade away in a lifetime.

The sky chose to abandon him, but the earth embraced him with open arms, and he returned to the embrace of the earth.

Finally... I can forget everything and go back to the old days.

"Lan likes brother Xianya the most! It's the kind of love that will never change in my life!"

"Xianya is Chun's older brother alone, so don't play with Lan!"

The girl with black hair and black eyes timidly hid in a corner, but looked at him expectantly.

The girl with black hair and blue eyes has exactly the same eyes as his, and she can smile happily even in the hospital.

And he... what was he like then?

My thoughts are getting farther and farther away, and they gradually become blurred. Thousands of clips flashed through my mind like a film show. 18 years is neither long nor short, but it was reduced to ashes in an instant.

"Lan..."

"Chun..."

"How do you feel today?" The nurse asked with a smile while changing her medicine.

Jun Huayuan smiled cutely, his blue eyes narrowed into crooked shapes, nice novel:. "Thanks to your care, it's much better."

"Maybe I can be discharged from the hospital after a while? After returning to school, I have to work hard to keep up with my homework!"

After hearing the word "school", the expression on Huayuan Jun's face suddenly froze, and he smiled reluctantly, but stopped talking.

Go back to school and face the people who scolded her?There is also Yukimura who hates her, and that woman-Qingpu Tetsuko.

Just thinking about it makes me suffocate.

The nurse who noticed that Huayuan Jun's expression was wrong asked with concern: "What's wrong? Miss Huayuan?"

The wind rolled up the curtains, and the sound of thunder mixed with the sound of rain began to fall.

Hua Yuanchun looked at the weather outside the window, and then casually found a reason: "It's nothing, it's just that it feels a little cold."

The nurse looked at the unfinished medicine with some distress, and could only say: "Then I will change the medicine later and close the window."

"It's okay, let me do it." Jun Huayuan got up, put on his shoes, and walked to the window.

The sky outside was groggy, and the rain fell on his face like tears.

When Huayuan Jun was about to close the window, a black shadow suddenly fell from the upper floor and passed quickly in front of her eyes——

"boom!"

Hearing the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground, she quickly lowered her head to look down, only to find that the extremely gorgeous blood-colored red flowers had slowly bloomed on the ground.

I wanted to scream but found that I had lost my voice. In the end, only the red flower was blooming in front of my eyes, getting bigger and more coquettish.

The glass was splashed with blurry water stains by the rain, looking at the world through a layer of glass that is no longer transparent, there is an illusion of being divided into thousands of worlds by thousands of tiny water droplets.

As the thunder grew louder, Tetsuko got up and walked slowly towards the window.

What the eyes see is the sky like splashed ink, oppressive and gloomy.A flying bird, tempted by a demon, jumped up from the treetops, but under the lightning, it became another lost and lonely soul. A huge beast was hiding in the sky, ready to devour life.

The flying bird was eaten, and it was eaten bit by bit in the gentle embrace of the sky, and finally it could no longer take off.

She pulled back the bookmark in her hand sideways, threw it from upstairs, and finally drowned in the rushing rain.

The book that Kazama Xianya took to the hospital was also put back on the bookshelf by her, and she probably won't open it again in the future, right?

It seems to feel a little cold, and countless goosebumps start to creep up on the skin, and there is a warm feeling when the fingertips touch the glass.

The wind and rain outside the window are getting bigger and bigger, and there seems to be lightning flashing across the sky again.

So this time... Will a bird die in an unknown place?

Tetsuko closed the window, walked slowly to the bed, carefully curled up in the quilt, and wrapped herself tightly in it.

This is something that will never reject her, a warm... embrace.

The author has something to say: Brother Xian Ya also packed lunch.

Inexplicably sad.At the beginning, I really wanted to write about a good brother who is gentle and considerate. I don’t know why everyone hates him, and then I slowly started to make him scum.

Suddenly feel very sorry for the characters in the pen.