our psalms

The train stopped at the terminal, and the noise and hustle and bustle on my face pulled me out of that silent dream. I stared at the crowds, and I calmed down surprisingly.

It is this city, this city that belongs to me and does not belong to me.I was afraid to see Xiaodong bouncing up and down in front of the platform and waving to me, and Kuang Li's eyes full of expectation and despair, as well as that familiar uniform, pacing up and down in front of my eyes...

Am I back, or is the other me back?

"Do you need help, Mr. Passenger?" The marshal saw me standing there watching him for a long time, and came forward to ask me.I lowered my hat on purpose, shook my head, and walked forward.

Uncle He quickly chased after him carrying a big box, "Slow down, eat first or go back first?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, Uncle He knew that I was lost in thought again, "Why are you wearing a hat when it's so hot, don't worry, others won't treat you as a monster. You just look like a big person."

"I'm not an adult!" I said, "I have to go back and get some things, like credit card ID or something."

"Where are you going, where is your uncle?" Uncle He looked at me in surprise, "Don't you really care that you don't want him to see you now?"

"Of course I won't let him see, so I have to go back to school to find someone first." I looked at Uncle He with firm eyes, like an avenger returning, "She is the only person I can trust. "

"Wait, don't be impulsive!" Uncle He pulled me to sit down in the waiting hall, "Although I have no right to interfere with you, as a friend, at least we are friends now, right, I hope you can be more rational , you should go to your uncle! Whether it's your own father or...that policeman..."

"Impossible!" I shook my head, "I look like a human and a ghost!"

"What do you mean, who among these people see you as a ghost?" Uncle He tried to persuade me, "Do you know how great a kindness you have for those who care about you and love you after you have been missing for so long?" Strike, you should go back and let them know you're safe!"

"You said you can help me, you promised me!" How can I not bring my courage to that level, go back to my original world, and tell them I am old?

"They won't dislike you, do you understand!" Uncle He's voice increased in decibels, "I said I would try to help you, but I don't like you being so ignorant, do you understand!!!"

"Yes, I am ignorant, I am the most ignorant in this world!!!" I looked at the old soldier in front of me indifferently, got up and walked out of the hall without hesitation.

"Wait, where are you going!" Uncle He chased him out again carrying the box.

"Don't worry about it!" I shook my head and quickly disappeared from his sight.

I don't know why, but as soon as I touched the breath of this city, I began to feel an indescribable feeling all over me, a kind of anger, a nameless anger, I don't know where this emotion will lead me, but, I feel like I've been perverted.

Uncle Tian, ​​I will not let you down, I want to live well and not let your life go by in vain!I don't know why, but my mind is full of unreasonable beliefs at the moment. I look at the young people who are about my age going back and forth on the street, and my fists are clenched even tighter.

The bus ran for a long time and stopped at the east gate of the school.The moment I stepped out of the car, I felt that a year seemed to have passed only for a moment.I looked at the solemn teaching building and the gate, and walked straight in.

Nothing seems to have changed, even the fragrance of the flowers in the garden is still so familiar. Through the green grass, I seem to see those familiar shadows, girls and boys playing and chasing and playing.I smiled lightly and walked to the side of the public telephone hall. ?