our psalms

I tried to wander in the endless thoughts, counting the traces of kindness in his smile.He would always smile and say, child, I can't hurt you.But now, facing the undulating mountains, the overlapping hills, and the river that meanders to no end.When all the hustle and bustle stopped quietly, I couldn't tell him with a smile that I still love him.

When the white clouds come from the back of the mountain every day, and the sun shines on the green grass through the giant tree forest, all I can do is stretch my waist lazily, come to the river, and look for it from the clear flowing water. self.

The beard covered my entire face, and the scar from the corner of my eye to the bridge of my nose reminded me all the time that I was no longer the former Prince Cheng.

The longing and hesitation day after day and year after year have swallowed up the tears buried under the thick beard on his face.From that night a year ago, from the man whose heart was filled with sinful jealousy and resentment, I was a completely different person.

Uncle Tian likes to call me little brother, Uncle Tian is the farmer who saved me.It was he who found me in the mountains after I was in a coma for a few days, and then took me to his home for treatment. Should I say that it was Yang Xing who gave me the chance to be "reborn" this time, or should I say it was this simple and innocent man? What about the old farmer?

This is a completely isolated mountain village, bustling with several families.They are a group of people who are almost forgotten by this world.The people here are poor, simple, contented, and affectionate.Most of the time, they don't have any contact. Many people are used to being alone in this natural tranquility, and they are used to standing in the mountains, shouting or singing with the highest voice.

I have lived here for a whole year.What does this mean? It means that I am escaping. Maybe my life, which has become short, will end in this eternally peaceful land without Lao Cao.I can't imagine Lao Cao's heartache or despair when he saw me like this.The medicine that Yang Xing injected into my body caused abnormal changes in my body, my hair became thicker, almost like a primitive person.My face is also aging rapidly, and many physiological things have undergone bizarre changes.This is why Uncle Tian called me little brother.And that scar, the scar on my face, may never be removed from my life.I thought, maybe this is fate.

Uncle Tian is the only one who believes that I am only in my 20s. Of course, there are not many people here, maybe less than twenty.This middle-aged farmer is my lifesaver. He is only in his 40s, but he looks like he is in his 50s.He is a bachelor and has never been married in his life, of course it is not that he doesn't love women, it's just that in this place, marrying a wife is an extremely luxurious thing for any man.I can't imagine whether the edge of the deep mountain where the only human breath still exists will lose this only vitality in this century or at some point in the next century.

Uncle Tian never cared about those things, he was still never lost, he was always so fulfilled, he never thought about gains and losses, as long as he finished the heavy work for the day, lay in bed and waited for the dawn of tomorrow, life would be full of joy. As long as it continues, life is still full.

He didn't like or even was afraid to see me unhappy, and he always tried his best to make me happy.Today I catch a fish and take it back to roast to eat, or tomorrow I make a whole body of mud just to catch that alive and kicking rabbit and use it as my pet to accompany me.I want to help him with something but he always stops me angrily, I don't know why he dotes on me so much, I have nothing now, neither the handsome guy I used to be, nor the money to save these people in the mountains Savior of the poor.Maybe it's just him, who has lived here alone for many years, and now finally knows how happy it is to have someone who can talk to him besides loneliness.

More likely, it was my fault that I made him like this.Although, I don't want that