our psalms

In this city that seems to suffocate him at any time, he always wraps himself in indifference and ruthlessness to protect Xiaodong. When true feelings really come to his side, this child is still unable to resist Bewitched.That shadow seems to have become the most important color in his life. How much he wants to completely integrate with this middle-aged man's heart. Although he still doubts that true happiness cannot have his share, but this kind of The inexplicable and inexplicable feelings have gradually turned all his attachments into clouds of smoke that no longer exist.

He has never been so serious. He always listens to what Lao Xie says. With the help and arrangement of Lao Xie, he works as a small worker in a restaurant in peace, responsible for odd jobs such as washing dishes and serving dishes in the restaurant. , including food and housing, and a monthly salary of more than 500 yuan. Although he is very tired, Lao Xie always finds time to visit him every day. This seems to be the panacea he uses to resolve all fatigue. Lao Xie I will take him out for a walk when I am free, and they will always meet in the park when the sun sets, to see the scenery and talk about what is in their hearts.Two fiery hearts are intertwined, but they can no longer find a connection point, giving themselves completely to another person, although this is what they both desire, but ethics and fear bind Lao Xie, he thinks more What's more, he didn't want to harm the child because of himself, but in fact, he was wrong, completely wrong.

Lao Cao still found him, and there was almost nothing he couldn't do.Standing at the door watching Xiaodong who was concentrating on cleaning the tableware left by the guests who had just left, he was a little bit shocked, until the proprietress came over to greet him, Xiaodong raised his head and saw him.

"Hey, police officer, what do you want to eat?" The proprietress greeted Lao Cao enthusiastically. Lao Cao's face was always majestic and solemn. He just said lightly: "I'm here to find someone." Then he walked to the small In front of Dong.

There is a small narrow courtyard behind the small restaurant, which is used to store sundries.After making sure that no one would disturb their conversation, Lao Cao gently bent his head, looked at Xiaodong's face and said,

"You've gained weight!"

"Hehe, is that so?" Xiaodong looked a little nervous, clenched his fists tightly, and his palms were full of sweat.

"What I want to know is, what is your relationship with Xie Daquan from the taxi company?" Lao Cao didn't give up asking Xiaodong what he wanted to know because Xiaodong seemed nervous.

Xiaodong stared at Lao Cao with sharp eyes, as if watching an invader, his eyes were full of defense.But he knew that Lao Cao knew him no less than anyone else, so he began to hesitate, not knowing what to say.On the one hand, he didn't want Lao Cao to know more about him, on the other hand, he didn't want Lao Xie to suffer any harm because of him.

"None of your business!" he said harshly.In Xiaodong's mind, only by becoming more ruthless can he defend his rights, even in front of the police.

Lao Cao seemed to have expected this to happen, he still looked at Xiaodong patiently, and started to smoke in a calm manner.

"Even if you don't tell me, I will know. Sooner or later, I just want to remind you that there are many things in this society, some of which should be done, and some of which cannot be done no matter what."

"I didn't do anything wrong, why do you teach me!" Xiaodong's thorns all over his body suddenly stood up again at this moment, and he said mercilessly to old Cao Hao, "Even the police can't take care of everything, right? Police officer, if you don’t like me all the time, at worst, you can just say it outright, I don’t think it’s difficult to do what you want to do to a commoner like us with your right, why bother to go through so many circles, I’m really flattered.”

The cigarette butt in Lao Cao's hand stayed in the air for a while, and was suddenly thrown to the ground forcefully by him. The veins on his face were already exposed. When he was angry, he was very scary. Xiaodong fully agreed with this.

"You fucking think I don't know about your shitty things. You're doing MB in the BATH bar, taking part in gang fights, and you haven't done any bad things. I just don't want to say, give you a step down. Now, I absolutely can't let you To do things that harm other people's interests is not only because I am a policeman, but more for you, you bastard, do you understand you?!"

"I know what I'm doing, you don't need to tell me!" Xiaodong is probably the only one who dares to yell at Lao Cao, "All this is caused by you self-proclaimed good people. Up to now, I have no complaints. What about revenge, I just want to live a good life, why can’t you do this, why do you, who claim to defend the interests of the people, only treat me so cruelly, why!?”

"Shut up!" Lao Cao's hand was heavy, and when he slapped Xiaodong's face, he shook his head, and when he turned around again, he was already dizzy and bleeding from the nose.Lao Cao did not give up because of this, and still stood on the facts he believed, and said to Xiaodong: "Under my eyes, no one can do any bad deeds, especially you, He Dong!" After finishing speaking, he turned and left. go.

"You will never understand what true feelings are!" Xiaodong held his bleeding nose, crouched on the ground in aggrieved manner, and repeated these words softly.