Jiang Wang

"Hmm." Ye Xun choked up his voice.After a while, he sincerely said to Uncle Li, "Thank you today, Uncle Li, and I will give you the fee for sending Jiang Wang here tomorrow."

"No need, how much does it cost for such a short journey." Uncle Li declined, "Besides, this kid is like this..." Uncle Li looked at Jiang Wang's scars all over his body and sighed, "I can't bear to ask for it."

"This child is too poor."

Uncle Li sighed, "Oh, I don't know what happened to him again, he survived the burns from the fire, and..."

"Oh." Uncle Li sighed continuously.Ye Xun clasped Jiang Wang's hand tightly amidst his sigh.The heartache was so painful that it was difficult to attach, which made him have the urge to vomit all the time.

"It's getting late." After sighing, Uncle Li stayed with Ye Xun for a while. Seeing that it was getting dark, Uncle Li said to him, "I'm going back soon, so I can get you wires tomorrow. Ye Xun you Go to the doctor to find out about Xia Jiangwang's situation, and then go to have some food. Otherwise, you won't be able to leave alone for a while."

"Okay." Ye Xun got up, let go of Jiang Wang's hand, looked again and again before walking out.He came back soon, with four dishes, one soup and a box of porridge in his hand.

"I'm back." Uncle Li greeted him and gave up his seat.

"Well," Ye Xun responded, and handed him the four dishes and one soup in his hand, "Thank you, Uncle Li, let's take it home and eat."

Uncle Li stared blankly for a moment, hesitated for a long time to take it, and said with relief on his lips, "You child, why are you so polite."

"Should be. It's getting late, you should go back quickly, otherwise the road will be difficult to walk in the dark." Ye Xun said.

"Okay. Then I'll go first." Uncle Li got up and left.Seeing him go, Ye Xun looked away, put the porridge on the table next to Jiang Wang's bed, and sat down.

After staring at him intently for a long time, he said sorry in a hoarse voice.

I'm sorry, no matter what reason you can't think about it.It's just that I didn't take good care of you.

"Jiang Wang, wake up soon, okay? I will never go out again, I promise." Ye Xun said softly, as if he was about to swear, but Jiang Wang didn't respond.He stopped.

Then she kept watching him in silence.His eyes could see that Jiang Wang frowned when he was fighting, and looked at him happily, but he opened his eyes without emotion.

Ye Xun was startled, froze for a moment and said with a smile, "Jiang Wang, you're awake, are you thirsty? Are you hungry? I bought you porridge, would you like some?"

"Ye Xun." Jiang Wang didn't answer his question, looked at him, lowered his eyes to cover the mixed emotions in his eyes, and spoke in a soft voice that seemed to float directly from his throat, "I'm still alive .”

"Of course." Ye Xun said holding his hand, and he was happy, but he couldn't help slowing down his speech and crying, "Of course you are alive. Isn't it good to be alive? Why do you still use it like this?" Disappointed tone."

"It's good," Jiang Wang glanced at every part of Ye Xun's face, "I can still see you."

"But I didn't want to live anymore."

"Why?" Ye Xun put his hands into the meat.

"Because I don't want to drag you down." Jiang Wang said this with a blank face, and then laughed at himself.

You are so hypocritical, Jiang Wang.He laughed at himself inwardly.You don't want to drag him down, why didn't you die when you were burnt and used his school money for medical treatment, which made him fail the exam?You just want to use this as an excuse.Let him pity you and stay, you are so hypocritical.

"You never dragged me down." Ye Xun felt powerless, and he tried to put his voice very gently, "Not before, but now you are all well. Not to mention."

"Jiang Wang, this is not the first time I have told you about dragging. You will not drag me down. There is no dragging between you and me." Ye Xun said this very slowly. He hoped that Jiang Hope to hear every word he has to say. "You like me, I like you too, what can I do for you..."

"I see." Jiang Wang interrupted him with a slightly louder voice before he could finish speaking.Seeing Ye Xun stunned for a moment because of his sudden interruption, Jiang Wang gritted his teeth secretly and said, "I know I won't drag you down."

"Did you really know?" Seeing that he said he knew, Ye Xun didn't say any more.Just don't worry and ask again.

"En." Jiang Wang responded.

"If you know it, don't do such stupid things again for such non-existent reasons." Ye Xun said as he stood up and bent down to hug him gently, his hands trembling uncontrollably.Now that he thought of Jiang Wang's suicide, he was afraid.

"Yeah." Jiang Wang replied again, watching Ye Xun leaning against his back in silence for a long time, and then said, "Ye Xun, actually I committed suicide not just because I didn't want to drag you down anymore."

"What's the reason?" Ye Xun pursed his lips. He knew there was another reason. After all, Jiang Wang even survived the burns from the fire before, so he wouldn't suddenly become stupid.It's just that Jiang Wang didn't take the initiative to mention it, so he didn't say it, he was afraid that he would be provoked again.

"Because two policemen came to the house today." Jiang Wang opened his mouth with tears in his eyes, but he himself couldn't figure out whether he was crying because he used another lie to keep another person, or because he said these words.

"What are they here for?" Seeing him crying, Ye Xun stretched out his hands to cover his face, his heart was so heavy that he had the illusion that he couldn't breathe.

"They came to tell me," Jiang Wang blinked, then continued, "My dad may not be here."

"No way..." Ye Xun didn't know what to say when he heard this, "Is this news accurate?"

"Eight and nine are not far from ten."

"Hmm..." Ye Xun held his hand.Thinking about it, he asked, "Then... the police told you, is there any reason why uncle is not here?"

"I didn't say anything." Jiang Wang suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth, his face was half-crying and half-smiling, causing his expression to be very distorted.He patted his face uneasy, and couldn't help pulling his voice tremblingly before Ye Xun was about to speak, "Ye Xun, my father is gone, and now I'm wearing such a body, and I will be in this world from now on." In reality, I must be a lonely person who will never be loved again. If you pity me, can you, in the future, never leave me until you marry a wife and have children, and before you work? "

"I won't leave you." Ye Xun always felt that his words were strange, but he couldn't figure out what was wrong, so he comforted him and said, "Jiang Wang, I know that uncle's death has hit you hard, but life, old age, sickness and death are the most important things. It's normal in the world, you have to be more open, and don't do stupid things because of this."

"You still have me."

"Will there always be?" Jiang Wang asked.

"Yes." Ye Xun replied firmly.Jiang Wang looked at him, opened and closed his mouth for a long time, and said, "Will there be a day when you abandon me?"