Jiang Wang

"You go, before I change my mind."

Jiang Wang's last sentence blocked Tie Zi's chance to say anything else.Seeing what he had said, Tie Zi knew that there was no room for manoeuvre, whether it was his decision or his own status quo, so he responded with an ugly face, and left a sentence, "Then if you want to see me, just tell me, I'm coming to find you." He walked away in a daze.

Jiang Wang glanced at his desolate back from afar, got up expressionlessly and walked to the dilapidated window.

It was in a cramped corner, and a ray of sunlight managed to get in, just right on the vegetable cutting table that Ye Xun had temporarily built.

"What can this little sunlight shine on? It's so dazzling." Jiang Wang looked at the gaze, murmured softly with his eyes down, and stood sideways in the sunlight, blocking the sunlight behind him.Then he reached out and took the fruit knife from the vegetable cutting table, and walked back to the bed.After slowly taking off his shoes, he lay on his side on the bed and focused his gaze on the knife in his hand.When his eyes touched the sharp blade, he smiled uglier than crying.

"Ye Xun." He seemed to be talking to himself, and he seemed to be saying to Ye Xun, "Tiezi said that you are not because you really like me to be with me. I am a monster now, and you will never like me in the future." .”

"You are only pitying me for a short time now. When you stop pitying me, you will leave me soon."

"I don't want you to leave me. So, I can only let you pity me forever. Or..." Jiang Wang stopped at this point, he pursed his lips resolutely, and then continued to apologize, "Ye Xun , I’m sorry, it’s just that I like sunflowers too much, and I like you too much.”

After finishing speaking, he clenched the knife and slid it fiercely on his hand.Severe pain soon spread all over his body, he shook the knife and threw it to the ground, then closed his eyes.

I don't know how long it took, his consciousness became a little lax with the loss of blood, and in a trance, he remembered a conversation he had with his teacher before.

"Teacher, please. Why don't we have sunflowers here?"

"Because the environment here is not suitable for its survival, and its existence is not allowed."

"Really, what a pity. Sunflowers exist like light, and I still want to have them."

"Teacher, can't you help me?"

"No."

"Jiang Wang. There are things in this world that don't belong to a place or a person. Even if you have everything you have, you can't force it to stay."

After all, it is a luxury.

A tear fell from the corner of Jiang Wang's eyes, he passed out from the pain, and woke up in pain.Footsteps came from outside the door in a blink of an eye. He couldn't open his eyes, only to hear a familiar voice coming from a distant place in the darkness. He heard him happily say, "Jiang Wang, let me tell you, I met you when I went to pick up the phone today. Good man, he not only promised to come to connect us right away, but also said that he would save us from electricity for two months..."

The voice stopped abruptly at this point, and the footsteps came from far to near, and when the voice sounded again, it was vibrating obviously.

"Jiang Wang. Are you okay?"

"The knife on the ground, yes, what's going on? Who did it?" After finishing speaking, Jiang Wang felt his body being gently turned over.Then the other party suddenly hugged him silently and ran out. His tears were rolled down at this moment, and they hit Jiang Wang's hand, making him flustered.He barely squinted his eyes to look at him, and his eyes swept over the traces of his tears.He said distressedly, "Ye Xun, I just had a dream."

"In my dream, I was admitted to Tsinghua University, and you were also admitted. We finished college together. After graduation, I entered a state-owned enterprise. As for you, you started a business and flourished. At the peak of your prosperity, Bought me a house, and said in front of my dad that you like me, will be with me forever, and will marry me." As he spoke, he slipped into Ye Xun's arms, his face as pale as paper hung on his face. full of tears. "When I woke up, I heard that you were so excited because of a trivial matter that you shouldn't care about. Only then did you realize that it was just a dream. In reality, we didn't succeed as we wished. I didn't get into Tsinghua University, and I didn't even take the college entrance examination. And you, I dragged you down so much that you dropped out of school. Then I felt that I dragged you down. "

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Ye Xun retorted, holding back his tears, "Jiang Wang, you didn't drag me down. Suspending school doesn't affect me. Even if you did, it's my choice and has nothing to do with you. "After speaking, Ye Xun thought he would be relieved, but only heard him whisper something, and then did not answer for a long time.

Ye Xun's heart was suffocated, and he hurriedly looked down at him, and saw that he closed his eyes at some point. In a state of bewilderment, Ye Xun seemed to have heard his muttering clearly. What he said just now was, "Ye Xun, I don't want to burden you any longer."

"Jiangwang." Ye Xun called out in a low voice.Then yelled.

"Help!" He ran around hugging Jiang Wang like a headless chicken.

"Who will save me? Jiang Wang suddenly lost his voice."

"Help me."

"Help." He kept shouting.Some people came and went in a hurry, but they just gave him an indifferent look. He was about to step forward to catch him when he heard a familiar voice ask.

"Ye Xun, what's wrong with you?" Uncle Li, who came to answer the call, saw Ye Xun hugging a person from afar, his hands were still bleeding, heard him call for help, asked, and hurried over He took off his coat and bound Jiang Wang's wound that was still bleeding.

"Uncle Li." Seeing Uncle Li, Ye Xun seemed to be grasping at straws, raised Jiang Wang slightly, hugged him tightly, and knelt down towards Uncle Li.

"Jiang Wang committed suicide. Please drive him to the hospital before it's too late." Ye Xun burst into tears, and the unstoppable tears seemed to be completely unstoppable.

"Okay." Hearing what he said, Uncle Li immediately responded, supported him and said, "Come with me, my car is right behind."

"Okay." Ye Xun agreed, got up and followed Uncle Li to the direction where he parked.

The road to the hospital was rickety, Ye Xun just restrained himself from moving.He dared not move, he was afraid.

"Why are you so stupid?" Ye Xun asked, putting his head lightly on Jiang Wang's body, "It will be fine, Jiang Wang. Don't be afraid."

The road to the hospital was extremely long, and Ye Xun was exhausted when he got there. He held on until he heard the doctor say that it would be delivered in time before he passed out.

When he woke up, he slept next to Jiang Wang, and Uncle Li was in the ward.

"Ye Xun, you're awake. I was scared to death. I thought something was wrong with you." Seeing that Ye Xun had woken up, Uncle Li said.

"I'm fine." Ye Xun replied, staggered and got out of bed, walked to Jiang Wang and held his uninjured hand, fixed his eyes on the haggard face and asked Uncle Li, "Uncle Li, Jiang Wang is all right Bar?"